The Miko - 02 (10 page)

He said nothing, and after studying his granitelike countenance for a moment she made a move to rise. “I will—” But his fingers curled around her wrist stopped her and, perched like a bird, her lips opened. “Sato-san.”

Slowly he brought her back down to her knees, then drew himself upward. The fabric of his kimono winked and rippled as his shoulders squared and Akiko was abruptly aware of his strength and, even more, his power.

“This night is special,” he said thickly. “There will only be one like it in all our lives.” He paused for a moment as if collecting his thoughts. “So our lives will be truly bound by the laws of the Amida Buddha.” His eyes raked her face. “Does this mean nothing to you?”

“I have thought of little else all day.”

“Then stay.” At that moment his fingers let go their grip and her arm, freed, drifted down to her lap. Her perfect, lacquered nails overlapped as her fingers interlaced, a streak of light lying along the gleaming surface of each beyond which he could not see. “On this most special of nights, send my gift away.”

Her face, as composed as a porcelain mask, disclosed nothing of her inner feelings. Sato could scarcely discern the rise and fall of her breasts as she breathed. Her
wa
was as unruffled as the still skin of a mountain lake, reflecting rather than revealing.

He was disconcerted. “Surely you must know it is you who I desire.”

Akiko turned her head as if he had struck her a physical blow. “Then you hate the gift I bear; you have hated all the gifts that I have brought you since—”

“No!” Trembling, Sato silently railed against the trap he had entered.

“I have dishonored you with my desire to please you.” Akiko wrung her hands like an aggrieved little girl.

Sato leaned forward. “I have loved each and every gift; I have treasured the thought behind them.” He had regained control of his voice if not his emotions. “There is only honor in what you have brought me, knowing—” His eyes slid away from her, staring fixedly at the
tatami
between them. “Knowing that you have never…been with a man, understanding my desires”—he took a deep breath—“and wanting to bring me happiness in this sphere.”

Her head lowered. “It is my duty. I—”

But his hand shot out again, covering hers. “But tonight we are so close to being joined. Seeing you and—”

“What you ask—” Her head snapped up. “And then what of our wedding night? Will we make a mockery of tradition? Will we degrade the path that is ours? Do you want that?”

Sato felt her nails digging into his calloused flesh and knew she was right. He grasped at the fluttering of his intense desire for her, choking it off. His head nodded on his thick neck and he whispered through dry lips, “It is your gift that I desire.”

Akiko stood by the
naga-hibachi,
feeling its heat suffuse her. She paid only the most minimal attention to the work her hands were doing, cooking the
soba,
the buckwheat noodles, preparing the soy-based sauce in small porcelain cups, pouring the rest into a tiny matching pitcher, setting out the green horseradish and chopped cucumber on a saucerlike plate.

The
soba,
when done, was lifted in tiny portions into rectangular stacking trays of black lacquer. Normally, she would be waited upon as would be Sato. But this was part of her gift to him, and at this time of the night servants were enjoined from this side of the house.

Akiko served the food and more hot sakē. She observed that Sato and Yōki were talking in low, intimate tones. She had prepared the girl well. Yōki knew what to expect and what was expected of her.

Akiko rose and walked silently to the edge of the
fusuma.
She paused with a delicate hand on the light wooden frame. The sound of them washed over her before she slid the paper door shut behind her.

But she did not leave the house. Instead, she moved to the left, entering a smaller, two
-tatami
room. Carefully closing the
fusuma
, she slid across the reed mats on her knees until she reached the
shōji
common with the room within which Sato and Yōki reclined.

The screen was actually composed of many long and narrow vertical panels, decorative and pleasing to the eye. Some time ago, just after she had been introduced into the household, Akiko had secretly altered the nature of one of these panels so that it became removable by a subtle manipulation of its thin wooden border.

Through this rift she now gazed upon Sato and Yōki. They had finished their
soba
; the sakē was almost gone. They were very close together. Kneeling at her spyhole, Akiko settled herself for what was to come.

Sato’s back was to her. She saw the movement of his arm and then the soft slide of Yōki’s kimono—for Akiko knew better than to present the girl to Sato in her Western-style clothes—back and down, exposing one soft white shoulder.

Akiko held her breath as the rich play of the girl’s muscles was revealed. Sato’s eyes were drawn to Yōki’s breasts; the brown and gray kimono lay like wings on the
tatami
on either side of her, her thighs still partially wrapped. Then Sato’s head bent down and forward and with a soft cry Yōki’s head went back, her fingers caressing his ears as his tongue streaked hotly across her nipples.

Akiko crossed her arms over her own breasts, feeling the hot stiffness there like points of fire. Her mouth was dry and she longed for sakē to slake her thirst.

She had almost given in to Sato tonight. That had shocked her like a lightning bolt out of the blue. It had been relatively easy to keep him at arm’s length all these long weeks; she had been disgusted by the lust clouding his eyes. But this night had been different.

Yōki was now completely naked. Sato’s open mouth licked and sucked at her flesh with such intensity that Akiko could feel her own flesh heating, tingling just as if it were she he was making love to.

Why? What had been different? Akiko searched her mind, analyzing as Sun Hsiung had taught her to do so long ago: quarter your memory, then divide it into eighths, sixteenths, and so on. “Eventually,” he had told her, “you will find the detail you have been seeking for your senses are the most sensitive of receptors. They record everything; it is only your conscious mind which filters out what it believes to be all the important data. The lesson you must learn—and it is a most difficult one—is that your conscious mind often makes the wrong choice.”

Now, as her eyes drank in the erotic movements unfolding just beyond the aperture in the
shoji
, Akiko began the quartering search of her memory, for she was well attuned to her own emotions as she was to others’.

Tonight, just like all nights, she had sprung the right trap to ensnare Sato so that she could slip away from his advances. She had been filled with elation at the frustration she was causing him. But that feeling had been short-lived. Why?

Rock music’s primal pulse so full of anger, aggression, and lust, sizzled in her blood like alcohol; a room blue with smoke, making figures as indistinct as priests inside a temple wreathed in incense lit for the dead. She stalked a tiger there, lithe, full of a terrifying atavistic power. It magnetized her; spooked her.

For now she had traced the loosening of her sexual emotions to the moment when she had been circling Nicholas Linnear like a hungry jackal. Summoning up the image of him within the confines of exotic Jan Jan, she experienced again the triphammer beat of her heart, the tiny trembling of her inner thigh muscles, and the powerful compulsion to approach him.

Again, as they had at the nightclub, her fingers rose up to touch the flushed flesh of her cheek as if to assure herself that it was still there. It had not been that long. She must always keep that in mind. A stranger to herself, she must learn to become her own best friend. She had never been able to do that…before. On the advent of her rebirth she had vowed to herself that she would try. But first, unfinished business. And that involved Nicholas Linnear. Oh, yes. Most surely it did!

Akiko’s eyes opened wide. Sato and Yōki were entangled on the
futon.
The folds of their kimonos rippled about the edges of their working flesh like the sea’s waves upon the shore, concealing and revealing at once.

The panting bellows of their breaths rose toward her like a flock of gulls, pulling her onward as a third member as it fueled the furnace of their passion.

She saw Sato’s erection, large and reddish from the stroking ministrations of his partner. Yōki’s eyes were fluttered closed in pleasure and her soft breasts heaved into Sato’s calloused palms as his head slid down and down until his open mouth touched the insides of her heated thighs.

Unconsciously Akiko strained forward, and when she saw his tongue flick out to caress the flesh there, she gasped silently. A line of warm sweat trickled like a serpent’s tail down the deep indentation of her spine, staining her kimono, marking it with her lust. Her palms traced a circular pattern inward across her own spread-apart thighs until, lifting the material of her kimono, she encountered bare flesh.

Now, instead of her own fingertips, she felt Sato’s flickering tongue in maddening repetition as it moved across Yōki’s damp thighs, his hands behind her knees for an instant, lifting her legs.

Yōki’s thighs, Akiko’s thighs. There was no difference there to the touch. What had been done to her had not marred the silkiness of the flesh. But, she knew, should Sato see what lay along the inside, hidden skin there he might call off the wedding and that she could not afford. Afterward…well, then he would have no choice but to accept her.

Sato’s mouth moved upward, covering the curling black hair covering Yōki’s high mound. Akiko could see the other girl’s hips trembling with excitement and the building of her orgasm. Sato’s head burrowed down into the heat and the wet and Yōki threw her head back, the thin cords at the side of her neck standing out, her lips open, her teeth bared. Her thighs trembled uncontrollably.

And all the while, Akiko’s deft fingers were opening up her own petals, making gentle circular sweeps in concert with the movements of Sato’s head. She felt him but it was not enough; she needed more. The sensations touched her, beading like rain. But what she craved was a torrent, a tidal wave to lift her off her feet and tumble her helter-skelter into the arms of ecstasy.

It would not come, and she increased the pressure of her fingers, beginning to dig into the soft folds, pulling them apart, pressing harder against her clitoris.

Sato’s head came up. His chest was heaving like a bull’s. His great male form arched itself above Yōki’s supple female one, shadowing her from the diffuse light, streaking her face so that she appeared to be wearing some bizarre makeup.

And now she drew him upward, rubbing him against her until she had no other choice but to arch up and impale herself on him, thrusting her hips wildly off the
futon,
the breath whooshing out of her with an audible rush, the mounds of her breasts quivering with the strength of the sensations running rampant through her.

How Akiko longed to feel what she was feeling: the tide gathering, calling, running inward from the vast depths of the sea toward her like a blanket of night, blotting out all thought, all pain, all memories in the shooting inundation of vibrating pleasure.

Sato was stroking down to meet Yōki’s frantic thrusting, their hips hot in contact, the warm salty sweat dripping down from Sato’s bulging muscles, beading along the girl’s rippling skin.

She began to cry out, her arms enfolding him, drawing him all the way down on her, so that to Akiko it seemed as if he was burying her with his mass. The rhythmic grunting picked up in tempo and the motion of their hips became ragged and indistinct.

Yōki was sighing out her passion in great long jets, her face unlined and taut. The heels of her hands jammed against Sato’s powerful muscular buttocks, urging him to thrust himself even deeper into her.

“Going, going going…” Yōki’s voice held the edge of hysteria and something more. Whatever it was, Akiko longed for it just as she longed for the release from the bunched tension ribboning her thighs and stomach. Her muscles were knotted and the pain came roaring at her just as it always did at these sessions. She bit her lower lip in an effort not to cry out. Her heart hammered, threatening to burst its cage of bone and slippery membrane to explode like a sad sun in her constricted throat.

Please, she moaned to herself. Please, please, please. Though initially she had felt more than she ever had before, though she thought she might experience the blessed relief of the clouds and rain, this night was no different from all the rest. She heard Sato’s animal grunting as he shot in rapid fire into Yōki’s spasming depths.

It was too much for Akiko to bear and she fell back, slamming her shoulder against the floor beneath the
tatami.
Her eyes rolled up in their sockets, she heard the rushing of a sharp wind so briefly she was uncertain of its existence. Pain and a terrible longing transported her to a black plain. She heard Sun Hsiung saying, “There is a way—and if you are patient I will teach it to you—to scrutinize the enemy’s external appearance so that you may be able to discern his inner mind.”

Then unconsciousness took her.

Nicholas rose promptly just before six
a.m.
, awakened by his own inner clock. He took a quick shower, turning the water on first scaldingly hot, then needle cold. Emerging from the bathroom, his skin glowing from the tough toweling, he folded down into the lotus position, facing the window and Tokyo. He took three long, deep breaths. Then he dissolved into himself. And expanded outward, until his being filled the universe and he was wholly a part of everything.

The discreet knock on the door brought him out of his deep meditation; he had been waiting for it. His eyes focused on the spires of the city and, breathing normally again, he rose. He ate his breakfast of green tea and rice cakes silently. Then, dressed lightly, a small black bag slung over one shoulder, he went out of the hotel. It was just after ten o’clock.

He walked two blocks, east then south, and found himself in Toranomonchō. Past the small, immaculately tended park, on the far side of Sakuradōri he came to
sanchōme,
the third area designation in Toranomon. There were no exact street addresses in Tokyo, a peculiarity that nonplussed all foreign visitors. Rather, the vast city was divided up into, first,
ku
or wards; then zones such as the Ginza; finally, into
chō.
Within
chō
were numbered
chōme
and block designations.