The Beam: Season One (63 page)

Isaac grabbed the door as she started to close it. He leaned inside, his shoulders rising as his torso sunk, his posture above her like a mantis.
 

“Don’t do this,” he said. “Don’t go to Micah.” He glanced back at Nicolai, who was watching and listening with an uncomfortable expression on his face.

She looked at Nicolai, then started to pull on the door again. Then, with an air of spontaneous decision, Isaac fell in beside her and closed the door. Apparently he was going too. Which meant her chance to bluff, if she’d been considering it (she still wasn’t sure) was gone. Ironically, Isaac had sealed his own fate. Now they were going to Micah’s for sure.
 

Natasha looked through the window at Nicolai. Feeling bold, she waved, then turned from Isaac and delivered Micah’s address to the cab while her husband continued to plead his futile case beside her.

Chapter 5

Jason Whitlock stared at the small, pretty woman in front of him, her dark hair lifting in a light breeze. To Jason’s side was a brick wall. His boots stood on hard gray concrete. As he watched, the woman turned to look at him, a tortured look painted on her face. She held a heavy pipe in one hand — a weapon that Jason had allowed her to pick up after he’d stepped back, wary despite the centurion suit he was wearing. Micah had warned him about the girl, who Micah had called Kitty. She was deadly, Micah had said. Jason should keep his distance, ideally aiming a weapon, until she’d done what she had to do.
 

Kitty said, “Don’t make me do this.”
 

“Just get it over with,” he told her.
 

“
You
could do it. He’d be just as dead. I won’t stop you. You could make it quick. You have a gun. A
real
gun.” Her eyes — deep brown and pleading, not at all deadly-looking — locked on his. “Please.”
 

“Boss’s orders.”
 

Below her, kneeling with his lower legs crossed behind him as ordered, Thomas Stahl was begging for his life. He didn’t seem to know who to beg. He pled with Jason and Kitty both. Since this tense little stand-off had started, he’d vacillated between shouting and whimpering. Jason had tried to remain unaffected, but it was hard. He knew the two were friends, and he wasn’t so cold that he could get his head totally past it. What he was watching was heartbreaking, but Micah had ordered that she kill Stahl and Jason had already failed Micah twice. You didn’t get three strikes with Micah Ryan. As it stood, he wasn’t entirely sure he’d get away with two.
 

“I can’t do it,” she said.

The torment was killing Jason. He pulled his slamgun from its concealment and cocked it. The hammer on the gun did absolutely nothing. CP weapons were at least six or seven generations past the last guns that had required hammers to fire, but the designers continued to add them for effect. Nothing put an exclamation point on a sentence quite like the tiny noise of a cocking hammer, even in an age when it was nothing but bluster.
 

“I’m telling you, I can’t do it,” she repeated. Now she was crying.
Noah Fucking West.
 

Jason raised his gun. One way or another, this had to end. He wasn’t good with crying women or pleading subjects, and right now he had both. He wasn’t even good with killing people. Always hated it. He didn’t want this to happen either, but he wanted even less to end up in a box himself.
 

“Do it,” he said.

The woman seemed to focus, then put her other hand on the pipe. She raised it over her head.
 

Below her, Stahl raised his hands. “Jesus. Sweetheart. No. Don’t do it. Don’t. Please.”
 

She looked at Jason, the pipe now shaking. He twitched his gun, giving her just the one last chance. He knew she was an assassin. Making her kill Stahl was cold-blooded as fuck, but she could handle it. She’d done this kind of thing plenty before today. She had made her bed, and she’d have plenty of other men to lie in it with her.

Kitty inhaled and swung. Her eyes closed on the downward curve as she threw all of her enhanced strength behind it. Her speed made up for her small frame. The first blow glanced off of Doc’s right hand, snapping a finger the wrong way before striking him in the side of the face. He started to scream. Above him, chest heaving, Kitty raised the pipe and swung again, apparently eager to finish. The second blow split his scalp, still not knocking him out. Blood flew up and flecked the woman’s chest and face. This time, she screamed. It was nothing compared to Stahl’s wails. Jason wanted to turn away but couldn’t. He watched as she raised the pipe again. And again. And again. The pipe was heavy and Kitty was strong, so Jason was shocked at how many strikes it took to close Stahl’s eyes.
Seven
. It took seven hits before he went down and stayed down. After that she was just bashing a lifeless form, gasping and heaving and crying all at once, blood and gore on her cheeks, on her shirt, in her long, dark brown hair.
 

She turned toward Jason, her arms away from her sides and the bloody, hair-specked pipe in her right hand. Her face was a mask of blood. She looked at him with the fury of Hell, and Jason felt himself quail under her gaze, thankful he’d put some distance between them.

“There!”
she shouted, spittle flying from her lips. It didn’t clear her face but drooled down her chin instead, mingling with blood. When the liquid reached her chin, it hung like a bright pink balloon. “I’m fucking done! I hope you’re
motherfucking happy!”
She reared back and hurled the heavy pipe at him as hard as she could. It came at him spinning end over end, and he dove to miss it.
 

Jason felt a spike of anger, then reminded himself of what he’d just made her do. He stuffed it down, raising his gun again and training it on her chest. She looked ready to murder again, but he didn’t plan to give her a chance. He tossed her a pair of handcuffs and ordered her to cuff herself. He said he wanted to hear them click. When they clicked, he made her hold her hands up and show him that there was no gap between the edges of the cuffs and her small wrists. Then he told her to step back and kneel as Stahl had, with her lower legs crossed behind her.
 

Only then, with the woman neutralized, did Jason approach what looked like a sack of pulverized meat. He toed the limp pile, keeping Kitty in the corner of his sight. He looked for Stahl’s face but couldn’t find it. He poked the corpse further, looking first out of curiosity and then, eventually, out of confusion. The man
had
had a face, right? But then he realized that he’d been looking at Stahl’s former face the entire time and almost vomited. He made out a triangle of flesh that was probably once a nose. A deeper, pulpier cut was likely a mouth. He couldn’t see the corpse’s eyes, and didn’t really want to.

The woman, still boring holes in him with her eyes and panting, said, “Did I do it well enough for you?”

“Almost,” said Jason.
 

He took a step back to mind the splatter, then fired a shot through what used to be Doc Stahl’s head. His precautions against splatter were inadequate and his lower half was specked with blood as if a bomb had exploded. It didn’t matter. He was due to remove the clothes he’d draped over his Stark suit anyway, now that his time of laying low was over.
 

“Okay,” he said, looking toward Kitty. “Now here’s what I need you to do if you’re coming with me.”

After he finished the sentence, there was a beat of nothingness. It felt like his great grandfather’s record needle skipping in a groove. But the skip was uninteresting, and he paid it no mind. It happened again and again. But it was all so uninteresting.
 

Somehow, Jason later imagined, he must have finished his directions to Kitty. But in real time, a gray cloud rose from below and it all just kind of stopped mattering. His mind had seen the cloud twice before — first on the night of the concert riot and then again shortly before Kitty had killed Stahl. The cloud didn’t feel like a hole, or like missing time. It didn’t feel like anything. It was just a slip in which he’d forgotten unimportant details, as happened countless times every day, like when he found himself unable to remember what he’d had for breakfast the day before, or where he’d placed his hover keys.

That was the thing about the human brain. When you gave it something it didn’t understand, it drew its own conclusions. It was how people blocked incidents of abuse, how brain trauma patients could function after losing years of their lives and pick up where they’d left off as if no time had passed. It could cause a person to question the nature of reality. Was reality something truly objective, or did everyone have their own?

Chapter 6

When Kai sat up in Natasha Ryan’s immersion rig, all she could hear were bloodcurdling screams. Whitlock was still in the rig beside her, plugged in and silent enough to be sleeping. The office door was cracked. The screams were coming from outside.
 

She made it through the office door just in time to hear the screams cease and to get a face full of Doc Stahl. He was on top of her in the Ryans’ living room before she knew what was happening, his arms pinning hers to the floor and his not-unsubstantial weight on her chest and pelvis. Behind him, Kai could see Doc’s rig and the unoccupied one beside it, Doc’s inputs sticking up at the head of the thing like the legs of a dead spider.
 

“Fucking bitch!”
Doc screamed. Spit flew from his lips and struck her in the face.

Nicolai rushed forward and grabbed Doc by the shoulders. He was trying to pull Doc off Kai, but Doc was too strong. Nicolai, however, turned out to be the better grappler. He easily off-balanced Doc and rolled him to the Ryans’ polished wood floor, Nicolai now becoming the man on top.
 

“Goddammit, lie still!” Nicolai shouted. “Let it pass!”
 

Doc drew three slow, shambling breaths, then threw Nicolai away from him in a burst of ill temper. Kai watched, thinking that Nicolai had let Doc toss him to vent steam. But he would be okay now; Doc was past the precipice and coming down fast.
 

Doc glared at Kai as if she’d just beaten the shit out of him with a pipe. Which, of course, she had.
 

“Do you have
any
fucking idea how much that hurt?” He met Kai’s eyes, then turned to stare into the office at the rig he’d been on a moment earlier. “What kind of sick shit is that?”
 

“I’m sorry,” said Kai, standing and brushing herself off. “But let’s try to remember that I just saved your life.”
 

“Fuck you!”
 

Doc hawked and spat. The blob of spit struck the wood floor and huddled up into a dome on the floor’s thick coat of synthetic wax. It didn’t matter; Kai was planning to have the Ryans’ bots do some housekeeping after they left anyway. Given the way she’d been able to roll back the canvas’s clock back to yesterday — a time when Nicolai’s ID gave him valid clearance to enter the apartment — she could easily hack the cleaning system and make it forgetful.
 

“That was harder for me than you think,” she said, getting to her feet. And it had been, too. Dark fantasies aside, 24 hours since her spin on the Orion had been enough time to convince herself that high-end immersion couldn’t possibly have been as real as she remembered it. But what she’d just experienced
had
been real — as real as right now — and killing Doc in a virtual world hadn’t been any easier than killing him in the actual one would have been. She’d felt the weight of the pipe in her hands. She’d felt the way each strike telegraphed through her bones. She’d heard the crunch of his skull, then how his body yielded too much on the following swing. She’d felt the draft in the alley as it ran through her hair. She’d been in the real version of that alley an hour earlier, and where she’d been a moment ago had been exactly the same.
Exactly
. For a moment, coming out of the rig, she’d had a moment of vertigo, not knowing one world from the other. And on the heels of that thought, a frightening thing occurred to her: if you were immersed and someone programmed the simulation to seem to end when it actually hadn’t ended, you’d never know. A person could live the rest of her life inside without realizing she wasn’t in the real world.
 

“Oh, I’ll
bet
it was hard, sunshine. Just as hard as it was for me. You could have at least warned me.”
 

“You heard me tell Nicolai to put us on the city map in the alley down from the Starbucks. I told you I was going to ask the simulation for a pipe, and that you had to let me beat you to death with it. Where was I unclear?”
 

“You should have asked it for a fake Doc Stahl when you asked for the pipe.”
 

“I don’t think it has you in the database,” said Kai.

Doc cracked his neck one way, then the other. He shook out his arms. “Hell. I didn’t know it was going to be like
that
. Shouldn’t there be failsafes on shit like this? Pain preventers or something?”
 

“Maybe Natasha and Isaac are into S&M,” said Nicolai. “Maybe they turned the pain up.”
 

Doc looked into the office as if it had tried to bite him. Which, really, it kind of had.
 

“Shit. Well, anyway. How’s your boy?” He jerked his chin toward the other office, where Whitlock was still motionless in the rig. “You think he bought it?”
 

Kai nodded. “I think so. He was there with us, and his brain will plug the holes on either side of the memory. He saw it happen. He even shot you at the end, just to be sure.”
 

“Oh I know,” said Doc. “I felt it. The rig didn’t stop feeding me shit after I died. And let me tell you: getting your head blown off?” He made a thumb and forefinger circle.
“Fan-fucking-tastic.”
 

After making sure that Doc and Kai weren’t going to tear each other’s heads off, Nicolai walked into Isaac’s office, then Natasha’s. He came back out, motioning at the others to make haste.