The Best American Crime Writing (27 page)

“Well, I like to tell all my macho friends that I listen to rap, but really I like to listen to love songs. Whitney Houston is my favorite.”

“Who did you hang around with at Etowah?”

“I didn’t really belong to a group. I had a lot of friends, but they were mostly older. In school, I was sort of a loner, going from group to group—two days with these guys, three days with these girls.”

“What about Josh?”

“Josh and I were friends at first. Then he turned against me. I guess he thought I was the weakest link or something.” “Were you guys enemies?”

“Well, it wasn’t all me. They make him out to be an angel. They make him out to be all good and me all bad. Okay, if they say I’m bad, I must be bad, but I’m good, too. I didn’t even want to fight that day. All he had to say was, ‘I don’t want to fight you,’ and none of this would have happened. But he gave me this look and said, Tight me at my house,’ and I said, ‘I’m tired of this.’”

“Why did you hit him in the back of the head? Were you scared?”

“I ain’t been afraid of nobody my whole life. I’ve never been
afraid of getting beat up. Maybe I did it because I knew he’d never face me—like, Hey, I’m
here
. It was no big deal; the whole thing lasted ten seconds. I didn’t want to fight. I wanted to go camping.”

“Did you hit him with your right hand or your left?”

“Right.”

“Did you hit him with a roundhouse punch or a straight one?”

“It wasn’t no roundhouse. It was a boxing punch. I didn’t think I hit him that hard because I didn’t break my knuckles or nothing, but I guess I hit him harder than I thought I did, because I was sort of going downhill.”

“What was your reaction when you started becoming known as a bully?”

“I got scared. I was like, What? Because people were talking about me in the newspapers, and I didn’t even know who they were. I was like, Everybody says I’m bad, so I must be bad, but I’m not all bad. Like in jail, they call me Killer Miller. I told them to stop—I’m no killer—but then I thought, The Belluardos say I’m a killer, the DA says I’m a killer, the judge says I’m a killer, the jury says I’m a killer, why should I get in a fight when people in jail call me a killer? Now I just tell them, When I win my appeal, you can’t call me killer no more. Because I know I’m not a killer. I know I didn’t mean to kill that boy. But I don’t care what anyone thinks of me except the judges who are hearing my case and the Belluardo family. They’re the only ones I care about.”

It is early afternoon. His right eye is open now, in full bloom, but at five o’clock when they come around and give him his pills, it will start closing again. As a murderer, decked in white-and-orange stripes—as Killer Miller—he’s locked down in his cell twenty-one hours a day. As a murderer, he shares his cell with no one, and to make the time pass, the jail affords him what it affords everyone else he’s met in the turquoise cathedral: pharmacological intervention. Zoloft, Prozac, Placidyl, Elavil: In the interest of tractability, he’s taken them all at one time or another, but now he’s just on Elavil,
and he sleeps sixteen hours a day. The time passes. By the time his eyes open, they’re ready to close again, and in that way, in blank, dreamless sleep, the terrible boy grows up behind the glass.

He remembers. Timmy Titimski remembers the bully—
his
bully, the one designed especially for him, like a bullet with his name on it. I remember him, too, of course. How can I forget? He was crucial. He helped form me, as I suppose I helped form him. He exists as a signal event in my conscience. Hell, he is my conscience. There was nothing else to stop me back then except its slow drip. Today, if I lived in Cherokee County, Georgia, or in any of the other counties across the nation that have adopted three-strikes laws or zero tolerance policies in response to bullying, I would not have had to stop myself. I would have
been
stopped. I would have been suspended, expelled, possibly sent for a spell to a juvenile detention center. Instead, I grew up. I had the freedom to develop a sense of regret—the great sustaining mercy of guilt. I even had the luxury of figuring out why I did what I did to him. It was the matter of tears: I couldn’t control my own, so I figured out a way to control his. I was a kid who cried whenever my father yelled at me. My tears were a source of great shame, so when I found a boy whose tears I could turn on and off like a faucet—well, it gave me what shrinks would call a necessary sense of mastery. As the bully stands sentry on his victim’s road to manhood, so does the victim stand on the bully’s road to self-knowledge, and in time, my shame over my tears has been succeeded by my shame over what I did to him. I am grateful for the time and freedom I was afforded, but I’m sure he isn’t; I’m sure he wasn’t. I’m sure he prayed for something to stop me because he knew that my own leisurely prerogative wasn’t enough. I’m sure he would be grateful for any laws or policies that would keep his children from going through what he went through. And so, one day, I called him. I told myself that I was calling him to see what he thought
about Jonathan Miller, and to see if he thought the difference the antibullying movement would have made in his life justifies its existence. But, really, I was calling out of some terrible curiosity. To see if I could speak his name without threat. To see if I had, through some kind of perverse nostalgia, exaggerated what I did to him. To see if he remembers.

He remembers. I knew it before I even spoke to him. I knew it when a little girl answered the phone, her voice like a babbling brook and said, “Daddy, there’s a phone call for you”—because I knew he was a father, and so had something to protect. I had never called him anything but Timmy—his name seemed to exist to be spoken in the diminutive—but when he came on the phone, I heard myself saying, “Timothy?” He had a deep voice, deeper than mine. He didn’t sound like a Timmy anymore.

“Yes?” he said.

“This is Tom Junod.”

He sighed. As if he had been waiting. His voice fashioned itself around a squint of enmity. It consigned me to something, and not just the past. It was poised, and it was patient, and it did not budge. “Tom, how did you get my number?”

I told him that I had gone to a reunion. His name and number were in the commemorative booklet.

“Well, I don’t want to waste your time—I don’t want to participate in your project, Tom. I don’t want to participate in this
conversation
—”

“Can I ask you why?”

He sighed again. He took a breath, preamble to the last words he would ever speak to me. “Tom, I’ve had to put a lot of things behind me in my life. You’re one of them. Please lose my number.”

And that was all. It was over. I said, “Okay,” but by that time the line was dead. I was preparing to apologize, but I’m sure he knew I was going to ask for forgiveness, and that forgiveness wasn’t his to dispense. We had our time long ago, and it was irrevocable. I
couldn’t get away with it any more than Jonathan Miller could get away with what he had done to Josh Belluardo. Hell, what I had done to Timmy Titimski was
worse
than what Jonathan had done to Josh because it wasn’t in error. It was pointed, concerted, extended—a campaign. I did what I wanted to do. I had that freedom back then. It was a terrible freedom, and yet I prefer it to its opposite, for I can’t help asking if we can suppress bullying without suppressing the immense and mysterious and ultimately beautiful vagaries of childhood. I can’t help asking if we can criminalize bullying without criminalizing childhood itself. I can’t help wondering if it’s not by our attempt to criminalize childhood that Jonathan Miller paid a man’s price for a boy’s punch, and if the world he now occupies—where the action of Elavil supplants the action of guilt—mirrors our own, where the dictates of conscience are supplanted by the dictates of law and policy. I ask for mercy for Jonathan Miller. But then again, I’m nothing but a goddamned bully. I ask for mercy for Jonathan as a way of asking for mercy for myself. I ask for mercy for Jonathan Miller as a way of keeping alive the hope of all terrible boys, that they do not become terrible men.

On May
2,
2002, the Georgia Supreme Court heard Jonathan Millers appeal, in—of all things—an auditorium full of high school students in Griffin, Georgia. The venue was chosen as an experiment in education, but the appeal turned into an opportunity for the judges to lecture the students on the evils of bullying, even though neither Jonathans counsel nor even the Cherokee County district attorney used the word in their arguments. Not surprisingly, the Georgia Supreme Court affirmed Jonathans conviction on all counts, including the decision to try him as an adult for a crime that seems to me the very essence of a juvenile offense. I mean, if coldcocking—and unintentionally killing—a kid at a bus stop isn’t a crime that should be judged in a juvenile court, then what is?

THE BULLY OF TOULON
ROBERT KURSON

O
n March 22, 2002, sheriffs deputy Adam Streicher was the only cop on duty in Toulon, Illinois, a town of 1,400 that briefly pokes up between cornfields, the municipal equivalent of a prairie dog. Toulon is located 160 miles southwest of Chicago and it feels even farther. Most folks farm the land or work for the town. The lone grocery store has wood floors and hand-drawn signs. A flashing yellow light slows traffic on Main Street.

Deputy Streicher, 23, had dreamed of becoming a cop since childhood, when he admired Ponch, the hero of the TV series
CHiPs
. He had grown up in nearby Annawan, so he knew the rhythms and mores of rural Illinois. As a Stark County deputy, he would be responsible for covering the county’s three main towns—Bradford, Wyoming, and Toulon—in an area considerably larger than Chicago. Often he was the only law enforcement officer on duty in the entire county. Streicher had been on the force just three months, but he handled his rounds with confidence.

On a Friday night like this one, an ambitious deputy might nab some beer-chugging teenagers or issue a “Settle down, folks” to a bickering couple. But Streicher didn’t intend to sit. He nosed around the Stark County deputy’s office—there was usually something if you looked—and found a five-month-old warrant for the arrest of a local man. It seemed routine enough—the man had failed to pay some court fees and had missed his court date. Dressed in starched brown pants and brown shirt, with a Stark County silver
badge covering his left breast, Streicher found the squad car keys and began the four-block ride to the man’s house.

In Toulon, people mind their business. But anyone who had known Streicher’s plan would have spoken up; they would have warned him, Don’t do this. But Streicher did not know what Toulon knew.

The deputy turned right on Main Street, left on Miller, and right on Thomas. It took him a minute to arrive at the house of the man named in the warrant. Carrying the document, Streicher walked to the front door and knocked.

Nobody in Toulon pretends that the place is Mayberry. It once was, maybe, in the 1950s, when the town supported an active Main Street, four car dealers, four new farm implement dealers, and three doctors; when the city constable was a one-armed geezer who patrolled on foot and shook business doors to check the locks; when America valued its farmers. That’s history now. In Toulon, as in many small towns, young people worry about opportunity. The talented nurture an appetite for the larger world. Empty storefronts embarrass Main Street.

Still, Toulon has its advantages, and they are the kind that don’t defer to eras. Everyone knows each other here, not just by name but by hopes, dreams, victories, and disappointments. A newcomer who buys the Williams house will live in Toulon a decade before residents stop referring to it as the Williams place. Gossip—the small town’s nectar—is reliably ladled in the town’s two coffee shops, ladies at one table, men at another.

But Toulon’s biggest advantage is in its biology. The town exists as a living, unified being; no part moves without implication for the other parts, no person lives without affecting other lives. When someone in Toulon gets sick, much of the town rushes to her bedside
or comforts her children or takes over her household chores. When someone in Toulon dies, the town converges for fund-raisers, selling candles or car washes or whatever it takes to make the system whole again. In this way, by merging into a single, 1,400-person organism, Toulon survives.

Residents aren’t naive enough to believe that bad things can’t happen in Toulon. But what they never imagined was that certain kinds of bad things—maybe the worst things—could happen in a place like Toulon because it is small, because everyone knows each other, because the people are so close.

Deputy Streicher waited for an answer at the man’s door. The house and property stood out from its tidy neighbors; logs, tires, and appliances lay around the modest carport, forming a meniscus of junk that crawled along the edges of the house. A small yellow tractor sat parked near the front door. A wooden swing on a faded red metal stand stood sentry on the tiny patch of yard.

(The following events of the evening of March 22, 2002, as described here, are drawn from law enforcement allegations and court records including a thirty-count indictment, as well as
Chicago
magazine interviews with witnesses and other sources.)

A 60-year-old man with Einstein salt-and-pepper hair, a disorganized gray beard, and frozen eyes answered the door. He stood perhaps five feet nine. His name was Curtis Thompson, and he was a former coal miner who had lived in the area all his life. Apparently, Deputy Streicher announced the purpose of his visit—to serve an arrest warrant. A brief conversation ensued. Shortly thereafter, law enforcement officials and the indictment allege, Thompson located his sawed-off shotgun and pointed it at the deputy. Before Streicher had much of a chance to react, Thompson pulled the trigger, hitting the deputy in the left shoulder, upper chest, and neck. Streicher
fell to Thompson’s porch, his face dusted with gunpowder, shotgun wadding stuck to his shirt collar, his upper left side blown away. He likely died before he hit the cement.

Streicher lay on the porch in a pool of blood. Then, the indictment alleges, Curt Thompson took the officer’s 9-millimeter pistol and, along with the shotgun, jumped into the deputy’s squad car, flipped on the flashing lights, and proceeded down Thomas Street, a glaring, enraged monument to a small town’s recent history.

For thirty years, some of the people of Toulon had worried that it could come to this. Curt Thompson was a terrifying bully. He selected his enemies for committing offenses few could fathom, then punished them through methodical stalking—sometimes for years—that derailed their lives and infused them with fear. “He was the meanest person I ever met,” says a man who knew Thompson. “He wanted people to be afraid of him, and spent years making threats.”

People filed numerous complaints against Thompson. Mayors, city councils, prosecutors, and law enforcement seemed powerless to stop him. (State’s attorney James Owens, Stark County sheriff Lonny Dennison, and Toulon’s lone police officer, Bob Taylor, would not comment for this story.)

A handful of Toulon residents claim that Thompson was misunderstood. They attest to his intelligence, work ethic, kind wife, and instinct to help those in need. Some even mention his sense of humor. “There was quite a bit good about him,” says Mary Jane Swank, whose husband is Thompson’s cousin. “There was nothing Curt wouldn’t do for you.” Few, however, express complete surprise at how things turned out for Thompson and Toulon.

The shock came when Thompson began to terrorize people. Then Toulon’s strength—its smallness—became its biggest liability. Residents who otherwise massed to help neighbors now advised
one another to “just ignore” Thompson. Police counseled citizens to “just stay away from him.” In the town’s two coffee shops, head-quarters for Toulon’s get-involved impulse, the mantra on Thompson became “You know how Curt is. Just leave him be.”

Several decades ago, the town of Skidmore, Missouri, suffered under the rage of its own bully. Ken McElroy, a hulking, 47-year-old farmer with long black sideburns, manufactured feuds and then stalked his foes. For years, McElroy defied authorities. One day in 1981, a posse of thirty or forty followed the bully to his truck and, in broad daylight, shot him dead. When authorities asked for witnesses, no one came forward. The case remains open. By midnight on March 22, 2002, some in Toulon would be wondering if the same fate shouldn’t have befallen Curt Thompson.

The details of Thompson’s life are sketchy. Acquaintances say he grew up on a farm near Toulon, the youngest of several children. His father died when Curt was six years old, leaving the family to struggle for the basics.

“Curt had to go work on farms when he was in grade school,” says Barry Taylor (no relation to Bob Taylor), who knew Thompson when they were children. “It’s a rotten childhood when you have to work in grade school.”

“His mother was good in ways,” recalls Mary Jane Swank. “She could be stubborn; things had to be her way. She didn’t want anyone to touch any of her stuff, and she raised her kids like that. If she got mad at someone, she’d hold that against them forever. But she was smart, and she was a beautiful writer.”

Taylor recalls Thompson as bright, serious, and an excellent high school football player for Toulon High School (now Stark County High). He tells that Thompson had to quit school at 16 to work full-time. “He had no choice. He had to eat.”

Thompson married a girl from his high school class, a woman
Taylor describes as “fun and nice and pleasant,” and to whom he is still married. He went to work on various farms, then took a job in an Illinois coal mine. Without exception, those who knew him describe him as a capable and hard worker able to do almost any odd job or farm task. Somewhere along the line, however, Thompson began to get very angry.

At the Stark County courthouse in Toulon, where Abraham Lincoln spoke in 1858, records of legal proceedings are still entered by hand in hefty leather diaries. Under the letter T, going back more than thirty years, are myriad cases against Curt Thompson.

Some appear harmless enough: a dispute with an employer; traffic citations; failure to keep a dog’s vaccination records current; violation of a litter ordinance. But others seem bonded by a common theme—vendetta.

For decades, Thompson maintained grudges against various Toulon residents. Anyone who had taken him to court, or who he perceived had complained about him or violated his sense of territory, made his enemies list, and it was a list often written in indelible ink. As town talk had it, those who angered Thompson might expect to live in constant fear.

“Fear” does not mean in Toulon what it means in Chicago. In Toulon, where most residents live a few blocks from each other and pass on the street several times a day, having an enemy virtually assures a meeting with him in public. When that enemy is Curt Thompson, an intelligent man with time on his hands who dedicated thought and energy to creating fear, it could ruin your life.

Thompson’s modus operandi, at least in recent years, was predictable and intimidating. According to many, he would drive his pickup truck past the home of his foe, slow to a crawl, and glare. He might follow his enemy down the rural roads that led out of Toulon, or block him with his truck at intersections. Always, he would glare.

“He was a bully,” says Jim Pearson, who worked as a Stark County deputy from 1982 to 1987, and who now works as a Peoria County sheriff’s lieutenant. “The glaring, the following, the threatening—he even did it to elderly people.”

“Everyone knew about his temper,” says one of Thompson’s neighbors, who asked that his name be withheld. “He held a grudge. If someone bothered him, he’d bother them back, and he’d stay at it. I told Curt, ‘I don’t hold grudges.’ He said, Well, I do.’”

Early on, Toulon evolved a defense against Thompson that seemed to run counter to its instinct to unify against threats. Whereas the town would mobilize to save a school or care for a sick child, it largely decided to ignore Thompson, to maintain a safe distance, to cross to the other side of the street.

“People talked about Thompson being crazy,” says Art Mott, who has lived in Toulon for ten years. “The thinking was to stay away from him.”

“It was a small-town mentality,” says another Toulon resident. “People thought: Nothing major is going to happen; he’s just crazy; ignore him; he’s been harassing people for years, so just ignore him.”

No one remembers any formative incident in Thompson’s life that might explain the roots of his temper. Rather, it appears that his encyclopedia of grudges grew out of his particular notions about territory. “He wouldn’t have a problem with a stranger on the street,” says one person who knew Thompson. “But if your wash blew onto his lawn, he’d have a big problem with that. Personal space was a big issue with him.”

Unlike most bullies, Thompson targeted more than the weak. Sheriffs, politicians, even black belts in karate qualified for vendetta if they managed to wrong Thompson.

In 1984, Toulon’s mayor, Rick Collins, followed up on a citizen’s complaint against one of Thompson’s dogs. “That started Curt’s
grudge against me,” says Collins, now a commercial pilot for a major airline. The next year, he and Thompson attended a retirement party for a bus driver at a restaurant just outside Toulon.

“I nodded across the table, a friendly hello,” Collins says. “He glared. Later, as I was leaving, Curt came up behind me, threatening me with all kinds of profanities. I ignored it. He struck me a couple blows to the head, then pushed me down a small flight of stairs. I hit the bottom on my hands and knees, but just got up and kept going. Had I gone after him, the only way the confrontation would have ended would have been death or jail.” Neither the Toulon city policeman nor the Stark County sheriff, Collins says, was interested in pursuing the matter, claiming it to be outside their jurisdictions.

In 1980, Thompson had a run-in with Kenneth Richardson, then the Toulon city policeman. Thompson and Richardson owned adjoining properties. While working outside, Thompson and Richardson began to argue about the property line. A struggle ensued, during which Richardson managed to get atop Thompson and hold him down.

“I had gone to take a bottle of pop to my husband,” recalls Sandra Richardson, Kenneth’s wife. “When Curt saw me, he yelled to his son, ‘She’s going to hit me with that bottle! Get her or I’ll get you!’” She alleged in a lawsuit that Thompson’s son, a football player, ran and tackled her and broke her wrist in six places.

The Richardsons filed two lawsuits. The first, by Kenneth, claimed that Thompson had punched him, and had been “verbally abusive, hostile, and obscene” for weeks before the incident. The second was filed by Sandra against Thompson’s son, Curtis Jr.

“After that,” Sandra says, “Curt would set at the stop sign at the end of our driveway and glare.”

One law enforcement official who seemed willing to confront Thompson was Kenneth “Buck” Dison, the Stark County sheriff from 1970 to 1982. For nearly thirty years—well into Dison’s old age and retirement—Thompson maintained a feud with the sheriff.

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