Authors: Ken Bruen
mislead y o u . I've endured a lot of your babble due to your
. . . affliction.'
He waved a beautifully manicured hand at my pint,
continued,
'Be assured of this, my dense disciple. I too have a limited
well of patience, and do tell,
pray
tell, why, if I were the
Devil, why in the name of all that's . . .'
He cackled, completed,
'. . . unholy, w o u l d I bother trifling w i t h a wreck such as
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you? Surely even a moron like you can appreciate that the
D e v i l must have a busy schedule? Swine flu - so sorry, so
non P C , M e x i c a n influenza, recession, Iraq, somewhat
pressing engagements, don't you think?'
I said,
'Very eloquent. Here's a thought for you, mate. W h a t if
you felt that one jaded, over-the-hill, broken-down wretch
had somehow managed to fuck up your malevolent plans?
W h a t if, whatever schemes you had for our still Catholic
t o w n , what if this wretch somehow managed to keep the
one element alive that is contrary to all the Light-Bringer
hates?'
He emptied his glass, asked in a tone of pure ice,
'What element might that be, Taylor?'
Taylor?
No more Jack?
I smiled, drew out the w o r d , said,
' H o p e . '
He stared at me for a long moment then switched gear,
muttered something in German, I think, but I'm guessing,
said,
'Wasn't that fun? Let me ask you a question, Mr Purveyor
of H o p e . Have you ever read the Catechism of the Catholic
C h u r c h , second edition?'
He smiled, added,
' N o t to be confused w i t h the Second C o m i n g . '
I said,
' M i s s e d that one. Is it on D V D ? '
He was done with me for now, said,
' A n d you such a vociferous reader? I highly recommend it.'
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He paused, licked his lips, said,
'Specifically, look at Section T w o ! But enough of all this
gravitas. If I'm the Devil and you're mankind's hope, the
w o r l d is even more fucked than one could have dreamed.'
H i s use of the curse seemed to shake the table.
It certainly shook me.
M u c h later, I did track d o w n the piece on the internet,
titled
The Fall of the Angels.
Dealing w i t h the real enemy of
Catholicism, it read:
Behind the disobedient choice of our first parents lurks a
seductive voice, opposed to God, which makes them fall into
death out of envy. Scripture and the Church's tradition see in
this the fallen angel called Satan or Lucifer.
A l l of a sudden I knew I was outgunned, out of my league,
and I just gave up. I'd thought I could play, beat this sucker
hands d o w n and not even have to exert meself.
The waiter brought entrees.
Prawn cocktails.
After oysters?
He dug into his with gusto, snapping his fingers for more
bubbly. He seemed to have a thirst brought on by the fires
of hell.
I stayed w i t h the G.
The Devil you know, right?
I wasn't going to beat him verbally, he had too m u c h
sleight of hand for my slower repartee.
The main course arrived.-
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Steaks.
So rare, the blood was leaking over the edge of the plate.
I said to the waiter,
'Sorry, but I need it well done, please.'
C a r l smiled, went,
'I'd have pegged you as the raw-meat type.'
I let it simmer, then said,
' Y o u ' d have been w r o n g ,
mon ami:
He didn't so much eat the steak as devour it. Like some
jackal w h o realizes another predator might show.
W h e n mine arrived, cooked to a crisp, I barely touched it.
Pushing his plate aside, pieces of meat lodged in his teeth,
he asked,
'Dessert?'
' N o , thanks.'
He signalled for the bill and I made to reach for my w a l -
let but he was already laying a platinum card on the table.
I don't do cards.
A n d I do k n o w when I've had me arse well and truly
kicked.
As the Americans say.
He handed me my ass.
He knew.
I knew.
So I did what you do when you've been walloped,
especially w i t h champagne as an outrider to your defeat.
I shut the fuck up.
We stood to leave and he put his arm round me.
I shit thee not.
I loved that.
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There was a time, when I had some mettle, I'd have taken
that arm and broken it over me knee and not a moment's
sleep w o u l d it have cost me.
N o w , I adjusted me hearing aid.
Felt my limp kick in.
M a d e a note to meself.
Give up, root out your K.
C .
Constantine novels and become a hermit.
C a r l , figuring I was done but to bury me, said,
'I'm going to help you, Jackie.'
N e x t he'd be calling me Jackie-o.
I asked, quietly,
' H o w ' s that.''
He beamed, the cat with all the freaking cream, said,
'I have some, shall we say, juice?'
OJ?
Continued,
'I'm aware of your fervent lust to get to the U S A . '
Yeah, he leaned on the L w o r d .
H u m b l e as Bono, I near whispered,
'Really?'
We were on Quay Street now, h i m literally leading me. He
said in a Brit accent,
'Name your departure date, matey.'
I said,
' A S A R '
He let me go, threw out his arms, bellowed,
'What are you waiting for? Get packing.'
I w o u l d .
N e x t time, I'd be packing the Sig.
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We were at the crossroads where Quay Street leads off to
three different streets. C a r l paused, said,
' A h , a crossroads. No doubt you're familiar w i t h the story
of the blues musician w h o sold his soul at such a junction?'
I asked,
' W h y w o u l d I want to sell my soul?'
He slapped my shoulder hard, laughed, said,
' Y o u already have.'
He turned at Naughton's pub, near Judy Green's pottery
shop, said,
'Quel dommage,
but I must bi d yo u adieu.'
A Japanese photo-cluster-fuck was taking snaps of every-
thing and he suddenly bared his teeth, bile in his eyes, said,
'Jack, I hate photographs.'
I stood there, watching h i m strut off, the Stones song
'Sympathy For The D e v i l ' uncoiling in my head.
Fm paraphrasing here, but it goes something like:
happy to meet you,
did you guess me name?
I k n o w those aren't the lyrics, but you get the drift.
I had the film developed at a one-hour photo joint.
The swans came out lovely.
The Claddagh church appeared splendid.
Of C a r l , Fd taken, I think, thirteen shots.
A l l blank.
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Tfthe Devil is at my left hand, then who is at my right?'
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I got back to me apartment.
D o w n ,
depressed,
defeated.
Nietzsche wrote that 'to shame a man is to k i l l h i m ' .
No argument from me there.
I opened the door, it was close to nine in the evening. So
O K , I stopped in a few places en route.
1. To erase the very chill he'd sunk in me bones.
2. The shock of the developed f i l m had walloped me hard.
The smell hit me first.
Rank,
foul,
dead.
It literally knocked me back into the corridor.
Took a deep breath, gathered me shredded nerves, went
in.
The whole apartment was lit up.
Blazing w i t h candles.
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Black candles.
Almost fifty at a rough estimate. On every surface.
On the coffee table was a dead dog.
Headless.
Gutted from end to end.
The entrails spilling on to the wooden floor.
Took me a moment to realize there was a note pinned to
the poor animal's hind quarters.
A very bloodied note. Read:
'Dog-gone.'
A n d on the bookcase, a red card - and I mean crimson.
W i t h more than a little trepidation, I opened it. It seemed
to be some k i n d of invitation. The words in black
read:
Missa niger.
Invito te venire ad dandestinum ritum.
A n d it was signed, 'The Devil's M i n i o n ' .
The acid-thrower, not hiding the fact that he'd re-
decorated my apartment. The bastard had balls, I'd give him
that, and I swore,
' Y o u ' l l fucking need them, p a l . '
I stood, frozen, as I surveyed my home.
Then rage kicked in. Never underestimate the dark power,
the energy of that. It galvanizes you, has you muttering,
'By Jaysus.'
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If there is a better antidote to terror, a sawn-off not being
to hand, bring it on.
I grabbed the help that was on site.
X a n a x ,
Jameson,
and a primed and loaded gun.
Whoever had black candled my place hadn't found the
gun. It was wrapped in oilskin, under a pile of dirty laundry.
Burglars k n o w that old ploy, but this intruder hadn't
come to steal.
Once the weapon was in me hand, I began to feel, if not
better, at least less powerless. I gripped it like me first H o l y
C o m m u n i o n money. Then:
double Jameson (neat),
double X a n a x (neater),
and mused on the poor dog's head.
Where w o u l d the sick fucker have put it, going for m a x
effect as he was? Godfather like, in me bed?
I'd check that once the meds hit.
The fridge, of course.
On ice, so to speak.
I added another dollop of the Jay, me gut w a r m i n g
already and a ferocious anger building. The magic of
prescription drugs, a frigging song began to roll in me
head.
N o w ?
I'm standing in the centre of my apartment, with a head-
less dog, its entrails dripping still on to me floor, my system
ablaze w i t h whiskey and 'dope, my temper close to Delcon
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three, a loaded, primed weapon in my right hand, and I'm
humming 'The Boys Are Back In Town'?
L i k e on auto, this is followed by ' N o t A D r y Eye In The
House'.
M a y b e twenty minutes i n , I ease my grip on the weapon.
The butt is slick from sweat, my fingers aching from the
pressure.
I find my mobile, call Stewart.
Takes a time, but eventually,
' L o ? '
Jesus, n o w even ' H e l l o ' is abbreviated?
'Stewart, I need your help.'
Pause.
'Er, Jack, this is not like . . . er . . . the best moment.'
Discretion never being me strongest suit and me not being
in the best of tempers, I snapped,
'What? It's not like you're getting laid or something.'
W h o o p s .
He said,
'Actually . . .'
Christ, his date w i t h the freaking vegan lawyer. He was
scoring}
I could hear muttered whispering.
P i l l o w talk?
Like I'd know.
He asked,
'Where are you?'
I nearly said,
Iraq, why else would I call}
Went w i t h ,
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' M e apartment.'
' O K , I'll be there in, say, twenty.'
Clicked off.
What? N o pithy Z e n aphorism?
I slunk d o w n against the w a l l , the bookcase to my right, my
eyes locked on the still-open door.
The black candles threw macabre shadows dancing along
the ceiling.
The gun was resting on the floor, a H a i l M a r y from my
hand.
If anyone other than Stewart came calling, he'd better
have made peace w i t h his maker. It w o u l d be a real bad time
for the M o r m o n s to be house calling.
I'd never noticed before, but pinned to the side of the
bookcase was:
God is in the most secret corner of your life.
Where no one reaches,
Where a voice which comes and goes mysteriously tells you
What you do not want to hear.
Recall what you would prefer to forget
And
What you do not want to know.
He is that profound abyss of
Your unbelief.
He is in that
Which you feel you have lost,
That you fear
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You will not find again,
And which you wish to possess.
Although
You would be ashamed
To admit it
To other people.
Fuck, maybe the M o r m o n s had been after all.
I nipped at the Jay to keep me focus sharp, me rage on
fire, thought of Serena M a y and the golden child she'd been.
A n d almost as outrider to her, Lee A n n Womack's 'I H o p e
Y o u Dance'.
My m i n d like a cobra, lashing all over the place.
Time moved on. My cocktail of booze and pharma-
ceuticals had zoned me out. Languidly, I reached to the
bookcase. Always wanted to be
languid
as opposed to
langers. Using the Dice M a n method of random selection,