Authors: Jordan Silver
The motel
clerk started giving me shit until I threatened his ass and he passed over the
key.
She was balled
up on the bed crying while her friend sat in the chair next to her trying to
calm her down. They both jumped and turned when I opened the door and walked
in. I saw the look of relief on the young man’s face and that saved his ass
from an ass beating.
“You drive her
car here?”
“Yes sir.”
“Head home
I’ve got it from here.” He looked down at her and then back at me before
grabbing the keys from the table and leaving.
She still
hadn’t said anything as yet but I could tell she’d been crying, walking over I
took the seat the boy had just left.
“Why?”
Her mouth
moved but no words came out; she swallowed and cried harder shredding the
tissue in her hands before trying again.
“You didn’t
want us.” She looked at me from beneath her lashes then.
“Are you out
of your fucking mind? You want to be treated like an adult and these are the
kind of decisions you make? What were you going to do Dominique?”
“Nothing I
promise I’d changed my mind we were just trying to figure out how to come back
I knew you were going to be upset when I didn’t come home I didn’t know what to
do but I was coming back I swear I couldn’t have gone through with it.”
“You came here
to kill my child give me one good reason why I shouldn’t hate you.”
“I wasn’t
gonna go through with it I swear, I thought you didn’t want us.” She swiped
beneath her nose as the tears flowed freely.
“Why would you
think that?”
“Last night,
you just left and you were so upset.”
“I told you I
had some stuff to do I was right downstairs for fuck sake.”
“Don’t yell at
me, don’t you see I’m scared?”
“And whose
fault is that? You made this decision on your own with no thought for me, or
what I might want and just because I needed one fucking night to think things
over you came here to to kill my fucking kid? Who the fuck are you?”
“I didn’t mean
it, I wouldn’t have done it, I just thought it was what you wanted.” I studied
her for the longest time not saying anything.
“Let’s get out
of here the whole damn town is looking for you I have to go let them know
you’re fine.”
I didn’t say anything at all to her on the way
home I had nothing to say, I’m sure she had come to her senses at some point
but the fact that she’d even thought of doing it fucked with my head. I called
the sheriff on the way back and let him know to call off the search I’m going
to have to make it up to that fucker somehow.
Back at home I
let her in the house and took her stuff.
“Did you eat?”
“I’m not
hungry.”
“You have to
eat if not for you then do it for the baby.”
I went into
the kitchen and made her some tea and soup and made her eat. She was withdrawn
and sullen but she ate while I watched.
“You ever do
some shit like this again Dominique we’re through I don’t care what excuses you
have you ever fuck up like this again we’re through what you were about to do
is…I can’t even put it into words.”
“I’m sorry, I
was just, I didn’t want to do it, I wouldn’t have done it.”
“I hope for
your sake that that’s true.”
“What do you
want me to do? You just turned away from me I thought it’s what you would
want.”
“I would never
want that; you know what I think? I think you’re a very naive little girl who
wants to play house.”
“That’s not
true at all I didn’t know what else to do.”
“Eat.” I made
myself a pot of coffee and sat down across from her, she kept her head down
refusing to look at me.
“Who is he?”
“What?”
“The kid in
the motel room with you, who is he?”
“Corey?”
“Yeah who is
he?”
“Just a friend
from school.”
“Why him?”
“What do you
mean?”
“Why wasn’t Tracy
the one with you?”
“I don’t know,
Corey said he’d take me.”
“Does he know
what you were there for?”
“No no one
knows I just told them I wasn’t feeling well and that I wanted to make sure I
wasn’t sick like before.”
“Look at me.”
I reached across the table to take her little hand in mine, I couldn’t help
remembering the young girl I’d brought him with me, the child who’d become so
ill and had depended on me for everything that first year we were together. I
had too many images of Dominique in my head and maybe that was the problem,
maybe I needed to see her as what she wanted to me to see, and what I so
desperately wanted her to be. Only then will I be able to move forward and
abandon the guilt completely.
She’d always
let it be known through her actions how she really felt; in the beginning I’d
believed her too young to know her mind, I’d brushed aside her attempts to get
closer. Was she ready for a man like me, could she be?
“Are you sure
this is what you really want sweetheart?”
“What do you mean?
If what is what I really want?”
“Me, us, the
baby, you do understand what that means don’t you? It would mean marriage to
me, it would mean you being stuck here with me for the rest of our lives; once
we make that jump there’s no going back babe. Do you understand that?”
If I’d had any
doubts before the look that came into her eyes cleared them all away. There was
hope and light and fuck me, love. She loved
me,
I
don’t think I’ve ever seen true love before until this moment sitting at this
hundred year old table with her hand clasped in mine.
“Yes I know
what it means and I want that more than anything else in the world.” She seemed
to be holding her breath as the pulse in her throat jumped. I held her eyes as
I studied her my thumb brushing back and forth across the palm of her hand.
“Come.” I kept
her hand in mine as she came around the table to me sitting on my lap.
“This is how
it all started.” I teased her softly.
She laughed shyly and hid her face in my neck
as I held her close. I could feel the runaway beating of her heart. I kissed
her hair, her face, every place I could reach.
“So be it
then.”
“You mean it?”
“Of course I
mean it have I ever lied to you?”
“No, you’ve
been honest to a fault.” She rolled her eyes at me.
“You’re such a
brat; so it looks like we have lot of decisions to make.”
“Um can we do
that tomorrow? I’m kind of tired it’s been a long day and besides I miss you.”
“I’m right
here baby.”
“But you
weren’t last night and I didn’t get to do this.”
She kissed me
shyly at first but when I didn’t pull away she deepened it her tongue entering
my mouth to play.
“Not here baby
the table’s too hard for you in your condition.” I picked her up and took her
up the stairs to my bed, our bed now. For the first time I found the patience
to undress her slowly, to treat her with care. We undressed each other between
kisses and soft touches before I laid her on the bed. Covering her body with
mine.
“Pretty soon I
won’t be able to lie on you like this.” I kissed my way down her body until I
reached her tummy where I kissed the place where my child slept. It finally hit
me, like a shot to the heart; she was carrying my child, a part of me was in
there right now how fucking outstanding was that?
I continued
down her body kissing her thighs softly, taking little nips out of her skin
until I reached my goal. I didn’t hesitate to sink my tongue deep into her, her
hands pulled on my hair asking me to love her with my mouth. With one finger
pushed inside her ass I ate her until she came in my mouth. I lifted up so I
could reach her mouth and kissed her deeply while teasing her wet slit with my
cock.
“Put me inside
you.”
She took me in
her hand and led me into her heat; I sank in inch by inch until I was buried
all the way inside her. Three strokes and I stopped, taking her face in my
hands I looked into her eyes.
“I love you, I
really love you more than I’ve ever loved anything or anyone in my life. I
promise to take care of you and him or her for as long as I live.” I reached
down between us and pressed my hand into her flat stomach gently before taking
her lips in a kiss.
We danced
slowly together our bodies heating up as our passions built. Those sweet loving
cries of hers made me feverish with need and I fucked harder my body calling
for more, needing more.
“I’m going to
fuck you hard now sweetie hold on to me.” Her arms came up around me and I let
go showing her with my body just how much I wanted and needed her until she
came with a sigh, her walls closing in around me, until I too found fulfillment
emptying my seed deep inside her.
“Boys get back
here.” Little heathens were just as hardheaded as their mom. The little bundle
in my arms kicked her feet and demanded to get down.
“You wanna go play
with your brothers?” I placed my little Michaela down on the ground in the
pasture so she could go run with her older brothers. Her mom sat on the picnic
blanket watching us with a smile, her hand rubbing the mound of her very
pregnant belly.
Keeping a keen
eye on my children I dropped down next to their mother.
“How’re you
feeling sweetheart?”
“We’re coming
right along, six days and counting.”
I leaned over
and kissed my baby; four kids in five years I couldn’t be happier. The twins
were four years old now, Caleb and Brady, two rough and tumble boys who were
joined one year later by a sister who had me wrapped completely around her
little finger. I was happier than I’d ever thought possible; my life with wife
and kids was more exciting than any assignment I’d ever been on. Where I’d once
believed that I would miss that life, that I’d never be able to settle down in
this place or find any pleasure in a life like this, I now couldn’t imagine my
life any other way. Couldn’t imagine a world without them without her loving
her, needing her, and holding her, waking up to that face everyday. I was
grateful for every day I had with them, for all the love and beauty they
brought to my life.
“Look at your
little hellion what is she doing?” I watched my daughter with love and
admiration in my heart, always trying to keep up with the boys.
“She’s trying
to climb that tree is what she’s doing.”
“Shit I better
go get her before she hurt herself.” I reached my little princess just in time
to save her from a fall.
“Daddy no.”
Those were her new favorite words ‘daddy no’.
“You can’t
climb up there Micki you’re too little.”
“Up.” She
lifted her arms up to me for me to lift her into the tree. Shit, I picked her
up and let her reach her hand to the low hanging leaves and that seemed to
satisfy her. My boys were playing cowboys and Indians with their little twig
pistols. The sun was shining brightly in the midday sky as I heard the sound of
an engine shutting off signaling the arrival of Tracy and her husband Corey
with their two boys, coming to join us for our weekly family picnic. Life is
good, it’s complete, there’s not a day that go by when I don’t say a prayer of
thanks that my little tease hadn’t given up.
THE END
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