“It’s not a question of
like.
She has her good points and her bad points. Like you say, she’s got a lot of drive. But she’s not mature enough to focus all that energy. She goes from one cause to the next. It can be a nuisance. But that doesn’t mean I don’t love her. She is my only sister’s—God rest her soul—daughter.” Vida’s voice trembled. “Vejay, I dropped her off at this anti-hookers’ group meeting at St. Agnes’ last night and she hasn’t been home since. I don’t know what to do.”
I put my arm around Vida’s shoulders and waited till her shaking stopped. Then we started up the stairs of Michelle’s house.
“Have you called the hospitals, the highway patrol, the sheriff?” I asked.
“Craig called the hospitals three times, the last time right before he left for work this morning. He called the highway patrol and left a number. They said they’d let him know if they found Michelle. But they won’t find her; she wasn’t driving.”
“She could have been riding with someone else,” I said.
Vida walked across the deck and unlocked the door to Michelle and Craig’s house. She motioned me into a large, paneled, and surprisingly empty room. “Michelle wasn’t riding,” she said. “I called Father Calloway at St. Agnes’. He dropped her off in town after the meeting.”
“Well, what did the sheriff say?”
Vida stopped. “We didn’t want to call the sheriff. Henderson is a small town.”
“If a person’s missing you call the sheriff.”
She began to pace the length of the room. “Vejay, you know Sheriff Wescott. Maybe you could see if he’s heard anything.”
“Like what? Like he’s found a body?” As soon as I said it I regretted it. “I’m sorry, Vida, but either Michelle is missing or she’s not. If she’s missing, you need the best help you can get.”
She continued to pace. I had to strain to hear her. “We talked about that, Craig and me. But suppose Michelle comes home, suppose she spent the night with a friend and the phone went dead. Then next week we’d pick up the newspaper and there’d be a paragraph in the Sheriff’s Report announcing that Michelle Davidson’s husband reported her missing overnight. Regardless of the cause, everyone in town would be talking. Michelle would be humiliated, and she’d be furious. And it wouldn’t be good for Craig’s nursery business either.” She took a breath. “I’m doing the best I can by asking you to help, Vejay. You’ve solved a murder. You know about these things.”
“That investigation didn’t win me any friends in town, or in the sheriff’s department either.” It had been only a few months ago when my friend Frank Goulet, the bartender at Frank’s Place, was shot. I was the last person seen there, a fact that had caused the sheriff to view me with suspicion. I had searched for Frank’s murderer more to save myself than to promote justice.
“Vejay.” Vida’s mouth trembled. I had never seen her this upset.
Vida was our union representative. She had fought to get me my pay for the days I’d been suspended after my investigation of Frank’s murder, even though the preparations for the hearing had taken more of her time than the total of the hours I had been docked. It was Vida who was always ready to listen to the rest of us meter readers, to hear our gripes, to consider our problems. When I had had the flu last winter it was she who brought me a week’s groceries and enough cold remedies to cure all of Henderson. I owed Vida a lot. She was a good friend—which made her anguish all the more distressing. I said, “Of course, I’ll do whatever I can. You know that. Tell me what you want.”
“Just see what you can find out. Talk to the neighbors. Maybe they saw something. You can tell them you’re looking for Michelle and you can’t get a hold of her. That doesn’t sound like her husband doesn’t know where she is.”
There were two director’s chairs in the room, the only places to sit. I took one. “You drove Michelle to this anti-hookers’ meeting. Tell me about that.”
Vida sat in the other chair, uncomfortably, as if it took all her effort not to leap out of it and continue to pace. “It’s Michelle’s latest cause. The group is going to picket outside the Grove this weekend. Michelle said the prostitutes create a bad atmosphere for children here. She even took her kids to her sister’s in Santa Rosa.” In spite of her agitation, there was a weary annoyance in Vida’s voice. “Michelle called me and asked if I could drive her to the meeting. Craig had their car.”
“Did she say anything on the way there?”
“She might have intended to, but she didn’t. The thing is, Vejay, I’ve kind of lost patience with Michelle. I know I shouldn’t have. She doesn’t have her own mother to talk to. But I’ve been busy. I’ve…I don’t know. I’ve been short with her. And now she doesn’t talk about her causes. Last night I was relieved that she didn’t. I didn’t want to hear about this silly group. In any case, she was all caught up in her ongoing row with her neighbor Ward over his cesspool.”
“So you drove her to the meeting and left her off at St. Agnes’. You didn’t drive her home, right?”
“No.” There was a different quality to that word, a dead clunking sound. “I wish I had. I wish Father Calloway had driven her
home.
He dropped her at the bar in town. She saw a man she knew and told Father Calloway to let her off. She wouldn’t have done that with me. Or at least I would have known who she was with.”
Suddenly the reason for Michelle’s disappearance, and Vida’s mixed feelings, seemed clearer. “Vida,” I said, “are you worried that Michelle went off with a lover for the night? Is that it? It’s hardly uncommon here, particularly around Bohemian Week, with all the different men in town.”
“No,” she snapped. “No. Look, Vejay, Michelle is a good wife and mother. Her home is important to her. And she’s all involved in the protest group. The demonstrations start tonight, for god’s sake. She wouldn’t just leave now, particularly to shack up with some guy.”
It was like Vida to think that. A woman who refers to her niece as a pain in the behind isn’t likely to picture that behind bare in bed with a stranger.
“Oh, Vejay, your beer,” she said. “I promised you a beer. And lunch. You haven’t had that.” She jumped up, then paused, staring at the gold sunburst clock above the fireplace, the only decoration in the room. “Oh, it’s almost one o’clock. I have to get back to work. I’m sorry about lunch. But there’s bound to be beer in the fridge. You help yourself. And to lunch, too. It’s the least we can offer you.”
“Okay, but before you go, tell me, where is Craig?” Craig, who hadn’t wanted to call the sheriff, also didn’t seem to find his wife’s disappearance sufficiently disturbing to keep him at home.
“He’s at the nursery. Like he said, you can’t leave a business to run itself. He’s right—there’s nothing he could do here. I told him to go on.” She opened the door. “You’ve investigated things before, Vejay. You know what to do.”
I had barely reiterated that I would do what I could when Vida rushed out the door. Left alone, I hardly knew where to begin.
I remembered Michelle. Even to beard the meter reader, she had put on makeup and clothes that were chosen to show off her figure. And in our brief conversations it was apparent to me that she wanted not only to know about her meter’s reading, but she wanted my attention. Was she, as Vida suggested, bored? Was she looking for something to break the monotony? Michelle seemed like a young woman who could be enticed into a fling. Vida was sure Michelle wouldn’t, but of course, decent young wives do have affairs. Nice girls with tired busy husbands and small children find other lifestyles seductive—find other men. And in Henderson, where in winter there is nothing more entertaining than a drive to the supermarket in Guerneville, people are thrown back on their own resources. I had spent many a winter’s evening huddled near my fire reading. For those who didn’t read there was television, the bars, and the lure of an illicit affair that gave one day a different meaning than the next.
It was now one
P.M
. Michelle Davidson was probably getting out of a rumpled bed in a motel in Jenner, where the Russian River exits into the Pacific, and wondering what she would tell Craig.
I
F
M
ICHELLE
D
AVIDSON HAD
shacked up for the night, she might return any minute to find me going through her house—a distinctly unpleasant prospect no matter how I handled it.
So, I moved quickly through the dining area, which held only a redwood picnic table and four chairs. The kitchen was that of any young mother without gourmet aspirations. Cupboards were stocked with cereal boxes, macaroni and cheese, instant this and instant that. There were few ingredients per se, and none of those copper or enamel articles one sees in kitchen catalogs. I glanced in the drawers and under the sink, but there was nothing out of the ordinary there.
Skipping the children’s rooms, I checked the master bedroom. On the dresser, framed in monogrammed silver, was Craig and Michelle’s wedding picture. Craig, just a bit taller than Michelle, appeared mature, even staid, though at the time he couldn’t have been more than twenty-five years old. He looked like a man who was born staid. And he looked unsure. I picked up the photo, holding it closer, trying to see into the faces. If Craig seemed apprehensive, the reason was obvious. Michelle, standing next to him, was tiny, but stunning. Her long dark hair was flipped back, à la Farrah Fawcett. Her dark eyes glistened, and she smiled not at Craig, but at the camera.
Putting the picture back in place, I glanced around the room. A matching bedroom set dominated it. Two twelve-by-eighteen-inch frames held clusters of pictures of Michelle and the children, a boy and girl about five or six years old. Under them, on the nightstand, was a yearbook, Michelle’s high school yearbook from eight years ago. Looking down at it I wondered what had become of mine. I didn’t recall it amongst the carloads of belongings I had moved out of the San Francisco apartment after my divorce. Probably it was still in my parents’ attic. In any case, it had never had a place on my nightstand. Perhaps college puts high school events in perspective. Or, more likely, my memories were not as glowing as Michelle’s.
I opened the yearbook in the middle, and turned the pages slowly. Indeed, my memories were not of this caliber. Michelle was the girl we had all envied in those days. Her picture graced almost every page. She was shown leading the pompom squad, with the school service league, as queen of the senior prom. Half a page was devoted to shots of Michelle at a state gymnastics meet—midway through a flip off the uneven bars, at the high point of her vault over the horse, standing on one foot on the balance beam while bringing the other foot up behind her back to touch her head. In the final picture she was receiving a medal. She was a natural for gymnastics—tiny, strong, and beautiful. I wondered if she had gone on with her gymnastics after high school.
But perhaps involvement in causes had supplanted gymnastics. Stuck between the pages of the yearbook was a snapshot of Michelle and a tall wavy-haired young man at a demonstration. He towered over her, carrying a sign. She looked on. Was this the seed for her support of later causes, including the anti-hookers’ group?
Replacing the yearbook, I glanced in the closet. Craig’s clothes occupied a third, Michelle’s the rest. And while his were mostly workclothes, Michelle’s were designer jeans, silk blouses, and a three-foot-high pile of expensive bulky knit sweaters.
I looked around the room again, and checked the hall and living room on my way out. I had expected to find a desk or table or even a box, cluttered with papers, magic markers, picket sticks, the paraphernalia of the anti-hookers’ group, but there was none of if. The house was spotless, as if Michelle had cleaned it just prior to her departure.
Having peered through Michelle’s clothes, speculated on her marriage, riffled through her yearbook, I couldn’t bring myself to raid her refrigerator. I would talk to the neighbor, the one with the cesspool, then I’d have lunch, and my beer.
I shut the front door and made my way down the stairs, avoiding a clump of ivy that trailed over two steps. At the bottom I turned back and looked up at the house. Like many of the newer hillside houses it was not painted, but stained wood. Its deck hung off the front, wide and pendulous, giving the whole structure the appearance that one good rain would wash it down the bare hillside and into the street. But it was sturdier than it looked. Homes here were built on supports sunk deep into the rocky hillside. Rains would come and the river would flood but the cabins and chalets on the hillside would survive. Still, there was something very impermanent about this house, Michelle and Craig’s. It wasn’t the structure, but the nearly bare earth outside and the sparsely furnished rooms inside. It looked as if Michelle and Craig were still in the process of moving in. Or moving out.
Below on North Bank Road came the sounds of traffic—horns blaring, brakes squealing as the tourists headed through the heat of the afternoon toward their vacation cabins or the town beach.
I walked around the garage and up ten stairs to the neighbor’s door. The house, older than the Davidsons’, was painted beige and trimmed in French blue. There was no deck in front, but a porch in the rear. These older houses were built closer into the hillside. A wooden sign announced
The McElveys’.
I knocked.
I had read the meter here, around back by the side of the porch, but I had never seen either of the McElveys at home. Ward McElvey I had met in passing a few times when I had been working one of the Guerneville routes. His realty company, Remson Realty (Remson after the father-in-law who founded it), had moved into Guerneville proper just before I started with PG&E. I had seen the old storefront on the outskirts of town that had housed the business when Mr. Remson started it in 1953. Mostly, Mr. Remson had handled the weekly or monthly rentals that were the bread and butter of realtors then. But the Remson Realty I saw these days was in one of the newly constructed shingled buildings along the main road leading from Santa Rosa to Guerneville. No longer did Remson’s handle the demanding trade of weeklong rentals; now the colored photographs out front showed condos and duplexes for sale at prices that would have made old Mr. Remson spin.
ASK ABOUT SUNSET VILLAS,
a sign in the window invited.