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Authors: Mimi Strong

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My kissing session with Devin and Steph was set for Tuesday night, after Steph got off work from the clothing store she ran with her mother. Steph texted me repeatedly throughout the day, advising me that she hadn't eaten anything with garlic at lunch, and that she was planning to run home to shower, and that she'd bought a new deodorant for the occasion.

With every text, I got more and more annoyed with my best friend.

About an hour before our meeting time, I took a break from cleaning my bathroom and sent her a message:
You are WAY too excited about this. I worry your expectations are too high.

Steph:
You said he was cute. How can I be disappointed?

Me:
He's skittish. He might get sick on you. There is a very real potential for vomit here.

Steph:
OH NO!

Me:
Okay. He probably won't barf on you.

Steph:
No, I mean OH NO our big order came in.

Me:
Then get to work. Seeya later.

I put my phone down and sprayed the mirror in my bathroom, appalled at the amount of goopy splashes on the glass from my flossing sessions. One day, when I could afford to hire a housekeeper, would I be the type to pre-clean the house in shame?

My phone beeped again.

Steph:
Yeah. So. I can't make it tonight. Mom hurt her back and she needs me here to do the whole summer season changeover.

My heart soared, and my mouth turned up in a grin.

I texted back:
Oh nooooooo! You suck.

(But I didn't mean it.)

I should have rescheduled my coaching session with Devin. I should have called around to a few other friends to get a volunteer. I also should have at least emailed Devin to warn him of the change in plans, but instead, I changed outfits a dozen times.

Devin arrived downstairs, and between the time I buzzed him up and opened my front door, I sweated through my antiperspirant and then some.

“Nice building,” he said as he entered.

“These lofts are zoned for live and work,” I said. “So it's legal for me to meet clients here, and I can write off a portion of my rent. See, I even have a sign in my window.”

He glanced over at the white sign in my window. “But you're on the third floor. Nobody will see it.”

“That's fine. I don't do walkins.” I grinned, my pulse whooshing in my ears.

He kicked off his shoes.

“You can leave those on,” I said.

“But they're already off. Should I put them back on? Would it make you more comfortable?”

I leaned down and unlatched my Mary Jane shoes. “No, I'll take mine off. The downstairs neighbor would probably prefer it anyway.”

He glanced around at the space, with its polished concrete floor and soaring ceiling. In the main space, I had a few chairs and a three-seater sofa on wheels. My plan with the furniture was to make it all easy to move, so I could rent the space out as a photography studio, but a dozen other people in my building had the same idea, so the market was well-served.

Devin produced a handful of bills and handed them to me.

“For today,” he said.

“I can take a check.”

He raised his ebony eyebrows and fixed me with his chocolate-brown eyes. “Do you want me to take the cash back and mail you a check? I can also put my shoes back on.”

I forced out a laugh and motioned for him to take a seat, my whole body prickling with heat.

His face went through an expression I couldn't decipher, and I was lost again, caught in his beautiful eyes. When he wasn't looking directly at me, his eyes were a rich, golden brown, but when he stared into me as he was now, his pupils widened and widened, until I saw nothing but obsidian, and I was falling into that inky pond, losing myself.

Finally, he gave me a sly smile and glanced over my shoulder at the window, his eyes turning back to gold-flecked chocolate. He walked past me toward the seating area, just close enough I could catch a hint of his cologne.

He got comfortable, lying on his back on the long sofa, staring at the ceiling, his hands crossed over his broad chest. Seeing him take up the full length of the sofa drove home how tall he was, and my eyes wandered to that spot where the sleeve of his shirt crossed his bicep. I thought about running my hands over those powerful arm muscles, feeling their power and heat.

He said, in a Woody-Allen sort of voice, “Doctor, I keep having this recurring dream that I'm being drowned in a sea of champagne.”

“And how does that make you feel?” I took a seat in one of the chairs. The living room was set up for a coaching session, with every seat at an angle, so my body wouldn't directly face the other person and be confrontational.

“It tickles,” he said, moving to sit upright. “The sea of champagne.”

“Do you want to talk about your dreams for a bit?”

He frowned and blinked at me, his eyelashes charmingly thick and dark.

“Dreams aren't nonsense,” I said. “They're not literal, but symbolic. For example, those dreams where you're trying to find a bathroom can signify the dreamer is having difficulty with an excess of emotions.”

“Or that they drank too much water before bed.”

I nodded and gave him my reassuring, professional smile. “Yes, that too.”

“So.” He shrugged and rubbed his palms up and down his jeans. “Sorry I ran off the other day.”

“Don't be sorry. That was my mistake, and I shouldn't have put that pressure on you. I was goofing around, and that was wrong of me.” I pressed my palms together and brought my hands to my heart center, then directed my fingertips to Devin. “I apologize to you.”

He put his palms together. “I accept. And I'm here. So it wasn't so bad.”

“As for today, I looked into that surrogacy thing, but didn't have any luck. I had a volunteer who was going to help tonight, but she jammed on me at the last minute.”

He looked at me like he didn't believe a word.

I continued, “Her name is Steph, and she's got a very gentle personality.” I grinned. “More gentle than mine. We can set up another session with her, and I thought tonight we could talk through your issue and do some visualization exercises.”

“You mean where I close my eyes and imagine kissing? Because, I'm sorry to say I do that a lot, and it hasn't helped yet.”

I gestured to the bottled water and juices on the coffee table. “Please, help yourself at any time. When was the first time you noticed you had an issue with kissing?”

“Ninth grade. We were playing spin-the-bottle—totally original, I know—and I got into the closet with a girl and had a meltdown. I passed it off as claustrophobia.”

“Did you have a crush on her?”

“She was attractive. She looked like you, actually, but I'd never seen her before.”

I tried not to react to his compliment, but kept moving it along, asking him more questions. With each question, I felt a twinge of guilt.

I was not a therapist. My job training was in the areas of goal setting and time management. I was getting in over my head, drowning myself.

He answered my questions, painting a picture of a single, specific anxiety. He didn't show any signs of having OCD or other phobias. Despite being just a coach, I did deal with anxieties in my work. The most common one is fear of public speaking. Some people fear it so much, they mark it higher on the stress charts than fear of death. Those people would prefer to be torn apart by wild animals than give a toast.

Devin kept answering, but I'd run out of questions, barely ten minutes into our one-hour session.

“Feather,” he said, leaning forward and picking up a bottle of fizzy water from the coffee table. “I'd really like to make some progress with this.”

My mouth went dry. “I guess… since Steph isn't here… we could try something else.”

He flashed a nervous grin. “Be gentle.”

“Oh, Devin. You are too cute, and funny, too. I have to say, I'm shocked some girl hasn't cornered you and planted a few on you.”

He shuddered. “A couple have tried.”

“And did you share your issue with them?”

He scowled. “Would you?”

“I guess not.” I looked around the room, trying to think of more questions, or an appropriate exercise. The treatment for getting a person over a fear or phobia is to do acclimatize them in gentle, patient stages. The correct approach is to let them walk slowly into the ocean, as opposed to dropping them straight in. What came before kissing?
Hand holding.

Devin stood and came to sit in the chair next to mine. Staring straight ahead, he said, “What do we do first?”

I thought about suggesting we hold hands, but it seemed too silly for words. Plus, I
wanted
to hold hands with him, so I couldn't trust that idea.

I said, “First of all, we can stop any time you want. I'm not going to push you into anything. You're aware of what the goal is, and I can see you're tense. On a scale of one to ten, how high would you say your anxiety is right now?”

“Four.”

“Take a few very deep breaths, and tell me if your anxiety goes up, or down.”

He breathed audibly. “Two and a half.”

“Step one—and if we only do step one today, that'll be considered a success—let's try you bringing your face close to mine. You won't touch my lips, but you'll get within a few inches of my face.”

“Five,” he said. “Six.” He took two more deep breaths, then said, “Okay, I'm down to three again.”

“That's very good. Being aware of how you're feeling is extremely important. Some people ignore their emotions until it's too late and they explode. The fact that you're able to quantify your anxiety is a good sign.”

He flashed a brief grin. “I bet you say that to all the guys.”

I just smiled and waited. The room was cool, yet I could see Devin had a rash of sweat across his upper forehead.

He clapped his hands. “Let's do this. An almost-kiss.” He let out a nervous laugh. “Pucker up, Princess.”

I laughed, then covered my mouth. “I'm not laughing at you, just at the term, Princess.” I relaxed my face. “Okay, I'm ready. Would you be more comfortable if I had my eyes open or closed?”

“How do people normally kiss?”

“The eyes shut when you get close enough that you're not in danger of bumping noses.”

He frowned. “Bumping noses?”

“It's not really a problem. You tilt your head to one side or the other. A little nose-bumping is fine, as long as you go slow.”

He took another sip from the bottled water, then cracked his knuckles. “Okay, I'm ready.”

I moved my chair closer to his, so the arms of the chairs were touching and angling together in a V-shape, and I shifted forward on my seat. I tilted up my chin, lowered my eyelids halfway, and waited.

He licked his lips and shifted around in his seat.

“Take your time,” I said. “Remember, you're just getting close. You don't have to kiss me. Not unless you… well, first let's try getting close.”

He leaned in, drawing closer and closer. I became aware of my own body sensations, from the nervous dryness in my mouth to the rushing of my pulse, the arteries of my neck throbbing. I'd kissed a lot of boys since my first smooch at fourteen, but I'd never been this nervous.

He drew closer, until his lips were two inches away from mine. I didn't close my eyes completely, but observed him through my eyelashes. He leaned in more, until I could feel the heat of his skin radiating onto mine. My body was crying out for him to close the distance. My hands fidgeted on my lap, wanting to grab his cheeks and pull him to me, to show him there was nothing to be afraid of. If I could kiss him, I'd make him feel so good. All over.

Something grazed my lips, and I reflexively responded, mashing my lips into his.

His eyes flew open, and he pulled back.

“I'm sorry,” I said. “I pushed you. I felt your lips touch mine, and I… I got confused.”

He was hunched back in his chair, rubbing his mouth with one hand. “You kissed me,” he said.

“No. You kissed me first. I was holding still and your lips touched mine first.”

“You started leaning in.”

“I don't think so, but if I did, I apologize.”

His tan cheeks were flushed, and he grabbed an unopened bottle of fizzy water and opened it, even though his other unfinished bottle sat there. His anxiety levels had definitely shot up, thanks to my mistake.

Trying to sound cheery, I said, “Good work today! I think we've made some real progress.”

He stood and crossed back over to the couch, further away from me. “That wasn't what I expected.”

“How so?”

“I
wanted
to kiss you.” He fidgeted on the sofa. “I wonder if maybe the problem is I've never wanted to kiss someone before.”

“Do you think it's because I bear a resemblance to that first girl you tried to kiss?”

“Maybe.”

“It's not uncommon for people to develop a…
bond
with their coach. It's a special dynamic, completely unlike other relationships, which are about mutual needs. With the coach and client, the coach is focused entirely on the needs of the client. This can be confusing for some clients.”

He stood and went to the large window overlooking the street and park. “Confusing,” he said. “Hey, is that an off-leash park?”

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