The Complete Mackenzie Collection (3 page)

“I’d like to talk to him anyway,” Mary said stubbornly.

“That’s up to him. He may not want to talk to you.”

“You won’t try to influence him at all?”

“No.”

“Why not? You should at least have tried to keep him in school!”

Wolf leaned very close, so close that his nose was almost touching hers. She stared into his black eyes, her own eyes widening. “He’s Indian, lady. Maybe you don’t know what that means. Hell, how could you? You’re an Anglo. Indians aren’t welcome. What education he has, he got on his own, without any help from the Anglo teachers. When he wasn’t being ignored, he was being insulted. Why would he want to go back?”

She swallowed, alarmed by his aggression. She wasn’t accustomed to men getting right in her face and swearing at her. Truthfully, Mary admitted that she wasn’t accustomed to men at all. When she had been young, the boys had ignored the mousy, bookish girl, and when she had gotten older the men had done the same. She paled a little, but she felt so strongly about the benefits of a good education that she refused to let him intimidate her. Big people often did that to smaller people, probably without even thinking about it, but she wasn’t going to give in simply because he was bigger than she. “He was at the head of his class,” she said briskly. “If he managed that on his own, think of what he could accomplish with help!”

He straightened to his full height, towering over her. “Like I said, it’s up to him.” The coffee had long since finished brewing, so he turned to pour a cup and hand it to her. Silence fell between them. He leaned against the cabinets and watched her sip daintily, like a cat. Dainty, yeah, that was a good word for her. She wasn’t
tiny
, maybe five three, but she was slightly built. His eyes dropped to her breasts beneath that dowdy blue dress; they weren’t big, but they looked nice and round. He wondered if her nipples would be a delicate shell pink, or rosy beige. He wondered if she would be able to take him comfortably, if she would be so tight he’d go wild—

Sharply he brought his erotic thoughts to a halt. Damn it, that particular lesson should have been etched into his soul! Anglo women might flirt with him and twitch themselves around him, but few of them really wanted to get down and dirty with an Indian. This prissy little frump wasn’t even flirting, so why was he getting so turned on? Maybe it was because she
was
a frump. He kept imagining how the dainty body beneath that awful dress would look, stripped bare and stretched out on the sheets.

Mary set the cup aside. “I’m much warmer now. Thank you, the coffee did the trick.” That, and the way he’d run his hands all over her, but she wasn’t about to tell him that. She looked up at him and hesitated, suddenly uncertain when she saw the look in his black eyes. She didn’t know what it was, but there was something about him that made her pulse rate increase, made her feel faintly uneasy. Was he actually looking at her
breasts
?

“I think some of Joe’s old clothes will fit you,” he said, face and voice expressionless.

“Oh, I don’t need any clothes. I mean, what I have on is perfectly—”

“Idiotic,” he interrupted. “This is Wyoming, lady, not New Orleans, or wherever you’re from.”

“Savannah,” she supplied.

He grunted, which seemed to be one of his basic means of communication, and took a towel from a drawer. Going down on one knee, he lifted her feet from the water and wrapped them in a towel, rubbing them dry with a touch so gentle it was at odds with the thinly veiled hostility of his manner. Then, standing, he said, “Come with me.”

“Where are we going?”

“To the bedroom.”

Mary stopped, blinking at him, and a bitter smile twisted his mouth. “Don’t worry,” he said harshly. “I’ll control my savage appetites, and after you get dressed, you can get the hell off my mountain.”

M
ary drew herself up to her full height and lifted her chin, her mouth setting itself in a prim line. “It isn’t necessary to make fun of me, Mr. Mackenzie,” she said calmly, but her even tone was hard won. She knew she fell short in the come-hither department; she didn’t need sarcasm to remind her. Usually she wasn’t disturbed by her mousiness, having accepted it as an unchangeable fact, much like having the sun rise in the east. But Mr. Mackenzie made her feel strangely vulnerable, and it was oddly painful that he should have pointed out how unappealing she was.

Wolf’s straight black brows drew together over his high-bridged nose. “I wasn’t making fun of you,” he snapped. “I was dead serious, lady. I want you off of my mountain.”

“Then I’ll leave, of course,” she replied steadily. “But it was still unnecessary to make fun of me.”

He put his hands on his hips. “Make fun of you? How?”

A flush tinged her exquisite skin, but her gray-blue eyes never wavered. “I know I’m not an attractive woman, certainly not the type to stir a man’s—er, savage appetites.”

She was serious. Ten minutes ago he’d have agreed with her that she was plain, and God knew she was no fashion plate, but what astounded him was that she honestly didn’t seem to realize what it meant that he was Indian, or what he’d meant by his sarcasm, or even that he had been strongly aroused by her closeness. A lingering throbbing in his loins reminded him that his reaction hadn’t completely subsided. He gave a harsh laugh, the sound devoid of amusement. Why not put a little more excitement in her life? When she heard the flat truth, she wouldn’t be able to get off his mountain fast enough.

“I wasn’t joking or making fun,” he said. His black eyes glittered at her. “Touching you like that, being so close to you that I could smell the sweetness, turned me on.”

Astonished, she stared at him. “Turned you on?” she asked blankly.

“Yeah.” She still stared at him as if he were speaking a different language, and impatiently he added, “Got me hot, however you want to describe it.”

She pushed at a silky strand that had escaped from her hairpins. “You’re making fun of me again,” she accused. It was impossible. She had never made a man…aroused a man in her life.

He was already irritated, already aroused. He had learned to use iron control when dealing with Anglos, but something about this prim little woman got under his skin. Frustration filled him until he thought he might explode. He hadn’t intended to touch her, but suddenly he had his hands on her waist, pulling her toward him. “Maybe you need a demonstration,” he said in a rough undertone, and bent to cover her mouth with his.

Mary trembled in profound shock, her eyes enormous as he moved his lips over hers. His eyes were closed. She could see the individual lashes, and for a moment marveled at how thick they were. Then his hands, still clasped on her waist, drew her into firm contact with his muscled body, and she gasped. He took instant advantage of her opened mouth, probing inside with his tongue. She quivered again, and her eyes slowly closed as a strange heat began to warm her inside. The pleasure was unfamiliar, and so intense that it frightened her. A host of new sensations assailed her, making her dizzy. There was the firmness of his lips, his heady taste, the startling intimacy of his tongue stroking hers as if enticing it to play. She felt the heat of his body, smelled the warm muskiness of hiss kin. Her soft breasts were pressed against the muscular planes of his chest, and her nipples began to tingle in that strange, embarrassing way again.

Suddenly he lifted his mouth from hers, and sharp disappointment made her eyes fly open. His black gaze burned her. “Kiss me back,” he muttered.

“I don’t know how,” Mary blurted, still unable to believe this was happening.

His voice was almost guttural. “Like this.” He took her mouth again, and this time she parted her lips immediately, eager to accept his tongue and feel that odd, surging pleasure once more. He moved his mouth over hers, molding her lips with fierce pleasure, teaching her how to return the pressure. His tongue touched hers again, and this time she responded shyly in kind, welcoming his small invasion with gentle touches of her own. She was too inexperienced to realize the symbolism of her acceptance, but he began to breathe harder and faster, and his kiss deepened, demanding even more of her.

A frightening excitement exploded through her body, going beyond mere pleasure and becoming a hungry need. She was no longer cold at all, but burning inside as her heartbeat increased until her heart was banging against her ribs. So this was what he meant when he’d said she got him hot. He got her hot, too, and it stunned her to think he had felt this same restless yearning, this incredible wanting. She made a soft, unconscious sound and moved closer to him, not knowing how to control the sensations his experienced kisses had aroused.

His hands tightened painfully on her waist, and a low, rough sound rumbled in his throat. Then he lifted her, pulled her closer, adjusted her hips against his and graphically demonstrated his response to her.

She hadn’t known it could be like that. She hadn’t known that desire could burn so hot, could make her forget Aunt Ardith’s warnings about men and the nasty things they liked to do to women. Mary had quite sensibly decided that those things couldn’t be too nasty, or women wouldn’t put up with them, but at the same time she had never flirted or tried to attract a boyfriend. The men she had met at college and on the job had seemed normal, not slavering sex fiends; she was comfortable with men, and even considered some to be friends. It was just that she wasn’t sexy herself; no man had ever beaten down doors to go out with her, or even managed to accomplish the dialing of her telephone number, so her exposure to men hadn’t prepared her for the tightness of Wolf Mackenzie’s arms, the hunger of his kisses, or the hardness of his manhood pushing against the juncture of her thighs. Nor had she known that she could want more.

Unconsciously she locked her arms around his neck and squirmed against him, tormented by increasing frustration. Her body was on fire, empty and aching and wanting all at once, and she didn’t have the experience to control it. The new sensations were a tidal wave, swamping her mind beneath the overload from her nerve endings.

Wolf jerked his head back, his teeth locked as he relentlessly brought himself back under control. Black fire burned in his eyes as he looked down at her. His kisses had made her soft lips red and pouty, and delicate pink colored her translucent porcelain skin. Her eyes were heavy-lidded as she opened them and slowly met his gaze. Her pale brown hair had slipped completely out of its knot and tumbled silkily around her face and over her shoulders. Desire was on her face; she already looked tousled, as if he had done more than kiss her, and in his mind he had. She was light and delicate in his arms, but she had twisted against him with a hunger that matched his own.

He could take her to bed now; she was that far gone, and he knew it. But when he did, it would be because she had consciously made the decision, not because she was so hot she didn’t know what she was doing. Her inexperience was obvious; he’d even had to teach her how to kiss—the thought stopped as abruptly as if he’d hit a mental wall, as he realized the full extent of her inexperience. Damn it, she was a
virgin
!

The thought staggered him. She was looking at him now with those grayish blue eyes both innocent and questioning, languid with desire, as she waited for him to make the next move. She didn’t know what to do. Her arms were locked around his neck, her body pressed tightly to his, her legs opened slightly to allow him to nestle against her, and she was waiting for him because she didn’t have a clue how to proceed. She hadn’t even been kissed before. No man had touched those soft breasts, or taken her nipples in his mouth. No man had loved her at all before.

He swallowed the lump that threatened to choke him, his eyes still locked with hers. “God Almighty, lady, that nearly got out of hand.”

She blinked. “Did it?” Her tone was prim, the words clear, but the dazed, sleepy look was still in her eyes.

Slowly, because he didn’t want to let her go, and gently, because he knew he had to, he let her body slip down his until she was standing on her feet again. She was innocent of the ramifications, but he wasn’t. He was Wolf Mackenzie, half-breed, and she was the schoolteacher. The good citizens of Ruth wouldn’t want her associating with him; she was in charge of their young people, with untold influence on their forming morals. No parents would want their impressionable daughter being taught by a woman who was having a wild fling with an Indian ex-con. Why, she might even entice their sons! His prison record could be accepted, but his Indian blood would never go away.

So he had to let her go, no matter how much he wanted to take her to his bedroom and teach her all the things that went on between a man and a woman.

Her arms were still around his neck, her fingers buried in the hair at his nape. She seemed incapable of movement. He reached up to take her wrists and draw her hands away from him.

“I think I’ll come back later.”

A new voice intruded in Mary’s dreamworld of newly discovered sensuality, and she jerked away, color burning her cheeks as she whirled to face the newcomer. A tall, dark-haired boy stood just inside the kitchen door, his hat in his hand. “Sorry, Dad. I didn’t mean to barge in.”

Wolf stepped away from her. “Stay. She came to see you, anyway.”

The boy looked at her quizzically. “You could have fooled me.”

Wolf merely shrugged. “This is Miss Mary Potter, the new schoolteacher. Miss Potter, my son, Joe.”

Even through her embarrassment, Mary was jolted that he would call her “Miss Potter” after the intimacy they had just shared. But he seemed so calm and controlled, as if it hadn’t affected him at all, while every nerve in her body was still jangling. She wanted to fling herself against him and give herself up to that encompassing fire.

Instead she stood there, her arms stiffly at her sides while her face burned, and forced herself to look at Joe Mackenzie. He was the reason she was here, and she wouldn’t allow herself to forget it again. As her embarrassment faded, she saw that he was very like his father. Though he was only sixteen, he was already six feet tall and would likely match his father’s height, just as his broad young shoulders showed the promise of being as powerful. His face was a younger version of Wolf’s, as strong-boned and proud, the features precisely chiseled. He was calm and controlled, far too controlled for a sixteen-year-old, and his eyes, oddly, were pale, glittering blue. Those eyes held something in them, something untamed, as well as a sort of bitter acceptance and knowledge that made him old beyond his years. He was his father’s son.

There was no way she could give up on him.

She held out her hand to him. “I’d really like to talk to you, Joe.”

His expression remained aloof, but he crossed the kitchen to shake her hand. “I don’t know why.”

“You dropped out of school.”

The statement hardly needed verification, but he nodded. Mary drew a deep breath. “May I ask why?”

“There was nothing for me there.”

She felt frustrated by the calm, flat statement, because she couldn’t sense any uncertainty in this unusual boy. As Wolf had said, Joe had made up his own mind and didn’t intend to change it. She tried to think of another way to approach him, but Wolf’s quiet, deep voice interrupted.

“Miss Potter, you can finish talking after you get into some sensible clothes. Joe, don’t you have some old jeans that might be small enough to fit her?”

To her astonishment, the boy looked her over with an experienced eye. “I think so. Maybe the ones I wore when I was ten.” For a moment amusement sparkled in his blue-diamond eyes, and Mary primmed her mouth. What did these Mackenzie men get out of needlessly pointing out her lack of attractiveness?

“Socks, shirt, boots and coat,” Wolf added to the list. “The boots will be too big, but two pairs of socks will hold them on.”

“Mr. Mackenzie, I really don’t need extra clothes. What I have on will do until I get home.”

“No, it won’t. The high temperature today is about ten below zero. You aren’t walking out of this house with bare legs and those stupid shoes.”

Her sensible shoes were suddenly stupid? She felt like flying to their defense, but suddenly remembered the snow that had gotten inside them and frozen her toes. What was sensible in Savannah was woefully inadequate in a Wyoming winter.

“Very well,” she assented, but only because it was, after all, the sensible thing to do. She still felt uncomfortable about taking Joe’s clothes, even temporarily. She had never worn anyone else’s clothes before, never swapped sweaters or blouses with chums as an adolescent. Aunt Ardith had thought such familiarity ill-bred.

“I’ll see about your car while you change.” Without even glancing at her again, he put on his coat and hat and walked out the door.

“This way,” Joe said, indicating that she should follow him. She did so, and he looked over his shoulder. “What happened to your car?”

“A water hose blew.”

“Where is it?”

She stopped. “It’s on the road. Didn’t you see it when you drove up?” An awful thought struck her. Had her car somehow slid off the mountain?

“I came up the front side of the mountain. It’s not as steep.” He looked amused again. “You actually tried driving up the back road in a car, when you’re not used to driving in snow?”