Vahanian offered her his wineskin and she accept-ed, taking a draught of the warm wine and handing the container back to him. “I have to admit, before I met you and Tris and Berry, I never really thought about a king having a family.
Kings were—well, kings. You served them and you paid taxes to them and you died for them, but I guess I never realized that anyone loved them. It hadn’t crossed my mind they were someone’s father.” He lifted the wineskin to take another drink.
Kiara gave him a mischievous sideways glance. “Or father-in-law?” she asked. It was worth it, she thought, to see him choke on his wine.
“You know, since Cam and Carina came to Isencroft, father took them in like they were his own,” Kiara went on. “Mother nearly died bear-ing me, so I don’t have any brothers or sisters. Don’t worry,” she said with a wicked grin. “The last letter I got from Cam said he was putting in a good word for you with father.”
She leaned for-ward conspiratorially. “I think he’s afraid that Carina might make good on her threat to be the spinster sister who moves into his back room when he settles down. Even so, it must mean he likes you. He wouldn’t try to marry her off to just anyone.”
Vahanian cleared his throat. “Nice to know. Somehow, I can’t imagine her taking it well to have Cam matchmaking for her.”
Kiara chuckled. “Someone has to. You know, until this journey, Cam and Carina were never apart, except for the time she got sick. When Ric died. Cam always let her do the talking, and she always hid behind him.”
“Hell, two or three people could hide behind Cam.”
“You know what I mean. So in an odd way, maybe this journey has been good for both of them. Cam has to navigate on his own at court, and Carina is learning to stand on her own.”
They were silent for a moment. Vahanian looked out over the courtyard.
“Ric—was Gregor’s broth-er?”
Kiara nodded. “I figured you picked up on that, when Gregor captured us.”
Vahanian listened in silence as Kiara told the story. When she finished, neither spoke for a few minutes.
“That explains a lot,” Vahanian said finally, look-ing away. “But there’s one other thing I wondered about—how come you aren’t at the citadel training too?
After all, you’re a bit of a spook yourself— aren’t you?”
“If you mean the scryings, like the one that went badly at Westmarch, it’s not quite the same as the type of power Tris has. The kings of Isencroft have a regent magic that’s inherited through the royal line. It’s not sorcerer-caliber power—never has been. It’s more for personal protection, and some handy skills to help protect the kingdom. Like the ability to do scryings.”
“Pardon my saying so, but after what happened at Westmarch, I can’t say that it works well on either count.”
Kiara chuckled dryly. “I have to agree with you. And I’ve no desire to try another scrying, maybe not ever. It certainly didn’t protect father from Arontala’s wasting spell. Perhaps it wasn’t meant to hold off a full mage. I can shield and scry, and sense the weather, which can be helpful in battle. Certainly not anything like Tris can do!”
She burrowed further into her cloak as the wind swirled the snow around them.
“I’m worried about both Tris and Carina,” Kiara confessed after a long silence.
“About what kind of training the Sisters are going to put them through. Father never really trusted the Sisterhood. He said they were too m love with their grand theories of how the world should be, and didn’t mind how many people died putting those theories into action.”
“We’ve only got a few months left until the Hawthorn Moon,” Vahanian said, looking out at
the clear night sky. “That’s not a lot of time. Barely enough to hire troops and plan a campaign. Tris is going to need everything he’s got to do that. We only get one shot.”
“I know,” Kiara replied. “It’s just a feeling I’ve got, that something’s wrong.” She grew quiet again. “Last night, I had a dream.” Her voice was barely above a whisper. “Tris was fighting a mage in a red robe. And even though I couldn’t see the red mage’s face, I heard his voice. I knew that voice—it was the same voice from the scrying. It was Arontala.” She looked up at Vahanian, and knew he could see worry in her eyes. “In my dream, Tris destroyed Arontala, but then I saw Tris fall—” She swallowed hard, trying not to cry.
Vahanian was completely at a loss for what to say. “Look, you said yourself, magic doesn’t work for you. Maybe you just had a bad dream.”
Kiara was unconvinced. “Maybe. I hope so.” She stretched and stood. “It’s almost twelfth bell. I guess I should at least get back to my room.” She paused at the door. “I’m afraid to go to sleep. I’m afraid to dream.”
“I know the feeling.”
Kiara considered his comment, and nodded. “Any suggestions?”
“Well, you can try getting drunk or staying up all night, but it doesn’t work for long. Everyone’s got to sleep sooner or later. Time helps. But not as much as the healers tell you it does.”
“Good night,” she said, heading inside. “Thanks for the wine.”
“Sleep well,” Vahanian murmured. When she was gone, he opened the wineskin and took a long drink. Though the evening had grown colder, Vahanian did not go inside right away, waiting until he had finished the wine and was too exhausted to stay awake. Between the wine and the fatigue, he counted on being too tired to dream. The dreams still found him.
THE CONSTANT TRAINING and strategizing could not quell Vahanian’s growing concern. Tris and Carina had been at the citadel of the Sisterhood for two full weeks. No one—not even Staden—had heard from them. As the days wore on, he could tell that Kiara was worried as well. Her training lost focus and she drew away from them, into her own thoughts.
There was little comfort he could offer. While Kiara and Tris were open about their involvement, his relationship with Carina was much more tenu-ous. And while Vahanian finally admitted to himself that he was in love with the dark-haired healer, he remained unsure about the extent to which Carina returned those feelings.
So it was with carefully guarded reserve that he greeted the late evening news of Tris and Carina’s unexpected return from the Citadel. They arrived in a closed carriage, under the king’s guard. Only the companions from the trail and Staden met the car-riage. Vahanian hung back, willing to let the others take the foreground. His concern deepened as Tris and Carina stepped from the carriage.
Tris’s thin frame was gaunt. When Tris’s cowl fell back to expose his face, Vahanian could see the marks of battle wounds, recently healed. For a moment, Tris’s green eyes met his, and Vahanian felt a shiver go down his spine.
Tris’s gaze
reminded Vahanian of the look he’d seen before, in the eyes of returned prisoners of war, men who had endured the unspeakable and would never sleep well again.
Carina leaned heavily on Tris’s arm. Her slight frame was nearly hidden by her heavy cloak and her face was haggard, with dark-circled eyes and a weary expression. Kiara rushed forward to greet both of them, and while Vahanian could not hear the words that were spoken, it was clear from Kiara’s expression that Tris had asked her to look after the healer. Carina nearly stumbled as Kiara took her arm. Carina looked over her shoulder, and Vahanian thought she looked his way. Reluctantly, he watched her disappear toward the stairs with Kiara as the others crowded around Tris.
“I promise, I’ll tell you everything I can—tomor-row.” Tris managed a wan smile that did not reach his eyes. “We’ve been to the Crone and back, and I’m afraid I’m a good bit worse for the wear, in spite of all Carina’s help.”
“You look tired, m’lad,” said Staden. “Best thing for you is to get some sleep.
Tales will wait until morning.”
Tris nodded, and grinned wearily at Carroway. “I have some more grist for your stories,” he said, clapping the bard on the shoulder. “But I don’t know if anyone will believe them.”
“The drunker they are, the more that sounds rea-sonable,” assured Carroway, but Vahanian could see the worry in Carroway’s face.
“Give me a day or two to rest, and I’ll be back in the salle,” Tris said to Vahanian.
“Yeah, sure thing,” Vahanian agreed dubiously.
Early the next afternoon, Vahanian chanced to encounter Kiara in the upstairs passageway, bearing a tray with two teapots and plates of cold meats and cheeses. “Filling in for the kitchen help?” he asked, raising an eyebrow.
Kiara blushed. “Yes, I guess so. Tris asked for some tea, and I volunteered to bring it up. It’s just—”
Vahanian chuckled. “I understand.” He nodded toward the two pots. “You must expect him to be thirsty.”
“I planned to stop by and check on Carina.” She shot a sly glance toward Vahanian. After the con-versation on the balcony, he was sure that Kiara both recognized and endorsed his interest in her cousin. “Carina said she’d be working in the study. I’m late getting up to Tris—would you mind taking the tea to Carina if you’re going that direction? I wouldn’t want it to get cold.”
“Glad to help,” Vahanian deadpanned, taking the teapot and cup from her tray.
Kiara’s eyes grew serious. “I’m afraid for them, Jonmarc. Both of them looked like they’d been to battle. I’m not sure how much more either of them can take.”
Vahanian nodded. “I wondered that myself. I’m the wrong one to ask about magic. But remind Spook that if he gets his royal ass fried, the rest of us hang.
And personally, I’m counting on doing some damage to Arontala. So… he needs to stick around for the party.”
Kiara smiled at his irreverence. “I’ll remind him— in so many words,” she chuckled. “Go on now, or the tea will be cold. Let Carina know it will be tomorrow before the court healer can see her— there was an outbreak in the village and Staden sent the healers to help.” “I’ll tell her,” Vahanian replied, heading for the study.
AT THE STUDY, Vahanian knocked lightly at the door. When no answer came, he frowned and knocked again, more insistently. “Carina?” he called quietly. “Kiara asked me to bring up some tea. It’s Jonmarc.”
When there was still no answer, he tried the door. It was unlocked, and swung open at his touch. Carina lay sprawled on the floor, her book fallen beside her.
Vahanian rushed inside, and the door swung closed behind him. The tea was forgotten on the table as he knelt beside Carina, turning her over gently.
Carina was pale and feverish. A fresh gash bled on her upper arm, and Vahanian guessed that she had fallen against the edge of the table. From the lump on her forehead, it was obvious that she had hit the floor hard.
Gently, Vahanian lifted Carina into his arms and carried her to a small couch.
Although he possessed none of Carina’s healing magic, Vahanian had seen enough battle—and enough battle healers—to make a fair assessment of her injuries. Carina’s breathing was steady and her pulse was strong. Vahanian spotted Carina’s healer’s bag near the fireplace, and rifled through it with a practiced eye. He selected a few herbs and a stretch of cloth, and brought the small iron pot of water that simmered on the fire. Within a few minutes, he had fashioned a rough bandage from part of the strip and made a poultice from the herbs to bind up the gash on her arm. He mixed some powders with the tea to bring down Carina’s fever, and made a compress with a rag and the water on the washstand.
Carina began to stir as he patted the cool water against her face.
“Take it easy,” Vahanian instructed. “You had a nasty fall.”
“How—”
“Kiara asked me to stop off with some tea on my way by,” Vahanian said, helping her sit to sip the tea. “She said to tell you that none of the palace healers could come by until tomorrow—some kind of plague in the village has them all busy.”
“Then where did the poultice—”
He chuckled. “As you love to point out, I’ve been in more than my share of fights. Just a little battle-field healing, to return the favor.”
Carina gingerly touched the fresh bandage on her arm, and sniffed the air.
“Acycla leaves and cass root, with featherwort. Not a beginner’s mixture.”
“I spent a few years helping a hedge witch gather herbs,” Vahanian said off-handedly. “You learn things.”
Carina looked at Vahanian, meeting his eyes as if she were trying to read his thoughts. “Who are you… really?”
Vahanian recognized the question. It was the same loaded query he had tossed her way alter the slavers’ rout in the Ruune Videya. Something in her eyes made him take the question seriously. He ran a hand back through his long, dark hair.
“Why do you care?” he asked quietly, refusing to look away.
“Because the answer matters.”
“It’s a long story.”
“I don’t think I’m going anywhere.” She closed her eyes and sank back against the couch. “I saw you once, when we were at Westmarch, down in the forge.
You handled those blacksmith’s tools like you were born to them. For a merc, you’ve been a lot of strange places. So I’ll ask you again—who are you, really?”
Vahanian took a long breath and looked toward the fireplace, unsure how to answer. Finally, he drew up a chair and sat down. “My mother was a weaver and my father a blacksmith, up in the Borderlands, near enough to the Northern Sea that the ship captains and the traders gave us good busi-ness. I started working in his forge from the time I was old enough to carry the tools. We made a good living.”
“But you didn’t stay.”
“When I was fifteen, raiders came. We made too good of a living, I guess. My father died trying to help hold the gates. I grabbed his sword and tried to protect the forge, but I was just a kid. First time I got stabbed,” he said ruefully.
“When I came around, it was over. The village was looted, half of it burned. My mother and brothers were dead. I tried to get help in the next village, but I didn’t make it through the woods.”
“What happened?’
“The hedge witch’s daughter was out gathering herbs. She found me and dragged me home. Guess I gave them a scare,” he chuckled sadly. “After I healed up, they apprenticed me to their village blacksmith. A few years later, I married the hedge witch’s daughter.”
Carina said nothing, but her gaze made him look away, back to the fire. “There was a late spring that year, and the sea captains didn’t stop at our port. Money was tight. I started pulling old relics out of the cave tombs—gold and jewelry and rare wood— and selling what I could find to traders just to get by. Then one night, after Shanna and I had been married about six months, a mage showed up, and wanted me to find him a relic.” “Arontala?”