Authors: S.A. Bodeen
His shook his head. “What? Are you nuts?”
I banged my head against the window a couple of times. “I know this is insane and you’re pissed.” My voice lowered. “But you weren’t there, you didn’t see them. I just couldn’t leave her there.” I had to convince him. Or at least say the right thing to get him on board, and I knew what that was. “It was like … destiny that I wake her up. I mean, what are the chances of me happening to play that DVD in the same room as her?”
He met my gaze and looked away.
As I waited for him to respond, the clock tower downtown struck the first few chords of nine o’clock.
Bong
.
Bong
.
Bong
.
“Mace, are you screwing with me?” Jack’s voice was drenched in doubt. As it should be, because I couldn’t give a crap about destiny.
But, at that moment, I really needed him to think, to believe, that I did indeed give a crap. Because love, according to Jack, involved destiny. He got it from his mom, who met his dad only because she slid into a ditch on an icy night, and Jack’s dad was the first person to come along and offer assistance. Plus, he was lost and not even supposed to be on that road. I’d heard the story about eighty times, so Jack must have really heard it a lot.
I shook my head. “No. I’m not screwing with you.”
He bit his lip for a second. “You know how seriously I take destiny.”
Yes, I knew. So I nodded. Furiously. “I’m being serious. Destiny. For sure.”
“Well.” Jack nodded a little bit, like he was thinking it over. “Okay. We’ll go to the cabin.” He looked at the girl and then at me. “But you still suck.”
Jack headed south on I-5 toward Portland.
The girl seemed to be concentrating on holding her head and staving off voices or whatever it was she heard, then she gradually calmed the farther we got from Melby Falls. We connected with 84 East about an hour later, just as my cell phone rang. Mom was frantic, her voice a fast whisper. “Tell me you just left. Tell me you just left and you and Jack are on your way to the cabin. Tell me that.”
It took me a minute to answer. “We are. We’re on our way to the cabin right now.”
“Really?”
“Yes, Mom. We just got on I-84. Why?”
She sighed. “No reason. Just … I … heard sirens, wanted to make sure you were okay.”
She was lying; I could tell she was lying. “Something wrong, Mom?”
“No!” The word came too fast to be true. “No, it’s fine. You and Jack have fun. Stay out of trouble.”
The connection fizzed. “Mom?” I could hear only every other word. “Lost her!”
Jack leaned forward. “We’re in the Gorge. Lousy coverage.”
No point in wasting the battery, so I turned off my phone.
A few miles farther, Jack pointed at an exit sign with a Chevron symbol. “I need some gas.” As we pulled in, I got out to fill the tank, but Jack motioned for me to stay put.
“This is Oregon,” he said. “They have attendants for that.”
So the girl stayed in the truck. Jack went inside and came back out carrying a plastic bag, which he handed to me.
I climbed back in as Jack started the truck. I was finally starting to relax and I couldn’t do anything but think about the girl. Her smell, the way her leg felt pressed against mine, the sound of her voice. God, I finally find the perfect girl and she’s a nutcase.
Jack reached over her and started rustling around in the bag.
“Just drive, I’ll do that.” I was hungry. “Did you get anything good?” I held up a Yoo-hoo. “Chocolate milk?”
The girl took it from me and cradled the bottle with both hands in her lap. Jack held out his hand and I found another Yoo-hoo for him.
I pulled out a can of Mountain Dew and opened it with a loud click. “Yes.” The soda was icy. I took a big swig. “Ah. I needed that.”
Jack tipped back his head and took a gulp of Yoo-hoo. “I haven’t had this since I was a kid.” He looked at her. “What about you?”
“I’ve never had it.” She glanced down at the Yoo-hoo. “I like the colors.”
And that was when Jack started whistling the theme from
The Twilight Zone
.
The rain came down harder as Jack steered onto the two-lane Bridge of the Gods across the Columbia River, and started up the mountain road toward Glenwood and the cabin. Jack and I chatted for a while, but it seemed we didn’t have much practice acting normal in freakishly bizarre situations. So we pretty much rode in silence for most of the way.
As we reached Glenwood and drove through the deserted streets, the girl still just held the chocolate milk and stared out the windshield into the night, the steady hum of the wipers the only sound.
The cabin was down the second right after the Glenwood Bed and Breakfast, and it was just a few minutes before we pulled into the yard of the cabin. Jack said, “Hit the garage opener, will you?”
I reached up for the shade. “It’s not here.”
Jack sighed and turned off the engine. We walked up the steps to the deck, where Jack tipped up an antique milk can and retrieved a key from underneath.
Inside, he flipped on all the lights.
The girl looked uncertain and I ushered her in. “It’s okay. We’re the only ones here.”
She kept a tight grasp on her Yoo-hoo as we entered.
Jack’s grandpa had made the cabin from old-growth timber. We walked into one huge room with a large kitchen, dining table, living room, and floor-to-ceiling fireplace made of Columbia River rocks.
I set the bag from the gas station on the table and headed over to pour water into the coffeemaker.
Along with destiny, Jack’s family also believed in having the fire laid out in the fireplace, ready to go, and Jack soon had it roaring. He said, “I’m gonna go put the truck in the garage.”
The girl stood in front of the fireplace, one hand outstretched toward the burning logs. The other still clutched the Yoo-hoo.
After a bit, the coffeemaker started to make slurping sounds, and I pulled a cup out of the cupboard, then hunted for some kind of creamer.
Leaving the fireplace, the girl looked out the front picture window. Clouds started to break up, revealing the moon.
I felt like I should say something to try to put us both at ease. “There’s a gorgeous view of Mount Adams. Sits right in the meadow.” Yeah. That didn’t work, because she didn’t reply and I felt even more tense.
The half-and-half in the fridge was spoiled, so I poured it down the drain. I had to settle for powdered cream, which refused to dissolve entirely in my coffee.
“Looks like she’s tired.” Jack had come back in.
“Huh?”
He nodded at the girl.
She stood by the window, yawning.
I went over to her. “Do you want to get some sleep?” This seemed a funny thing to ask someone who recently came out of some freaked-up coma.
But her eyes drooped as she glanced over at Jack. “Here?”
Jack pointed down the hallway. “My sister’s bedroom is down there.” His older sister, Vanessa, was at Harvard. She wasn’t as nice as Jack, but just as rich. And much better at taking standardized tests.
The girl nodded and looked at me. “Okay.”
“I’ll take you.” I motioned to her Yoo-hoo. “Want me to put that in the fridge?”
She hesitated, then handed it to me, and I set it on the table.
Jack said, “There are some pajamas that’ll fit you, I think. And the bathroom is across the hall. There’s all kinds of girl stuff in there; help yourself.”
I led the way and the girl followed.
In the guest room, I turned on the light and pulled open a few drawers until I found a nightgown. It looked a bit short for her, but she took it anyway. There was a quilt on the end of the bed and several pillows. “You’ll be okay?”
She sat on the very edge of the bed, barely touching it.
“Here.” I spread the quilt over the bed, and then folded down the top. I threw all the pillows on the floor except for two, which I fluffed and lay on the head of the bed. “It’s all ready for you to crawl in.”
She didn’t move.
“Okay. So just change and you’ll be set.”
Her eyes remained fixed on the garment in her lap, then they slowly raised to meet mine. “I’m not sure how.”
The girl could throw me over a wall, but she couldn’t get dressed?
She stammered a little. “I mean, there are so many things swirling in my head, and it’s like I have to reach up and catch them in order to use them. But the one about getting dressed, it’s just not … letting me grab ahold.”
“Well, you just take those clothes off and put that on.” I pointed at the nightgown.
She looked so helpless sitting there.
I rubbed my eyes a bit. “Okay. Just … turn around.”
She stood up and turned around to face the window.
Stepping in close behind her, I tried to ignore the fact that I was living some amazing fantasy, and instead focused on my latent leadership skills. “Put your arms straight up.” This wasn’t exactly how I’d imagined my first time undressing a girl.
She lifted her arms toward the ceiling.
I gingerly grasped the hem of her shirt, a little fearful I might make some wrong move that would cause her to heave me through the wall. Averting my head so I couldn’t see anything, I lifted it off. I instructed, “Okay, now put the nightgown on.” I couldn’t resist sneaking a brief glimpse of her sinewy bare back.
She struggled a little but managed to get the nightgown over her head. Then her arms got stuck and I yanked a bit until it drifted down, the bottom coming to just above the knees of her red sweatpants.
“And when I leave, you can just, um, take off your sweats and you’re all set.”
She turned around so that we were just inches apart.
I stepped back.
She almost smiled. “I’ve got it now.” Before I could look away, she dropped her sweats, but the nightgown covered anything I shouldn’t have seen anyway. “I’ll sleep now.”
Walking backward toward the door, I said, with a little too much cheer, “Good! Fine, I’ll just get the lights—”
As she started to climb into bed, her short nightgown revealed the back of her legs from the knee down. And I tried not to keep from gasping at the circular scars that covered the entire length of them.
I’
D NEVER SEEN SUCH GNARLED, NASTY SCARS
. A
ND SHE
thought
I
was marked. Then, as the most beautiful girl I’dever seen settled into the bed, she stared at me. Like she was waiting for something.
From me.
With one large step, I was at the bedside.
After pausing for just a second, I tugged the quilt up to her chin, said good night, and flipped out the light. Then I stepped out in the hall, shut the door, and leaned back against it, my heart threatening to burst out of my chest at any moment.
In the other room, Jack ate pretzels from a blue bowl. He shoved them my way as I sat down. “Sorry, not much food. I’ll get more in the morning. What’s the plan, Mace?”
Grabbing a handful of pretzels, I shook my head. “No clue.”
“That was kind of weird how she freaked out when she saw TroDyn.”
I nodded as I chewed. “Maybe her parents work there or something.”
Jack grinned. “Maybe she was forced to do a summer internship there, and it fried her brain.”
“Funny. She just came out of a coma or something. She probably would’ve freaked out at lights of the nearest Seven-Eleven.” I sounded like I was trying to convince myself of something.
Jack frowned.
I swallowed. “What?”
“It’s just weird.” Jack shrugged. “I don’t know. TroDyn owns the nursing home.”
“So?” I didn’t get what that had to do with anything. “They also own most of the town.”
Jack leaned forward. “Don’t take this the wrong way. But your mom has this mystery history with TroDyn, and now she works at the Haven?” He jabbed his thumb toward the hallway. “And this girl is there and then gets all
run, Toto, run
when she sees the lights of TroDyn.”
I shoved another handful of pretzels in my mouth so I didn’t have to answer. There was no way my mom was involved with that girl any more than taking her vitals every half hour. And, obviously, she had instructions to call somebody if the girl, or the others, ever woke up. It seemed my mom did have some kind of history with TroDyn, but it was over. She didn’t work at the labs anymore. “There’s nothing there. My mom doesn’t know who this girl is anymore than we do.” Again with the trying to convince myself.
“Still,” said Jack. “I had no idea there was anyone but old people at the Haven. That kind of pisses me off.”
“Jack, TroDyn has been part of our lives forever. I’m trying to make it part of my future.” But I was curious. “Maybe TroDyn is doing research with accident victims, trying to cure their amnesia. Which would explain a lot.”
Jack nodded. “It’s easy enough to look up. Maybe she’s just afraid because she doesn’t remember who she is.”
Although I had no idea what he thought he would find, I grabbed my coffee and followed Jack into the office, just down the hall from Vanessa’s room, where the girl slept. I guess I wanted to be there when he discovered exactly what I knew he would: nothing.
Jack started to open the connection while I set my cup down and flopped into a leather recliner alongside a tall shelf of books. My eyes started to get heavy.
“Mace.”
“Huh?” My mouth tasted scummy. “Did I fall asleep?”
“Duh.” Jack pointed at the clock.
I’d been asleep for two hours. “You’ve been online the whole time?”
“Took me forever. Dial-up sucks.” He held up a stack of paper and flipped a few pages around.
I rubbed my eyes. “What’s that?”
“Funny you should ask. TroDyn is very public about their research that pertains to global warming and environmental sustainability. Like, full disclosure. Their scientists publish in all the journals.”
“Yeah, I know all that.” I had to write a paper to go with my application.
“That’s not the issue,” said Jack.
“There’s an issue?”
Jack asked, “Where’s the best place to hide?”
I thought about the discovery when I was ten that Mom kept all my Christmas presents on top of the fridge in a brown paper grocery bag labeled coupons. “In plain sight?”