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He had spent more time here than I ever realized.

I scanned the shadows, the objects, I let the air fill my nostrils. Yes, he’d come here often and with someone else, and that person … that person had died here! I hadn’t realized any of this before, of course, and it was just more preparation for the meal. So the murderer drug dealer had loved a young man in these digs once, and it hadn’t been all clutter. I was getting flashes of it in the worst way, more emotion than image, and I found myself fairly fragile under the onslaught. This death hadn’t occurred all that long ago.

Had I passed this Victim in those times, when his friend was
dying, I would never have settled on him, just let him go on. But then he was so flashy!

He was coming up the back steps now, the inner secret stairway, cautiously taking each step, his hand on the handle of his gun inside his coat, very Hollywood style, though there wasn’t much else about him that was predictable. Except, of course, that many who deal in cocaine are eccentric.

He reached the back door, saw that I’d opened it. Rage. I slipped over into the corner opposite that overbearing granite statue, and I stood back between two dusty saints. There wasn’t enough light for him to see me right off. He’d have to turn on one of the little halogens, and they were spots.

Right now, he listened, he sensed. He hated it that someone had broken open his door; he was murderous and had no intention of not investigating, alone; a little court case was held in his mind. No, no one could possibly know about this place, the judge decided. Had to be a petty thief, goddamn it, and those words were heaped in rage upon the accidental.

He slipped the gun out, and he started going through his rooms, through rooms I’d skipped. I heard the light switch, saw the flash in the hall. He went on to another and another.

How on earth could he tell this place was empty? I mean, anyone could be hiding in this place. I knew it was empty. But what made him so sure? But maybe that’s how he’d stayed alive all this time, he had just the right mixture of creativity and carelessness.

At last came the absolutely delicious moment. He was satisfied he was alone.

He stepped into the living-room door, his back to the long hall, and slowly scanned the room, failing to see me, of course, and then he put his large nine-millimeter gun back in his shoulder holster, and he slipped off his gloves very slowly.

There was enough light for me to note everything I adored about him.

Soft black hair, the Asian face that you couldn’t clearly identify as Indian or Japanese, or Gypsy; could even have been
Italian or Greek; the cunning black eyes, and the remarkably perfect symmetry of the bones—one of the very few traits he’d passed on to his daughter, Dora. She was fair skinned, Dora. Her mother must have been milk white. He was my favorite shade, caramel.

Suddenly something made him very uneasy. He turned his back to me, eyes quite obviously locked to some object that had alarmed him. Nothing to do with me. I had touched nothing. But his alarm had thrown up a wall between my mind and his. He was on full alert, which meant he wasn’t thinking sequentially.

He was tall, his back very straight, the coat long, his shoes those Savile Row handmade kind that takes the English shops forever. He took a step away from me, and I realized immediately from a jumble of images that it was the black granite statue that had startled him.

It was perfectly obvious. He didn’t know what it was or how it had gotten here. He approached, very cautious, as though someone might be hiding in the vicinity of the thing, then pivoted, scanned the room, and slowly drew out his gun again.

Possibilities were passing through his mind in rather orderly fashion. He knew one art dealer who was stupid enough to have delivered the thing and left the door unlocked, but that dealer would have called him before ever coming.

And this thing? Mesopotamian? Assyrian? Suddenly, impulsively, he forgot all practical matters and put his hand out and touched the granite. God, he loved it. He loved it and he was acting stupid.

I mean, there could have been one of his enemies here. But then why would a gangster or a federal investigator come bearing a gift such as that?

Whatever the case, he was enthralled by the piece. I still couldn’t see it clearly. I would have slipped off the violet glasses, which would have helped enormously, but I didn’t dare move. I wanted to see this, this adoration of his for the object that was new. I could feel his uncompromising desire for
this statue, to own it, to have it here … the very sort of desire which had first attracted him to me.

He was thinking only about it, the fine carving, that it was recent, not ancient, for obvious stylistic reasons, seventeenth century perhaps, a fleshed-out rendering of a fallen angel.

Fallen angel. He did everything but step on tiptoe and kiss the thing. He put his left hand up and ran it all over the granite face and the granite hair. Damn, I couldn’t see it! How could he put up with this darkness? But then he was smack up against it, and I was twenty feet away and stuffed between two saints, without a good perspective.

Finally, he turned and switched on one of the halogen lamps. Thing looked like a preying mantis. He moved the thin black iron limb so the beam shone up on the statue’s face. Now I could see both profiles beautifully!

He made little noises of lust. This was unique! The dealer was of no importance, the back door forgiven, the supposed danger fled. He slipped the gun in the holster again, almost as if he wasn’t even thinking about it, and he did go up on tiptoe, trying to get eye level with this appalling graven image. Feathered wings. I could see that now. Not reptilian, feathered. But the face, classical, robust, the long nose, the chin … yet there was a ferocity in the profile. And why was the statue black? Maybe it was only St. Michael pushing devils into hell, angry, righteous. No, the hair was too rank and tangled for that. Armour, breastplate, and then of course I saw the most telling details. That it had the legs and feet of a goat. Devil.

Again there came a shiver.
Like the thing I’d seen
. But that was stupid! And I had no sense of the Stalker being near me now. No disorientation. I wasn’t even really afraid. It was just a frisson, nothing more.

I held very still. Now take your time, I thought. Figure this out. You’ve got your Victim and this statue is just a coincidental detail that further enriches the entire scenario. He turned another halogen beam on the thing. It was almost erotic the way he studied it. I smiled. Erotic the way I was studying
him—this forty-seven-year-old man with a youth’s health and a criminal’s poise. Fearlessly he stood back, having forgotten any threat of any kind, and looked at this new acquisition. Where had it come from? Whom? He didn’t give a damn about the price. If only Dora. No, Dora wouldn’t like this thing. Dora. Dora, who had cut him to the heart tonight refusing his gift.

His entire posture changed; he didn’t want to think about Dora again, and all the things Dora had said—that he had to renounce what he did, that she’d never take another cent for the church, that she couldn’t help but love him and suffer if he did go to court, that she didn’t want the veil.

What veil? Just a fake, he’d said, but one of the best he’d found so far. Veil? I suddenly connected his hot little memory with something hanging on the far wall, a framed bit of fabric, a painted Christface. Veil. Veronica’s veil.

And just an hour ago he’d said to Dora, “Thirteenth century, and so beautiful, Dora, for the love of heaven. Take it. If I can’t leave these things to you, Dora.…”

So this Christface had been his precious gift?

“I won’t take them anymore, Daddy, I told you. I won’t.”

He had pressed her with the vague scheme that this new gift could be exhibited for the public. So could all his relics. They could raise money for the church.

She had started to cry, and all this had been going on back at the hotel, whilst David and I had been in the bar only yards from them.

“And say these bastards do manage to pick me up, some warrant, something I haven’t covered, you’re telling me you won’t take these things? You’ll let strangers take them?”

“Stolen, Daddy,” she had cried. “They are not clean. They are tainted.”

He really could not understand his daughter. It seemed he’d been a thief ever since he was a child. New Orleans. The boardinghouse, the curious mixture of poverty and elegance and his mother drunk most of the time. The old captain who ran the antique shop. All this was going through his mind. Old
Captain had had the front rooms of the house, and he, my Victim, had brought the breakfast tray each morning to Old Captain, before going on to school. Boardinghouse, service, elegant oldsters, St. Charles Avenue. The time when the men sat on the galleries in the evening and the old ladies did, too, with their hats. Daylight times I’d never know again.

Such reverie. No, Dora wouldn’t like this. And he wasn’t so sure he did either, suddenly. He had standards which were often difficult to explain to people. He began some defense as though talking to the dealer who’d brought this. “It’s beautiful, yes, but it’s too Baroque! It lacks that element of distortion that I treasure.”

I smiled. I loved this guy’s mind. And the smell of the blood, well. I took a deliberate breath of it, and let it turn me into a total predator. Go slowly, Lestat. You’ve waited for months. Don’t rush it. And he’s such a monster himself. He’d shot people in the head, killed them with knives. Once in a small grocery he had shot both his enemy and the proprietor’s wife with utter indifference. Woman in the way. And he had coolly walked out. Those were early New York days, before Miami, before South America. But he remembered that murder, and that’s why I knew about it.

He thought a lot about those various deaths. That’s why I thought about them.

He was studying the hoofed feet of this thing, this angel, devil, demon. I realized its wings reached the ceiling. I could feel that shiver again if I let myself. But again, I was on firm ground, and there was nothing from any other realm in this place.

He slipped off his coat now, and stood in shirtsleeves. That was too much. I could see the flesh of his neck, of course, as he opened his collar. I could see that particularly beautiful place right below his ear, that special measure between the back of the neck of a human and the lobe of his ear, which has so much to do with male beauty.

Hell, I had not invented the significance of necks. Everyone
knew what those proportions meant. He was all over pleasing to me, but it was the mind, really. To hell with his Asian beauty and all that, even his vanity which made him glow for fifty feet in all directions. It was the mind, the mind that was locked onto the statue, and had for one merciful moment let thoughts of Dora go.

He reached for another one of the little halogen spots and clamped his hand over the hot metal and directed it full on the demon’s wing, the wing I could best see, and I too saw the perfection he was thinking about, the Baroque love of detail; no. He did not collect this sort of thing. His taste was for the grotesque, and this thing was only grotesque by accident. God, it was hideous. It had a ferocious mane of hair, and a scowl on its face that could have been designed by William Blake, and huge rounded eyes that fixed on him in seeming hatred.

“Blake, yes!” he said suddenly. He turned around. “Blake. The damned thing looks like one of those drawings by Blake.”

I realized he was staring at me. I had projected the thought, carelessly, yes, obviously with purpose. I felt a shock of connection. He saw me. He saw the glasses perhaps, and the light, or maybe my hair.

Very slowly I stepped out, with my arms at my sides. I wanted nothing so vulgar as his reaching for his gun. But he hadn’t reached for it. He merely looked at me, blinded perhaps by the bright little lights so near to him. The halogen beam threw the shadow of the angel’s wing on the ceiling. I came closer.

He said absolutely nothing. He was afraid. Or rather, let me say, he was alarmed. He was more than alarmed. He felt this might very well be his last confrontation. Someone had gotten by him totally! And it was too late to be reaching for guns, or doing anything so literal, and yet he wasn’t actually in fear of me.

Damned if he didn’t know I wasn’t human.

I came swiftly towards him, and took his face in both my hands. He went into a sweat and tremble, naturally, yet he
reached up and pulled the glasses off my eyes and they fell on the floor.

“Oh, it’s gorgeous, finally,” I whispered, “to be so very close to you!”

He couldn’t form words. No mortal in my grip like this could have been expected to utter anything but prayers, and he had no prayers! He stared right into my eyes, and then very slowly took my measure, not daring to move, his face still fixed in both my cold, cold hands, and he knew. Not human.

It was the strangest reaction! Of course I’d confronted recognition before, in lands the world over; but prayer, madness, some desperate atavistic response, something always accompanied it. Even in old Europe where they believed in the nosferatu, they’d scream out a prayer before I sank my teeth.

But this, what was this, his staring at me, this comical criminal courage!

“Going to die like you lived?” I whispered.

One thought galvanized him.
Dora
. He went into a violent struggle, grabbing at my hands, realizing they felt like stone, and then convulsing, as he tried to pull himself loose, held mercilessly by the face. He hissed at me.

Some inexplicable mercy came over me. Don’t torture him like this. He knows too much. Understands too much. God, you’ve had months of watching him, you don’t have to stretch this out. On the other hand, when will you find another kill like this one!

Well, hunger overcame judgment. I pressed my forehead against his neck first, shifting my hand to the back of his head, let him feel my hair, heard him draw in his breath, and then I drank.

I had him. I had the gush, and him and Old Captain in the front room, the streetcar crashing past outside, and him saying to Old Captain, “You ever show it to me again or ask me to touch it and I won’t ever come near you.” And Old Captain swearing he never would. Old Captain taking him to the movies, and to dinner at the Monteleone, and on the plane to
Atlanta, having vowed never to do it again, “Just let me be around you, son, just let me be near you, I’ll never, I swear.” His mother drunk in the doorway, brushing her hair. “I know your game, you and that old man, I know just what you’re doing. He bought you those clothes? You think I don’t know.” And then Terry with the bullet hole in the middle of her face, a blond-haired girl turning to the side and crumpling to the floor, the fifth murder and it has to be you, Terry, you. He and Dora were in the truck. And Dora knew. Dora was only six and she knew. Knew he’d shot her mother, Terry.
And they’d never, never spoken a word about it
. Terry’s body in a plastic sack. Ah, God, plastic. And him saying, “Mommy’s gone.” Dora hadn’t even asked. Six years old, she knew. Terry screaming, “You think you can take my daughter from me, you son of a bitch, you think you can take my child, I’m leaving tonight with Jake and she’s going with me.” Bang, you’re dead, honey. I couldn’t stand you anyway. In a heap on the floor, the very flashy cute kind of common girl with very oval pale pink nails, and lipstick that always looks extraordinarily fresh, and hair from a bottle. Pink shorts, little thighs.