Authors: Jamie Buxton
“And you want me to come too?”
Flea was about to say that he would be fine on his own, then realized that he wouldn't. “Yes, please. Whatever happens, it would be good if you were with me.”
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The rickety scaffolding
that clung to the cliff wall creaked as Flea and Tesha climbed it. As they reached the top, Matta and Mari turned. Their dusty faces were streaked with tear tracks. Their hair was stiff with dust. The mother was sitting with her cheek pressed up against the entrance stone.
“I'm back,” Flea said.
“Who are you?” Matta sounded confused.
“It's the child,” Mari said. “He was with us when Yeshua died. He knew Jude. You must remember.”
“Oh. What does he want?”
Now that he was here, Flea found it hard to say the words. Tesha supplied them, brutally.
“You think he's coming back to life.”
Matta burst into tears. Mari closed her eyes and shook her head. “Who have you been talking to?” she asked.
“He found it out all by himself.” Tesha put her hand on Flea's shoulder and looked at Mari with disdain. “Is it true?”
“True? Is he here? Is he singing? Is he dancing?” Mari said defiantly. Then her shoulders slumped. “Shim came and told us. He said that's why they all stayed away. They didn't want to attract the attention of the Temple or the Romans. I don't know whether to believe them or not.”
“But it's happened before,” Flea said. “It happened in Bethany, to a man called Eleazar. Yeshua brought him back to life after he'd been dead for three days and now he's going to do it for himself. He's got the power. That's what everyone's betting on: the followers, his uncle Yusuf ⦠He's coming back to life and he's going toâ”
“End this world, create a new one, and rule in glory.” The old woman spoke for the first time. “He had been dreaming of it since he was fifteen.”
“But the city! The people! What's going to happen to them?” Flea said. “I don't want to die and come back to life! I don't want to be ruled by him or anyone else!”
“You've got to be ruled by someone,” the old woman said. “Wouldn't you rather be ruled by the son of God?”
Flea thought of the Temple. The echoing courts, the great empty Sanctuary, the fire altar, the slaughtered lambs, the blood. “No,” he said.
Mari stamped her feet. “But it's all nonsense. We knew Laz and his fool of a sister as well as anyone. He never died! He stank because he never washed and he looked half-dead because he never ate unless his idiot sister fed him like a baby. She was desperate and asked Yeshua to help. Yeshua's brilliant idea was that they should bury him aliveâhe was halfway to death anywayâbecause if he saw what it was really like to die, he might pull himself together. That was all the plan was meant to be until Mat and Shim got hold of the story and started spinning a yarn, claiming that Eleazar had really died and Yeshua had really brought him back to life.”
“There's a Roman spy who wanted to find out what his secret was so he could use its power,” Flea said.
“Yeshua never had power,” Mari said. “Not that sort anyway.”
“I saw it,” Flea said. “One of my gang couldn't talk and Yesh cured him.”
Mari's expression hovered between pity and impatience. “Kids like you, a moment's attention makes a difference. It's no bad thingâI don't think that for a minuteâbut it's no big secret either, no great power. Be kind to each other instead of cruel and the world's already a different place. Yesh knew that. He should have stopped there.”
“That's it?” Flea asked. “Just, âBe nice'?”
Mari gave him a level look. “It's hard enough, believe me. Do you know what I am?”
Flea shook his head, though he had an idea.
“I give myself to men,” she said. “So I know bodies. I know flesh. I know what can come back to life and what can't. Yeshuaâmy dear, sweet, kind, stubborn, clever, impossible Yeshuaâis beyond bringing back.” She smiled sadly at Tesha, who had been standing very still all the while, trying to make it look like she wasn't staring. “I was like you once, sweetheart. A pretty little girl. I became a prostitute so I didn't starve to death. But there was a trade-off. Hunger wasn't killing me but little by little the work was. You know, I tried to drag Yeshua into bed the first time I met him.”
“I tried to rob him,” Flea said.
Mari gave him a quick smile. “He just looked at me nicelyâyour wordâand said, âLet's do this the other way.' He meant,
Let's do love the other way
. He meant,
You don't have to sell yourself to me
. He meant,
I love you anyway because you're you
. He meant,
There could be a world made of people being kind to each other and this could be the start of it
.” She paused. “But why couldn't he have just left it at that? Why do men always have to bring death into it? And power? And destiny? And movements and leaders and followers? Or maybe I'm just tired. Or maybe it's the only way things get done. I mean, we're angry enough with that fat, pompous uncle of his but at least he got him buried.”
“What?” Flea said.
“Of course we did the women's workâwashing that poor, torn bodyâbut after that we were kept well away. Yusuf owned the tomb, so he took care of it. How could he? How could they?”
Grief replaced anger, and her howl seemed to tear away the last shreds of her dignity. She collapsed, crawling over to the mother and curling up so her head was in the older woman's lap.
Tesha tugged at Flea's arm. “We should go,” she whispered.
Flea shook his head. “We're missing something.”
“What?”
“I don't know. It's like a big hole. It's there but it's not there. What's there but not there? Tesha. Help me.”
“There and not there? Is that a riddle?”
“Not a riddle. But like a riddle!”
“A trick, then? What are you talking about?”
Flea's mind blazed. “A trick. He loved tricks. That's it! Hunt the king! You put down three beakers, move them around and ask the crowd which one of them has got the coin under it. But what's the trick? What is the only way it could work every time?”
“I don't know,” Tesha said, “because I have no idea what you're talking about.”
Mari lifted her head. “People called him a king, like David and Solomon. What are you thinking?”
Flea closed his eyes and thought. “When he pretended to pull coins from people's ears, was there really money in their head?”
“No.”
“Then why on earth did I ever think there was a coin under the beaker? How could I have been so thick? It's misdirection. There's no coin under the beaker and there's no body in the tomb! Hunt the king! That's what we've got to do!”
Now Mari and Matta were on their feet.
“I should have known.” Flea slapped his forehead with his palm. “I learned it when I was a grave robber. Kings always had two tombs: one that looked like a real royal tomb and another, secret one. The robbers were meant to go for the big tomb but the body and the grave goodsâthe treasureâwere in the secret one. Did you actually see him buried?”
“No, like I said. It was his uncle Yusuf. Are you saying⦔ Mari gestured to the tomb mouth blocked by the big rock but was interrupted by a piercing whistle from the cliffs above. Big was waving and pointing to the floor of the quarry, where a small procession was approaching: the followers, led by Mat and Shim.
Then Yesh's mother said, “The earth will eat us,” and the ground started to shake.
The scaffold trembled, knocking Mari against Flea. He threw himself flat as she rolled past him. She threw out a hand and he just managed to grab her as she fell from the platform. For a heartbeat she was hanging on to Flea and he was gripping the splintery wood of the platform, which was rocking and swaying like a tree in the wind. Flea felt her weight begin to drag him over, then a thin, tattooed hand snapped down onto Mari's wrist and held on long enough for her to swing her legs back onto the platform.
Flea found himself looking into the shrewd eyes of Yesh's mother, peering out from under her headscarf. “Not the first time she tried to get a man in trouble,” she said. “This time it was your turn to rescue her.”
As Mari hauled herself up, Matta gave a quiet cry and pointed to the tomb.
The earth tremor had shaken the round stone that blocked the entrance. It had rolled away and left a gap big enough for a man to walk through.
“It's a sign!” Matta cried.
Flea stood shakily. The tomb's roof must have cracked, letting in light. Inside, a shadow moved.
Through the gap left by the round stone, a hand appeared.
It was clean, and the wrist, where the grave robe fell back, was hairy. Mari fell to her knees. Matta screamed. Flea felt as if his entire skin was shrinking. It lifted his hair and stretched his mouth and eyes wide open.
“Is it time?” a voice asked. “It is time.”
Gray light fell on a figure, dressed in white, taller than Yeshua ever was and better formed.
“What does it mean?” the mother asked in a cracked voice. “Is it my son? Is it my son?”
It was Yesh and it wasn't Yesh. It was man and it was not man. It was there and then nothing was, because the earth shook again, the scaffold cracked, and everything changed as the dust rose and the sun broke through the low cloud and turned the air golden.
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Although the world did not end,
although the city did not rise and throw out the hated Romans, although beggars did not become kings and the dead did not dance in the streets, they all heard about Yeshua in the days and weeks that followed. He had been seen again at the tombs, bathed in light and robed in glory. His followers had been approached by a stranger out walking and, guess what? It had turned out to be him.
Or Him.
You could touch His woundsâyou could even put your hand right inside His body if you dared. His blood could cure anything, if only you could drink it. He floated. He flew. Finally, He was taken up to heaven in a flaming chariot. Then His followers went north and took the stories with them.
The stories made Flea smile. He remembered how he had first imagined the magician when he came to the city, and although he'd lost his appetite for making up stories of massacres and world-saving heroics, he had told a particularly fine tale to the Grinderman.
The old knife sharpener had been setting up his grinding wheel on the street near the fountain where Flea used to get the water for the gang.
“Hey, Grindermanâgot anything for me?” Flea called out. “Any gossip? Any news?” He threw him a copper coin.
The Grinderman caught it and pretended to faint. “Heard one about a flea,” the Grinderman called back. “Bit a lot of people, and when they tried to squish him he just hopped away.”
This made Flea feel very happy. “Here's one for you. You know that old magician that got himself crucified? They say his blood's magic after all. One drop will cure any disease. Two drops and you live forever. Yusuf the Merchant's hanging on to the body. Going to make himself another fortune.”
The Grinderman winked and tapped his long nose with a dirty finger.
Within hours a mob had gathered outside Yusuf's palace, calling for Yeshua's blood. They broke in, wrecked the place, set it on fire, then set off to loot his warehouses. Yusuf escaped with his life, but not much else.
Flea felt it was justice of a sort. He had gone to see Yusuf just as soon as the earth had stopped shaking and they'd stopped running from the tombs, screaming like a bunch of babies. Flea had led the boys and Tesha into the city through the Dead Streets and then headed straight for Yusuf's palace: Flea to get answers, the others to beg for food.
The city was rank.
All the people who should have left after the feast were still squatting in their makeshift shelters, huddled in doorways, staring out of windows.
They looked angry. Bored. Confused.
Fathers guarded their families with knives and lengths of wood. The streets stank of human waste, rotting food, smoke. On one corner two men screamed at each other, one saying it was the end of the world, the earthquake proved it, they should all go to the Temple and make sacrifices. The other man was shouting that they should band together, attack the Temple, raid its coffers, get back some of the money they'd been pumping into it all these years. Each man seemed to have supporters, who knotted together into sides â¦
Flea led the gang through the slums and into the Upper City. Earthquake damage showed more starkly in the wide, empty streets: jagged cracks in walls, broken tiles in the streets, breaks in the smooth paving where the ground had heaved. At Yusuf's palace one of the doors was off its hinges. The children peered in. Water from the fountain gushed over the marble flagstones and drained through gaps in the slabs. The place seemed deserted.
“Smash and Grab should get to the kitchens and take as much as they can,” Flea said. “I'm going up.”
He pointed to the steps that led to the banqueting hall and the main bulk of the palace. Tesha and Big came with himâTesha because they did most things together now, Big because he was unimaginatively brave.
They found Yusuf up two more flights of stairs, in a small tower room that looked out over the city. He was there with another man who looked forgettable, though Flea knew him only too well.
Swags of flesh drooped from Yusuf's face. His beard was untrimmed and his blue robe with the golden stars was crumpled.
“What are you doing here?” he barked.
“We came from the tombs,” Flea said.
“All the people were meant to be there to bear witness, but the city's on lockdown. They were meant to rise up. It's too late, isn't it?”