The Law of Similars (12 page)

Sweet.

Not, I imagined, as sweet as a sugar pill--even a sugar pill doused in belladonna or Pulsatilla, or whatever it was that Whitney had said she'd been given.

I decided I wouldn't have minded if Whitney had been in my dream. Of course, if someone was going to intrude upon my sleep, I would have preferred Carissa. But if not the homeopath...I would have forgiven Whitney.

Hell, I would have forgiven that older woman who worked in the store, too, the one with the toes from heaven. I would have been perfectly happy if it had been her in some kind of sexy dream.

The problem was that the dream hadn't been sexy at all. It had been stupid and violent and messy. It had had something to do with a particularly brutish drunk who'd passed through the system that day, a guy who for no apparent reason--other, perhaps, than a four-dollar pint of Canadian Ltd.--had taken a shotgun and blown out the windows of a parked patrol car in Burlington. It was a miracle that no one had been hurt.

I stared at the shadow in the bathroom mirror that was as close as I'd get to a reflection in the dark, and saw myself shaking my head as I sighed. It was three in the morning and I was awake once more with a sore throat, and it was all because of some idiot who'd drunk way too much whiskey. Unbelievable.

And the most frustrating part, I decided, was that I hadn't had a single cup of coffee all day. Not one tiny drop. And still I was awake in the night.

Chapter 6.

Number 27

The curative virtue of medicines thus depends on their symptoms being similar to those of the disease, but stronger.

It follows that...disease can be destroyed and removed most surely, thoroughly, swiftly, and permanently only by a medicine that can make a human being feel a totality of symptoms most completely similar to it but stronger.

Dr. Samuel Hahnemann,

Organon of Medicine, 1842

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Jennifer Emmons would call the state psychology board about Carissa the day after Christmas, probably not long after calling the State's Attorneys Office in Burlington, the physician who was treating her husband for asthma, and the Attorney General's Office in Montpelier.

It was from someone in the Attorney General's Office that she had learned that the state of Vermont does not regulate homeopaths. Naturopaths and hypnotherapists and acupuncturists, yes. Diathermists and hydrotherapists, most certainly.

But not homeopaths.

Nevertheless, at some point she'd recalled that Carissa was also a psychologist. And psychologists were regulated in Vermont.

Jennifer would make her calls from the phone in the waiting room outside the ICU. When she left messages, she would leave the number for the hospital, along with the extension for the nursing station near her husband's room. And then she would return to the chair beside her husband's bed and wait for people to call her back.

Richard's physician was enraged, though I think a part of his anger stemmed from the fact that his patient had gone behind his back to another healer. Richard had never told the fellow he had gone to a homeopath, and I imagine there was a certain amount of territoriality in the doctor's response.

The lawyer in my office who returned her call, Bob McFarland, only spoke with her for a minute or two, just long enough to determine that she'd already given a statement to a trooper.

Her longest conversation that morning, without a doubt, was with Garrick Turnbull--the head of the state psychology board and the husband of young prosecutor and date-eater Margaret Turnbull. When he called Jennifer back, she told him all that she understood about the Law of Similars, because she knew that it mattered. She wasn't completely sure why, not yet anyway, but never for a moment had she thought that her husband had tried to kill himself. Not for a second.

No, in her mind, he did what he did because of a ludicrous philosophy of healing called homeopathy and a dangerously irresponsible homeopath named Carissa Lake. And so she had related to Garrick the little she knew about homeopathy, and what she said Richard had told her about the Law of Similars.

"The law of what?" she'd asked Richard when he first tried explaining it to her one evening in early December, sipping the eggnog he'd poured.

"Similars," Richard had said, stretching his legs in his chair. Lately he'd complained to her that on top of everything else--on top of his asthma and his eczema--his joints had started to ache in the night. Only when he moved did the aching subside. "She calls it the Law of Similars."

"Meaning?"

"Like cures like. Sort of like immunization. You know, giving someone a little polio in a polio vaccine. Or the way you'll give a cat a trace of feline leukemia."

"She's going to give you asthma? How is she going to give you asthma?"

She hadn't meant for the question to sound antagonistic, but she knew instantly that it had--especially since it was clear Richard himself understood that his grasp of homeopathic basics was pretty shaky. He had only the vaguest idea of what he was talking about, and what, therefore, he was getting himself into.

"Why are you being so skeptical about all this?"

"Well, you have to admit, it sounds pretty kooky," she'd said, trying to make light of her concern. "It sounds a little like some of that New Age hokum you hear about at pricey spas."

"Wouldn't you like to see me off drugs?" he'd asked.

Outside their living-room window, great, puffy dots of white had continued to fall. It had started to snow that day just after lunch, and it hadn't stopped for a moment ever since. There was probably a half-foot on the ground by the time Richard had gotten home. Christmas, then, was still close to three weeks away, but we were all confident it would be white.

"No. I don't care about the drugs. You do. I just want to see you well."

"Well, that's why I'm seeing her."

She'd sighed. She'd wanted the conversation behind them before dinner, because she didn't want to be having this discussion in front of the kids. "If she's not going to give you asthma, what exactly is she going to give you?"

"I won't know until I see her again next week."

"But she's going to give you something."

"Yes."

"What will it do?"

"I think it will boost my body's immunity to things that cause asthma--sort of like a shot. Now, does that really sound 'New Agey' to you? It sounds pretty darn normal to me."

"That's the Law of Similars?"

"That's right."

"Why don't they just call it immunization, in that case?"

He'd rolled his eyes, irritated and defensive. "Look, I don't know that much about it. But it's not like this stuff is experimental. It may be 'alternative' in the eyes of a veterinarian or a doctor. But she says it's been around for almost two centuries."

Jennifer told me a thought had passed through her mind at that moment, but she'd kept it to herself: Medicine isn't like wine. I don't want my pills carefully aged. I want the latest, freshest, newest stuff that they have.

"So long as it won't make you worse..." was all that she'd said.

Though the time would come soon enough when she would wish to God she'd said more.

"You really should see a doctor," my boss was saying to me. "I know, I know. You have. See one again. Or see another."

"I don't think there's a heck of a lot they can do," I said, swallowing the last of my cough drop so I could sip my coffee. Months ago I'd discovered it was no easy task to sip coffee with a cough drop in my mouth. Actually, the sipping part was easy. It was the enjoying part that was hard.

"Not true. There's always something they can do. And, more important, there's always something you can do."

"Think so?"

"I do."

Phil Hood never seemed to be sick. As far as I knew, the only time the man didn't come in to work was when he was on vacation with his children or, those days, his children and grandchildren. Three years earlier he'd become a grandfather for the first time, and evidently he'd liked the role so much he'd convinced his other two children, both daughters, to have babies as well.

I had met the infants, and they looked nothing at all like Abby had when she'd been a baby: a nearly doll-like round face, a mouth almost always molded into a smile. This kid, Elizabeth had observed soon after Abby was born, just loves this world.

Phil's grandchildren, on the other hand, were gargoyles. All of them. The oldest one, the one who was three, wasn't quite so repulsive anymore, but he still had the potential to grow into the Elephant Lad. Not literally, of course. Thank God. But the child's head was huge, and shaped like a beet.

"First of all, you drink way too much coffee," Phil went on. "I'm sure that's part of the problem. You might just as well be pumping it into your system with an intravenous feed."

When Phil had turned fifty a few years earlier, he'd given the stuff up completely. Gone cold turkey, replaced it with bottled water. It had seemed to me almost preternaturally easy the way Phil had learned to live without java.

"Some of the cups are decaf," I said.

"Poison," Phil said. "Pure and simple." Then he and his wife had gone vegan. No meat. No dairy. No doughnuts.

"Oh, come on."

"Really. The process often involves drenching those little brown buggers--the beans--in an extremely caustic chemical solvent. Your system has to cope with that."

"I'm sure some of the decaf's been made with water."

"It's still acid-forming. It's still putting a nightmarish burden on your kidneys. Your urinary tract." He paused, and I was about to respond, when he added, "Ever think of buying a dialysis machine? They're not cheap, but I'll bet it's the sort of thing you could rent to own."

Behind Phil, in the lake in the window, I could see a ferry moving west across the water toward New York. It was the first of December. Although a warm front was about to arrive, eventually even this part of the lake would freeze solid.

"I'll buy a snowblower first, thank you very much."

"Does that shaman you call your physician know how much coffee you drink?"

"That shaman's the primary-care physician I got with our health plan."

"Oh, great. You're going to put your health in the hands of the state. Wise decision."

"Phil, would you give it a rest?"

"I just think you should take better care of yourself."

"I appreciate that. But ever since you went out and decided to take care of your body and Margaret went out and married Dr. Strangelove, I can't go into either of your offices without getting a lecture about something. I'm afraid to open my mouth around either of you."

"He's not a doctor."

"Who?"

"Margaret's husband. Garrick. He's a psychologist, not a psychiatrist."

"I know that. It's just a nickname."

"Not a very flattering one. I gather you don't like him."

"I like him fine. I just find him a little uptight. Officious."

"Officious..."

"Inflexible. A real rule-maker."

Phil swiveled in his chair and rested his wingtips on the radiator. There was snow on the mountains across the lake.

"You know," Phil said, pressing the fingertips on both hands together. "There are those who would say the same thing about you."