Ratchet Bitches 2 (6 page)

Her eyes closed, almost rolling in the back of her head. It didn’t make any sense for dick to be so good. Rocky pumped long and hard, pushing her legs back to her head and power driving deep inside her. She squirmed, trying to get away from his grips, but she couldn’t move as he held her there. His arms were cupped around her back, while both hands gripped her fat ass, making her throwing back on him.

“Daaaaamn, this pussy good,” he whispered, feeling her juices splash against the lower part of his stomach.

 His nuts were wet from her squirting the goods all over him. As she held on to him, his strong arms picked her up once again, making her feel secure in her position with him. He beat it good while standing on his feet. She held on to him, clawing at his back for some kind of relief. The loud, seductive moans and pleas were only turning him on more.

“You love me?” He asked, continuing to fuck her good.

“Yes, I love you.” She responded and just as she was getting ready to really let go of the most intense orgasm she could possibly ever have; he stopped fucking her just like that, and then laid her back on the bed.

“Well, if you love me, prove it.” He said to her as he swiftly grabbed his boxer shorts off of the floor and put them on.

ShaKita frowned. “Are you serious right now?” She asked with a confused expression on her face. Rocky had never left her hanging like that. Even if she’d already cum in his mouth about three times, she still wanted that last nut.

“Yes, I’m serious.” He said, staring over at her. She was beautiful and he wanted nothing more than to be with her, but she needed to figure out what she really wanted. “I’m tired of being with you and then afterwards you’re running back to her with a guilty conscience.”

“But, it’s my guilty conscience,” she said. “I don’t understand why it bothers you.”

“It bothers me, because it bothers you. You just don’t want to admit how you really feel.”

ShaKita became irritated as she got out of bed and started putting her clothes back on. “You think you know me, but you don’t. This is not easy for me. How do I tell a woman that has been nothing but good to me that I don’t want to be with her anymore?”

“Simple, just tell her.” Rocky said as he sat down in his recliner chair and watched ShaKita get dressed. He wanted to stop her and get her to stay, but he knew that it was best to just let her go.

“I can’t believe that you’re tripping like this,” she said while putting on her shoes.

“I can’t believe that you’re tripping like this, either.” He mocked her. She looked over at him and rolled her eyes. “You mad?”

“Damn right, I’m mad.” She said with an attitude. “You just can’t show up in my life and expect me to change things just like that for you. I’ve been hurt before by men. Coco hasn’t done anything to me.”

“But she can’t love you like I can, baby. You know that.”

“She may not be strong as you or can dick me down like you, but she has a caring heart and if I keep this up I’m gonna break it.”

“You’re breaking it, anyway. You just don’t see it.” He said.

ShaKita grabbed her keys and her cell phone to leave. “I’ll call you when I figure this out.” And with that, she made her exit.

****

On her way home, ShaKita felt the need to call one her sisters. She desperately needed someone to talk with.

“What’s up, Kita? Why in the hell are you calling me so early?” Bianca asked in a sleepy tone as she made her way to the kitchen to cook her hubby some breakfast. Even though Bianca was once considered the wildest of the Ware sisters, ShaKita felt closer to her. Bianca didn’t ever judge anyone, because she clearly knew that she didn’t have any room to. Plus, Bianca was only two years older than her which made their relationship tighter.

“What are you doing?” ShaKita questioned.

“’Bout to cook my hubby some breakfast in bed. You know I like to enjoy all the time we have when we’re home alone.”

“I forgot mom had the kids this weekend.”

“Yes, I love these weekend breaks she gives us.”

“Some things don’t change.” ShaKita sarcastically stated.

“Girl, don’t start that shit. It’s too early for all that. Unlike before, mom volunteers to get the kids on every other weekend, so that I can enjoy some alone time with my husband. We are still newlyweds, so don’t hate.” Bianca said with a swift roll of the eyes. “Now again, what do you want before I start cussing your ass out.”  

“Okaaaaay, I didn’t call to piss you off. I called because I’m confused and I need you.”

“Were you with Rocky again?” Bianca asked as she got out a bowl to whip up some pancake batter in it.

“Yes,” ShaKita answered with a sad shake of the head. Since fucking with Rocky, he’d taken all of her attention. “You haven’t told anyone about him, have you?”

“Is my name Lauren? I don’t think so. Nobody talks like that but her.”

“Tell me about it,” ShaKita agreed. “Well, I think I’ve really fucked up this time.”

“What do you mean?” Bianca asked as she put the phone on speaker and sat it down on the counter so she could get breakfast started while continuing to talk. “Where is Coco?”

“She’s home.”

“What do you mean she’s home? Where are you?” She asked then quickly thought about it. “Oh my goodness, Kita. Are you crazy? Coco is going to kill you.”

“Don’t say that. She’s already acting paranoid and shit.”

“Why shouldn’t she? I can’t believe that you’ve stayed out all night.”

“Well, believe it. I got so fucked up last night that I don’t even remember when I fell asleep. All I know is that I woke up at Rocky’s house and jumped up like I’d lost my mind. He didn’t even try to wake me up.”

“Girl, that man is crazy about you. He wants you to leave Coco.”

“I know and the pressure is real,” ShaKita concurred. “I just don’t know what to do.”

“Well, why don’t you just have a talk with Coco, first? From what I’m hearing, you don’t want to be there anymore, anyway.”

“I don’t want to hurt her though. I mean, how do I break her heart when she came in and helped mend mine?”

“That’s a good question.” Bianca said. “I’d just rather you keep it real with her, because you can’t be staying out all night like this without hurting her, anyway.”

ShaKita sat quiet for a moment as she took it all in. She knew what she had to do, but it wasn’t going to be easy. After about two minutes of silence, she spoke up. “I’m down the road from the apartment now. I hate to even go home, because I don’t know how Coco is going to act since I didn’t come home. I’m just gonna say that I stayed at your house, okay.”

“You’re not being truthful though, Kita.”

“I know, but don’t pressure me.”

“I’m not pressuring you. You called me, remember. Anyway, I’ve given my advice. Now, I gotta go. Hell, I gotta get ready to speak with Tessa later today to set some ground rules.”

“Damn, Lauren told me about her moving in with you.”

“That heifa tells everything,” Bianca smacked her lips with the shake of her head.

“Well, I don’t have anything to say about that. Hell, I have my own problems to deal with.”

“I’m glad that you realized that. Plus, I’ll handle things on my end. If Tessa is gonna stay here then she better abide by the rules or her ass will be back out on the streets.”

ShaKita grinned a little. Tessa was a bad ass for sure, but Bianca didn’t care. She’d still go toe to toe with her if she had too. “Whenever you talk to her, just make sure you let her know not to be wearing those coochie cutters around Tory.”

“Oh you ain’t gotta worry about that, honey. That will be the first thing we talk about.”

“Okay, well have fun with that. I’ve just pulled up in front of my crib. I’ll call you later with an update.”

“Be strong, girl. We’ll chat later.”

“Okay,” ShaKita said as they ended their call. She sat in the car, trying to get herself together. She did feel bad, but somehow she had to find a way to talk with Coco about them possibly going their separate ways.

****

Nearly ten minutes had passed and ShaKita was just sticking her key inside the lock. She unlocked the door, turning the doorknob with ease like she didn’t want to awaken Coco if she was still asleep. She entered the apartment, instantly hearing the shower running in the bathroom down the hallway.

She cringed inside. “Damn, she’s up.” She whispered. She headed down the hall then instantly froze in her steps upon hearing the water from the shower turn off. “Oh shit,” she said just as Coco opened the bathroom door and stepped out into the hallway, still wet but with a white towel wrapped around her body.

“Hey, you found your way back home.” Coco nonchalantly stated, and then headed towards their bedroom. ShaKita didn’t know what to say at first as she followed her.

“I, uh stayed overnight to Bianca’s. I’d gotten so drunk last night fooling around with her that I couldn’t drive home.” She lied.  

“Oh okay,” Coco responded. “You should’ve called me. I would’ve come to get you.”

“It really wasn’t that serious, babe.” ShaKita said, scratching in her head as she stood there looking unconsciously guilty of something. “I was good.”

Coco dropped the towel to the floor a she opened up the dresser drawer and grabbed a black bra and panty set. ShaKita just stood back and watched her. She definitely looked good, but ShaKita just wasn’t feeling her like she used to. She at one time felt nothing but love for her and even though she still loved her; she didn’t want to be in a relationship with her, anymore. Rocky had certainly come in and changed her bi-sexual lifestyle back to being straight.  As Coco put on her bra, she looked back at ShaKita with tears in her eyes.

“Is it over?” She asked.

“Huh?” ShaKita responded with a frown on her face.

“Come on, Kita. Let’s not play games here. For months you’ve been a different person. You don’t let me hug you at night anymore. You drink all the time now like you’re deep in thought and you don’t look at me the same.”

“Baby, it’s not like that.” ShaKita said. “I don’t know what I’ve been going through. You’re the first woman that I’ve ever been in a relationship with. I didn’t even know that I was attracted to women like that until I met you. You came in my life at a time when I really needed a friend. Your touch was warm and sincere and you definitely taught me some things about myself.” She said, finding it very difficult to break things off with Coco as she stood there just waiting for the words that it was over. “I don’t want to hurt you, I don’t.”

“Well, don’t hurt me.” Cocoa said as the tears started falling from eyes. “I love you.”

“And, I love you too, but I don’t know if this is what I really want anymore.”

“You’re just confused, that’s all.” Cocoa said, not wanting to let go.

“I’m very confused and I don’t think that continuing this relationship is what I need right now.”

“Is there someone else? I can accept this if there isn’t anyone else and you just need time to get your thoughts together. Just tell me, be honest. Is there someone else?”

ShaKita stared at her for a moment. Her eyes wailed in the corners, but she fought back the tears. Coco stepped up to her to get a closer look in her face. She wasn’t going to go down without a fight and ShaKita knew it.

“Talk to me,” she said. “Have you been fucking someone else?” Being that she’d put it that way certainly made it seem harsher even though it was true as ShaKita stood there like she was frozen in time. “Are you fucking somebody else? Just tell me!” Coco yelled at her.

“No!” ShaKita yelled back. She’d never seen Coco this upset. “No, I’m not seeing or fucking anyone else. I just need time alone. That’s all.”

“So, there isn’t anyone else that you’re seeing or fucking around with?” She asked to make sure as she quickly calmed down.

“No, I’m telling you that there is no one else.” ShaKita continued to lie.

“You promise?”

“Babe, don’t keep dragging this out. I just need time apart to think about some things. You never know, this may bring us even closer.”

Coco was hurt, but she was also relieved. It would’ve truly broken her heart to know that ShaKita was breaking up with her to be with someone else. She’d been hurt in the past and that didn’t end so well. Looking back at ShaKita with pain still visible in her eyes; she walked over to the bed then started putting on her dress that was already laid out across it.

“Well, I’m gonna go to church now.” She said, wiping her tears. “We’ll figure out our living arrangements when I get back.”

ShaKita was hurt to see Coco so hurt by the break-up. But, deep down inside she knew that this was for the best.  

Chapter 5

Bianca’s head rested on Tory’s chest as they comfortably laid on the sectional inside their entertainment room. He kissed his wife on the top of her head, loving every moment that they spent together.

“You know I gotta love you to be laying here watching the Lifetime channel all day.”

Bianca grinned a little. “These shows are good,” she teased.

“Yeah, I guess.” Tory said with a slight shake of the head. The truth was that he wasn’t much interested in what they were watching on the TV. He was thinking about the doctor’s appointment that he had coming up that Friday. He’d been cancer free for nine months now and the appointment was to let him know if he was still cancer free. It certainly was something that scared him on the inside, because he’d finally gotten his life in order. He was with the woman he loved and now had kids that he considered his own.

“Are you good, babe?” Bianca asked, feeling some of the tension that Tory was giving off. “If you feel some type of way about Tessa moving in, then just say that and I’ll tell her that she needs to make other arrangements.”

“Nooooo,” Tory quickly spoke up. “I seriously don’t mind your best friend coming over to stay for a few weeks. I think you’re a sweetheart for allowing her inside of our home. She should be thankful to have a friend like you.”

“But babe, I understand that you don’t mind her coming. I just want you to tell me how you really feel about it. Let’s face it. I think you will let me do whatever I want to do as long as it doesn’t jeopardize my health or get in the way of me being a good mom to the kids.”