Shield's Submissive (15 page)

“Oh God… Please, Sir.”

“Please what?”

“Touch me, hold me, fuck me.”

“Later, my dear. For now, we work.”

With that, he stepped away from the desk, walked across the room, opened the door and walked down the hall without a single touch. Erica groaned in pleasure and frustration.

It was the longest damn day of her life with the slow ache as the balls shifted inside her.

She had to constantly work her muscles to keep the balls in place. She never imagined it to be possible, but she was actually sore at the end of the day. It was a different ache from being well fucked. This was the kind of ache one had after a good workout, muscles hot and burning. She leaned against the headrest in the passenger seat of Mark’s car as they drove back to his house for the evening. He still hadn’t touched her, not even to help her into the car as he customarily did.

He sedately meandered up the front walk to the door of his house. She followed more slowly, just about at the limits of her endurance. Her muscles wanted to let go of the balls despite her mental instructions to hold on just a little longer. She prayed that once they were inside he would allow her to remove them. Unlocking the door, he entered the house and placed his keys and cell phone on the table by the door.

Erica stood just inside, unsure what to do and reluctant to say anything, partially out of nervousness to his reaction and partially out of sheer mental and physical exhaustion.

Mark turned around and held out his hand but didn’t say a word. Just that simple touch was enough to soothe her nerves and soul. It was amazing what just a touch could do for one psyche.

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He led them upstairs into the large master bath. After lighting candles around the edge of the tub, he turned on the hot water. As the tub began to fill, steam rose and the scent of eucalyptus filled the air. He slowly removed each piece of her clothing, placing soft kisses on her shoulders and hips. After all of the fabric was removed from her body, he stepped back.

“Undress me.”

She started at the cuffs of his dress shirt. After undoing the links, she placed them on the vanity and dropped little kisses on each wrist. Reaching up, she slowly undid his tie and the buttons of his shirt. Before removing the shirt, she reached down and unclasped his belt and opened his slacks. The emerald-green dress shirt was removed, and she knelt before him to remove his shoes and socks. The slacks fell to his ankles, and he stepped out. Next his boxer-briefs were pulled down, and to her shock, his cock and balls were encased in leather straps held together by snaps. The straps encircled the base of his cock. The enclosure lifted and separated his balls. It looked angrily red, and the dark veins pulsed. The sight of his hard cock restrained caused her breath to quicken, her nipples stabbed out against his thigh and the tired muscles of her vagina convulsed.

She looked up into his eyes.

“I knew you were being stimulated by those balls all day, and my cock was so damn hard. No matter what I tried to do to distract myself, it just got harder and throbbed, desperate to feel you around it. By harnessing myself, I was able to prolong the burn and ache just as you were. Now, we can soothe each other.”

He reached down and pulled her to her feet. He lifted her up onto the counter and stepped between her legs then kissed her as he’d ached to do all day long. His tongue fed its way into her sweet little mouth. Licking and thrusting. Finally pulling away, he sucked against her neck as her arms enclosed him.

Kneeling in front of her, his tongue circled her clit and opening. Her musical cries echoed throughout the bathroom. Lapping his way back up to her clit, he encircled the little bundle with his lips and suckled with soft pulling motions designed to milk a response out of her.

Erica’s hands threaded through his hair as she held him against her arching hips. It only took a few short minutes, but as she cried out her release, he felt the sound waves echo SHIELD’S SUBMISSIVE

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through his body still strung so tightly in pleasure. After she calmed down enough to catch her breath, he lifted her off the vanity. Making certain she was sure of foot, he stretched over and turned off the spigot. Standing behind her, he lifted one of her legs so that her foot was propped on the edge of the bathtub. A low moan escaped her, and her head fell against his shoulder. One arm latched around her waist to secure her against his body, he whispered into her ear.

“Okay, baby, I want you to very slowly and gently push the balls out. Then you’re going to get into the tub, and I’ll soothe all those tired muscles inside and out.”

He gently circled one finger around the opening to her channel. As she pushed out the lower ball, he caught it in the palm of his hand. She sighed in relief when he coaxed the second out a few seconds later. Then he lifted her into his chest and lowered her into the warm water.

After sponging off her upper and lower torso, he slipped between her legs and slowly pushed two fingers inside her. Moving in slow circles, he cleaned out any residual wetness and lubrication. After he was done, he lifted her out of the tub, gently dried her off with a warmed towel and carried her to the bed.

Opening the bedside drawer, he found the lotion he was looking for. Uncapping the top, he squirted some onto his fingers and spread open her legs. Slowly, he smoothed the lotion up into her channel, circling his fingers to make sure all sides were coated. Leaning down, he placed a soft kiss against her clit.

“This is an herbal lotion designed to ease your tissues after sex. It’s all natural and has a slight cooling sensation you’ll feel for the next thirty minutes or so.”

Looking down at his still-restrained cock, she reached out and petted it with one hand.

He hissed at the sensation.

“What about you?” she asked.

“You’re going to suck my cock, and I’m going to shoot everything I have down that luscious little throat of yours. Believe me, it won’t take very long.”

Erica scrambled up onto her knees and placed her hands on his shoulders for balance.

Leaning in, she planted a soft kiss against his lips, lingering but not pushing her way inside.

“Thank you for taking such good care of me.”

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“I will always see to your needs. I may be tough and demanding of your obedience, but I will never jeopardise your health or safety. I have no desire to browbeat you into submission. A true submissive does his or her Master’s bidding out of the desire to please.

They understand that with the discipline and rules comes pleasure for both parties. I knew my demands were hard for you today, this being new for you. Therefore, your reward for following my directives was an orgasm, a relaxing bath and aftercare.”

She knelt on the floor in front of Mark and ran her hands up his hard thighs. Licking her lips, she leaned forward and let the head of his engorged cock slip between her lips. He groaned at the sensation and his hands threaded through her hair as she slowly sucked down his length. She didn’t plan to tease him this night since he’d been as aroused as her for most of the day.

She took a deep breath and slowly went as far down as possible. Opening her throat, she let the head slide deep, and Mark let out a cry. His fingers tightened in her hair. She pulled back and continued her up and down motions, curling her lips over her teeth to provide additional pressure. On each upward stroke, her tongue flicked the slit at the top to catch the little drops of fluid seeping out.

An idea struck her about how to enhance Mark’s pleasure, but she wasn’t sure how he would react. Deciding to go for broke, she moved one of her hands down and slipped a finger inside her once again wet sheath. Making sure she had sufficient moisture, she approached the circle of the small puckered opening at his rear. He gasped, but he widened his stance so she could have better access. Once again, she went down to gather more fluid to lubricate her finger and, reaching back up, gently pushed against the opening, willing the muscle to relax and open. When it did, her finger entered the tightest, softest heat imaginable. It felt similar yet different from when she fingered herself.

The knowledge that a part of her was inside Mark’s body was heady. After a few moments, she felt his muscles relax further, and she started stroking up into his body.

“Fuck!” His hands clamped on her hair, driving his cock several inches into her sucking mouth before she could stop him. “You wanna fuck me, then you’re going to get your face fucked in return,” he snarled.

The heated words had her groaning, as her fingertip slid back and returned with a friend. When she slipped the two fingers inside him, his hips jerked again, thrusting his cock SHIELD’S SUBMISSIVE

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into her mouth as her tongue flickered hungrily around it. Her fingers slid over the bump of his prostate. She looked up to see his head fall back. A hoarse shout spilled from his lips. Her mouth sank on his thrusting cock, his hips driving the thick length as deep into her mouth as she could take him. Her fingers unerringly found the gland again, knowing if she worked it for all she was worth it would destroy his control. She thrust easily, stroking over it, massaging it, manipulating it until his hands held her in place, his hips driving his erection to the back of her throat.

She heard his cries of passion somewhere above her head but, in reality, was so engrossed in the sensation his cock now shuttling in and out of her mouth and the tight heat of his ass grasping her fingers that they seemed very far away. Her mouth made slurping noises, and her throat worked the head of his cock.

“Oh God! More…more…more. Yes! So good…oh, it’s so good. I need to come. I can’t hold back. Undo the snaps on the ring. Now! Oh God, do it… Please, Erica!”

Hearing Mark beg as she was wont to do filled her with a sense of power, knowing that, despite his order, she was in true control of his pleasure. She instantly craved the feel of his release, wanting to hold onto him and accept his offering as he let go at his most vulnerable moment.

She reached up with her other hand and released the snaps of the leather straps around him. As she did, hot jets of fluid shot onto her tongue. Mark’s climatic roar echoed out of his chest. His seed splashed into her rapidly swallowing throat before another brutal pulse ripped from him. It seemed never-ending. His muscles locked down on her fingers, and his cock spewed into her suckling mouth. Savouring the salty-sweet taste, she swallowed down every drop. She pulled her fingers out, and she gently soothed his softening penis with suckling motions until she heard his sigh of completion.

* * * *

A short while later, they were lying in bed, the decadently soft cotton sheets pooled around their relaxed and sated bodies. Mark had one arm bent behind his head and the other around Erica as he absently caressed her back with her head pillowed on his chest.

“Where in holy heaven did you learn that little trick, my sweet minx?”

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She shuddered with chuckles as she continued to lazily draw circles on his chest with her fingertip.

“I, of course, knew about the prostate and its role in male sexual satisfaction. I’ve read in general terms how to stimulate it from those books we’re both so fond of, but I’ve never attempted to implement my knowledge until this evening. Did you truly enjoy it as much as it appeared?”

“Absolutely. However, you should know it wasn’t my first time to experience such sensations. I was slightly shocked at first that you did it, but that was immediately followed by my brain clouding over with pleasure, and all I could think about was reaching climax.”

“I did get the impression it wasn’t new to you. You accepted the situation comfortably with relative ease. So…do share. When have you done that before? What were the circumstances? Have you had a male lover in the past?”

Mark didn’t hear any censure in her voice just honest curiosity. Looking into her eyes, he saw that honesty reflected in their depths. “First, let me just tell you off the bat that I have not had a male lover. When I was in college and just starting to learn and explore the scene, I regularly went to clubs, and there would be all configurations of participants. Some were strictly situational playmates, some committed couples. Gay, straight, lesbian, bi…everything was accepted evenly. In those clubs, the members are seeking a safe public haven to express their relationships. Being part of a D/s couple is not understood by much of the general public in a similar way to those of alternative sexual orientation. In the clubs where I went, it was never a thought in people’s minds to further ostracise a couple based their particular persuasions. Having said that, I openly saw the sexual practises of gay and bisexual couples and thought to myself, ‘if those activities are physically pleasurable to them, why not me?’

Just because I prefer to have sex with a woman does not negate the fact that I can find pleasure from activities traditionally coined as ‘gay’.”

“Do you not consider it a submissive activity? After all, you are the one being penetrated?”

“No, I don’t. It’s easier for me to explain if I tell about some good friends of mine.

They’re a gay couple who outside are equal partners. But when they scene together, only one is the dominant. I once asked him if, when he is being made love to by his partner, he feels like he is giving up his role as ‘the dominant’ in that part of their relationship, and he said SHIELD’S SUBMISSIVE

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absolutely not. What they do in scene is only a small part of their complete relationship. They share a home, the bills, the ups and downs of every relationship. Both are high-power professionals, but they’re not in their Dom and sub roles twenty-four hours a day, and their relationship is only stronger for that.

“As I said when we first started this, I similarly don’t intend to be your Master on a constant basis. I will always be your Dom, and treasure you as my sub, but I am also simply your man. Free to express my desires to you and free to accept your desires for me. I’m not saying I expect or want you to strap on a dildo and fuck me, but I have no problem with experiencing or receiving anal play and stimulation on occasion. Living in a permanent D/s role is not for every couple. Some in the community think that those people who choose not to be are playing, but in my opinion, a person’s true nature does not necessarily dictate how they choose to live their daily lives.”