Authors: Ross Macdonald
“You’d feel better if you knew all about her.”
“Do you?”
“Nobody does. She’s crowded several lives into her first twenty-five years.”
“Is that all she is, twenty-five? I imagined she was much older, older than Charles.”
“Bess grew up early and fast. She was married in her teens to a man twice her age. He brought her out here during the war. She met Charles here in 1943.”
“So long ago,” she said desolately. Her loss of Charles was final, and retroactive. “Long before I knew him.”
“Wilding saw her with Charles in 1943.”
“He didn’t tell me.”
“He wouldn’t. Since then she’s been back and forth across the country, in and out of jail—”
“You said she had a husband. What about him?”
“She broke his spirit years ago. She uses him when she has to, when she has nothing better to do with herself.”
“I don’t—I can’t understand—Charles’s taking up with such a woman.”
“She’s a fine-looking wench. And she was safely married to a man who wouldn’t divorce her.”
“But he’s such an idealist. His standards are so high. Nothing was ever good enough for Charles.”
“It’s possible he was out of touch with his own standards. I never met Charles, but he sounds flawed to me—a man trying all his life to get hold of something real and not succeeding.” I didn’t know for sure whether my candor came from concern for the living girl or jealousy of the dead man. “That bullet in the guts was probably the realest thing that ever happened to him.”
Her hazel eyes were troubled, but transparent as water in a well. “You mustn’t speak of him in that way.”
“Speak no ill of the dead?”
“You don’t know that he is dead.” She cupped her left breast gravely in her right hand. “I feel, here, that he is alive.”
“I interviewed a witness today who saw him shot.”
“How can I feel so strongly that he is alive?”
“He may be,” I said without conviction. “My evidence isn’t conclusive.”
“Yet you won’t let me have any hope. I think you wish him dead.”
I touched the back of her hand, which still lay over her breast. “I never saw a girl with more goodness. I’d hate to see you waste it all on the memory of a guy who never gave a thought to anybody but himself.”
“He wasn’t like that!” She was flushed and radiant with anger. “He was beautiful.”
“Sorry,” I said. “I’m tired. I shouldn’t try to mastermind other people’s lives. It never works out.” I sat down in the bowlegged chair and let the thoughts in my head string off in whirling darkness.
Her touch on my shoulder straightened me up. She looked down at me with a smile of wise innocence:
“Don’t be sorry, and don’t be angry with me. I wasn’t exactly nice.”
Nice was her middle name, but I kept that to myself. I looked at my wristwatch:
“It’s nearly seven now. What are you going to say to her?”
“Whatever you think. Won’t you take the call?”
“She knows my voice. You talk to her. Tell her you have the money. You’ll buy her information, provided it’s backed up by proof. If she’s in Los Angeles or within driving distance, make an appointment for ten tonight, later if
she insists. She’s to go to West Hollywood and park in front of 8411½ Sunset Boulevard. You’ll contact her there.”
“I?”
“We both will.” I printed the address in my notebook, and tore the leaf out for her. “No matter how she gripes, don’t let her choose the meeting-place.”
“Why not?”
“You’re going to be with me. Bess may or may not be dangerous herself, but she has dangerous friends.”
She read the address I had printed. “What place is this?”
“My office. It’s a good safe place to talk to her, and I have built-in mikes. I don’t suppose you take shorthand?”
“Pas trop
. I can take some sort of notes.”
“How’s your memory? Repeat the instructions I gave you.”
She did, without an error, and said with the air of a child remembering her manners:
“Come into the library, Mr. Archer. Let me make you some tea while we’re waiting. Or a drink?”
I said that tea would be fine. The telephone rang before I got a taste of it. It was Bess calling from Los Angeles.
CHAPTER
29
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At half past nine we were in my
West Hollywood office. I called my answering service and was informed that a Mr. Elias McBratney of Beverly Hills had phoned twice on Saturday and would phone again on Monday. James Spinoza, Jr., of Spinoza Beach Garb, wished me to call him back as soon as possible about those shortages. A lady who declined to give her name had tried to
reach me four times between eight ten and nine twenty. I thanked the operator and said I would take my own calls until further notice.
I turned out the desk lamp. The inner office was dimly lit by the rectangular white beam that fell from the outer room through the one-way panel in the glass door. A changing light thrown up from the Boulevard silhouetted the girl against the window.
“Look at the lights all up the sides of the hills,” she said. “I’ve never seen this city at night. It’s so new and aspiring.”
“New anyway.”
I stood behind her watching the cars run by in the road. I felt very close to Sylvia in the half-dark, and very conscious of time. The headlights flashed and disappeared like a bright succession of instants plunging out of darkness into darkness.
“Some day we’ll have to jack it up and put a foundation under it.”
“I like it the way it is,” she said. “New England is all foundation and nothing else. Who cares about foundations?”
“You do, for one.”
She turned, and her shoulder brushed me like a friendly movement of the darkness itself. “Yes, I do. You have foundations, Archer, don’t you?”
“Not exactly. I have a gyroscope arrangement. I’m afraid to let it stop spinning.”
“That’s better than foundations. And I don’t believe you’re afraid of anything at all.”
“Am I not.” I emitted a cynical-uncle chuckle which turned into a real laugh. Sylvia didn’t join in.
The telephone on the desk rang sharply. I reached for it and spoke into the mouthpiece:
“Hello.”
No answer. Only a faint electric murmur, the sound of thin wire in thin space. A click at the other end. Dead line.
I dropped the telephone into its cradle. “Nobody there.”
“Perhaps it was the woman. Bess.” Sylvia’s face in the upward light from the window was white and enormous-eyed.
“I doubt it. She has no way of knowing this is my address.”
“Will she come, do you think?”
“Yes. She needs the money for a getaway.” I patted my fat breast-pocketful of bills.
“Getaway,” Sylvia said, like a tourist picking up a foreign word. “What a wretched life she must have led, and still be leading. Oh, I hope she comes.”
“Is it so important?”
“I have to know about Charles, one way or the other.” She added under her breath: “And I want to see her.”
“You’ll be able to.” I showed her the one-way panel in the door, and the earphones wired to the mike in the outer room. “You stay in here and take your notes. I’ll keep her in the other room. I don’t expect any trouble.”
“I’m not afraid. I was afraid of everything for so very long. I’ve suddenly got over it.”
At eight minutes to ten, a blue Chevrolet sedan passed slowly on the far side of the road, in the direction of Los Angeles. The face of the woman behind the wheel was caught in a photoflash of approaching headlights.
“That was Bess. You stay in here now and be still. Away from the window.”
“Yes.”
Closing doors behind me, I ran downstairs to the street. At two minutes to ten the Chevrolet came back and pulled
up to the curb directly opposite the doorway where I was waiting. I crossed the sidewalk in three steps, opened the car door, pushed my gun into the woman’s side. She released the emergency brake and raced the engine. I plucked the key out of the ignition switch. She tried to scratch my face. I locked her fingers.
“Calm down, Bess. You’re caught.”
“When haven’t I been.” She drew a long sighing breath. “I could stand it better before I started bumping into you. Well, little man, what now?”
“The same as before, except that you’re going to do your talking to me.”
“Who says I am?”
“Five grand says it.”
“You mean you’ve got the money for me?”
“When you earn it.”
“And I can go free?”
“If you’re reasonably clean, and I don’t mean vice-squad stuff.”
She leaned close to study my eyes as if her future lay behind them. I leaned away.
“Let me see the money.”
“Upstairs in my office.”
“What are we waiting for then?”
She came out of the car, her body full and startling in a yellow jersey dress with a row of gold buttons down the front. I frisked her on the stairs and found no gun and burned my hands a little. But in the lighted room I saw that she was losing what she had had. Her past was coming out on her face like latent handwriting. Her powder and lipstick, alkali and orange in the fluorescent light, were cracking and peeling off. Grime showed in the pores of her nose and at the sides of her neck. Dissolution was working
in her rapidly like a fatal disease she had caught from her husband that day.
She felt my look cold against her, and reached up automatically to straighten her hair. It was streaked greenish yellow and black. I guessed she had been working on it with peroxide half the afternoon, trying to reconstruct her image in a cheap hotel mirror. And I wondered what the girl behind the one-way panel was thinking.
“Don’t look at me,” Bess said. “I’ve had a bad day.”
She sat in a chair by the outer door, as far from the light as possible, and crossed her legs. Nothing could happen to legs.
“You’ve had a bad day coming,” I said. “Now talk.”
“Don’t I get a peek at the money?”
I sat down facing her and placed the five brown-paper-wrapped packages on the table between us. There was a microphone built into the table lamp, and I switched it on.
“Five grand, you said?”
“You’re dealing with honest people. You can take my word for it.”
“How much do I have to give you?”
“The whole thing. All you know.”
“That would take years.”
“I wonder. We’ll start with something simple. Who killed Singleton?”
“Leo Durano blasted him.” Her clouded blue gaze had returned to the packages of money. “Now I guess you want to know who Leo Durano is.”
“We’ve met. I know his record.”
She was beyond surprise. “You don’t know Leo like I know Leo. I wish I never set eyes on him.”
“He was picked up for contributing about ten years ago. Were you the minor?”
“Uh-huh. He was the connection I told you about, the one with the hat-check concessions in the clubs. We both got sneezed the same night, and they found out we lived in the same hotel room. He got off easy. The court doctor said he was batty, I could of told them that. They stuck him away in the booby-hatch for a spell, until Una talked him out of there. She’s been talking him out of jams since he was a kid.”
“Not this one,” I said. “Now what about Singleton?”
“Me and Charlie?”
“You and Charlie.”
“He was the one big love of my life,” her cracked lips said. Her bleached hands moved down her smooth jersey body from breasts to thighs, wiping out a memory, or reviving it. “I met him too late, after I married Sam. Sam and I were living together in Arroyo Beach, and Sam was all work and no play, and that was never for me. Charlie picked me up in a bar. He had everything, looks and class and an Air Force officer’s uniform. Real class. Class was the one thing I really wanted. I went with him the first night and it worked like magic. I didn’t know what it was before Charlie showed me. Leo and Sam and the others never even scratched my surface.
“Charlie had to go back to Hamilton Field but he’d fly down weekends. I waited for those weekends. Then Sam went to sea and I couldn’t even remember what he looked like. I can’t remember now. It was different when Charlie went. He went all the way to Guam. He couldn’t fly back from there. The waiting stretched out, and he didn’t write.
“Sam wrote though, and Sam was the first to come back. I made the best of a bad job. After all I was married to the guy. We settled down in Bella City and I cooked his chops for him and said hello how are you to the cheesy patients
he had. I never mentioned Charlie to him but I guess he figured it out from the things I didn’t say. It wasn’t any good at all after Sam came back. I stuck it for one year, keeping track of Charlie in the Arroyo newspaper and marking off the days on the calendar. I crossed off every day for a year. I got up early in the morning to cross them off and then I went back to bed.
“One Saturday morning I didn’t go back to bed. I got on a bus and rode to Arroyo Beach and phoned Charlie and we started over again, nearly every weekend. That was the summer of forty-six, I guess. It didn’t last. He said good-bye in September and went back to Boston to take a course at Harvard Law School. I stayed with Sam that winter. It was a long winter. Summer was good when it came but it didn’t last. It never lasted. Next year when the rains came in the valley and I saw that green stuff on the hills I couldn’t stick it. I couldn’t even hear what Sam was saying any more; it went through my head like wind.
“I got on a train for New York and from there to Boston Massachusetts. Charlie was living in his own apartment in Belmont, but he wasn’t glad to see me. He said I was part of his California vacations, I didn’t fit into his Boston life. Scat. I told him what he was, and I walked out of there with nothing on but a dress. It was March, and it was snowing. I was going to walk into the river because the name of it was the Charles River and that would drive him crazy. I hoped.
“I looked at the river for a while with the snowflakes falling into it Then I walked to the end of the subway and rode downtown. I didn’t even rate a cold out of it. For a long time then I lived on Scollay Square, getting back at Charlie. I phoned him once to tell him what I was doing. He hung up on me. That night it was the third rail in the
subway I looked at. I stood and looked at it for over an hour, and I couldn’t move forward or back.