Authors: Jenny Lundquist
To Logan and Chloe.
The world is a better place because you two are in it.
Copyright © 2014 by Jenny Lundquist
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K
ing Fennrick lies in his bed, cursing the spoiled meat that has rendered him bedridden. He has never cared for being alone and has always loved the glittering thrum of the royal court. Solitude gives a man too much time to think, and if there is one thing King Fennrick tries not to do, it is think too deeply. For when he does, the shadows he keeps at bay through forced gaiety slip past his guard and creep toward him.
One day, he supposes, those shadows will strangle him.
Fennrick hollers for more ale and leans back on his silken pillows, dreaming of the amber liquid and the oblivion it will grant him. Oblivion is not the same thing as absolution, but on dark nights like these, it is close enough.
His golden bed curtains are swept aside. It is not his cupbearer who appears, but his son. He carries a steaming mug of foul-smelling muck, and Fennrick is sorely tempted to throw the boy out.
“I asked for ale,” the king says through gritted teeth.
“Tea is better for your stomach, Father,” Andrei
Andewyn replies.
Fennrick stares at the boy. This is his son. Has he ever loved him? Is it possible to love someone who never should have been born? Fennrick forced his wife—a woman whom he truly
did
love—to conceive a child, when her soul was already broken. He is responsible for her death, though he suspects the boy blames himself.
Andrei stares back at the man who has broken his heart every day of his life. This is his father. Has he ever loved him? Is it possible to love someone who looks right through you, as though a ghost has always stood behind? Andrei looks
down at his hands—hands that will one day rule a king
dom—and wonders how he is supposed to become a king when his father won’t even teach him how to be a man.
Grudgingly, Fennrick sips the tea and bitter warmth floods his stomach. But he is clumsy and thick-fingered. The mug drops and the tea spills; a dark, spreading stain recedes into the shadows.
Perhaps the tea is slowly working through his stupor; or perhaps King Fennrick has just had a clear thought, all on his very own: It will not just be the crown Andrei inherits, but Fennrick’s sins as well.
He beckons his son forward, and begins whispering of the night that shattered his own soul.
A frigid draft creeps into the room. Candles flicker; bed curtains flutter. Andrei’s shocked stare locks with Fennrick’s weary one.
“Twins?” Andrei whispers.
Fennrick, for once looking his son directly in his eyes, nods.
And the shadows, released from their bindings, come slithering toward them both.
Chapter 1
Wilha
E
very day I tell myself I should be happy with the life I have chosen. I have fled the gilded walls of my former existence. A life filled with everything anyone could ever want, save for true friendship and love. I walked away from all of it—me, the girl so many others always believed to be fearful and incompetent—and built another life.
As I wrap my thick winter cloak about me, I look around the small bedroom I rent above the Sleeping Dragon. I remind myself that it is paid for by the fruits of my own labor. That I am free to come and go as I please. Free to show my face to the world. Perhaps more than most people, I understand these things are riches beyond measure.
I grab a handful of klarents off my writing desk and count
them. It is not much, but it should be enough to pay
Marko
tonight.
I lock the door to my room and head for the staircase. Downstairs the inn is full, even on such a gelid night—just as I hoped. A group of weather-beaten fishermen hunch over the bar, trying to chase away winter’s chill with mugs of ale. Musicians play near the fireplace while the townspeople dance. Victor, the owner, patrols the length of the inn, making sure the festivities do not get out of hand. James is serving a table of men and women, all of whom are wearing costume masks.
Victor scowls when he sees me. “You know I can’t spare James tonight. Do you have to visit the castle gates again?”
“I have been living in Korynth for nearly six months now,” I remind him. “I think I can manage the streets just fine by myself.”
Victor crosses his arms over his massive chest. “One would think you purposely choose our busiest nights to watch the Masked Princess appear on the balcony.”
I pause, for he is right. I choose the nights James cannot
possibly accompany me. “I will not be too late, Victor,
I promise.”