Redeemed: Bad Blooded Rebel Series #4 (9 page)

“Everything
is fine,” I lied. “Thanks for an amazing birthday.”

His
brows furrowed and he had worried look on his face. “You’re welcome.” As soon
as the valet brought his car around, he held open the door for me and I climbed
inside. Once he was behind the wheel, he put the car in drive and we drove back
to the house. We held hands for most of the drive and before I realized it we
were at the gate and Ryder was punching in the security code.

The
gate opened, we drove up the driveway and he pulled into the garage and parked.
I reached for the handle to get out, my plan seemingly defeated, but before I
could he stopped me. “Hey, Evie, is everything okay? Seriously?”

I
fought back the urge to cry and I turned to face him. “Of course it is, Ryder.
This has been a perfect day.”

“Everleigh,
you know you can’t lie to me. Please tell me what’s wrong so I can try to make
it right. Is it me? Did I do too much today?” he asked softly.

I
decided that, since I wasn’t getting any tonight, now was the time to be
honest. “No, that’s not it. If anything you didn’t do enough,” I said bluntly.

He
blinked in surprise. “I didn’t? What do you mean?”

“This
has been a great birthday, Ryder, don’t get me wrong. You did a lot in the
sense of buying me presents and spoiling me today, but you didn’t give me the
one thing I actually wanted.”

“What
was that?” he asked.

I
grabbed the back of his neck and pulled his face to mine, kissing him hard and
sliding my tongue past his lips. “You. I want you.”

He
gritted his jaw and groaned. “Everleigh, I…I want you so damn bad but it’s
just...I don’t want to push you into something you might not be ready for.”

“Damn
it Ryder,” I grumbled, “You aren’t pushing me into anything! Don’t you know by
now that you have never pushed me into anything when it comes to you? You’ve
been what’s saved me every time I’ve been lost or scared. I need you, Ryder, I
need this,” I said, my voice lowering to a seductive whisper as my hand moved
down and my fingers traced the outline of his growing erection.

“Christ,
Evie,” he moaned. “Are you sure this is what you want?”

I
rubbed his dick harder through his pants and let out a moan. “Please don’t
think badly of me for saying this, especially after everything that happened in
the past few months, but if you don’t take me upstairs and fuck me right now I
might punch you in the face.”

In
the darkness of the garage, I saw a smile spread across his lips. “Yes, ma’am,”
he said, and he suddenly pulled me from my seat, across the gear shift and onto
his lap.

I
leaned in and kissed him like I’d been dying to do for weeks. Our tongues found
each other and his tongue was merciless as he passionately made love to my
mouth. He opened his door and climbed out with me in his arms like it was
nothing. Despite how turned on I was I tried to suppress my smile as I said,
“Are you really going to carry me all the way upstairs like they do in the
movies?”

“Well
this is your birthday. I have to do something cliché today,” he said, and I
giggled. “I’ve missed that giggle of yours, Evie. I’ve missed making you
laugh.”

“Yeah?
Well, I’ve missed you making me scream,” I answered back, tugging his hair with
my hands to show I was done talking.

“Well
let’s remedy that right now,” he said as he shut the door to the Escalade with
his foot and carried me into the house, taking time to set the alarm, and bringing
me up the stairs into our bedroom. He gently laid me on the bed and took a few
steps back, taking off his coat and suit jacket. I pulled my coat off quickly
and tossed it on the floor.

I
licked my lips as Ryder untied his tie and tossed it to the side. He stepped
closer to me and I reached my hands out and pulled him forcefully toward me.
Just as I was about to tear off his shirt, he stopped me and said, “No rough
stuff tonight, Evie.”

I
almost pouted like a child. “What? Why? Ryder, it’s been too long. I want
rough, I want to be restrained, I want all of it.”

He
traced the curve of my cheek with his fingers. “Everleigh, all I want is to
make you happy tonight but being rough with you just isn’t something I can do
yet. You may be ready to play like that again but I’m not. Tonight I want it to
be just us. No toys or cuffs or blindfolds, just you and me. We can try any
positions you want and more,” he said and a shiver of excitement shot through
me, “but no additions tonight. Is that okay?”

I
pressed my hands onto his hard chest and I looked up at him. “That’s more than
okay. I know that this is going to be a healing experience for both of us and I
am just happy that we are finally going to make love again after what’s
happened. Being with you again like this is all I want.”

He
smiled at me and leaned his head down to capture my mouth with his own. He took
his time undressing me and I did the same for him, slowly taking off his
clothes and trailing kisses all along his neck and chest as I did. As soon as
we were both finally naked, I was sitting on the bed and he leaned over me. I
scooted back toward the pillows as he crawled over me until we were at the head
of the bed.

“This
kind of feels like our first time all over again, doesn’t it?” I asked, pulling
him on top of me and gasping at the feel of his hot toned body against mine.

“Every
time we make love feels like our first time, Evie. I don’t think you will ever
know just how much I love you. I really never thought I’d find anyone I’d love
like this. You are the most important person in the entire world to me and I
have been thanking every God there is that I have you,” he said, more sincere
than I’d ever heard him be.

Tears
burned my eyes and I fought them back. For once I wasn’t going to cry and ruin
this beautiful moment. I placed my hand on his cheek and felt his scratchy two
day beard on the palm of my hand. “I love you too, Ryder, with everything in
me. We aren’t just soul mates…you
are
my soul.” I looked at him, all my
love for him shining out of my eyes. “Make love to me?”

“Every
night for the rest of your life, gorgeous,” he said, and our lips found each
other again. He carefully touched and kissed his way down to my breasts, almost
like he was truly worshipping my body. He kissed and licked down my stomach and
he parted my legs, nestling his head between them. “God I’ve missed this,” he
said, almost like a prayer. “You are so beautiful,” he said before I felt his
tongue take a long lick up my folds that were already dripping wet for him.

I
cried out in pleasure and I gripped his hair in my hands. “Ryder, oh god,” I
breathed. He said he’d missed me but I think I’d missed him even more. I missed
his lips, his hands, his mouth, his tongue…every part of my body had missed
him.

He
hummed and moaned against my heat, sending shivers through me. Ryder licked and
tasted me relentlessly until I was about to scream from the sheer pleasure.
“God Evie you taste so amazing. I want you to come for me,” he said, his warm
hot breath causing my skin to tighten.

He
slid two fingers into me and rolled his tongue fast and hard back and forth on
my clit. All he had to do was curl his fingers back and forth inside me hitting
the spot that only he could hit and I was done. My body was shaking as I came
hard for him just like he wanted. “Oh my god,” I whispered, my voice hoarse.
“S-so, do I get to return the favor?”

He
looked up at me and smiled. “This is your night, Evie. Anything you want,” he
said and I sat up and met his lips in a romantic kiss.

I
kissed him deeply for several minutes before I broke away and pulled him on top
of me. He kissed my neck for a few moments before I rolled him onto his back. I
wanted to make him feel as amazing as he’d made me feel so I wasted no time in
taking his engorged cock into my hands. Ryder moaned and thrust his hips up as
I stroked his perfect strong length up and down. “Jesus, Evie, you’re killing
me,” he said, his jaw tight.

I
know as much as I had wanted him these past few weeks he’d wanted me just as
much so I didn’t make him wait any longer before taking him into my mouth and
sucking hard. He growled loudly as his hands fisted in my hair, pulling the
pins out and causing it to cascade all around my face. I worked him up and down
for a few minutes, reveling in the fact that I was making him crazy. I felt him
start to thicken and I knew he was close to his orgasm.

I
wanted to please him in every way and ever since the night at The Rock Steady
when he finally came in my mouth, I was dying to repeat it. However, tonight, I
could tell he wanted to prolong our lovemaking so he gently nudged me and I let
go of him with a pop. “I know you wanted me to come, Evie, but I am not
finished with you yet. I want to make love to you all night long in every way
possible,” he said, pulling me on top of him.

“What
did you have in mind?” I asked him, hoping for some fun positions we’d never
tried before or maybe even taking that huge step and us finally trying full
anal sex. I knew how intense and pleasurable it was when he used the plug and
he wanted to take it slow with me, but I was past the point of experimenting. I
wanted Ryder’s body to own mine completely.

Gripping
my ass cheeks, he looked at me with lust in his eyes and said, “We can do
whatever you want to, Evie. This is your night.”

It
was like he read my mind. “Whatever I want?”

His
eyes burned into mine and he answered, “Name it.”

I
bit my lip and decided to ask for the one thing I wanted from him in bed…the
one thing he’d been hesitant to really do before. “I want to feel you in every
single part of me,” I said, moving my hips impatiently into him.

“Wait…are
you asking what I think you’re asking?”

I
nodded and said, “Yes. I want to feel you
there
,” I said, blushing
slightly.

“Evie,
baby, are you sure this is what you want? I mean, it’s our first time in a
month and a half and this is a pretty big step to take.”

“I
know but it’s one that I know I’m ready for, rock star. Are you?”

He
cocked his head and smiled. “Of course I am. I’ve wanted to claim your ass for
a
long
time. I just want to make sure that this is what you really want.”
Even though Ryder seemed to want this as much as I did, he still seemed
nervous. I needed him to know that this was what we both needed to move
forward.

I
nodded nervously. “I do want that. Listen, I know you’re nervous about this and
you are probably thinking that this is bad timing, but let me explain. Ever
since I met you there was just something about you that I craved. The first
time we made love was the night of my dad’s funeral. The night of the attack at
the club we made love in my shower. After I found out Scott broke into my house
was the first time we tried toys. The point I am getting at is that making love
with you is what has helped heal me. It’s always been you, Ryder. Your love is
what has made me strong.”

He
blinked several times before whispering, “Evie…wow.”

“Listen,
I know that you say it will hurt at first but that it’s only temporary. I
already know how incredible it feels when you just use the toys but I have been
dying
to feel you inside me there. Please claim me,” I said, my hands
finding his length again. “Make me yours completely.”

He
pulled me into a long, deep kiss and I pressed my body against his as close as
it would go. He pulled away from me for a moment and rolled me onto my back. He
huskily said, “Roll onto your stomach for me and I’ll be right back.”

I
did as he asked and he quickly left the bed. He was back in a flash and I
noticed he had a bottle of lubricant in his hand. I felt a rush of excitement
as he climbed back on the bed and I parted my legs for him. He nestled in
between my bent knees and without warning he leaned down and I felt his tongue
run along my bottom.

“Oh
god,” I moaned loudly. “Touch me, please,” I begged, lifting my hips into the
air.

He
did just as I asked and I heard him quickly open the bottle of lube and squirt
some onto his fingers. I heard him rub his hands together for a moment and then
I felt something cold and wet as Ryder poured some of the lube onto my ass. He
didn’t make me wait long before he eased his well lubricated finger into me.

I
cried out and bucked against him, taking his finger further into me. He moved
it in and out, stretching me as he went. After a few moments he added a second
finger and then a third.

Ryder
took his time with me, making sure that I was truly ready for this step. If I
was being honest with myself, I was kind of scared for when he actually entered
me there. I knew it was going to feel unbelievable once he was all the way in
but the burn I knew I’d feel first had me a little nervous. At this point all
fear was outweighed by pure anticipation because how Ryder was getting me ready
with his fingers felt as close to heaven as I could imagine.

“Turn
on your back,” he whispered, his voice deep and rough.

I
turned my head and looked back at him. “On my back? I know I’m new to this and
all, but don’t people usually do this part on all fours?” I asked.