But it was several hours before Caroline the lawyer resolved what to do, and another hour until she drove to Chase College, Jackson Watts still too much on her mind. The campus was wooded, rolling, nestled in hills. A creek, spanned by a covered bridge, meandered past the spired clock tower, brick Gothic buildings, and a wide green commons surrounded by trees. But the building James Case had lived in, a two-story apartment house outside the town, was a remnant of the Eisenhower years. Even the brick was veneer. Daniel Suarez lived on the second floor. She took the stairs, found room 203, and knocked on the door. The boy who opened it—he could not have been more than twenty—was tall and slender, with luminous brown eyes and a sensitive, slightly brooding aspect that was somehow quite appealing. Youre Brets aunt? he asked. Thats right. She mentioned you to me. He waved her in. To Caroline, the cinder-block room was reminiscent of other, long-ago rooms at Harvard or Radcliffe: clothes thrown about, stacks of books and magazines, stale cooking smells from the kitchen. Even the posters—the Stones and Led Zeppelin—had not changed much. Caroline found herself smiling faintly at a gray-haired Charlie Watts. Like them? Daniel asked. Used to, she said carelessly. Now Im more into Sheryl Crow and REM. These days, nostalgia hurts.
A glimmer of amusement. Especially for my dad. Hes a real Deadhead. Oh, well. Caroline shrugged. Anyhow, thanks for seeing me.
Sure. Can I get you anything?
Have a Coke?
I think so. He went to the kitchen, prowled through the refrigerator, and returned with a cold can of Pepsi. Good enough, Caroline said. She sat in the kitchen. Daniel took a chair across from her, his expression tentative. So you saw Brett here, she said. Uh-huh. He nodded toward the next apartment. With James next door, and her over a lot, sometimes wed borrow things back and forth—milk, food, whatever. Two or three times wed end up talking.
What was she like? A cautious nod, as if affirming something to himself. She was really nice, easy to be around, and seemed squared away. You could talk with her about pretty much anything.
And James? Daniel paused, directed a hooded look at the stained rug in front of him. Different, he said at length. He was smart, too, and pretty talented, I think. But he seemed more into himself than she was.
Who were his friends? A moments reflection; whether on the truth, or merely on his answer, Caroline could not tell. Brett, mostly. His liquid eyes rose to meet Carolines gaze. Do the cops really think she killed him?
I dont see how they can, in the end. She looked at him closely. I gather they were here. His shrug was more a twitch. Oh, yeah.
What did they want to know?
A lot of the same things. Who Jamess friends were. Whether I knew Brett. What their relationship was like—
And whether he was dealing drugs?
That too.
And what did you tell them?
Not to me.
Did James ever try?
No. He paused. About that stuff, I mind my own business. His eyes were steady. But Caroline was morally certain that a thorough search of this apartment would produce a bag of marijuana in the sock drawer, and that Daniel Suarez did not wish to say so. Caroline simply looked at him. He folded his arms, fidgeting as she tried to hold his gaze. Why does the drug stuff matter, anyhow? The truth, Caroline knew, might drive him further inward. But there was little choice. Suppose, she asked, he was in trouble over drugs. Stiffed his supplier, somehow. Daniel seemed to consider this. That, he said, I wouldnt know about. Their eyes locked. The answer was truthful, Caroline was suddenly sure, just as the tacit admission in its phrasing—that James Case was dealing—had been a deliberate signal. Briefly, she considered the notion that, for dramatic effect, James Case had lied to Brett about his vandalized apartment but not about his problem. And then she had the sudden jarring thought that she could read Daniel Suarez far more easily than she could Brett. In Carolines silence, Daniel leaned forward, an unspoken appeal forming in his eyes. If I could help Brett, he said quietly, I would. The best tack, Caroline decided, was to shame him. In a tone of skepticism, she responded. Oh? And why is that?
Because I didnt like the way he treated her. Though I guess she figured she could deal with it. Caroline felt herself tensing with surprise. Casually, she said, What do you mean? Daniel looked at her hard, and then shrugged. Maybe Brett didnt know.
That he mistreated her? Caroline stopped herself and
then, almost against her will, asked, How could she not knOW? Daniel folded his hands. So, his brown gaze said, you dont know, either. There was this girl from school who used to come here—blond. The only name I got was Megan.
Here?
To see James.
Probably a friend. Caroline paused, affecting a carelessness she did not feel. How often did she come?
A few times. Daniels voice was soft now. One morning, she came to my door in Jamess T-shirt. To borrow milk. Caroline sat back. It was a moment before she asked, Did this girl say anything in particular? Daniels face was serious. It was more how she was—wired, smug, a little in my face. Like she wanted someone to know that she was screwing him. Even me. Think, Caroline ordered herself. She paused, phrasing her next inquiry with care. When the police asked about Brets relationship to James, she said slowly, what was your answer? Their eyes met; the sense of a silent understanding, suddenly shared, ran through Caroline like a shock. I told them it was fine. A first, faint smile. As far as I know, it was.
Caroline was pacing her room when the telephone rang. She snatched at it. The nasal drone of a secretary announced that the senior senator from California was calling Caroline Masters. Them was a click, and then the senator came on the line. Caroline? Her voice was brisk, professional. Your office said I could find you here. How are you? Caroline inhaled. Ive been better, Im sorry to say. We have something of a family problem.
Thats what I understand. A moments pause. Walter
Farris called today. To touch base and, I detected, in the hope that Id underscore his concern. So here I am. Caroline closed her eyes. Thank you, she said, although it did not sound quite apt. Oh, of course. Pausing, the senator adopted a sympathetic tone. Im sure that it must be terrible for you, for all of you. And that youll want to do everything appropriate to help your niece. Caroline did not miss the inflection. I will, naturally. But theres only so much I can do. I imagine thats true. Hopefully, though, this wont come to anything, and your niece will end up in the clear. Her voice modulated to the casual. So when will you be able to come back? Caroline reflected. Three or four days, I think.
Good. Another pause. After all, a number of us have worked very hard for this nomination. No one more than you.
Thank you, Caroline said. I appreciate that.
Then see you soon, the senator said, and got off.
The next morning, the woman at the front desk called Carolines room and announced that Mr. Watts was in the parlor. It surprised her: she was not Prepared for him. Distractedly, she checked her hair in the mirror, then went downstairs. He was seated in a wingback chair. When he saw her, he stood, but he did not give her the smile she half expected. His eyes were somber. Quietly, she asked, What is it? He glanced toward the front desk. Lets go outside, all right? They went to the porch, sat next to each other on the love seat. Except for a young boy on a bicycle, the street was deserted. You were supposed to be back in Concord, she said. Jackson gave her a sideways look of deep unhappiness. I should be, he said. I wish I were. Caroline felt numb. Brett, she said softly. Youll need to find a lawyer for her, Caroline. He exhaled. Were getting an arrest warrant. As early as this afternoon.
For what?
murder one. Yesterday, Caroline thought, she had awakened with him. Something happened, she said. Jackson gave a slow nod. A new witness contacted the state police yesterday morning. I met with her last night.
Caroline felt a premonition. What did she say? Jackson stood, gazing out at the street. She claims to be Jamess lover. According to her, James asked her to go with him to California. The sentence had an incomplete sound. AndT Brett was obsessively jealous—obsessed with James, period. She watched his apartment for other women. He paused, speaking in a monotone. One night, James brought this woman home. Her story is that Brett got in with a key and found them in bed together. Then threatened to kill them both. Caroline rose from the love seat, stood next to him. Does that really sound right to you? Jackson still studied the street. This woman makes a good impression. Shes not an obvious flake.
Then what took her so long?
It hasnt been that long. He turned to Caroline. How eager would you be to become a principal witness in a very public murder trial? Caroline placed her hands on the porch rail. Softly, she said, I dont see murder one here. Even if you believe this woman.
If you believe this woman, Caroline, Brett threatened Case well before he was murdered. He lowered his voice. Its one of two things. Either Brett drove him to the lake with an intent to kill or, high on drugs and wine, she hit a flash point of jealousy and slashed his throat without thinking. Which I imagine will be Bretts lawyers argument. Caroline closed her eyes. Whats this girls name? Slowly, Jackson shook his head. I have to protect her privacy. When Bretts lawyer wants this womans statement, Ill hand it over at the appropriate time. But not nOW. Standing straight, Caroline folded her arms, fought back a sense of helplessness. And bail? Jackson frowned; his voice was a prosecutors now, well prepared and matter-of-fact. Ill have to oppose it, and Ill
win. In New Hampshire, first-degree murder is virtually nonbailable. Caroline tried to imagine Brett in jail, found her mind resisting the image. For Gods sake, Jackson, shes no flight risk. Jackson turned to her. Really, he said quietly, theres no point in arguing over this. Please accept that Im sorry.
Is that what you came to say? He looked at her directly. I came to make arrangements, for Brett to come in on her own. And, however difficult, to tell you in person.
What arrangements?
We wont arraign Brett until tomorrow afternoon, so that she can have some time with family. As long as a police car follows, Ill let you bring her to the jail at Connaughton Falls, where people can visit easily, And Ill try to keep the press away. That, Caroline knew, was as decent as he could make this. Is that it? For a moment, he simply looked at her. Thats it. She nodded. Thank you. Jackson began to leave and then stopped close to her, touching her elbow. She stared down at his hand until it fell to his side. Goodbye, Caroline. And he walked to his truck and drove away.
Caroline drove to Masters Hill through a light drizzle, not unlike that on the day of her return. Larry was in the library. Without preface, Caroline demanded, Is Brett here?
Shes out for a walk. He studied her expression. Is something wrong?
Go find Betty. He stood, alarmed now. Should Channing be here.?
Just find her, for Gods sake. When Larry returned with her, Bettys face was pale. What is it, Caroline?
Please, sit down. They did that. Caroline regarded her sister and brother-in-law; they looked diminished, shrunken, in the overstuffed chairs. Larry struggled to maintain calm; Bettys face was sallow. Carolines voice was softer now. Theres no good way to tell you this, she said. I just saw Jackson. Theyre charging Brett with first-degree murder. Bettys lips parted, but she made no sound. Why? Larry managed. Theres a witness—a woman. Her story is that she was involved with James; that Brett found out; and that she threatened to kill them both. Bettys hands balled into fists. Thats ridiculous. Brett would never threaten anyone. She stopped herself, and Caroline saw the gray eyes move from anger to anxiety. Who is this woman, Caroline?
I dont know. For a moment, Caroline considered asking Larry if he knew a student named Megan, and then did not ask: the risk was too great that Betty—or even Larry— might do something unwise. Jackson wouldnt say—
Because shes a liar. There was something pitiful, Caroline thought, in Bettys anger. Caroline had seen it before: the look of a mother who has just learned that her child is ensnared in a legal system she cannot control or even comprehend. But always, before, the mother had been a stranger, the child just a client. Quietly, Caroline said, Bretts lawyer will find out soon enough. Larry, Caroline saw, caught her meaning as she spoke. She watched the dawn of comprehension redden Bettys face. You wont help her? she demanded. Caroline forced herself to be calm. I didnt think you wanted me to. And I shouldnt. For Brets sake.
For Bretts sake. Betty stood, shock and derision mingling in her voice. Is this what you call selflessness?
Caroline folded her arms. Yes, she said coolly. For lack of a term we can agree on. Larry crossed the room and took Betty by the arm. Its Caros decision. We have to look ahead now.
What Id suggest, Caroline said in more even tones, is someone from in-state, who knows the laws here—written and unwritten. Father will know whos good. Betty stared at her. And what will you do for her?
Other than give her lawyer the best advice I can? Caroline paused, expelling a breath, and finished in a lower voice. Go home. For everyones sake, and for all the reasons I havent been part of this family for over twenty years. Caroline watched a range of emotions cross her sisters face—irresolution, dislike, and then so much fear for Brett that it erased all else. Betty, Caroline said softly, its the decent thing for me to do now. That was decided when I decided to leave. No matter what youve done, or how I may feel about it. Betty sat back in the chair, heavily and gracelessly, face dull with fear and confusion. Larry rested his hand on her leg. Neither looked up at Caroline. There is one other thing, Caroline said. Which, for Bretts sake, Id very much like to mention. It took a moment for Larry to raise his head. Yes?