Ryker Fallen Angel's MC 3 (11 page)

Chapter 30

I lay with my head on Jersey’s stomach feeling my baby move around inside of her. Something that I created lives in her. It amazes me to no end that I made a life. After having taken so many and having mine ripped away from me, I made one.

“Am I hurtin’ you?” I trace my finger over the top of her belly as she runs her hand through my hair. I don’t think I’ve ever felt as relaxed as I do right now. Never in my life to be exact.

“Nope. But if you keep making that baby wiggle, I’m gonna piss myself.” Chuckling against her belly, I turn my head and kiss it before moving to lay next to her.

“Can you believe that we made that?” My fingers won’t stop tracing over the wiggly bump. I can’t help myself.

“No. I never thought I’d have kids honestly. I didn’t want to screw them up the way I was.” Propping myself up on my elbow I reach over and trace her cheek with my fingers before pulling her to look at me.

“You’re not them. You’re better than that. You can do anything you want darlin’. I’ve never met anyone as strong as you are Jersey.” A tear slides down her cheek before I wipe it away.

“I need to say somethin’ that I never thought I’d say again in my life but I need you to understand a few things too. I never thought I would find someone else. My heart never felt like it would be whole again. I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my days but the one thing I did right was comin’ back for you. There is somethin’ inside of you that amazes me every day. Somethin’ that stole a piece of me that very first time I laid eyes on you. I know I’m not perfect sweetheart, and I never will be but I do know one thing.” Leaning in I brush my lips across hers. The spark that burns between us is always there. Always sparking and ready to catch fire.

“What is it that you know?” Her eyes sparkle as she looks at me. God damn that woman is beautiful. If God ever cared about a son of a bitch like me, it was when he made her.

“I know that you hold my heart. Resistance is useless when it comes to you. I love you, Jersey.” Tears spring to her eyes as the words leave my mouth. I never thought I’d say those words again but it’s true. I love this girl.

“We’re like a ticking time bomb. We might explode but I will pull you out of the wreckage every God damn time.” Her lips crush mine as I wrap my arms around her.

There is no better place in the world than in her arms. As much as I protect and look after Jersey, she makes me feel safe too. I could live the rest of my life wrapped up in this girl’s arms and never come out.

We have been spending a lot of time at the apartment lately but Creed wanted to let me know the information about the Shifters’. As happy and content as I feel right now I know I have to tell her what’s happening before someone else does.

“We need to talk about somethin’.” Jersey snuggles closer to me and I can do nothing more but squeeze her tighter.

“Do we have to? I’m starving.” Chuckling I kiss her on top of the head before resting my chin there. I hate to do this to her right now but if I don’t someone else will.

“Creed has been watchin’ shit yeah? Shifters’ have been threatenin’ the club. Seems they had a change of heart. They want you back.” Jersey tenses up in my arms as she tries to pull away. That’s not going to happen. I hold her tighter as she wiggles around.

“They can’t do that. They didn’t want me Ryker. What am I going to do?” Jersey cries into my chest as I rub her hair down her back. I knew this would upset her and that’s the last thing I wanted to do.

“You aren’t doin’ anything sweetheart. You’re mine. I’ll do whatever it takes to make you safe. That’s what I've been doin’ since the day I met you. Nothin’ changes.” Jersey pulls back and looks up at me with tears in her eyes.

“I love you, Ryker. I’ve never loved anyone the way I love you.” Pressing my lips to her forehead, I sigh. She means the world to me and if I have to die to keep her safe, that’s what I’ll do.

The door pops open but I don’t let go of her. Bella’s head peeks around the corner as I laugh.

“What the hell is it with you and stickin’ your head in like that?” Bella sticks her tongue out at me before she smiles.

“Daddy ordered food. He said to tell you to let that girl breathe and feed that baby.” Jersey giggles into my chest before she pulls back.

“Hey Bella. Come in here a minute.” Pushing myself up, I pull Jersey with me.

“Yeah?” She looks at the two of us with a smile on her face.

“I wanted to say thank you. You really are a great woman. You made me look at myself in a different way. I appreciate it.” Bella smiles before turning to Jersey.

“He really loves you. I could always see it.” Winking at her, Bella stands and heads towards the door.

“Thank you Bella.” Jersey says before Bella waves over her shoulder.

“So. We need to get out there and feed my baby yeah?”

Chapter 31

Jersey and I walk out into the main room with my arms wrapped around her from behind. I can’t stop putting my hands on her belly as annoying as it may be for her. I don’t think I will ever get over the fact that we made this baby.

“How nice of you to let her leave the room asshole.” Tank grins up at me as I walk with her the rest of the way to the table. I pull out her chair like a fucking gentleman. Yeah, can you believe that shit?

“Fuck off. She loves bein’ locked in a room with me.” Pulling out the chair next to her I sit while Tank laughs.

“No one wants to be locked in a fuckin’ room with you that long. Fuckin’ or not.” Cher reaches over and slaps him making everyone laugh.

We all fill our plates and have one of those family dinners I’ve heard so much about but was never interested in coming to. The guys like to have them sometimes but I always knew they were for the families. I can’t believe that now I’m a part of that.

“Shut up motherfuckers. I wanna say somethin’ here.” Piper is at the head of the table and even though he doesn’t have a wife or kids, that’s his rightful place.

We all get quiet as we look up at him.

“This club has been through the fiery pits of hell and has always come out stronger. I’d like to think these boys do all the work but in reality, it is your old lady’s that keep them sane. Not every brother is cut out for that life. Some of us are better left alone. These men that sit next to you ladies aren’t part of that. They need you. They thrive off the love you give them. These brothers have made so much change in this club. I couldn’t be prouder of where we are today. You people are creatin’ and raisin’ the next generation of Fallen Angels’ and I just want to say that you are doin’ us older brothers proud.” We all cheer as Piper sits back down. I reach over and rub my hand across Jersey’s belly again. I don’t give a shit that I do it all the time, hell that’s mine in there.

“Well said Piper. We appreciate you just as much. You’re an original and that means a hell of a lot to us.” Creed raises his glass towards Piper and we all follow. Piper’s a good guy that’s been around since the beginning. I remember hearing stories about him and Sharp. That all seems like a distant memory now.

We all eat and talk just having a good time. The shiver that rolls over my body isn’t a good one, I can feel it. I’ve always had this weird sense of dread when something was going to go wrong. It may not be today but it sure as hell is coming.

Jersey’s hand comes to rest on my arm as I look over at her.

“What is it?” Her face has turned serious as she looks at me. I’ve had enough of the bad shit for one night and I don’t plan on telling her what I feel in this moment. I won’t ruin this good time.

“Nothin’. I just love you is all. You’ve made me so fuckin’ happy and proud. I don’t think anyone will make a better mother than you.” Jersey smiles that heart stopping smile before leaning in and kissing me. The warmth of her spreads through me like a wild fire.

“You mean the world to me. Maybe fairy tales do come true.” Her lips linger near mine as I smile.

“This ain’t no fairy tale darlin’ but I’ll be whatever the hell you want me to be.” The words were meant as a tease to get a reaction out of her but the look on her face tells me she took it to heart.

“I want you to be you, Ryker. The man that found it in his heart to get me out of there. The man that put himself on the line to save me. The man that pisses me off a million times a day but always holds me when I need it. I just want you Ryker.” Her words hit every piece of my heart and soul. This girl holds my world in her hands and she doesn’t even realize it.

“So does that mean I can fuck you like crazy?” Leaning in close to her ear, I whisper. I don’t miss the shiver that shakes her body either. Even pregnant I want to do things to her that she never thought possible. I want to lick every inch of her body.

“Only if I get have my way this time.” Pulling back, I look at the smug look on her face. I’ve warned her about that shit but she still wants to test the waters. I wonder what the hell she wants to do to me? Thinking about that, it might not be so bad.

“I think if you play nicely I just might let you try that out. I’m not sure how long you’ll last darlin’.” Running my tongue across her mouth she parts her lips. Damn it, I want to take her back in that room right now.

“I think I can handle you. The question is can you handle what I want to do to you?” I think my dick just escaped my jeans. The way she’s talking to me right now, I don’t know if I can handle it. She is challenging me in ways I never let a woman but Jersey is different. I love her challenges.

“I think this night is goin’ to get interstin’ yeah?” Jersey’s eyes light up as she smiles. As fast as that sexy girl caught me off guard, she turns back to eat. Lord, I need strength with this one!

Chapter 32

“Piper really cares about you guys.” I watch Jersey as she rubs lotion into her soft skin. My eyes travel over her body like they always do. She looks magnificent even pregnant.

I brought her back home to the apartment after dinner. I don’t want her stuck in the club all the time. She needs space to breathe too.

“He’s a good guy. He’s like a father to most of the guys here. Basically everyone here as had some kind of a shitty past. He helps us all through that shit for the most part.” Jersey doesn’t even have to look at me to know that my eyes are all over her.

“Can I ask you something?” She turns those blue eyes on me and I melt. My heart skips a beat every time she looks at me.

“You know you can ask me anything.” Her smile brightens the room as she walks towards me.  Her little tank top rides up and I can see her little belly showing. I don’t know that I can smile any bigger.

“Why did you try to push me away?” Wrapping my arms around her waist I pull her closer to me, laying my head on her belly before blowing out a breath.

“I thought you were too young to handle this life. I saw you in that room and I wanted nothin’ more than to get you away from it. I don’t know what I saw in your eyes but I knew I wanted it. I was scared to let my guard down though. I lost a love once and I never wanted to feel that hurt again.” Jersey’s hands tangle in my hair as I place a kiss over my baby.

“I wouldn’t hurt you, Ryker. You mean everything to me.” Looking up into those teary eyes, I want to lose it. I want nothing more than to make her smile. I never want to see anything but happy tears in her eyes.

“I know you wouldn’t darlin’. I know that now, I didn’t know it then though.” Jersey leans down pressing her lips to mine. An unspoken promise flows between us. I promise to love and protect her and she promises to never hurt me. No words are needed in this moment.

Gripping her hair in my hand I want her as close to me as possible. Even then I don’t think it’s enough. Jersey has an unseen hold on me. A chain that wraps around my heart that leads to hers. I don’t ever want that to come apart.

My phone rings breaking our moment. I don’t mind though because I know there will be many more of these.

Grabbing my phone, I answer without looking.

“Yeah!” I can hear commotion on the other end before I hear Creed speak.

“Get over here. We have a situation.” Before I can respond, he hangs up. Creed never tries to bother us if it’s late like it is now unless shit is serious. Most things get held off until the next morning.

“Shit!” I let out a growl before I stand. Jersey is already snuggled into the pillow when I look back.

“What happened?” She lifts her head and props up on her elbow. Damn, I can’t get over how perfect this girl is.

“I need to go into the club.” Running my hand through my hair, she smiles up at me. Little tease.

“I will fuck you senseless when I get back.” Jersey giggles as I grab my boots and pull them back on. I really hate this late night shit but there’s really nothing I can do about it.

“I’ll be waiting.” Wiggling her eyebrows as I pull my cut on, I want to spank her ass too.

I climb on the bed, crawling over towards her as her eyes light up. That fire that’s always there sparks a little more tonight.

“Promise me.” Brushing my lips over hers she looks confused.

“Promise you what?” Another quick peck she pulls back.

“Promise me that you will always be waiting for me.” Her hand runs up into my hair as the other caresses my cheek.

“I promise to always wait for you no matter what.” Chills race over my body. They’re not the good chills either. These are the chills that something’s wrong.

“Me too darlin’. I’ll be home as soon as I can. If you need somethin’ call, and I’ll get someone over here yeah?” Whispering against her lips, I never want to leave her. There’s an overwhelming sense of dread that fills me as I kiss her once more.

“I’ll be fine. I’m going to sleep.” I watch her lay back down, her hair fanning around her. The most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen lies there and it’s mine. She’s mine.

I tuck her in before my phone rings again. Grabbing it I yank it out.

“FUCK, I’m comin’.” Stuffing it back in my pocket I walk towards the bedroom door. I turn around and lock eyes with my Angel.

“I love you.”

“I love you too, Ryker.”

“Promise.”

“Promise.” Blowing her a kiss I walk out of the room and towards the door with an overwhelming feeling inside of me. Whatever is going on now, it isn’t going to be good.