Ryan's Love (16 page)

“
What
does it feel like,
”
she says as she flicks her tongue over the tip of
me.

I draw in a deep breath, as she
sucks the tip of me in her warm mouth.

“
Damn
baby. That feels so good,
”
I stammer.

She
moans as she slides the rest of me deep into her throat. My hand
moves to grab a handful of her hair. She then begins gliding her
warm mouth over my hard dick; slowly at first. But then she starts
going at it like she can
’
t get enough. She is
sucking and licking the length of me in quick tight strokes.
Lapping and nibbling every inch of me, so much so her saliva began
dripping down her face and on to the floor. It had me thinking
about my hot seed following the same path.

“
Baby, you have to stop or I
’
m gonna cum,
”
I say trying to back
away from her mouth.

She quickly grabs my backside and
holds me in place; as she expertly finished what she was doing. She
drew my seed right out of me.

With one last flick of her tongue,
my thick creamy seed shot from me and down the back of her throat.
She sucked and licked, never letting a drop go to waste; never
letting a drop hit the floor.

Her mouth made a loud suction sound
as the length of me plopped out of her mouth and she slowly stood
up. She wrapped the towel around my waist.

“
There are clothes in that closet over there for you to put
on. When your done getting dressed come on out and sit with
us,
”
she said with a sly grin on her face.

“
I
love you,
”
I weakly say.

She smiles even bigger and tips her
head down to the side.

“
I
love you, too,
”
she says and glides out the bathroom, quietly shutting
the door behind her.

I
don
’
t deserve this woman.

As quickly as my heavy limbs would
let me, I grab a t-shirt and sweats from the bathroom closet and
put them on. Breathing in, I walk out of the bathroom to see what
awaits me.

As I round the wall into the kitchen
I see My mom, James, and a sleepy looking Sunshine sitting at the
kitchen counter eating. James and my mom were talking about
something among themselves; while Sunshine was twirling a strand of
her hair between her fingers. She had a quiet smile on her face, as
she moved her uneaten food around on her plate.

“
I hope
y
’
all saved some for me,
”
I say, walking into the kitchen,
taking the seat across from Sunshine.

Everyone stopped what they were doing and looked over at
me. Sunshine
’
s brother James was
looking me over like he was figuring out what went on in that
bathroom; and by the murderous look on his face he
didn
’
t like what he figured. Seeing that
she
’
s pregnant with my baby, that
shouldn
’
t surprise him too much. My mom at first had a
curious look on her face. She then had a knowing look on her face,
clapped her hands together, and hopped up from the counter;
scurrying into the living room. I would have asked her why she was
acting so weird if I wasn
’
t captured by the
look on my Sunshine
’
s face. She looked
slightly embarrassed at how her brother and my mom was acting. When
I mouthed sorry to her, I saw pure desire and passion wash over her
face. I wanted to go over there and kiss her sweet plump lips, and
got up to do just that when I am stopped by my
mom.

She
hugged me and whispered in my ear,
“
You did good Son. Now go
and don
’
t let her get away this time.
”

She then slid her hand in the pocket
of my sweats and dropped something in my pocket; and walked back
over to the counter were she was sitting before and began talking
to James.

I put my hand in my pocket and
fingered what she dropped in there. I immediately knew what it was.
I was chocked up.

“
Mom,
”
I say looking over at her.

I
wanted to say thank you, but I couldn
’
t. I
didn
’
t know if I could trust myself to not let my emotions
show right now, if I said anything to her.

She
gave me a quick smile, and a nod over to
Sunshine
’
s way. My eyes land on her and she is sitting
there still smiling to herself. Lord help me, if she
wasn
’
t the most beautiful woman, inside and out. I need to
do this now.

So I walk over to her and take her
hand in mine. She glances up at me with a surprised look on her
face. She is about to say something, but I cut here off.

“
Come
sit with me over here on the couch. I want to talk to you about
something.
”

She
looked over at my mom and James, then back at me. My mom had a
knowing look on her face, and James
’
face was
expressionless.

“
What
is this about,
”
she questioned as she stood up from the stool and
cautiously walked with me over to the couch.

I
didn
’
t answer her right away as I helped her sit down,
making sure she was comfortable and facing me. Her hand still in
mine I began to let her know exactly why I wanted to talk to
her.

“
Baby, since that day I saw you in the airport, you have
been a bright star in my life. Every moment I
’
ve spent
with you has been a blessing for me. You see I
can
’
t live without you.
”

“
But
Ryan..,
”
she says, but I stop her before she
starts.

“
I
know I
’
ve put you through hell, with the lazy way
I
’
ve treated our relationship and more importantly your
feelings.
”

She
flinched at that statement, like she was remembering something. I
hated that I caused that look on her face. But I
didn
’
t let that deter my mission.

“
Here
today, I give you my word that if you let me, I want to spend the
rest of our lives showing you how much I love you; how much you
mean to me, how much I need your love, and how you have made me a
better man and son,
”
I proclaim, then slid the ring on her
finger.

She looked down and the ring for a
long time. At first she was absolutely still, then I could see a
slow shutter travel up her body. Next I felt little drops of
wetness falling on our hands.

Shaking her head no, she looked up
at me in the eye.

“
Don
’
t say things you don
’
t mean. I
don
’
t think I could take anymore heartbreak from you
Ryan,
”
she
cried.

Her
words crushed my soul. Oh how I
’
ve hurt this special
woman in front of me. I vow to spend my life making it up to
her.

I
’
m now on my knees on the floor in front of
her.

“
Ryan, my Sunshine, I know that I
’
ve
haven
’
t been a beacon of stability for you. But know that
you are my life and I love you more than I will ever be able to
tell or show you. I will spend my life trying. Marry Me. Be my
Wife. Be my Love. Be my One and Only,
”
I say to her, while
holding and stroking her hand.

When
she didn
’
t immediately answer I said,
“
Please, I love
you.
”

She stifled a cry and threw her arms
my neck and cried and nodded into my shoulder.

“
Yes, Ryan
I
’
ll marry you.
”

“
Oh
Honey. I love you, I love you, I love you,
”
I cry joyously as I
kiss her sweet face, then lips.

I only
meant to kiss her lips quickly. But as soon as her lips touched
mine I couldn
’
t help but moan and
kiss her deeper; leaning her back into the couch, letting my hands
roam down her legs to her honey pot.

She moaned.

“
Ryan, please. Your mom and my brother are watching
us,
”
she breathed in my ear.

All the while she was grinding
slowly into my hand as I gently rubbed her slick folds.

Someone cleared their throat from
the kitchen causing the both of us to look up at them.

“
Ryan, are you going to let her breathe so we can plan a
wedding,
”
my mom said in a giddy voice.

Sunshine giggles underneath me as I
sigh deeply and slowly remove myself from her. My mom was
immediately over to our sides, gathering Sunshine up off the couch
and into her arms.

“
Oh Honey,
I
’
m so happy for you. Now I can finally plan I wedding
for my daughter.
”

Sunshine quietly sobbed at what my
mom said. They both stood there quietly crying and holding each
other.

“
So
when is the big day,
”
James said as he walked over to Sunshine to take
his turn hugging her?

She looked over at me questioningly.
Then to her brother.

“
I
don
’
t know,
”
she answered as she hugged him.

“
I
was thinking a week from today,
”
I say.

Everyone looked at me and said,
“
One
week.
”

“
Isn
’
t that kind of fast,
”
Sunshine asked?

“
No,
”
I say
smiling.

“
A
week really. But why,
”
she asks?

I peek up at my mom and she now has
tears streaming down her face. I think she has figured out why I
want it to be a week from today.

“
Its
the day my mom and dad got married. I thought it would be a perfect
day. Plus, I
’
m dying to be your
husband,
”
I say
grinning.

Her breath catches in her throat and
she throws her arms around my waist; hugging me tightly, crying
into my chest.

“
Ryan, that is beautiful. I think I am the luckiest woman in
the world to have you,
”
she says.

“
I
think you are too,
”
I say jokingly.

She
pulls me down to her and whispers in my ear,
“
If I
didn
’
t think you were joking I
’
d spank you for
that.
”

Then she lightly bites my earlobe
and steps back away from me. Grinning at the look on my
face.

“
You
’
re so gonna get it,
”
I say to
her.

“
What? I didn
’
t do
anything,
”
she said sweetly, batting her eyelashes and
smiling.

“
Just
wait. You
’
ll see,
”
I say plotting my own revenge
I
’
m going to take on her sweet warm
body.

Then I
turn to mom and say,
“
So what are we going to do about next
week.
”

That was all I had to say and she
was off like a rocket. Talking about what and how we had to do to
get everything ready. I simply smiled and let her take over. I know
she will be happy doing so.