Read The Determined Bachelor Online
Authors: Judith Harkness
“A great deal more so,” replied Anne earnestly. “Believe me, Sir Basil, she is a little jewel, and if you will only show her that you are fond of her, you will see her sparkle.”
Sir Basil turned away to fill his glass. His voice, when he spoke, was muffled.
“Do you suppose she really cares much?” he inquired. “She seems such an independent little thing.”
“Cares! Why, she cares more what
you
think about her than anything in the world!”
“Indeed?” Sir Basil looked incredulous, but rather pleased. “Well, then, Miss Calder, I am very glad that we had this little chat. Well, well. Do you suppose she would enjoy visiting Carlton House?” he inquired suddenly.
“More than anything!”
“Ah! Well then, suppose we visit Prinney one day next week? His Highness is a great admirer of children. In point of fact, he expressed a desire to see Miss Lessington the moment he heard about her.”
“I shall tell Nicole at once, Sir Basil. I think she will be even more delighted than I am.”
Anne had risen from her place on the sofa and, setting down her glass, now moved to the door. She stood there for a moment, waiting for a dismissal. Sir Basil seemed to hesitate, but having opened his mouth as if to say something, merely nodded.
“Thank you, Miss Calder,” said he, and with a stiff bow turned away. There was nothing left for Anne to do but make her curtsey and quit the room.
Anne went away from this interview very well pleased with herself. If she could not conceive of ever actually liking Sir Basil herself, at least she now had the satisfaction of seeing that she might influence his conduct toward his ward. She had been quick to understand, as soon as she had met him, that Lady Cardovan had not exaggerated her description of him. A rigid and determined bachelor he certainly was, and lacking any of that softness or flexibility of manner which is generally acquired in a man through marriage and fatherhood. In the Ambassador's case, it had struck her instantly, this rigidity was made more profound by his natural temperament. He was certainly not one of your amiable and easy-going fellows: His inbred stiffness had been increased, no doubt, by long years of being accustomed to subservience in all around him. It was not unnatural that such a man should find it difficult to change all at once so late in life. Sir Basil could not be above five or six and thirty, and yet he seemed much older, if only because he so distinctly lacked any of that trace of humour or capacity to be astounded which are the marks of youth at any age. To be sure, she had dearly wished to laugh out loud at his awkwardness! How taken aback he had been by her arguments! Well, she had learned her lesson upon that head: She could see they would never agree upon any subject, for the Baronet was so thoroughly entrenched in his ideas, and so fond of his own prejudices, that he would never be capable of changing them. But, if she could persuade him at least to be a little more kind to his ward, she should have done all she wished. What cared she what his opinion was of
her
, so long as he did not make
the child's life miserable? Already she was sorry she had gone as far as she had done with her own opinions. She must remember in the future to confine her exchanges with him to the subject of their one mutual interestâNicoleâfor Sir Basil must always regard her as no more than a governess, little better than a servant, and expert in nothing save the tutoring of a child. She had seen at once how odd he thought her ideas.
“He must think I am some sort of eccentric spinster who must justify my state by perverse arguments,” she said to herself with a laugh. “Well, and perhaps I am! Most certainly I am! But not for all the world would I exchange my situation for that of one of those females he scorns so thoroughly. Lord, what an idea! Only fancy thinking we are all of us bent on nothing but marrying, and are reduced to misery if we do not! I wonder how he thinks we get along in life?”
And Anne could only laugh to herself at his opinions, for it was certainly better than being angry. She saw she would have to draw upon all her resources of humour if she was not to be mortified by this experience. “I must keep it firmly in mind that my present situation is only temporary: a sort of bitter interlude, to pay for my later freedom. And whenever I am in danger of weakening, I shall just remember that I might, at this moment, be a Mrs. Siddons, mortified perpetually, and with no hope of an escape.”
The idea was perfectly sobering. Even as she climbed the stairs to Nicole's chamber, she could not help but admit that Sir Basil had been more lenient than he might have been, considering the freedom with which she had expressed her ideas. It was certainly fortunate that he had no greater experience of what a governess ought to be than she did herself! She could well imagine how the task before her might then have been complicated! But as it was, she thought she could go along perfectly well if only she was careful and avoided any further confrontations with the Baronet. This did not seem like an impossible plan, for she doubted very much that he would seek out her company again, unless it were absolutely necessary.
“Altogether, my girl,” she said to herself, “you have been very fortunate: You have got just the situation from which to observe the Great World, and all the people in it, and with not much of hardship attached. You would be wise to balk at nothing, but rather take advantage of every opportunity to observe the order of a universe much greater than the one
you are accustomed to. In truth, I am tempted to believe I was sent to Sir Basil by a stroke of fate, for I am already inclined toward making him a hero of a novel!”
And this idea, the seed of which had been planted at the first moment of her clapping eyes upon the Baronet, had grown steadily in her mind since then. The more she thought upon it, the more she liked it, for it combined just those elements of high comedy, satire, and human fallibility which had characterized her first endeavour, and which was admirably suited to her style of writing. Who would have thought she would find in His Excellency, the Ambassador to France, a comic hero? And yet, as she had often observed to Ben, it was just such kind of surprises which made the real world more interesting than the common run of romance would lead one to believe. In novels, heroes were generally portrayed as handsome, dashing, and incapable of awkwardness. Their love affairs were carried off without a hitch, and their tragedies were profound. Nowhere had she seen a pair of lips that looked like rose petals, although in novels heroines were forever portrayed as possessing them. She had seen beautiful women with lips the colour of brick, and it had not dimmed their beauty one whit. Why, therefore, should a
hero
always be infallible? It seemed to Anne that, on the contrary, she would be far more amused by a perfectly fallible one, a Baronet, let us say, with a lofty position in the world, whose confidence was shattered by the thought of speaking to a governess, or conversing with a child of nine. A determined bachelor would do very nicely, for he would of course be the envy of every mama in the
ton
, and his tranquility would be put to the test at every turn by the exertions of their daughters. There ought certainly to be a love story in it, thought Anne, which certainly presented a problem, for the mere idea of Sir Basil Ives mooning over some poor young lady made her laugh. She would certainly have to observe him very closely, to see how he fended off the advances of his admirers. He must have them: she doubted not, but that so eligible a man as the Baronet must have caused havoc amongst the unmarried ladies of London and their mamas when he had returned from France, still single and without any intention of being otherwise. Certainly he disliked women, and considered them all, with the exception of Lady Cardovan, foolish and dull. However little his manner might appeal to
her
, and however much he might lack in every other appealing quality, Anne could well imagine that there were
some females less scrupulous than herself. In every outward wise, he would make an exceptionally eligible husband: rich, handsome, respected, and well-connected.
Some
ladies might not blink at the idea of swallowing his coldness, so long as they could be mistress of an embassy. No doubt he had been much harrassed by them, and no doubt he thought every woman in the world must think exactly as they did. How she should love to be privy to an encounter between a strong-minded flirt and the Baronet! She could well imagine his distraction, his cold pauses, his ironic replies, whilst the ladyâno doubt thinking herself much admiredâpursued the Ambassador from dinner to cards and back again. And laughing all the way, Anne climbed the stairs to her pupil's room, elated beyond everything to have found the subject for her second novel so easily, and the chief character so conveniently near to hand.
But the business of being a governess requiring her immediate attention, Anne was prevented from pursuing her idea any further. She wished to impart the news of the proposed visit to Carlton House without delay, for she knew it would amaze and delight the little girl. She went directly, therefore, to Nicole's bedchamber, where she found her pupil staring at a picture book. The sound of the door opening, however, made the child look up with a frightened expression which amazed her governess.
“Why, child, what are you doing?” inquired Anne, going up to her and glancing at the volume, which was full of ornate plates of Parisian monuments.
“I was only trying to discover what France is like,” responded the child. “But I can find nothing here about children, or what games are played in Paris, or what it will be like.”
“I am sure it will be quite delightful,” replied Anne, sitting down on the arm of the chair and putting her arm around the little girl. “Although not in any way you can foretell. It is always tempting to make up one's mind about things before they happen, but one is nearly always wrong.”
“I knowâfor nothing
here
is like anything I expected,” returned Nicole, and with such a grave little voice that Anne was astonished.
“Why, what is wrong? Where is the cheerful little girl I know? Pray don't tell me she has gone to bed and left this unhappy child in her place! I hope not indeed, for I have grown very fond of her, and should miss her dreadfully.”
“Would you indeed, Miss Calder?” inquired the child doubtfully. “But if you should, you should be the only one who
would
miss me,”
“Why, whatever are you talking of?” demanded Anne in amazement.
Nicole looked down into her lap and pressed her lips together.
“IâI do not suppose Sir Basil would miss me very much. He does not like me, does he? I suppose I am a great deal of trouble, and that is why he wished to speak to you.”
“A great deal of trouble! Heavens! Whatever made you think so? Foolish girlâI suppose that is why he wishes to take you to Carlton House next week to meet the Prince!”
No words could describe the look of amazement which now came over Nicole's features. But there was still disbelief in her voice when she said, “To meet the Prince! Why, what does he want to meet
me
for?”
“I suppose he wishes to see if you are as remarkable as everyone says,” retorted Anne with a smile. “In any case, Sir Basil thinks you will not disappoint him, and so you may be sure he likes you very well indeed! I am sure he should not have thought of it if he did not.”
“Oh, I am very glad of that!” exclaimed the child with such an earnest look that Anne could not help but smile. “For I was really afraid that he had asked to speak to you to say he did not want me for his ward anymore. I don't know what I should have done, in that case, for I have nowhere
else
to go.”
“Hush, childâno one wishes you to go away, and least of all, Sir Basil. What on earth can have put such an idea into your head?”
Nicole gave a trembling smile. “Why, because he never speaks to me without that funny lookâwhen he speaks to me at all. I know he is a very grand sort of man, for Papa told me so. Papa said Sir Basil was one of the most admired men in the whole kingdom, and that I was exceedingly lucky to be going to him. But I do not think,” she finished with a confidential look, “that he likes children very well.”
Anne could not but smile at the perception of this child, although she was very sorry for it, since it caused her pain. She was more than ever determined to contradict any such impression, and at the risk of fabricating a little, she replied warmly:
“Why, that is the most nonsensical thing I ever heard! On
the contrary, he wished most especially to tell me that he liked you better than any other little girl he ever saw. But you must understand, Nicole, that Sir Basil has a great many things to think about. And I do not suppose he has had much opportunity in his life to converse with children, so you must not mind it if he seems a little awkward at first. You must help him, you knowâwe must both help him, for I think he is actually frightened of us both!”
The idea that Sir Basil might be frightened of her made a great impression upon the child. She looked up in disbelief, and then, with a giggle, wondered if it could be true?
“Most certainly it is! Is not it very odd? But people often
are
rather odd. And thank heaven for it, tooâelse we should be an exceedingly dull lot.”
Nicole digested this idea for a moment, and then, with a confidential tone, inquired if
she
was odd, as well?
Anne could not help laughing at the sight of the grave little face gazing up at her.