Shorty Got My Head Gone (18 page)

"And clean this shit up, I have an event to tend to, I holla at you boys later''

I pulled myself together before going back upstairs to the club. That shit threw my whole vibe off but I wasn't about to let anything stopping me for making sure this event is a success at the End of the night.

Black wasn't about to fuck this up for me and I thank God when I entered the club there wasn't any suspicious activity going on, everything was still going smoothly  but that still didn't change the fact on how I felt about my brother. Black just don't know when I said we was done, I mean all bets are off, I will no longer connect him with my uncle as a distributor. He on his own. I ain't fucking with him.

Chapter 16

Ashley

I was sitting in class bored waiting to go to my next and last period. I had finished up all my assignment for the whole week and did my homework. I had about 20 minutes left until class ended and was debating should I start working on my assignment for next week or just chill out until class was over.

I decided to take a break and chill out until class was over because I finished up all of my work for the week and it was only Wednesday.

I been attending my new school, Amelia Earhart Continuation School, for about three days now and I hated to say I kind of like it. It is located in North Hollywood about 25 minutes away from my house. The good thing is I don't have to get up extra early to make it to school on time.

I also like coming here because everyday school starts at 8am and ends at 12:45pm. I was super geeked when I found out school got out that early. Also not to many student come here like a regular school and it is way easier to be able to get your work done without any distractions and it seems like the teachers here are very supportive.

Another reason why I like it here is because I can earn my credits much faster than if I was going to a regular school. I love that because I know I'm way behind and it will be almost impossible for me to make those credits up to graduate on time if I was still attending Washington High. Here at Amelia it all depends on how fast I go, and by that I'm taking every chance I can to get those credits up and graduate on time and when I get home I will be starting on my next week assignments and knocking them out the way.

Until then while I had about 15 minutes left I decided to get on Instagram. I took a pic in class and posted it on Instagram #schoolflow.

While I was sitting at my desk taking more pics in walked a dark skin guy I never saw before. He walked in looking heavenly wearing all white. He had on a white button down jersey that had Detroit with black print on it, with some all-white Levis and some all-white 11's. Not even going to lie dude was looking fresh. He walked up to the teacher's desk handing him a note or something.

The teacher read it then looked up at him. "Nice to finally see you back in class Mr. Wallace, you may have a seat"

The guy said nothing and turned around walking toward the back of the class. When he turned around I could see his whole neck was blasted and he had some tatts on his face also. I was trying to see what he had written on the top of his eyebrow. I don't see why people do dumb shit like that, like do you ever see yourself working in a professional setting ever that you had to ink up the most visual part of your body. But hey I guess to each his own.

Catching me stare, he cut his eyes at me mean muggin the shit out of me. I scrunched up my eyebrows and rolled my eyes at him. I don't know what the fuck his problem was but he gave me the most evil glare, as if I did some fucked up shit to him or something. I wasn't sweating it and continued focusing on what I was doing on my phone until the bell rung.

School was over and I decided to sit in my last period which was math to finish up my assignments for the week before I dipped. 15 minutes later I was done and turned in my work and got my assignments for next week.

I walked out of school to my car. Last night Poppi surprised me with my car I had in the shop for months. He had played for it to get out the shop. I was so happy because finally I had my wheels back and I missed my baby. This car means everything to me because this was my brother’s car before he got killed, that's why I believe Poppi got it out the shop for me rather than letting me have one of his or buying me my own.

I unlocked the door and was about to get in the car when I heard someone say my name "Ashley". I turned around and Tyrone was standing right in my face.

I turned back around and was trying to hurry up and get in my car but he shut it closed.

''What is you doing huh, why you been ignoring me and not trying to talk to me" he grabbed my wrist.

I yanked it back "Nigga get yo fucking hands off of me, don't you ever touch me ever" I yelled at him pointing my finger in his face.

He just stared for a second "Why is you doing me like this"

I chuckled “how the hell you even find me" I asked not even answering his dumb ass question.

"Maybe next time you post a pic take off your location"

I cursed myself for not realizing I had my location on because usually it never is. I felt stupid and wanted to punch myself in the face because I'm really not trying to deal with this bullshit now.

"Nigga fuck you, stop being a stalking ass nigga and leave me the fuck alone" I yelled.

Ole dude with the tatts on his face walked past us walking to his car which was next to mines and made eye contact with me before he got in. I was mad that Tyrone had come up here to my school having me cause a seen in front of these people I don't even know.

"No I'm not leaving you alone until you talk to me and let me making things up to you" he grabbed my hand.

I snatched away from him again. "No I have nothing to talk to you about, now move out my way" I pushed him back and opened my car door but before I could get in he slammed it back.

"Look" He said grabbing me by my hands "I'm sorry iight', I love you and . . . ." Before he could even finish his sentence I yanked my hand back and punched him dead in the face causing his lip to bust.

After he noticed his lip was bleeding he roughed me up. Grabbing both of my wrist and slammed me against the car.

He bent down and whispered in my ear "I'ma let you have that one, I deserved it" he grabbed my keys out my hand and let me go.

''Give me my shit" I yelled at him.

"No, get in the car then I’ll give them to you, but yo ass going to talk to me" he said walking around to the passenger side and hopping in the car.

This mothafucka was really pissing me off and I was really about to act a fool out here but decided to get in the car to hear what this mothafucka really had to say. At first I wasn't trying to hear him out but now I really want to know why the fuck he did me like he did me when I had been nothing but good to that mothafucka.

I hopped in the car and it was quiet for a second. I was looking through the window waiting for him to speak while he was just staring at me.

"Speak" I shouted.

He was quiet for a few more seconds "Look, I know what I did hurt you but Ashley Baby I'm sorry, I never wished any of that to go down like that and I regret it the second it happened. I ain't want to do you like that, you was just wilding and trying to fight me and then you spit in my face. I was trying to calm you down but you was doing shit that really wanted me to fuck you up. I got so mad I really wanted to hurt you Ashley and for me to not do that I needed for you to leave. I ain't want you to but you wasn't helping any. . . "

I was about to say something but stopped in my tracks and let him finish up what he had to say.

"Look I knew after that shit went down you would definitely feel how you feel now but I promise you about two minutes after the fact I realize I was so fucked up how I did you and I was the one that fucked up period by even cheating on you with that bitch. I realized I was the one in the wrong and I kicked her ass out and went to go look for you but you disappeared so fast and your phone was going straight to voicemail. You don't know what I was going through not knowing what happened to you, and if anything bad had happen to you I wouldn't know how to live with myself. I love you so fucking much Ashley and I just want you to forgive me and let me make everything up to you, everything I did wrong, let me make it up to you baby please"

I couldn't help but to let a few tears stream down my face. So many emotions were running through me right now. Once upon a time this was the guy I was deeply in love with and was hoping to spend the rest of my life with. Deep down inside I knew I still loved him and this moment showed me I still do but that doesn't cover up how much he hurt me and at this moment I was still hurt more than anything. I didn’t think I could forgive him right now.

I shook my head signaling I can't do this with him right now, as tears still flowed out my eyes.

Tears started streaming down his face and for the first time ever in a situation like this I saw him cry. "Baby please don't do me like this, I love you Ashley I can't live without you, I just need you to please forgive me and allow us to work on things to get where we used to be. My life has not been the same without you, you are my everything and I feel sick when I think about the fucked up shit I did to hurt you. That was never my intention to hurt you, I hate seeing you like this but I really do need you to forgive me baby."

I looked at him with my eyes flooded with tears. I couldn't hold back anymore and just let him know how much I really loved him and how bad he hurt me

"You really hurt me Ty. . .

''I know but. . . ."

"Not only did you hurt me, you shattered my heart!! You did me worse than I would ever wish on an enemy. Not only did you betray me and cheat on me, you left me hanging at the time when I needed you the most. You put me out your house when I didn't have nowhere else to go. Had me sleeping on the streets that night me scared out of my mind hoping and praying to God nothing happened to me. YOU DID ME LIKE THAT. I ain't do nothing to you to deserve that even if I caught YOUR ass cheating. You was supposed to always hold me down and you kicked my ass out on the street and let that bitch stay. You know how much that shit still hurt. My ass going to beat and jumped by the people I called my family that night and thought out of all people YOU was going to have my back. I left that fucking place but you on the other hand threw my ass out of yours, had me looking stupid Tyrone"

''I'm sorry"

"You did me like that"

"Baby I'm sorry”

''ME" I screamed at the top of my lungs pointed to my chest. Really trying to get him to realize out of all people he did me like that. I couldn't hold my composure and let out all my emotions I had been holding back and just broke down crying hysterically. I put my arm over my face crying into my arm tired of him seeing me like this.

He tried to pull my arm down but I wouldn't let him. He did it again and I just let my arm hang limp.

He tried to wipe the tears away but I moved my head.

''I can't do this right now' I said trying to catch my breath not looking at him.

He grabbed my chin and turned my face towards him "I'm sorry Ashley, I'm so sorry"

I looked deep into his eyes and sensed he really meant what he said. He then took his other hand and wiped the tears from my face, without me moving from his touch this time. He reach in and gently kissed me on the cheek.

''I'm so sorry" he said again whispering into my ear then gently kissed my neck.

Chills ran down me realizing how much I missed his sweet kisses. He backed up looking at me for a second before handing me my keys.

''I ain't mean to do you that way Ashley I love you" He said then paused for a second as if he was waiting for me to say it back. I ain't say nothing, just stared at him not really knowing what to say.

He grabbed my hand "I miss you so much" he pause for a second just staring deep into my eyes. "But I'll let you give yourself some time to think about everything, I'll talk to you later iight" He kissed my hand then got out my car walking off.

I sat there for a second contemplating on what just happen. Did that just happen? I thought to myself. I was feeling so many emotions and started to cry again and for some reason I hate to say I think I missed him too.

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Kieara

It's Saturday evening and I been on set all day shooting this video with Nipsey Hussle. We just got through rapping up the shoot and I was getting my things together to get ready to go home. I had so much fun on set and didn't want it to end. I was the main girl in his video to my surprise and it felt like if I was a movie star or some shit.