Authors: Jim Tully
The telephone rang.
“It's Tim, Shane, sleep wellâand don't worry, lad.”
A knock came to his door.
“Come in.”
A man entered. Shane recognized him.
He had sad eyes, a large pug nose, small teeth, thick lips, and a warm smile. About forty, he had the hard, quick, fat body of one who might have known a rough life in earlier days. A famous writer on sports, his comments were read across the nation. An inmate of a reform school, he ran away. Starting as a boy-of-all-work about a Salt Lake City newspaper, he became a reporter. Unable to write readable English at first, he told his stories or telephoned them. In time, he acquired a racy, vivid way of handling words. At thirty, he had a New York office and his stories syndicated. Never the same for an hour, he was called Hot and Cold Daily.
Short, officious, florid, his hair neither red nor brown, and pompadoured, he moved his heavy body slowly toward Shane and extended a bulgy hand and said, half drunkenly, âPut it there, KidâI'm Hot and Cold Daily, Jim Daily to my mother, the greatest sports writer of all degenerate timeâthey read my stuff in nations yet unborn. I gave you a break tonight.
I saw something in your eyes when you were in that ring, Shaney, my boy. I said to myself, âI'm goin' to talk to that kid and keep his heart from breakin'.' Then I met a lot of other reporters and I got a snoot full-but the will is strong, my boy, and when it was all over, it said to me, âGo and see Shane Roryâhe's too good a young stallion to be hamstrung like he is.'” He pulled a hip-shaped silver flask from his pocketâ “Napoleon brandyâShaneyâit's all I drink on a fight manager. Al Wilson gave it to meâbut I saw that hurt look in your eyes, Kid, and I said to myselfâ âAhâthe furies are getting himâ.'”
He touched Shane's arm, “There was mercy in your heart, Roaring Shane Roryâyou're the deadliest ring killer in the world today when you want to be. Sully foughtâand Sully won all rightâwon by what Bismarckâor Jim Jeffriesâwould call one of the imponderables. He shouldn't have won, but he did. And listen, Shaneâmercy might drip like the gentle rain from heaven and the quality of it may not be strainedâbut it has no place in the prize-ring. You could have stopped him in the fifth when he started to crumpleâyou could have stopped a freight train with your fistsâ that was a great roundâthe greatest everâyou were a human bolt of lightningâand your blows were thunder.”
Hot and Cold Daily looked at Shane, whose head was buried in his hands, his elbows on his knees.
“Don't sit there like a statue of âThe Thinker,' Kidâ it'll all pass.” He swigged at his flask again and chanted,
“âLet it be forgotten, as a flower is forgotten,
Forgotten as a fire that once was singing gold,
Let it be forgotten forever and ever,
Time is a kind friend, he will make us old.'”
He whirled around, “Forget it, ShaneâI put you on the grease a little in my storyâbut you'll understandâ we writers have to live. I don't know whyâbut I made you a great guy, Shaneâin spite of thatâyou're tops with me. I think you're a hell of a swell guy. You're like all us fellows who crawl through somehowâyour job's to fight, and mine's to write the truth sometimesâ as I see it. Many a guy paid enough to feed a family for a week to see you battle tonightâand you owed it to yourself to give your bestâhere's something I wrote, the way I saw it:
“âWhat brought about that crumpling was a whizzing right, in the form of a hook. It nailed Sully, a little high on the jaw. It was not quite on the button. If it had been, Sully would be out yet. His knees buckled. He began to go down. Rory's right was only twelve inches back. It shoved in again like a piston rod, and caught Sully the same way. It knocked his jaw to one side. He began to collapse. Sully, who never gave mercy to any man, who would knock his own mother out of the ring if you put her in there with him, Sully appealed with his eyes to Roaring Rory not to hit him again. And Roaring Rory for a moment had mercyâ and Sully went down with his wild and merciful antagonist standing over him, ready to deliver blows that would have paralyzed a bull.
And he did not deliver them
.
“âThose who saw that round can never forget. I
picture to you Sully, a man with shoulders three feet wide, and muscles like a rhinoceros, crumpling before the fury of Roaring Shane Rory. All credit to Rory, and pity for his mercy. No man but Sully of the powerful heart could have risen from the canvas.
“âIt was a great brawl. You could hear the swish of their fists a dozen rows from the ring.
“âA condor flying was no more graceful than Roaring Rory. What will become of him? Ask me something with a happy endingâ'”
Shane stood erect.
“Now tell me, Shaneâwhat happened?”
“I don't know,” answered Shane, “I couldn't get going. I'd say to my bodyâ âCome on now, go in and slug till his ears fall off,' but I couldn't get going. My body's always been like a pal to me. It went back on me with Sully. He got so he looked like Jerry Wayne.”
Hot and Cold Daily's eyes slanted upward at the handsome, chisel-jawed bruiser.
“Tell me, Shaneâhave you been doin' much thinkin' lately? You know a fighter's like a newspaperman-he shouldn't thinkâpimps of the emotions, that's what I call us fellows. Now you've got everythingâbut for God's sake don't develop brains. That's what kills people. Never let 'em tell you different. This world was made for the boobs, for the guy who can never get enough dough to pay for a lousy radio, who just gets his furniture half paid for when his oldest girl graduates and that sets him back half a grand.
“So don't develop brainsâlet them all go crazy trying to find the answer. You've got it when you don't
try to find it. It's all a shadow on a cloudy dayâtwo cents in a bum's pocket when a loaf of bread is seven. For a second you weren't a fighter ⦠and Sully was.
“Now, quit worryin', Shaneâor you'll turn out to be one of us, and know everything not worth knowing. A young fighter might give you a dime when you're through; but a kid on a newspaper won't have one to give you.
“Don't lie to yourself, Shane, but to everybody elseâfor when life itself is a lie one more or less won't matter before you ride the white horse of eternity into the desert. But tell yourself the truth.
“It's all a dish of old berries, Shane. Even freedom's another jail, and even the hangman's under sentence of death, thank God.
“Nothing ever changes and nothing ever willâthe boob gets socked like a preliminary fighter, and he hasn't got brains enough to know that it's all a goose-step to the grave; so he grabs at one cock-eyed illusion after another to keep his damn fool heart from breaking. You show me a fool without an illusion, and I'll show you a philosopher.
“When I was a kid in the reform school, we used to singâ
“âWhere was Moses when
the lights went out?
Sitting in the window with
his shirt tail outâ'
“Well, we're all sitting in the window, Shaneâand don't get too many brains.”
Shane watched the dawn streak in.
Hot and Cold Daily reached for the phone. “Send a quart of brandy to 844.” He turned to Shane. “I've got to get some sleep tonightâI mean today.”
He turned to leave, saying,
“Put it all behind you, Kidâ Even Napoleon got hisâhe gave a lot out and squawked like a hurt duck when they handed it back to him. See you later.”
Shane did not move.
Hot and Cold Daily returned to him. “Brace up, Kid. We're both Irishâand we have traditions.” He laughed. “A kindlier race never tore a man to bitsâGood night.”
The door closed without noise. Shane watched it for a moment; then opened it again.
His head was light. Pain darted above his eyes.
The echo of his footsteps could be heard in the still silent street. Why had he never thought of returning to the farm in North Dakota? The entire city became a swiftly revolving wheel.
He walked for blocks. A dizziness came. He stumbled into a small hotel. Still early morning, the lobby was empty except for a patriarchal old man, whose white beard was so heavy it seemed to pull his scrawny shoulders downward. His skin was sallow in the broadening light. His nose was long and thin, his mouth woe-begone.
Though he could have been no more surprised had an eagle flown into the dingy office, his alert eyes made no sign.
“Can I do something?” the old man asked.
“Yes, put me to bedâI'm sick.”
The old man led him down a hallway to a room on the first floor.
“You'll be all right here,” he said, “I'll come back later.” He knew who Shane was. He read all the newspapers thrown about the lobby.
Shane fell into bed. The old man covered him.
Locking the door, he went slowly down the hallway. Putting the key to the room in his pocket, he took a faded piece of pasteboard, with a string attached, and bearing the words, “DO NOT DISTURB.” He returned and hung it over the doorknob.
Through his old head ran all the wisdom acquired in the sewers of life. He knew that Shane was not drunkâthat he must have been hurt in the ring. If he were not heard from in time, something might be in the newspapers. He would take no chances.
He returned to the room. Shane was in a deep sleep.
He moved about, saying as a blind, “Let me help you take off your clothes.”
The fighter breathed heavily, without response. His thin gold watch had fallen to the floor. The old man fingered it; then placed it on the dilapidated dresser. To pawn it would be a give-away.
“Here's your watch,” he kept saying, “It fell on the floor.”
He touched Shane's trouser pocket. It bulged. Lightly and greedily his ancient fingers went into it. A stack of paper money, folded carelessly, came out.
Hastily the old man counted some bills of smaller denomination and put them back in Shane's pocket, along with the watch. “Anyone robbin' him would take his watch,” he thought.
His hand went into Shane's inside coat pocket and removed a soft leather billfold. It contained many fifty and hundred dollar bills. He started to leave four bills. His avarice predominated. He left two fifty dollar bills and replaced the folder.
Putting the key in the lock on the inside of the room, he left.
The cellar had a loose stone in the foundation. Avidly the old man counted the moneyânearly two thousand dollars. He put the stone in place, and returned to the desk.
Shane regained consciousness on the morning of the next day.
He went to the dingy lobby and gazed for a few moments into the street; then started to open the door.
“Are you leaving?” the old man asked.
“Yes.”
“Two dollars, please.”
Shane paid the money, and walked without sense of direction about the city, and stopped in a saloon, where he ordered several strong drinks and again wandered aimlessly about the city.
When Silent Tim learned that Shane had gone, he shook his head dolefully. “I've never seen a great fighter yet that wasn't wild as the wind.” Nonplused, he looked around the lobby, and seated himself in a large leather chair.
“I wonder where he'll show up nextâhe's wild as the windâthe poor boyâwild as the wind.” He rubbed his eyes with a knuckle-cracked hand. “He's still a better man than Sullyâ Him and Jerry Wayne and the Dublin Slasher,” he said, “aces to draw from,” he sighed, “and that black Torpedo Jonesâif he only was white.” A smile crossed his weather-beaten face. He pictured Shane Rory and Torpedo Jones in the ring.
“It's seldom that two such great men get in the ring
at their peak together. It may be just as well. They'd shake the world with their punches.”
He mused for a moment, “I'll say nothing to the papers.”
His eyes were dim.
“I'm catchin' coldâdamn it!”
A girl looked at him as he staggered into a night club.
“Good-looking, isn't he?” she asked the man with her.
He turned. “Yes, if you like 'em rough.”
She went to Shane's table, and said, “Gee, I've always wanted to meet youâ I knew you when I was a little kid.”
“That so? Who's the fellow with you?”
“Just a friend,” she answered.
“He's liable to come over and beat up on me.” He laughed deliriously.
The girl smiled. “I'd like to see anybody
beat up on you.”
He called a waiter. “Give us a drink.”
She shook her head. “I'm not drinkin' on youâ I've got a live one over there.” She nodded.
“You wouldn't kid me, would you?” Shane reached for the drink smiling.
“I'm not the kidding kind,” she answered. “I could of cried when you lost. Hot and Cold Daily told me something was wrong.”
Shane looked at her earnestly.
“I'm not what you think.” Her tone was whimsical and mocking. She nodded toward her companion. “I keep men like him under control.”
Shane looked at his glass.
“Are you sure you don't need me?” she asked.
“Not me, Kid.”
“I work here. Don't get me wrong.”
“You're all alike.”
“Your manager's been telling you thingsâI've heard about him.”
“Where?”
“Everywhereâhe's better know than the Brooklyn Bridge.”
“And just as safe,” returned Shane.
“And as blindâa bridge can't tell sick people from wellâit carries them all the same.”
His eyes became glazed.
She called a waiter.
“Get a cab. He's sick.”
She returned to her companion. “See you later.” To the waiter, “Look after him.”
She entered the cab with Shane. “ImperialâCentral Park West.”
Shane was mumbling, “Come on, stumble bumâit's the last roundâlet's throw some leatherâyou couldn't knock me out if you had the moon in your gloveâehâ Timâsee that little girl over thereâthat's Lyndal Lundâshe lives in Grainville, that's North Dakotaâyou know herâho! ho! ho!âthe glory roadâthe glory roadâ âI'se goin' to push leather down the glory road.'”
“Drive through the park a while,” the girl said, while Shane continued to mumble.
The girl was pensive. The past hurried by.
She had heard of him all her life. When his name began to creep into the newspapers, she sent a letter to him in care of a Chicago sports editor. “Tell me,” she wrote, “if you're my Shane Rory.” She mentioned what her father had told about him. The letter was never answered.
His name became fixed in her mind. If his fight were too unimportant to warrant a paragraph in a New York newspaper, she turned to the sectionâ”Fights Last Night.” She often found Shane Rory's nameâand after it, “Won” or “draw”âand the number of rounds. It was more than the career of a fighter to her. It made the young road of her days glow as if the morning sun were upon it. He came out of the same neighborhood.
He was always “the little Rory kid” to her father. He would read of him and say, “The boy has nerveâ his father was a slash of a man. It's the great blood in his veinsâthe Roarin' Shane Roryâehâthat fellow Daily can name themâhis father could roar a cyclone down.”
Shane again mumbled,
“âOh the glory road, the glory roadâ
   I'm goin' to push leather
down the glory road.'”
Her father had speculated on Shane's chances with Bangor Langâand never learned the result.
The lights slanted across Shane as the cab rolled along. She had never seen such strength. His immense shoulders bulged in the well tailored coat.
She recalled his fight with Sully. What a great man Sully must beâto get a decision over him.
He moved quickly. “Where are we?”
“In Central Park.” In sudden fear that he might want to leave, she talked rapidly, “I'm taking you with meâmy dad knew yoursâyou'll trust me, won't youâDaddy was a cop till he got killedâand here we areâ their two kids trying to find out what it's all aboutâ life's funny, huhânutty as a wedding cake, and all gummed up with a lot of sticky things. It was the day you fought Bangor Lang that Daddy was killed. I wanted to come to you then and introduce myself, but I was a little jitteryâit's heaven to love someone; but it's hell when he slips awayâit leaves an empty place the whole earth can't fill.”
Shane pulled the fingers of his hand. The knuckles cracked like bullets.
He looked around the cab.
The girl talked swiftly.
“Daddy told me all about you as a kidâwhen I saw your picture several days ago I said to myself, âGee, I'd like to know him againâyour hair's like mine, huh?”
Shane remained quiet. The hard ridge of his jaw was low on his chest.
The slender hand of the girl touched his face.
“Want some money?” he asked.
“Noâdamn your moneyâI'm not working tonight.⦠Let me help youâI mean itâI can still hear my dad sayin'ââIf that broke little bastard makes good, there's a chance in the world for everybody,' and I believed him. I'm your palâyou can't go around this way. Ask Hot and Cold Daily about me.”
Her green gown clung to her slender body. Sheer stockings on lovely legs, satin slippers, auburn hair in waves, she was a vivid contrast to Shane.
“You're purty,” he said in a half-conscious drawl.
“Keep the change,” she laughed, “So you think I'm a girl of the nightâand me in a thirty dollar seat to see you fight. I'm an entertainer, ShaneâBerniece Burueâ fancy name for Mary Cassidy.” She put her card in his upper coat pocket, “If you get lost, strayed, or stolen, ask for me. I sing silly songs and play a violinâmen play with meâgive me tips on the stock market, and when they don't get to first base they quit the game.⦠Well, here we are.”
“I'd rather not go in,” he said.
“Come onâit's all right.”
She stood at the cab door.
He got out, looked up and down the fashionable street, said, “So long,” quickly, and vanished into Central Park.
She watched him for a second; then handing the driver money, she went into the elevator.
Going to the telephone, “This is Berniece Burueâ Do me a favor Hoten Cold?”
“Sure thing, Bernieceâ”
“Shane Rory just left me. I'm here at the Imperial-he went over into the parkâhe's slightlyâyou know-maybe you can call some of the copsâconfidentialâ and find himâdon't say anythingâpleaseâ”
“I won'tâthanks, Bernieceâhe must be slug-nutty to leave you. So long.”
She gazed over the wilderness below. A thick haze
hung over the park. Lights gleamed dimly through the trees.
“Well, that's that,” she said, “What a manâand my peopleâhis dad and mine.”