Jess looked up at him. The devilment in her eyes was easy to see.
No subspace yet then.
“Is that it?”
Chapter Fifteen
Her ass was on fire, but she wanted more. Each tap, each strike, had opened her mind and Jess was soaring. She was free. She wanted to try everything David was willing to show her. Her sassy remark was met with narrowed eyes, and she giggled.
“Minx, do I have a bratty sub?”
“I don’t know, do you? Ouch.” David had dropped her onto a bed. “Mind my ass.” The contact had sparked tingles of tiny pain sensations on her tender rear. Jess decided she quite liked them, and shifted over the coverlet to see if they carried on. They did. David placed his hand on her tummy and held her still. She almost stopped breathing as, with a wicked grin, he moved his little finger, touched her clit and pressed.
“You, love, are gunning for another session, and believe me, a punishment spanking is not quite the same as a pleasure one. Now, do we carry on? Or shall I get a blanket and let you curl up and relax before you go home?”
He was serious. It was a light bulb moment. Jess accepted she’d been happy to try to lose her demons, but she hadn’t reasoned everything out. David and what his preferences and his lifestyle meant to him had hardly come into the equation. To her shame, Jess realized he’d told her how he felt, opened up and said what his emotions were with regards to her, even on such a short acquaintance. She had accepted his words, and ignored them except to help herself. Now perhaps she needed to think of him as well.
“We carry on please, Sir. I’m sorry I was bratty.” The words stuck in her throat. Jess was not one for apologizing quite so openly if she could get away with it.
“And?” Without another word, David took her wrists and stretched her arms out one by one. “Don’t move them. I’m waiting.”
And? Hell, isn’t that enough?
“And, er, well, oh, sorry if I was topping from the bottom, Sir, but I do want to learn. And you know, I trust you.” She bit her lip and smiled. “I’m trying to work out how to say this, so please, Sir, that was a thinking nibble.”
He smiled back. “I’ll let you have that one. Think on and tell me.”
Right then, put up or shut up.
“I want to be with you, and learn. You’re right, it’s time for me to live. Even though I don’t understand it. Unless it’s me and I’m thinking like a cavewoman who sees a new caveman with a hot bod and thinks ohh he’s strong and he’ll protect me from the brontosaurus or whatever was around thing. You know.” She grinned. “I trust you. I want to learn with you.” Would he understand what she was offering?
It seemed he did. The kiss he gave her was deep and full of his promise. Mindful of his strictures, Jess didn’t move her arms around him as she would have liked to, but sank into the kiss and returned it with all the passion inside her.
When he lifted his head, they were both breathing heavily, and her hands were clenched around the sheets in a death grip. David chuckled and unclenched her fingers.
“Ah, love, such a good girl. We’ll have to do something special for that. Now then, your demons. Flogging, blindfold and restraints? Anything else?” His finger was still teasing her clit. It took every scrap of determination for Jess not to move onto it.
“No, Sir, I don’t have any more demons to my knowledge. Lots of things I don’t know about though, and I’m happy for you to show me.” The word Sir slid off her lips as if she’d used it forever. Jess felt ten years younger. She lifted her head an inch or two to look down her body. It wasn’t too bad for a thirty something woman to whom the words gym and exercise brought out in hives. Would she want to show it off to anyone else though?
“I can see your mind running fifty to the dozen. Talk to me.”
David stood next to the bed. Jess noticed the leather trousers for the first time and gulped, her mouth dry. The outline of his cock was long and definite and she wondered if he knew the effect his clothes had on her.
Of course he does. He’s aware of everything. Well maybe not everything but as near as. Damn, I want him inside me, I want to feel him fill me, reach my soul and show me what it’s like to be wanted.
“Will you make love with me? Er, Sir?” She hadn’t expected to say that, even if she had been thinking it.
“Ah, Jess, this is one occasion where a little bratty topping is accepted with pleasure. Are we going all out vanilla, or do you fancy a topping with it?” He raided one eyebrow and smirked.
Jess laughed out loud. “Oh, you can’t beat a good topping on anything.”
His shout of pleasure echoed around the room. Jess hoped to God it was soundproofed. The room used to have interesting acoustics, and she had been able to hear what happened in the hall below. Then she relaxed, so what? It was a BDSM club, for heaven’s sake. And if Jeff was about and heard his sister in the throes of whatever, then he would have to build a bridge and get over it.
“I agree, and so therefore. Spread your legs.” He didn’t say why, and Jess wasn’t going to ask. She had her safe words and would use them if she had to.
A thought struck her. “Ah, you said Jeff was to intervene after an hour. Now, I may have made the decision that if he hears me, that’s fine, and one day if I do go into the club with you and, er, well”—she blushed—“sort of scene with you, he’ll have to suck it up. But walking in on us sort of vanilla-ey is a no-no. That would be weird.”
David stared at her, a thoughtful look in his eye. “Do you want to cancel the call?” He handed her a phone. “Your choice. If you do press five.” She wrapped her fingers around it as he moved away. Out of the corner of her eye she watched him clean the flogger and put it into a drawer. The gush of disappointment was overwhelming and surprised her. She had enjoyed it, and was sure she’d want more, but hadn’t imagined that to know the scene was over would jolt her so much. She pressed five.
Jeff answered so promptly Jess reckoned he must have had his phone in his hand.
“It’s me. If you come and disturb us, I’ll get Kath to bite your balls off,” she said without any preamble. “You got me here—now butt out.” She switched the phone off and put it down on the sheet, before she stretched her arms back to where David had moved them earlier.
“Sure?”
“Sure, Sir.” She was. Her body buzzed with anticipation, and even if her ass still stung a little it was a good, wow I’m alive, sting.
“Well then.” He moved his hands to the waistband of his trousers, unclipped the hook and lowered the zipper. As he slowly peeled them downward, Jess giggled.
“Ah, sorry, but did you ever watch
Friends
on TV?”
“Years ago? Sure, oh, Lord yes. When Ross got stuck in his leathers and once he was out of them couldn’t get them back on? It was brilliant. Don’t worry, these fit.”
“As long as you get out of th… Oh yes, you’re getting out of them.”
David hooked his thumbs round the top and pulled them low enough for his cock to spring free. The tip glistened with pre-cum, and Jess salivated. She wanted to touch, to taste and to savor. All thoughts of Dom and sub had been pushed to the back of her mind.
It seemed the who’s on top situation had left him as well. He kicked the trousers off his feet and climbed onto the bed next to her. “Do you want me to blindfold you, so that the last demon is gone? Or shall we save that for another time, and make it a good event, and one to play with over and over?”
Jess considered. “Save it. You know, it holds absolutely no fears for me now. I’d let it build up and build up in my mind, and now I know all I needed was the perfect Dom for me. But this time I’d like to see your face, watch you come into me, and see us come together.”
“You’re sure there will be a next time?” He was teasing her, Jess was sure of it. “What if you don’t find your perfect Dom?” He parted her legs with his knee, and teased her pussy with his fingers. There was no doubt she was wet and ready. David lifted his hands and licked one finger before giving her the same opportunity. Jess licked and for the first time tasted herself.
Salty, sweet and her. “Mmm, new to me. Do you taste like I do?”
“Try me.” He invited her, and as she watched, he swiped his finger over the tip of his dick, collected the liquid there and offered it to her. Jess sucked.
“Oh, yes, you do”
“Good, then a perfect match.” He covered his cock with a condom, and rubbed his fingers over his length. “What does this say to you, Jess? How do you feel? I feel hot and aroused knowing you’re watching me. I want you to be the one to roll the condom on next time. But first I’d like to feel your lips on me. Watch as you take me in your hot little mouth. Experience the way you give head, lick me, nibble my skin and suck me off until I say enough and fuck you until you have no more orgasms to give. My body is yours but then you are all mine. I want it all, Jess.”
She licked her lips. “Um, all as in…?”
“Every last emotion. Here.” He took her hand and cupped his balls. Her fingers stroked his sac, and she gave them the lightest of nips. It was heaven.
“Truly?”
“Oh yes. Look, this is how we mesh.” He slid into her with one long thrust. She gasped and wriggled under him.
“Ah, one second.” David paused to let her adjust to his intrusion. “Take me as you want. Don’t let me hurt you—let me love you.” The veins on his arms stood out as he rested on his hands. Jess loved him for his thoughtfulness, but it wasn’t needed. She was more than ready to move with him.
“You’ll never hurt me. This is…ahh oh so good, I want more. Yes, I’m being bratty…oh please…if you need to, sort that out later, but…oh my…fuck me
now,
Sir.”
“Well it
is
a Sir’s job to make sure his sub is satisfied.” He began to move, and at the same time lifted one hand to nip and circle her nipple. Each drive into Jess was heaven, each pinch on her nipples sent a wave of heat rolling over her, and her climax began to build in waves of hot, stinging daggers of pleasure.
“Now, Sir, please now.” Jess was begging, but something in the back of her mind reminded her that he was her Dom, and she chose to give herself to him with his title. That meant everything at that moment. It might not last but for now, his word was law.
“No, show me you have discipline.” He spoke each word to a push into her. “See if you can hold back.”
She wanted to scream, how on earth could she
not
climax? Somehow, knowing it was important, she clamped down on those waves, forcing them to wait. Her breath was now coming in short pants and there was a film of sweat on her body and a mist in front of her eyes. How could she hold on much longer?
She didn’t have to. “Good girl. Now come for me—yes, that’s it, let it roll.” David pinched her clit. The sting, the beautiful sting was all she needed. Jess screamed as she hurtled into the fiercest climax she had ever experienced. She was only just aware of David shuddering and his own shout of completion, as he came with one hard thrust.
The feeling of one-ness was one she’d never forget. Forged together, his cock deep inside her, and her legs clamped hard around his waist, their breath mingled and slowed.
He rolled them over. Jess shrieked, or tried to. She was sure it came out more like a muffed ahhh. “I’m trying so hard to hold you in me and you go and do that.” He had come out of her, and stood up in one swift movement. She felt cold without his warmth surrounding her. That was a surprise. The feeling of emptiness, of missing something was new to her.
“I need to dispose of the condom and run us a bath.”
“Us?” She was confused. He was going to share a bath with her? That was something new as well.
“Us,” he confirmed. “The perfect way to sooth all those aches and pains before they get started. Well, except your butt. I want those stings to stay for a while. To remind you of how good it’s going to be.” He paused and turned to her, worry in his eyes. “Am I presuming?”
Jess hurried to reassure him. “No, you’re saying what I want to hear. But David? I know me. It won’t all be like this, and I won’t always agree with everything you ask. Oh and I won’t sub out of the so-called bedroom. And no collars or stuff.”
Grief, I’m doing the won’t do stuff a bit much. But if it’s gonna stop this going any further, I want to know before I get in any deeper.
“I’ve only just realized why Kath wears that leather choker twenty-four-seven. It wouldn’t do for me. Some clever clogs student would suss it out.”
“I never presumed you would, love, nor would I want you to always agree with me. Vanilla in some places is good, and I respect that. Don’t worry, we’ll set out parameters. I don’t want a slave. I want a partner. And I’ll work on a collar for you when we think the time is right. You can wear our commitment in more places than around your neck.” He grinned and disappeared into the bathroom. Jess pondered his answer as she heard the sound of water running and relaxed back onto the mattress. They would work it out, she was sure of it, even if there were a few fights along the way. She smirked. She’d look forward to them…and the making up.
He came back into the bedroom and scooped her into his arms.
“The bath is almost ready.” One hand rubbed her ass, and Jess giggled. It tickled. “How long will my butt mirror my hair?”
“As long as we decide, I guess. Or I decide. I think I’ve unleashed a monster.”
“Nah.” Jess linked her arms around his neck. “You’ve unleashed your sub, Sir. And she’s got a feeling she’ll never want to stop pleasing her Sir.”
Epilogue
“So, the passage.” She felt the duvet move off her body and cool air brush her skin, before soft kisses feathered over her spine.
Jess turned her head to one side, opened an eye and shut it again. “Still asleep.”
David laughed, and tugged her hair.
“That won’t help. You’re awake. I want to see this passage.”
The tone of his voice hit her. He sounded concerned. Jess struggled up onto one elbow and looked at him. His dark eyes were cloudy, and there was a worry line across his forehead
“What’s up?”
“Jeff and Kath are away tonight and tomorrow.”