Authors: Cait London
He saw his hand reaching for her hair, to ease the pen from over her ear, to smooth back her hair. It seemed only natural to release that twisted bundle of silky hair, to rub her scalp gently with his fingertips. He'd always been able to touch Carly in a way that soothed her and that pleasured himâ¦.
Tangled in his thoughts about the softness of that one moment as she passed him, Tucker began to toy with her silky hair. He lifted the strands to watch the fading sunlight from the window catch the different shades. When Carly sighed deeply, slowly, his fingertips found her scalp, massaging gently.
The first long, soft, erotic purr staked his steel-toe boots to the floor and sent every one of his muscles into hard alert. The next sound simulated a woman beginning her orgasm. Carly angled her head for more, and the very long purring sound caused his throat to dry.
The image of a frisky, just discovered oh-my sex, young Carly flashed across his mind. After they'd made it through that first long week of him coaxing her into lovemaking, Carly was fast and hot, zapping him into a warm boneless mass with a silly grin. He hadn't minded a bit that he'd had to initiate every seduction, but he'd wondered how it would be to have her actually set to seduce him.
Carly had always been a fast learner and a fast runner. These sounds came from a woman who savored a slow, intense sexual climb, waiting there for every particle of pleasure, and the soft fall to earthâ¦. She had probably learned the art of seduction from other menâ¦.
Tucker's hands tightened. She'd probably learned a few thingsâand not from him. He tilted her head, so that she looked up and back at him. “So, did Gary call?”
It took a minute for her drowsy expression to clear and then she frowned, jerking her head away from him. She stood slowly and faced him, her arms crossed in front of her. She took her time in answering. “You knew exactly what you were doing when you answered the telephone this morning. No, he hasn't called. You've probably ruined the only chance I've got to nab him. He's everything you aren't, and everything I want.
He's sensitive.
”
“Big boy,” Livingston added.
Tucker leaned down to Carly, making certain she didn't mistake his expression for kindness and understanding. “I told you to get out.”
“You told me to do what I had to do. This is it. I had work to do and I'm not ready to turn everything Anna Belle loved over to a squatter.”
“Squatter” echoed his previous thoughts about Carly, and began a headache that had moved up from his southerly parts, started by the scramble on the bed this morning and her orgasmic crooning.
Tucker threw up his hands. “I'm getting an aspirin and when I come back, you'd better be hauling stuff out that front door.”
“Make me. You are not renegotiating at this point. You told me to do what I had to do, and I am. That's the deal. No post-agreement amendments.”
After a minute of deciding just what he could do with Carly, Tucker had no definite course. He didn't trust himself where Carly was concerned. Tucker left the battlefield and marched into his bathroom. He jerked open the medicine cabinet to find it stuffed with feminine facial creams and cleansers, cosmetics, an eyelash curler, pills for “that time of the month,” and a tiny pink razor. He closed the cabinet door to find a big circular magnifying mirror that had been stuck to the mirror. The image of his two huge, glaring eyes shot back at him.
He held still and surveyed Carly's invasion of his thinking-space and library. Bottles of women's shampoo and bathing items ran across the window ledge in the shower. “Give Carly an inch and she'll take a mile,” he heard himself growl.
Anna Belle's frog planter sat on the back of the toilet stool, replacing his library magazines.
And the seat was down.
Tucker grabbed the fluffy white net-thing that hung from the showerhead, crushed it in his fist and stalked out to see Carly. She hadn't moved. He was finished with words and unsettled warm-soft emotions sneaking in to confuse him. He tossed the fluffy net-thing at her face, but she caught it. Tucker noted that her catching hand and reflexes were still good, and picked up the telephone receiver. He punched in a number. “Norma? There's a trespasser in my house. Come get her.”
“I
cannot believe you actually called Norma.”
Tucker showed his teeth in a cold smile. They gleamed in his late-day approaching stubble. Carly had always distrusted that smile, because it was his “gotcha” smirky look. Sometimes in their dating, it had been matched by the warmth in his eyes. But this time, his eyes were as silver as a cold steel blade. “You've got a few minutes. Norma's car is at Jimmy's getting a new battery. She doesn't think it looks right to make official calls in his wrecker and she's hurrying him. It's Saturday, and Jimmy doesn't like coming in to work on his day off. You'd better start packing your things. Get that junk out of my bathroom.”
Carly hurled her bath scrub-net at his face and it bounced to the floor. She'd lost almost an hour sobbing over the shoebox of valentines she'd discovered in her search for the diary. Tucker had kept every valentine from her and no one else. Her handwriting on the back had been crossed out by a big black marker. His adult masculine script had graded every one, from “Not bad for a first attempt at spelling my name” to “Pure Mush Stuff” to “She didn't mean a word of it.”
Carly had closed the shoebox carefully. She didn't want Tucker to know that she had seen inside his deep pain. The insight that she had hurt him deeply, that the smell and stain on the valentines was definitely beer and that she'd driven him to drink had upset her for another hour.
She'd lost years because no one seemed to fit her like Tuckerâwhen he was a teen and sweet, her first love. She just knew she could do better on a second or third love, but they never came.
He
was the reasonâthe man standing in front of her, all six-foot-two of big, stubborn, in-her-face ex-husband.
“I'm not taking your bad mood, Ms. Hot-Shot Redford,” Tucker warned too quietly. “If Gary didn't call, that's between you and him. But then, maybe he's seen the light of dayâand he's lucky to escape.”
“How dare you!”
This was the same old infuriating Tucker, who had changed from the sweetheart-friend into a demanding and sulking husband, one who ran every time they needed an intimate, resolving talk.
Tucker moved to the front door and opened it. “You're getting all worked up, Carly. Maybe Gary didn't call because he knows you've got a wildfire temper. Maybe all he knows is those sounds you make like you're having a long, slowâ”
She couldn't bear to let her ex-husband know how she'd never had sex with another man, that somehow, just at the wrong moment, Tucker had managed to ruin everythingâand he wouldn't even be close! Tucker was always there, even when he wasn't!
Carly shivered a little and her hand shot out to fist Tucker's shirt. “I was dead-tired and my eyeballs felt like they'd fall out, so I relaxed a bit. My scalp is not an erogenous zone,” she lied, because she'd just discovered that it was.
She tugged him close enough to look up and frighten him with a glare. Tucker's blue eyes were starting to get the look that said, “You're so funny when you're worked up.”
He reached up and slowly rubbed her scalp. “See how long you can take this and then we'll talk.”
She would not give him one sound of ecstasy. She was a sophisticated career woman, who ran an office staff and negotiated with big business. She'd carved her way in a competitive field, and she was not letting her ex-husband get to herâ¦.
Carly stood very still, keeping her glare full-force and trying not to notice the deepening laugh lines beside Tucker's eyes. The sensuous massage was getting to her and she had to defend herself. “I'll bet your blond girlfriend fakes it. Women like intimacy with sex. You never learned that.”
Tucker's teasing expression stilled. His eyes narrowed and a muscle in his jaw tightened beneath the stubble-shadow. He looked raw and tough and big, and Carly knew she was getting to him as he said slowly, huskily, “She likes it fineâ¦. You're trying to holdoutâ¦. So do you fake it?”
“Fake it? Fake it?” Livingston squawked.
“Get out,” Tucker said quietly and jerked open the door.
He'd always known just how to push the wrong buttons, and now it was about her life without sex. Not even a low-grade on the sex-barometer kind. Not even the mind-blowing kind. With a frustrated, muffled cry, Carly launched herself at him.
Tucker grunted as his arm circled her and his other arm reached out for the doorframe, missing it. Both off balance, they seemed to dance across the porch and down the steps, where Tucker tumbled onto the front lawn, taking her with him.
Carly wasn't done with him yet. He'd primed her and knew it, and he could take the fruits of his punishment. She'd wrestled him to the ground since they were children and later sweethearts, and she could do it now.
In a fast flurry of arms and legs, she intended to wrest him out of her system, once and for all. Since she'd left the dignified businesswoman persona behind, she might as well make the most of it. She'd shame Tucker Redford on her own grandmother's lawn.
They rolled across the lawn, and Tucker definitely weighed more than he had years ago. She hooked her knee around his leg and shoved, and he went beneath her with a soft whoosh of air. She'd always been really good at besting Tucker, at getting him down and sitting on him. This confidence gave her new strength and she held his wrists. They were bigger than she remembered; her hands looked small and soft and ineffectual against the strength of those wrists. “I detest you, Tucker Redford. You've done nothing but ruin my life.”
He rolled on top of her, all of him, his hands completely circling her wrists. He took her hands up to rest beside her head. “Uh-huh. I always let you beat me because I liked you sitting on top of me. Did you ever think about that?”
She struggled against his greater strength and weight, but right there on the grass next to the fragrant budding roses and the happy jumble of purple pansies, Tucker had that quiet, intent look.
His face was too close, and his thumbs were massaging her wrists. She could moveâor she couldn'tâbecause her mind and her body were tanglingâ¦and waiting, as if the whole world had stopped moving.
“You're a whole lot of trouble, Carly Walker Redford,” he whispered unevenly as his lips brushed hers and set fire to every flammable, womanly essence in her.
“You're no Prince Charming,” she managed in a wispy voice as her body began to recognize his and quiver and heat and soften.
With an uneven groan, Tucker opened his lips and fitted them perfectly on hers. His hands released her wrists and his fingers began that slow massage-erotic-thing on her scalp. Tucker seemed to be dragging breath into him, his hands trembling, his face burning near hers.
Or was hers burning?
In the fragrances of home and flowers and lawn and man, Carly found her arms encircling him, smoothing the hard quivering muscles there, just as her tongue met his. He tasted the same and different and she trusted him, and her lips opened to the nudge of his.
Fire leaped into her blood, a sense of homecoming and new adventure sliding over her, seeping softly into the sweet remembrances of Tucker's big body locking intimately with hers. The beat of his heart raced, a familiar match to her own; she could almost feel that they shared the same pulse, the same heat.
Carly slid her fingers into his hair and smoothed the tense ridge of his broad shoulders. She slid her hands down his sides to lock onto muscular, tight buttocks covered by his jeans. Meanwhile, Tucker's big hand had opened upon her breast, claiming it gently. His other hand framed her face, his thumb slowly stroking her cheek.
She forced her lids open, saw Tucker's grim expression above herâand glimpsed Norma above him.
The cold water pouring down on her caused Carly to gasp and to struggle for breath.
Tucker cursed and wiped her face with a brisk swipe of his hand. He slowly turned to look up at Norma. “She attacked me. I was just holding her down until you arrived,” he said darkly as he eased to his feet and stood in front of Carly.
She struggled to sit up and smooth her clothes at the same time, using Tucker's big body as a shield. She struggled to place herself away from the fire and the hunger with Tucker into the reality of the Saturday eveningârolling on her grandmother's front lawn with her ex-husband, the bane of her lifetime.
“Thanks for turning on the water, Norma. The lawn needed it.” He reached down and grabbed the back of her borrowed shirt, easily hoisting her to her feet. While she dangled almost on tip-toe, he studied her with a disgusted expression.
“She's all yours,” he said firmly, before he shoved her at Norma. Tucker walked to the garden hose faucet, turned off the water and stalked into the house.
“I guess that about says it,” Norma stated briskly as she handcuffed Carly. “I gave you fair warning.”
“This is my grandmother's house. You can't do this.”
Norma dramatically adjusted her uniform belt's night stick, leather pistol holster and pepper spray holder. “Watch me. And don't get mud all over the back of my squad car.”
“That's not a squad car, Norma. You have to have several cars and more than one policewoman to make a squad. I bet you haven't even used that roll of crime-scene tape you ordered a hundred years ago.”
Norma huffed up and glared at Carly. “I can add resisting arrest to the charges. Don't make me. Wipe your feet on the lawn. There's mud between your toes. Since you're already dirty, you might as well clean the fish that Tyrell brought over for my supper. You used to be real good at that.”
“I've forgotten how,” Carly stated with as much dignity as she could as Norma marched her to the “squad” car and put her in the back seat.
The blast of Norma's siren muffled Carly's protests. The siren brought people to the sidewalks to stare at herâriding in the back seat of the car.
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Tucker took a long, slow shower and, absorbed in his brooding, grabbed Carly's shampoo. He was seated in his recliner, drinking a beer, the television blaring no-channel static noises, before he caught the scent of flowers. He sniffed, scowled as he remembered using Carly's shampoo, and quickly poured beer into his palm. He brushed his hands together and then rubbed his hair hard to remove the scent.
Nothing would remove the feel of Carly moving beneath him, all full and hot and ripe and hungry.
Nothing could remove the need to hear those sounds again.
Or maybe the need had grown to hear those orgasmic hungry, sensual sounds, combined with her moving beneath him.
That Carly had ruined his life, his peace, and his Saturday night was obvious. He was feelingâvulnerable. He had to get Carly out of his system, one way or the other, but just now he had to calm down and thinkâ
When the telephone rang, he supposed it was her single alotted call from jail. Norma wouldn't let Carly ring that many times.
It continued to ring and with a sigh, and he rose to answer it. “Tucker, here.”
The silence wasn't typical of Carly. By now, she would have burned his ears and got his temper simmering. A man's deep voice spoke slowly, carefully, “This is Gary Kingsley. I'm calling for Carly Redford. May I speak to her, please?”
“She's not here. She's in jail. If you want her, call there. I'm not running a message service.” Tucker gave the number and decided he might as well make Carly's life as miserable as she'd made his. After all, this was
Gary,
the guy she wanted to nab and who was “sensitive,” unlike himself. Tucker didn't like the savage jealousy burning and driving him. Unaccustomed to every emotion he didn't want hitting him at the same time, he said, “She's in jail because she wanted to have sex with meâI'm her ex-husbandâand she attacked me on the front lawn
of my house.
The sheriff had to run a hose on her to cool her off. I'd sure be grateful if you could come collect her.”
Tucker hung up and noted that Carly's laptop was still humming. He touched it and it sprung to life, leaping with complex graphs and numbers beside a page layout, advertising for a high-priced car dealership. “Download complete” remained on the screen. Another touch brought up a cost-effective list and Carly's notes on marketing to unique groupsâ¦she was very good. The yellow notepad beside the laptop contained a neat, thoughtful outline.
He turned off the laptop, watching it do its don't-want-to-die thing. When the need arose, Tucker was still borrowing his brother's office computer, and Carly had hooked up to her office's mainframe in another state.
All he'd wanted years ago was the girl he'd always loved, a stay-at-home wife and a mother for his children, a good safe home for them all. He wanted to protect and love them andâ
And Carly had fixed thatâ¦she'd gone off and learned how to be aâwhat? A wrangling, competent, competitive businesswoman with a boyfriend named Gary?
Tucker sat again and rubbed his chest, inhaling the feminine scent beneath the beer's tang. He tried to still the slow hurting ache of love gone wrongâit was then that he noted the drawer askew in the table beside him. He opened it and noted that the papers inside had been rifled.