The Complete Private Collection: Private; Invitation Only; Untouchable; Confessions; Inner Circle; Legacy; Ambition; Revelation; Last Christmas; Paradise ... The Book of Spells; Ominous; Vengeance (65 page)

“Scat’s the head of security,” Natasha, my roommate, informed me, noting the question in my eyes.

I had seen him before. Large man. No neck. Perpetual scowl. I never realized anyone knew his name.

“So we’re locked in,” Kiran stated. She shivered and lifted the fur collar of her coat higher on her throat so that it grazed her perfect cheekbones. With her huge sunglasses covering her eyes and her dark hair down around her face, she looked for all the world like a starlet trying to avoid the paparazzi.

“For now,” Dash told us. “Until they figure out what to do next.”

“What’s to figure?” Noelle asked. “They have the murderer in custody now, don’t they?”

I wasn’t sure whose scathing look was more deadly, mine or Dash’s. Probably his, since I was fairly certain he’d never looked at Noelle like that before in all the time they’d known one another,
which was forever. We had arrived at the open chapel entry. The door was flanked by the Ketlar advisor, Mr. Cross, and my history teacher, Mr. Barber. Dash turned, jaw clenched, and stormed inside without another word to his beloved girlfriend.

“What’s his malfunction?” Noelle said.

“I think there’s a little something called innocent until proven guilty?” Natasha replied. Noelle rolled her eyes. Rolled her eyes at the suggestion that perhaps Josh Hollis, our friend, had perhaps
not
cold-bloodedly murdered Thomas Pearson.

“Let’s keep it moving, ladies,” Mr. Barber said, waving his hand. He stared past us with piercing eyes, as if keeping the lookout for some unknown danger. “Let’s keep it moving.”

I stepped into the hushed chapel and started down the aisle to the sophomore section. A chill rushed through me at the sudden loss of the Billings Girls’ surrounding body heat, but I felt somehow free. I realized fully for the first time that I’d been aching to get away from them. To be alone and have some time to think. Then a cold hand closed around my wrist.

“We’ll be right back here if you need us, Reed,” Ariana said, her ice blue eyes boring straight through me.

I tried to pull my arm away, but she held firm.

“I know,” I told her, speaking my first words of the day.

She released me and smiled angelically. “Good.”

It’s all lies, Reed,
Taylor had written.
All of it.

I turned my back to her and found my seat.

I left my coat on and buttoned, the better to make a fast escape when it was all over. The murmuring in the chapel had a panicked quality. It was obvious that the seniors and juniors near the back knew exactly what had happened, while most of the sophomores and all of the freshmen were speculating cluelessly. The difference was in their eyes. The older students’ eyes were narrowed—stunned but pensive. The younger kids had a wide-eyed, what-the-hell-is-going-on look about them. These were the details I noted as I sat. Paying attention to them kept my mind off things I didn’t want to think about.

“Do you have any idea what’s going on?” Constance Talbot asked, sliding into the seat next to mine. Her red hair was back in a sloppy French braid, good for hiding the fact that it hadn’t been washed. Colorful shafts of light came through the stained glass windows and bathed her face in pink and yellow. She shimmied out of her gray wool coat and bent forward, trying to catch my eye. “Reed? Come on. I know you know.”

She assumed this because I was in Billings. And the Billings Girls knew everything. Which maybe I did, but too late. Always too late.

“Reed?” she sounded more urgent, concerned. “Reed? Are you okay?”

The chapel doors closed. Silence fell. Everyone faced forward. Even Constance. It was easy to quiet this place when the students were salivating for news. My gloved hands closed into fists on my lap. Dean Marcus stepped up to the altar at the front of the chapel. His wrinkled face looked pale and tired. He pressed both hands into the surface of the podium.

“Students, can I have your attention, please?” he said, even though he already had it. His voice was deep and authoritative. It didn’t match his wan appearance. “Thanks to all of you for gathering here quickly and in an orderly fashion. As always I’m impressed with the level of maturity of our student body. I only ask that when you hear what I have to say, you maintain your calm. Right now, more than ever, this community needs to know that it can rely on itself and its members, that we will not let one another down. These are the high standards I expect from the students of Easton. These are the high standards you should expect from yourselves.”

There was a lot of shifting and a few murmurs. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Constance look at me.

Dean Marcus took a deep breath. “Students, I regret to inform you that a member of the junior class, Joshua Hollis, has been arrested on suspicion of murder.”

“What?”

“Oh my God.”

“You’ve gotta be kidding me. Josh Hollis is a Boy Scout!” someone shouted.

“It’s always the quiet ones,” someone else said solemnly.

There was no stopping the din now. It consumed the chapel. Constance grabbed my hand. All she got was a cold fist.

“Students! Students!” the dean shouted.

He was ignored. Everyone was busy gasping, blabbering about how they couldn’t believe it. Someone, somewhere, was crying. Crying. Who the hell was crying?

“I can’t believe this. I can’t believe someone we know
killed
someone. . . .”

He didn’t. He didn’t do it. Stop saying he did it.

“Reed. Oh my God. Did you know about this? Are you okay?” Constance asked me, turning so that our knees were touching. “Reed, you’re freaking me out here. Say something.”

I wanted to. I didn’t want to freak her out. But I knew that if I opened my mouth or so much as truly looked at her, I would break down. And I couldn’t have that. Not now. Not yet.

“Silence!” Dean Marcus roared. He brought his fist down several times on the surface of the podium. “I will have silence!”

That did it. The place was suddenly as still as night. His watery eyes traveled the room slowly.

“I realize that this is difficult news to hear, and that it is even harder to accept, and that is why I wanted you to hear it from me.
I wanted to tell you this before it came out in the newspapers, before rumors started flying, because I wanted to remind you that we here at Easton support one another. Let us all remember one of the most important laws of our society—that a person is innocent until he or she is proven guilty,” the dean said, leaning over the podium. Somewhere, I knew Natasha was smirking. “If Mr. Hollis is proven to be guilty, we will deal with it then, but until that time he is still a member of this community, and as such he is due our respect and support.”

For that one moment, I liked the dean. I liked him very much.

“Now, I don’t have to tell you that the next few weeks are going to be a trying time for this academy,” the dean continued. “Not only do you all face the challenge of final exams, but there will be reporters, gossip hounds, and so-called newspeople, all bent on bringing this institution to its knees. We all know how cruel the media can be, and they adore a scandal like this one. I also know how seductive the spotlight can be, so I have taken steps to ensure that none of you are tempted. From today on, the gates around this campus are closed to outsiders. No one other than your immediate family—your parents, your guardians—will be allowed on campus.”

There was a long pause. No one moved.

“More important, no students will be allowed to leave this campus unless in the company of a parent or guardian.”

This got a reaction. How could it not? I had been hearing murmurs for weeks about trips to New York and Boston. Shopping excursions, club-hopping, posh holiday dinners at exclusive restaurants.
In one fell swoop the dean was robbing these privileged kids of their lifestyles.

“Do not even think about testing me on this one, people. It is nonnegotiable,” the dean continued. “If you do attempt to test me, there will be dire consequences.”

Once again his glare set upon each of us. The faculty members who stood along the walls seemed to crowd in toward us, like they were ready to grab anyone who tried to make a break for it.

“We will concentrate on our studies. We will remember what this institution is all about, and we will live it every day. Tradition. Honor. Excellence.”

“Tradition. Honor. Excellence,” the student body mumbled grumpily.

Like it was all about them. Like the most important thing said at this assembly had been about the locked gates, the new restrictions.

Like Josh had already been forgotten.

For once I didn’t even bother getting food. Not that I’d been able to eat much lately, but usually I at least went through the motions, got myself a trayful of whatever and maybe tried to take at least one bite. But I was tired of pretending. Who the hell was I keeping up appearances for, anyway? I walked along the wall of the cavernous cafeteria, past all the quaint paintings of rural New England set in their ornate frames, listening to the chatter bouncing off the domed ceiling. The students around me stared and whispered, but I was used to that by now.

I sat at our usual table, alone, and slumped in my chair with one question plaguing my mind: Who
had
killed Thomas? I knew Josh hadn’t done it. Knew it in my bones. But if he hadn’t, then who had? I had to know. More important, the police had to know. If the real killer was exposed, they would have to let Josh go. As simple as that. But who else could possibly have done it? Who had a reason to kill Thomas?

Noelle and the others arrived with their trays of hot oatmeal, toasted bagels, and steaming coffee, and crowded in around me.

“Reed, I know you’re depressed and all, but bad posture isn’t going to make it any better,” Kiran said. She perched on the edge of her own chair, slim legs crossed at the ankle, and lifted a heavy, scented magazine from her bag.

“Give her one day to wallow, Emily Post,” Noelle said.

Kiran shrugged. “Fine, but when you’re a hunchback at forty, don’t come crying to me.”

Dash dropped like a boulder into the chair across from Noelle and stabbed repeatedly at his oatmeal with his spoon.

“Problem?” Noelle asked, arching a brow.

Dash stared. “No. Everything’s fine, actually. One friend dead, one in jail. I don’t know about you guys, but I’m feeling pretty damn upbeat.”

“I just can’t believe he did it,” Noelle pondered. “Little Josh Hollis, a murderer.”

“You’re the one who decided it was him,” I blurted.

All movement at the table stopped. Like someone had hit the pause button on my life.

“Excuse me?” Noelle said.

I could rewind. Take it back. But I didn’t want to. The incredulity with which she’d said those two words made me want to hurl something at her. Last night she had been all cocky assurances that Josh was a psycho. That he had potentially murdered before. She had no right to act surprised and appalled.

“You! You’re the one who called the police on him,” I said. “And now all of a sudden you’re shocked?”

Noelle slowly placed her glass of juice down on the table. “Let me clarify something, Reed. I was suspicious before, not certain.”

“Well, I don’t know what makes you so certain now,” Dash said. “Just because the police arrested him, that doesn’t make him guilty.”

“Boy has a point,” Natasha said.

“Thank you. I’m sorry, but I have a hard time believing that one of us could kill someone,” Dash said, the color in his face rising.

“It happens all the time,” Ariana said lightly, as though she were announcing the weather forecast. “People snap.”

“Yeah, but not Josh. The guy’s like a Disney character,” Dash said.

“All I know is, I’m glad it’s over,” Kiran said, flipping blithely through her magazine. “I’ve been so stressed out, I missed all the calls for the good spring shows. If that slut Melenka gets first curtain at Stella McCartney,
I’m
going to kill someone.”

My fingers closed around Natasha’s butter knife. Natasha’s hand gently covered mine.

“Wow, Kiran, you just rose to previously uncharted levels of shallowness,” Natasha said.

“Do you come with a mute button?” Kiran responded. “Because I, for one, am sick of your high-and-mightiness.”

“Well, well! The bitch is back!” Gage said, patting Kiran on the back so hard she flinched. “It’s a pleasure.”

He was right. Kiran was in rare form. Possibly even meaner than she’d been before Thomas’s disappearance. These people really thought it was over. Josh had done it. Throw away the key.

“It just doesn’t make any sense, that’s all I’m saying,” Gage put in. “Don’t you need a motive for murder? What the hell would Josh’s motive have been? He and Thomas were so close they were practically gay.”

A couple of people chuckled. My stomach clenched.

“Wow. So I guess we
all
took our immaturity pills this morning,” Natasha said pointedly. She’d just been outed to all of us a couple of months back, which made Gage’s joke particularly appalling.

“No offense,” Gage said, without an ounce of sincerity. “All I’m saying is, maybe it was a crime of passion,” he suggested, looking directly at me.

Ariana coughed and quickly covered her mouth with her napkin. Noelle eyed her like she was afraid she might choke, but made no move to help.

“They weren’t actually gay,” Ariana added, gaining control of her cough.

“No. Not like that. I’m saying maybe Josh killed Pearson because of a new girl.”

My entire face prickled with heat. Gage smiled at my obvious discomfort.

“You’re saying Josh . . . killed Thomas . . . because he wanted me?” I said, trying to keep my voice steady.

“Why not? It’s not like it hasn’t been done before,” Gage said,
leaning toward me across the table. “We all know they both wanted your body, though I, for one, never got the appeal.” His cold eyes flicked over me like I was dirt. “You’re nothing but trouble, New Girl. Have been ever since you got here.”

“Shut up, Coolidge,” Noelle said, watching my face.