The Cruel Twists of Love (5 page)

“
O.k. Alan what do you like?” holding up a sexy red peek-a-boo body.

“
Yes that one, not that I let you out in that. Come on try some on. They have changing rooms out the back” Walking lazily through the store and picking up items that Alan looks at wantonly. Helen picks up on his excitement as he traces his fingers over the lacy garments, some without the middle making Helen laugh nervously

“
Well Helen at lease you can leave these on” and slipping his fingers through the gap and making Helen blush again. Heading deeper into the store there are maid outfits and school girl dresses and skimpy night club clothes that leaves nothing to the imagination. They walk quickly past the scary looking leathers and the small men’s section.

“
Do you want me to dress up?” She says trying to sound sexy but failing and coming out as a shy whisper.

“
Only if you want to Helen, I like you for you” kissing her hand as they walk to the unisex changing rooms and Helen stops dead at the selection of scary items before her.

“
You want some toys Helen? Maybe I treat you to a few, but I want you naked in the changing rooms now” and pulling her gaze from the assortments of colours and sizes before she can process at what they do.     

        Helen feels shy but sexy as she tries out the last item they picked out. And Alan watches her intently
from a viewing chair.

“Helen you look stunning”
and tracing the gusset line with his fingers

“
You said that about them all, you will have to choose which one you want to buy Alan. And hands off no touching the merchandise, that for after” she laughs

“
O.k., I picked. You get dressed and I go pay, strip slowly I want that one” slowly teasing herself out of the body to tease him and letting it drop to the floor. Alan kneeling before her and skimming her legs as he lifts one then the other leg to retrieve the body. Softly kissing her between her legs

“
No Alan, no touching” she scolds playfully and he stands, picking up all the underwear and sneaking out of the changing room so no-one can see Helen dressing.

       Alan is at the till as she walks back through the shop, and he holding a large pink bag with a woman in full orgasmic pose on the front
. Oh god, couldn’t it be a plain bag? How embarrassing she thinks horrified. Alan is beyond red as he holds the bag out for her to carry.

“
You are carrying that bag not me” she warns him and walking out of the store as fast as she can and Alan running to catch her up. He grabs her hand to stop her walking away from him.

“
No you don’t, I want all the men to think lucky bastard when they see me with you” laughing as Helen tries to pull her hand away.

“
Come on you tease back to my place” and kissing her cheek.

“
Not yet you promised dinner and I want a large cheeseburger with all the trimmings from a van not that fake muck” and watches Alan pulling a face

“
But you will smell of onions, yuck”

“
Pretty please, Alan because I do need the energy” and smiling sweetly at him.

“Alright
I give in. I have gotten used to the whisky so who knows I might grow to like you smelly” and kissing her on the lips, his hands fondling her behind as he holds her to him in the busy street

“No, Alan
no, there a good boy, no touching, or no treats for you later” she scolds and she pulls free from his grip.

“
Cheeseburger now, I’m wasting away” and she swoons playfully from the starvation.

“
You should have been an actress that was so dramatic” he laughs as she pulls him towards the van she seen earlier.  

“
So which one did you buy me?”

“
All of them Helen it the only thing you let me buy you all day, so I made the most of it” he says laughing

“
You pig, you said a few and I wish you stop breaking them” 

“
You little liar Helen, you love it. Come on there’s a smelly cheeseburger with our name on it” 

         Helen is lying on his chest as he sleeps, she should be going home she thinks. Her parents were back from their holiday and they worried when she stayed out late but she felt happy in his arms. Kissing his lips and waking him. Helen could never resist him sleeping.

“
No more Helen, let an old man sleep” he groans happily and returning the kiss as she strokes his tired penis and teasing him awake.

“
Oh, no Helen” he says as he grows in her hands. Crawling down the bed and slipping his semi-erect penis into her mouth and feeling him grow harder as she sucks softly and licking his tip to tease him awake. Alan strokes her hair as she sucks and licks him.

“
Good girl, harder baby” and tilting his hips so she can take more of him into her mouth. Scrapping her teeth gently on him and firmly sucking his tip and making him groan and push into her mouth. Helen softy bites him then sucks from his yelp of surprise.

“
God Helen that good” he whispers excitingly as she sucks him again

“
Alright I’m awake, you can stop now” but she continues to suck and sink deeper onto him

“
AHHH Helen, stop now” Helen sucks back on him and licks his tip with her tongue. Alan pulls her hair to stop her sucking him.

“
Stop, baby I need you” slipping his hand around her waist and lifting her. Helen slides her leg over him and starts looking for the condom packet.

“
No Helen I can’t wait, I want you now” and pulling her struggling onto him.

“
No Alan we shouldn’t” she says shocked 

“
Hush baby, I need you and I want to feel your skin when I’m inside of you. It will feel so much better like this baby” he says in-between his kisses as he lifts her and pulls her onto him. Helen closes her eyes, it did feel better, and she could feel his smooth firm muscle inside of her as she begins to move. She should stop she warns herself but she slowly keeps moving on Alan. Alan’s puts his hands on her hips and encouraging her to climb and sink onto him. Faster she moves taking him inside her.

“I need you Helen, It be o.k.
It’s just once but I need to feel you, baby let me feel you” and all thoughts leaving Helen mind. And slowly they make love to each other. Each move of him inside of her sending shivers over her body as he caresses her body with his hands. Helen growing urgent as she speeds up on him and holding onto his shoulders as she grinds her body on his and taking control as she violently sinks onto him. She needs him deeper and leaning back she places her hands behind her and pushes her body deeper onto his and he grabs her hips, pulling and pushing her hips as he moves with her. Alan sits up quickly and his hands pull her to his body. Kissing her lips passionately as he fills her with himself and both finding their release at the same time. Both of them screaming exhausted in each other arms with their climax.

“I love
you” she whispers and panting softly in Alan’s arms

“Helen do you love me
? Did you say you loved me?” kissing her lips with longing

“
Um, what?” she says sleepily

“
Did you say you love me? Because I love you Helen” kissing her lips again greedily and slipping his tongue into her mouth

“I love you Helen
, say you love me baby, say you love me” pleading with her to respond to his love

“
Oh Alan I love you” and responding to his kiss

“I do love you” she whispers and they kiss each other passionately. 

“Say it again please” pleading with her and pure joy in his face as he looks at her.

“I love you Alan
, I do love you” she whispers and they slowly start to move, making love again wrapped in each other’s arms, needing to feel each other’s love again.

           Helen is sitting in her chair feeling a little apprehensive as she asks her general practitioner for some birth control. It
has been over six weeks since the first time they went unprotected, and Alan was not keeping his promise of just the once. Helen was also over a week late for her period.

      Helen doctor has been her g.p since she been born and probably
had helped in her delivery.

“So how long have you been sexually active Miss Evans?” with a serious look on his face

“Um about five months doctor, the thing is we sometimes forget you know to.” embarrassed to admit they been careless, she did not want children yet she was only nineteen

“Oh that’s bad Miss Evans
you should go and see the nurse first to rule out any pregnancy. I will get her to give you a test today and if you not pregnant we will start you on a combination based-pill it more reliable than the mini-pill as you can take it anytime of the day and not likely to forget the time, like your mother did with you” he chuckles

“Your mother was my first mum
. O.k. try not to worry Helen, I will get you that appointment” 

          Half hour later she
still sitting in the waiting room with a full sample of urine the receptionist asked her to fill up and with a knowing look of horror on her face. Yes she been silly letting him make love to her with no protection, a man she hardly knew. She was under his spell and had no will of her own. He said it did not matter as long as she loved him everything would be alright. How could he say that? She was still too young to be a mum. She knew he was secretly hoping she was pregnant to fill the gap of his own daughter but not now, not yet she prayed not yet.

“Miss Evans you can go in now
, room two please” and unsteadily getting to her feet. Please don’t be pregnant she silently prays.

         “Alright Helen” moment of truth as the Nurse dips the white stick into her sample

“It going to take a few
minutes, so if you could roll up your sleeve, we do some blood tests when we wait” rolling up her sleeve Helen wonders why.

“
Have you known your boyfriend long?” as she pulls out the different phials and a needle

“
Umm not long just a few months” Helen says in a small voice

“
You really need to be more careful there are a lot of sexually diseases you can catch as well as pregnancy. I will give you some leaflets when you leave. Have you noticed any sores?”

“
Umm no, sorry I did not think” she says a little scared as she never thought about diseases, weren’t there some that killed you? She thinks horrified that she been so careless 

“
That the trouble with kids they don’t think, this is going to sting a little. We do an internal examination after to rule out any problems. You are my last patient so I got the time today and it better safe than sorry” it more than stings as she sinks the needle in, phial after phial filling up, how much blood did she need? Helen thinks and starting to feel a little light headed.

“
O.k. all done. Let’s find out if you pregnant and I do your first smear as you now sexually active, just to test for any infection or any signs of cancer. Lifting the stick and looking at the reading.

“
O.k. good you not pregnant Helen” Helen feels crushed. Why? She did not want children yet but still the sting of feeling so empty makes her heart ache with something lost

“If you like to get on the couch over there
and could you remove your skirt and briefs behind the screen and cover yourself up with the blanket on the couch I will be in a minuet”

     
Helen removes her lower half of clothing from behind the screen and climbs up onto the couch and Helen covers herself with the blanket, she shaking a little with nerves as she feels so vulnerable naked from the waist down and waiting for the nurse

“
O.k. ready?” coming around the screen and wheeling a tray with a large object that would look at home in a horror movie

“
O.k. Helen, bend your knees for me” and moving her ankles to widen Helen’s legs…

“
A little wider that’s it try to relax” and squeezing a jelly onto the horror instrument in her hands…

“
O.k. Helen relax” and slowly pushing it up into Helen tense body

“
You got to relax Helen I know it not pleasant but just close your eyes and relax” how can she say relax Helen thinks ow, ow think of something Helen think of Alan

“
That it Helen, alright I’m going to start to open it up so I can take a swab” and slowly twisting the handle and Helen feels it widening inside her.

“
O.k. Helen this may hurt a little” and holding up a wooden stick for her to see.

“I going to scrape on your cervix
and you may get a little bleeding after” sliding it into the horror instrument inside her and she feels it scrapping up inside her, ow it hurts.