I
AVOIDED EVERYONE OVER THE
weekend, and no one seemed bothered by it, not even Mom. With the names out there, the Selection felt that much more real, and I was saddened by the dwindling days of solitude.
The Monday before the candidates arrived, I finally rejoined humanity and made my way to the Women’s Room. Miss Lucy was there, seeming back to her usual, cheerful self. I kept wishing I could do something to help her. I knew a puppy wasn’t a person, but so far my only idea was to get her a pet.
Mom was talking to Miss Marlee, and they waved me over the moment I was through the doorway.
Miss Marlee put her hand on mine as I sat. “I wanted to explain about Kile. He doesn’t want to leave because of you. He’s been talking about going for a long time, and I thought
the semester away would put an end to it. I can’t bear to let him go.”
“You’ll have to let him make his own choice sooner or later,” Mom urged. Funny, since she was the one trying to marry her daughter to a stranger.
“I don’t understand it. Josie never talks about leaving.”
I rolled my eyes. Of course she doesn’t.
“But what can you do? You can’t force him to stay.” Mom poured a cup of tea and set it in front of me.
“I’m hiring another tutor. This one has hands-on experience and can give Kile more than a book could, so I think I’ve bought some more time. I keep hoping—”
Aunt May burst into the room, looking as if she stepped out of a magazine. I bolted over to her and gave her a bone-crushing hug.
“Your Highness,” she greeted.
“Shut up.”
She laughed and pulled me back, grasping me by both shoulders and looking into my eyes. “I want to hear everything about the Selection. How are you feeling? Some of those pictures were cute. Are you already in love?”
“Not even close,” I replied with a laugh.
“Well, give ’em a few days.”
That’s how it was with Aunt May. A new love every few months or so. She treated the four of us—and our cousins, Astra and Leo—like we were her kids since she never settled down herself. I particularly enjoyed her company, and the palace always felt more exciting when she was here.
“How long are you staying?” Mom asked, and May held my hand as we crossed back to her.
“Leaving again Thursday.”
I gasped.
“I know. I’m going to miss all the excitement!” She pouted at me. “But Leo has a game Friday afternoon, and Astra’s dance recital is on Saturday, and I promised I’d be there. She’s really coming along,” Aunt May said, turning to Mom. “You can tell her mother was an artist.”
They shared a smile. “I wish I could go,” Mom lamented.
“Why don’t we?” I suggested, picking up some cookies for my tea.
Aunt May gave me a questioning look. “You do realize you already have plans for this weekend, right? Big plans? Life-changing plans?”
I shrugged. “I’m not too worried about missing them.”
“Eadlyn,” Mom reprimanded.
“Sorry! It’s just overwhelming. I like the way things are now.”
“Where are the pictures?” May asked.
“In my room, on my desk. I’m trying to learn the names, but I haven’t gotten very far yet.”
May waved her arm at a maid. “Dearie, will you go up to the princess’s room and grab the stack of Selection candidates’ forms off her desk?”
The maid beamed and curtsied, and I suspected she’d be thumbing through the pile on her way down.
Mom leaned in toward her sister. “I just want to remind
you that, one, they’re off-limits, and, two, even if they weren’t, you’re twice their age.”
Miss Marlee and I laughed, while Miss Lucy only smiled. She was much easier on Aunt May than the rest of us.
“Don’t tease her,” Miss Lucy protested. “I’m sure she has the best intentions.”
“Thank you, Lucy. This isn’t for me; it’s for Eadlyn!” she vowed. “We’re going to help her get a head start.”
“That’s not really how it works.” Mom leaned back, drinking her tea with an air of superiority.
Miss Marlee laughed loudly. “This from you! Do we need to remind you of
your
head start?”
“What?” I asked, shocked. How many details had my parents omitted from their story? “What does she mean?”
Mom put down her tea and held up a hand defensively. “I accidentally ran into your father the night before the Selection started, and, I will have you know,” she said, more to Miss Marlee than to me, “I could easily have been kicked out for that. It wasn’t exactly the first impression you hope for.”
I sat there gaping. “Mom, exactly how many rules did you break?”
Her eyes darted up as if she was trying to tally them. “Okay, you know what, go through the pictures all you want; you win.”
Aunt May laughed with delight, and I tried to memorize the way her head sloped gracefully to one side and her eyes sparkled. Everything about her was so effortlessly glamorous,
and I adored her with a love close to what I held for my mother. While I felt a little slighted by Josie being my closest female playmate growing up, Mom’s circle of friends more than made up for it. Aunt May’s spirit, Miss Lucy’s kindness, Miss Marlee’s buoyancy, and Mom’s strength were invaluable, and more enlightening than any class I ever took.
The maid came back, placing the pile of forms and pictures in front of me. To my surprise, it was Miss Marlee who grabbed the first handful of applications to graze through. Aunt May was close behind, and while Mom didn’t pick up any herself, she did lean over Miss Marlee’s shoulder to peek. Miss Lucy looked like she was trying not to be curious but in the end had a pile in her own lap as well.
“Oh, he looks promising.” Aunt May shoved a picture in front of me. I stared into a set of dark eyes embedded deep in ebony skin. His hair was cropped short, and he wore a bright smile. “Baden Trains, nineteen, from Sumner.”
“He’s handsome,” Mom gushed.
“Well, obviously,” May agreed. “And with a last name like Trains, he probably comes from a family of Sevens. It says here he’s in his first year studying advertising. That means either he or someone in his family is very determined.”
“True,” Miss Marlee agreed. “That’s no small feat.”
I pulled a couple of the forms over, picking through them.
“So how are you feeling?” Aunt May asked. “Is everything ready to go?”
“I think so.” I flipped over an application, scanning for something that might seem remotely interesting. I just didn’t
care. “For a while everyone was in such a tizzy I thought it might never end. It looks like all the rooms are finished, the food calculations have been made, and now that the list is official, travel arrangements should be done by tomorrow.”
“You sound positively thrilled,” May teased, poking me.
I sighed, then looked pointedly at Mom. “You might as well know, this isn’t completely about me.”
“What do you mean, honey?” Miss Lucy asked, setting her pile of papers on her lap, looking between Mom and me with concern.
“Of course we’re hoping Eadlyn will find someone worthy of settling down with,” Mom began shrewdly. “But as it happens, this is coming at a time when we were in need of a plan to calm the unrest over the castes.”
“Ames!” May said. “Your daughter is a decoy?”
“No!”
“Yes,” I muttered. Aunt May rubbed my back, and it made me feel so much better to have her there.
“Sooner or later, we would have needed to look at suitors, and this isn’t binding. Eadlyn has an agreement with Maxon that if she doesn’t fall in love, then the whole thing is off. However, yes, Eadlyn is doing her job as a member of the royal family by creating a little . . . diversion while the population cools down and we investigate what more we could do. And, might I add, it’s working.”
“It is?” I asked.
“Haven’t you looked at the papers? You’re the center of everything right now. Local papers are interviewing their
candidates, and some provinces are holding parties, hoping their suitor will be the winner. Magazines are talking about possible front-runners, and I saw a segment on the news last night about a few girls who were forming fan clubs and wearing shirts with the names of their favorites plastered all over them. The Selection has consumed the entire country.”
“It’s true,” Miss Marlee confirmed. “Kile living in the palace is no longer a secret.”
“Have they also discovered he has no interest in participating?” I asked, more irritation in my voice than I intended. Miss Marlee wasn’t to blame for this whole debacle.
“No,” she answered with a laugh. “Again, though, that has nothing to do with you.”
I smiled back. “Miss Marlee, you heard Mom. He doesn’t need to worry. I think Kile and I already know we wouldn’t be that great of a match, and there’s a chance I’ll walk away from this without a fiancé anyway.” A one hundred percent chance, to be more accurate. “Don’t worry about him hurting my feelings, because I’m just seeing how it goes,” I replied, as if this was normal, bringing in a slew of boys for me to pick from. “I’m not upset.”
“You said it’s taken over everything,” May began, concerned. “Do you think it will last?”
“I think it’ll hold things off long enough for the people to forget some of the unhappiness that’s been so prevalent lately and for us to come up with a way to address issues if they pop up again.” Mom sounded confident.
“
When
they pop up,” I corrected. “My life might be
exciting for a while, but eventually people will start worrying about themselves again.” I went back to looking at the pictures, almost pitying these boys. They had no chance of winning and no idea they were part of a public distraction.
“This is strange,” I said, picking up one of the applications. “I don’t want to be judgmental, but look at this. I caught three different spelling mistakes on this one.”
Mom took the form. “It’s possible he was nervous.”
“Or an idiot,” I offered.
May chuckled.
“Don’t be so harsh, sweetie. It’s scary on their end, too.” Mom handed me the form, and I clipped it back to a picture of a boy with a very innocent face and a head full of wild blond curls.
“Wait, are you scared?” Aunt May asked, worry on my behalf coating her voice.
“No, of course not.”
Her expression relaxed back into its normal, beautiful, carefree state. “Can’t imagine you being scared of anything.” She winked at me.
It was comforting that at least one of us thought so.
W
HEN THEY STARTED POURING IN
, I fled to my room, sketching in the sunlight on my balcony. Too many boisterous laughs and overly enthusiastic greetings. I wondered how long that camaraderie would last. This was a competition, after all. I mentally added finding ways to pit them against one another to my to-do list.
“I think we should put my hair up, Neena. I want to look mature today.”
“Excellent choice, my lady.” She scrubbed at my nails. “Any thoughts on a dress?”
“I’m thinking evening gown. Black would do nicely.”
She chuckled. “Looking to scare them?”
I couldn’t hold back my sly smile. “Only a little.”
We giggled together, and I was glad to have her with me. I was going to need her soothing words and calming
touches over the next few weeks.
After my hair was dry, we braided and knotted it up like a crown, which only made my tiara look better. I found the black dress I’d worn for a New Year’s Eve party last year. It was covered in lace and fitted to the knee before it flared out to the floor. An oval of skin was exposed across my back, and the tiny butterfly sleeves set low across my shoulders. I had to admit it looked even more beautiful in the sun than it did under candles.
My clock struck one, and I made my way downstairs. We had converted one of the libraries on the fourth floor into a Men’s Parlor so the Selected could gather and relax during their time in the palace. It was about the same size as the Women’s Room and had plenty of places to sit, lots of books, and two televisions.
I was heading to that area of the palace now. We had decided that the suitors would be brought out one at a time to greet me and then escorted to the Men’s Parlor to get to know one another.
I saw a cluster of people down the hallway, including my parents and General Leger, and made my way toward them, trying not to let my nerves show. Dad looked stunned and Mom covered her mouth as I approached.
“Eadlyn . . . you seem so grown up.” She sighed as she touched my cheek and shoulder and hair, not fixing anything, just checking.
“Probably because I am.”
She nodded to herself, tears in her eyes. “You look the
part. I never really thought I passed for a queen, but you . . . wholly perfect.”
“Stop it, Mom. You’re completely adored. You and Dad brought peace to the country. I haven’t done anything.”
She placed a finger under my chin. “Not yet. But you’re too determined to accomplish nothing.”
Before I could respond, Dad approached us. “Ready?”
“Yes,” I answered, steadying myself. That wasn’t the pep talk I’d been envisioning. “I don’t intend to eliminate anyone just yet. I figure everyone deserves at least a day.”
Dad smiled. “I think that’s wise.”
I took a breath. “All right, then. Let’s begin.”
“Do you want us to stay or go?” Mom asked.
I considered. “Go. For now, anyway.”
“As you wish,” Dad said. “General Leger and a few guards will be nearby. If you need anything, simply ask. We want you to have a wonderful day.”
“Thank you, Daddy.”
“No,” he said, embracing me, “thank you.”
He pulled away and offered his arm to Mom. They walked off, and I felt like I could see their happiness glowing simply in the way they moved.
“Your Highness,” General Leger said gently. I turned to see his smiling face. “Nervous?”
I shook my head slightly, almost convincing myself. “Bring the first one out.”
He nodded before making eye contact with a butler down the hall. A boy walked out of one of the libraries,
straightening his cuff links as he approached. He was lean and a little on the short side, but he had a pleasant enough face.
He stopped in front of me, bowing. “Fox Wesley, Your Highness.”
I tilted my head in greeting. “A pleasure.”
He took in a breath. “You are so beautiful.”
“So I’ve been told. You can go now.” I swept my arm across my body, pointing to the Men’s Parlor.
Fox furrowed his eyebrows before giving me another bow and leaving.
The next boy was in front of me, tipping his head to greet me.
“Hale Garner, Your Highness.”
“Welcome, sir.”
“Thank you so much for letting us into your home. I hope to prove myself worthy of your hand more and more each day.”
I cocked my head curiously. “Really? And how will you do that today?”
He smiled. “Well, today I would let you know I come from an excellent family. My father used to be a Two.”
“Is that all?”
Undeterred, he went on. “I think it’s pretty impressive.”
“Not as impressive as having a father who used to be a One.”
His face faltered.
“You may go.”
He bowed and started to walk away. After a few steps he looked back. “I’m sorry to have offended you, Your Highness.”
And his face was so sad that I nearly told him he hadn’t. But that wouldn’t fall in line with my plan for the day.
A parade of endlessly unmemorable boys crossed my path. A little past the halfway point, Kile came through the line, stopping in front of me. For once his hair was styled in such a way that I could actually see his eyes.
“Your Highness,” he greeted.
“It’s ‘Royal Pain in the Ass’ to you, sir.”
He chuckled.
“So, how have they been treating you? Your mom says the papers spilled that you lived at the palace.”
He shook his head in shock. “I thought that it would be an immediate invitation to be pummeled by a bunch of jealous meatheads, but it turns out, most of them see me as an asset.”
“Oh?”
“They assume I know everything about you already. I’ve been bombarded with questions all morning.”
“And what are you telling them, exactly?”
He smirked, his smile slightly crooked. “What a pleasure you are, of course.”
“Right.” I rolled my eyes, not believing him for a second. “You can go ahead—”
“Listen, I want to tell you I’m sorry again. For calling you bratty.”
I shrugged. “You were upset.”
He nodded, accepting that excuse. “Still, it’s unfair all the same. I mean, don’t get me wrong, you are exceedingly spoiled.” He shook his head. “But you’re tough because you have to be. You’re going to be queen, and while I’ve seen things unfold in the palace, I’ve never actually had the weight of your work on me. It’s not fair for me to judge.”
I sighed. The polite thing would be to thank him. So, fine, I would be polite. “Thank you.”
“Sure.”
There was a long pause.
“Umm, the Men’s Parlor is that way,” I said, pointing.
“Right. See you later, I guess.”
I smiled to myself, noticing as he left that he held a notebook in the hand he’d kept behind his back. Kile looked better than usual thanks to the mandatory makeover, but he was still an annoying little bookworm.
It was clear that the gentleman after him was anything but.
His caramel-colored hair was brushed back, and he walked with his hands in his pockets, as if he’d strolled down these halls before. His demeanor actually threw me for a second. Was he here to meet me, or was I here to meet him?
“Your Majesty,” he greeted silkily as he sank into a bow.
“Highness,” I corrected.
“No, no. It’s just Ean.”
He cocked one cheek up into a smile.
“That was awful,” I said with a laugh.
“It was a risk I had to take. There are thirty-four other guys here. How else was I supposed to get you to remember me?”
His gaze was intent, and if I hadn’t dealt with so many politicians in my life, I might have been charmed.
“Very nice to meet you, sir.”
“And you, Your Highness. Hope to see you soon.”
He was followed by a boy with a drawl so thick I had to really focus to catch his words. Another asked when he was going to be paid. There was one who was sweating so much I had to call over a butler to give me a towel for my hand once he left, and the one after him blatantly stared at my chest for the entirety of our meeting. It was an ongoing pageant of disasters.
General Leger came to my side. “In case you’ve lost count, this is the last one.”
I threw back my head in relief. “Thank. Goodness!”
“I don’t think your parents will want to ask you for a follow-up, but you should go to them when you’re done.”
I gave him a look. “If you insist.”
He chuckled. “Go easy on them. Your father has a lot to deal with right now.”
“
He’s
got a lot to deal with? Did you see that one guy sweat?!”
“Can you blame him? You’re the princess. You have the capacity to sentence him to death, if you wanted.”
General Leger had these sparkling green eyes that shimmered with mischief, one of those men who grew even more handsome as he aged. I knew it for a fact because Miss Lucy once showed me a picture of their wedding day, and he seriously only got better looking. Sometimes, if he was tired or if the weather was bad, he walked with a limp, but it never
slowed him. Maybe it was because I knew how much Miss Lucy loved him, but he always seemed like a safe place. If I hadn’t been nervous about him siding with Mom and Dad, I would have asked for his advice on how to get these boys to plead to go home. Something in his eyes made me think he’d know exactly how to do it.
“A few of them make me uneasy,” I confessed. The smooth words, the leering eyes. Even though I grew up knowing I was special, I didn’t like being looked at as a prize.
His expression grew sympathetic. “It’s a strange situation, I know. But you never have to be alone with anyone you don’t like, you’re free to dismiss someone for nothing more than a feeling, and even the dumbest of them wouldn’t be stupid enough to hurt you,” he promised. “Trust me; if someone did, I’d make sure they never walked again.”
He gave me a wink before moving away and signaling for the final contestant to be brought out.
I was a bit confused when it wasn’t one person but two. The first was dressed in a crisp suit, but the second wore only a button-up shirt. The slightly drabber one walked a few steps behind the other, his eyes trained on the floor. The first was nothing but smiles, and it looked like someone had tried to tame his hair and failed.
“Hello, Highness,” he greeted, his voice thick with an accent I couldn’t identify. “How are you?”
Confused but disarmed by his incredibly warm smile, I answered, “I’m well. It’s been a long day. I’m sure it has been for you, too.”
Behind him, the other boy leaned forward and whispered
something in garbled words I couldn’t understand.
The first nodded. “Oh, yes, yes, but . . . eets nice to meeting you.” He used his hands as he spoke, trying to get the words across with his gestures.
I leaned in, not understanding, and somehow hoping a closer proximity would clear up his accent. “Excuse me?”
The boy behind him spoke up. “He says it’s a pleasure to meet you.”
I squinted, still confused.
“My name ees Henri.” He bowed in greeting, and I could see in his face that he meant to do this earlier and forgot.
I didn’t want to be rude, so I nodded my head in acknowledgment. “Hello, Henri.”
He lit up at the sound of his name, and he stood there, looking back and forth between the gentleman behind him and me.
“I can’t help but notice your accent,” I remarked in what I hoped was a friendly tone. “Where do you come from?”
“Umm, Swend—?” he began, but turned to the guest with him.
He nodded, carrying on in Henri’s place. “Sir Henri was born in Swendway, so he has a very strong Finnish accent.”
“Oh,” I replied. “And does he speak much English?”
Henri piped up. “English, no, no.” He didn’t seem embarrassed though. Instead he laughed it off.
“How are we supposed to get to know each other?”
The translator turned to Henri. “
Miten saat tuntemaan toisensa
?”
Henri pointed to the translator, who answered, “Through me, it seems.”
“Okay. Well. Umm.” I wasn’t prepared for this. Was it rude for me to dismiss him? Interacting with these people one-on-one was going to be awkward enough. I wasn’t prepared for a third person.
In that instant Henri’s application popped back into my mind. That was why some of the words were spelled wrong. He was guessing at them.
“Thank you. It’s very nice to meet you, too, Henri.”
He smiled at his name, and I got the feeling the rest of the words didn’t even matter. I couldn’t send him away.
“The Men’s Parlor is over here.”
Henri bowed as his translator mumbled the instructions, and they walked away together.
“General Leger,” I called, burying my face in my hands.
“Yes, Your Highness.”
“Tell Dad I’ll update him in an hour. I need to take a walk.”