Authors: Agatha Christie
D
oncaster!
I shall, I think, remember that 11th of September all my life.
Indeed, whenever I see a mention of the St. Leger my mind flies automatically not to horse racing but to murder.
When I recall my own sensations, the thing that stands out most is a sickening sense of insufficiency. We were hereâon the spotâPoirot, myself, Clarke, Fraser, Megan Barnard, Thora Grey and Mary Drower, and in the last resort
what could any of us do?
We were building on a forlorn hopeâon the chance of recognizing amongst a crowd of thousands of people a face or figure imperfectly seen on an occasion one, two or three months back.
The odds were in reality greater than that. Of us all, the only person likely to make such a recognition was Thora Grey.
Some of her serenity had broken down under the strain. Her calm, efficient manner was gone. She sat twisting her hands together, almost weeping, appealing incoherently to Poirot.
“I never really looked at himâ¦Why didn't I? What a fool
I was. You're depending on me, all of youâ¦and I shall let you down. Because even if I did see him again I mightn't recognize him. I've got a bad memory for faces.”
Poirot, whatever he might say to me, and however harshly he might seem to criticize the girl, showed nothing but kindness now. His manner was tender in the extreme. It struck me that Poirot was no more indifferent to beauty in distress than I was.
He patted her shoulder kindly.
“Now then,
petite,
not the hysteria. We cannot have that. If you should see this man you would recognize him.”
“How do you know?”
“Oh, a great many reasonsâfor one, because the red succeeds the black.”
“What do you mean, Poirot?” I cried.
“I speak the language of the tables. At roulette there may be a long run on the blackâbut in the end
red must turn up
. It is the mathematical laws of chance.”
“You mean that luck turns?”
“Exactly, Hastings. And that is where the gambler (and the murderer, who is, after all, only a supreme kind of gambler since what he risks is not his money but his life) often lacks intelligent anticipation. Because he
has
won he thinks he will
continue
to win! He does not leave the tables in good time with his pocket full. So in crime the murderer who is successful
cannot conceive the possibility of not being successful!
He takes to
himself
all the credit for a successful performanceâbut I tell you, my friends, however carefully planned, no crime can be successful without luck!”
“Isn't that going rather far?” demurred Franklin Clarke.
Poirot waved his hands excitedly.
“No, no. It is an even chance, if you like, but it
must
be in your favour. Consider! It might have happened that someone enters Mrs. Ascher's shop just as the murderer is leaving. That person might have thought of looking behind the counter, have seen the dead womanâand either laid hands on the murderer straight away or else been able to give such an accurate description of him to the police that he would have been arrested forthwith.”
“Yes, of course, that's possible,” admitted Clarke. “What it comes to is that a murderer's got to take a chance.”
“Precisely. A murderer is always a gambler. And, like many gamblers, a murderer often does not know when to stop. With each crime his opinion of his own abilities is strengthened. His sense of proportion is warped. He does not say âI have been clever
and lucky!
' No, he says only âI have been clever!' And his opinion of his cleverness grows and then,
mes amis,
the ball spins, and the run of colour is overâit drops into a new number and the croupier calls out â
Rouge
.'”
“You think that will happen in this case?” asked Megan, drawing her brows together in a frown.
“It
must
happen sooner or later! So far
the luck has been with the criminal
âsooner or later it must turn and be with us. I believe that it
has
turned! The clue of the stockings is the beginning. Now, instead of everything going
right
for him, everything will go
wrong
for him! And he, too, will begin to make mistakesâ¦.”
“I will say you're heartening,” said Franklin Clarke. “We all need a bit of comfort. I've had a paralysing feeling of helplessness ever since I woke up.”
“It seems to me highly problematical that we can accomplish anything of practical value,” said Donald Fraser.
Megan rapped out:
“Don't be a defeatist, Don.”
Mary Drower, flushing up a little, said:
“What I say is, you never know. That wicked fiend's in this place, and so are weâand after all, you do run up against people in the funniest way sometimes.”
I fumed:
“If only we could do something more.”
“You must remember, Hastings, that the police are doing everything reasonably possible. Special constables have been enrolled. The good Inspector Crome may have the irritating manner, but he is a very able police officer, and Colonel Anderson, the Chief Constable, is a man of action. They have taken the fullest measures for watching and patrolling the town and the race course. There will be plainclothesmen everywhere. There is also the press campaign. The public is fully warned.”
Donald Fraser shook his head.
“He'll never attempt it, I'm thinking,” he said more hopefully. “The man would just be mad!”
“Unfortunately,” said Clarke dryly, “he is mad! What do you think, M. Poirot? Will he give it up or will he try to carry it through?”
“In my opinion the strength of his obsession is such that he
must
attempt to carry out his promise! Not to do so would be to admit failure, and that his insane egoism would never allow. That, I may say, is also Dr. Thompson's opinion. Our hope is that he may be caught in the attempt.”
Donald shook his head again.
“He'll be very cunning.”
Poirot glanced at his watch. We took the hint. It had been agreed that we were to make an all-day session of it, patrolling as many streets as possible in the morning, and later, stationing ourselves at various likely points on the race course.
I say “we.” Of course, in my own case such a patrol was of little avail since I was never likely to have set eyes on A B C. However, as the idea was to separate so as to cover as wide an area as possible I had suggested that I should act as escort to one of the ladies.
Poirot had agreedâI am afraid with somewhat of a twinkle in his eye.
The girls went off to get their hats on. Donald Fraser was standing by the window looking out, apparently lost in thought.
Franklin Clarke glanced over at him, then evidently deciding that the other was too abstracted to count as a listener, he lowered his voice a little and addressed Poirot.
“Look here, M. Poirot. You went down to Churston, I know, and saw my sister-in-law. Did she sayâor hintâI meanâdid she suggest at allâ?”
He stopped, embarrassed.
Poirot answered with a face of blank innocence that aroused my strongest suspicions.
“
Comment?
Did your sister-in-law say, hint, or suggestâwhat?”
Franklin Clarke got rather red.
“Perhaps you think this isn't a time for butting in with personal thingsâ”
“Du tout!”
“But I feel I'd like to get things quite straight.”
“An admirable course.”
This time I think Clarke began to suspect Poirot's bland face of concealing some inner amusement. He ploughed on rather heavily.
“My sister-in-law's an awfully nice womanâI've been very fond of her alwaysâbut of course she's been ill some timeâand in that kind of illnessâbeing given drugs and all thatâone tends toâwell, to
fancy
things about people!”
“Ah?”
By now there was no mistaking the twinkle in Poirot's eye.
But Franklin Clarke, absorbed in his diplomatic task, was past noticing it.
“It's about ThoraâMiss Grey,” he said.
“Oh, it is of Miss Grey you speak?” Poirot's tone held innocent surprise.
“Yes. Lady Clarke got certain ideas in her head. You see, ThoraâMiss Grey is well, rather a goodlooking girlâ”
“Perhapsâyes,” conceded Poirot.
“And women, even the best of them, are a bit catty about other women. Of course, Thora was invaluable to my brotherâhe always said she was the best secretary he ever hadâand he was very fond of her, too. But it was all perfectly straight and aboveboard. I mean, Thora isn't the sort of girlâ”
“No?” said Poirot helpfully.
“But my sister-in-law got it into her head to beâwellâjealous, I suppose. Not that she ever showed anything. But after Car's death, when there was a question of Miss Grey staying onâwell, Charlotte cut up rough. Of course, it's partly the illness and the morphia and all thatâNurse Capstick says soâshe says we mustn't blame Charlotte for getting these ideas into her headâ”
He paused.
“Yes?”
“What I want you to understand, M. Poirot, is that there isn't anything in it at all. It's just a sick woman's imaginings. Look here”âhe fumbled in his pocketâ“here's a letter I received from my brother when I was in the Malay States. I'd like you to read it because it shows exactly what terms they were on.”
Poirot took it. Franklin came over beside him and with a pointing finger read some of the extracts out loud.
“âthings go on here much as usual. Charlotte is moderately free from pain. I wish one could say more. You may remember Thora Grey? She is a dear girl and a greater comfort to me than I can tell you. I should not have known what to do through this bad time but for her. Her sympathy and interest are unfailing. She has an exquisite taste and flair for beautiful things and shares my passion for Chinese art. I was indeed lucky to find her. No daughter could be a closer or more sympathetic companion. Her life had been a difficult and not always a happy one, but I am glad to feel that here she has a home and true affection.
“You see,” said Franklin, “
that's
how my brother felt to her. He thought of her like a daughter. What I feel so unfair is the fact that the moment my brother is dead, his wife practically turns her out of the house! Women really are devils, M. Poirot.”
“Your sister-in-law is ill and in pain, remember.”
“I know. That's what I keep saying to myself. One mustn't judge her. All the same, I thought I'd show you this. I don't want you to get a false impression of Thora from anything Lady Clarke may have said.”
Poirot returned the letter.
“I can assure you,” he said, smiling, “that I never permit myself to get false impressions from anything anyone tells me. I form my own judgments.”
“Well,” said Clarke, stowing away the letter. “I'm glad I showed it to you anyway. Here come the girls. We'd better be off.”
As we left the room, Poirot called me back.
“You are determined to accompany the expedition, Hastings?”
“Oh, yes. I shouldn't be happy staying here inactive.”
“There is activity of mind as well as body, Hastings.”
“Well, you're better at it than I am,” I said.
“You are incontestably right, Hastings. Am I correct in supposing that you intend to be a cavalier to one of the ladies?”
“That was the idea.”
“And which lady did you propose to honour with your company?”
“WellâIâerâhadn't considered yet.”
“What about Miss Barnard?”
“She's rather the independent type,” I demurred.
“Miss Grey?”
“Yes. She's better.”
“I find you, Hastings, singularly though transparently dishonest! All along you had made up your mind to spend the day with your blonde angel!”
“Oh, really, Poirot!”
“I am sorry to upset your plans, but I must request you to give your escort elsewhere.”
“Oh, all right. I think you've got a weakness for that Dutch doll of a girl.”
“The person you are to escort is Mary Drowerâand I must request you not to leave her.”
“But, Poirot, why?”
“Because, my dear friend, her name begins with a D. We must take no chances.”
I saw the justice of his remark. At first it seemed far-fetched, but then I realized that if A B C had a fanatical hatred of Poirot, he might very well be keeping himself informed of Poirot's movements. And in that case the elimination of Mary Drower might strike him as a very pat fourth stroke.
I promised to be faithful to my trust.
I went out leaving Poirot sitting in a chair near the window.
In front of him was a little roulette wheel. He spun it as I went out of the door and called after me:
“
Rouge
âthat is a good omen, Hastings. The luck, it turns!”
B
elow his breath Mr. Leadbetter uttered a grunt of impatience as his next-door neighbour got up and stumbled clumsily past him, dropping his hat over the seat in front, and leaning over to retrieve it.
All this at the culminating moment of
Not a Sparrow,
that all-star, thrilling drama of pathos and beauty that Mr. Leadbetter had been looking forward to seeing for a whole week.
The golden-haired heroine, played by Katherine Royal (in Mr. Leadbetter's opinion the leading film actress in the world), was just giving vent to a hoarse cry of indignation:
“Never. I would sooner starve. But I shan't starve. Remember those words:
not a sparrow falls
â”
Mr. Leadbetter moved his head irritably from right to left. People! Why on earth people couldn't wait till the
end
of a filmâ¦And to leave at this soul-stirring moment.
Ah, that was better. The annoying gentleman had passed on and out. Mr. Leadbetter had a full view of the screen and of Kath
erine Royal standing by the window in the Van Schreiner Mansion in New York.
And now she was boarding the trainâthe child in her armsâ¦What curious trains they had in Americaânot at all like English trains.
Ah, there was Steve again in his shack in the mountainsâ¦.
The film pursued its course to its emotional and semi-religious end.
Mr. Leadbetter breathed a sigh of satisfaction as the lights went up.
He rose slowly to his feet, blinking a little.
He never left the cinema very quickly. It always took him a moment or two to return to the prosaic reality of everyday life.
He glanced round. Not many people this afternoonânaturally. They were all at the races. Mr. Leadbetter did not approve of racing nor of playing cards nor of drinking nor of smoking. This left him more energy to enjoy going to the pictures.
Everyone was hurrying towards the exit. Mr. Leadbetter prepared to follow suit. The man in the seat in front of him was asleepâslumped down in his chair. Mr. Leadbetter felt indignant to think that anyone could sleep with such a drama as
Not a Sparrow
going on.
An irate gentleman was saying to the sleeping man whose legs were stretched out blocking the way:
“Excuse
me,
sir.”
Mr. Leadbetter reached the exit. He looked back.
There seemed to be some sort of commotion. A commissionaireâ¦a little knot of peopleâ¦Perhaps that man in front of him was dead drunk and not asleepâ¦.
He hesitated and then passed outâand in so doing missed the sensation of the dayâa greater sensation even than Not Half winning the St. Leger at 85 to 1.
The commissionaire was saying:
“Believe you're right, sirâ¦He's illâ¦Whyâwhat's the matter, sir?”
The other had drawn away his hand with an exclamation and was examining a red sticky smear.
“Bloodâ¦.”
The commissionaire gave a stifled exclamation.
He had caught sight of the corner of something yellow projecting from under the seat.
“Gor blimey!” he said.
“It's a bâA B C.”