Authors: Anne; Holt
She tried to picture Geir Kongsbakken. His face kept slipping away; even though it was no more than a day since she met him, she couldn't recall what he looked like, other than that he looked boring. Compact and heavy, like both his parents. She remembered the smell of furniture wax and brown wood. She remembered his neutral suit. The lawyer's face was just an unclear blur in her mind.
Unni Kongsbakken came back. She sat down again without a word.
âWhat do you mean by “I am almost certain”?' asked Johanne.
âPardon?'
âYou said . . . You said you were almost certain that . . . that Geir killed Hedvig. Why just almost certain?'
âI can't know for certain,' said Unni Kongsbakken drily. âNot in a legal sense, at least. He has never admitted to anything.'
âBut . . .'
âLet me continue.'
She lifted her cup. It was empty. Johanne waved to the waiter for a refill. The waiter was getting annoyed; Unni Kongsbakken had to ask twice for more milk before he brought some.
âGeir was knocked out,' she said in the end. âAnd Asbjørn was like a clam. It only took a minute or two before Geir came round again. And then he was as silent as his brother. I went to get Astor. As I said, he was sitting in his study and it was quite late.'
Again she got that faraway look in her eyes, as if she was trying to turn back time.
âAstor was furious. First because I had disturbed him, of course, and then because of what I had to say. It was ludicrous, he shouted. Rubbish. Codswallop, he shouted at me. He commanded the boys down to the sofa and bombarded them with questions. Neither of them said a word. They . . . they simply didn't answer. Anything. For me, that was as good an answer as any. Even though Asbjørn was a rebel, he always had a kind of respect for his father. I had never seen him like that before. The boy looked his father defiantly in the eye and did not answer. Geir stared down into his lap. He was silent too, even when Astor slapped him hard. In the end, Astor gave up. He sent them to bed. It was well past midnight. He was shaking when he got into bed beside me. I told him what I thought. That Geir had killed Hedvig and that he'd called Asbjørn to help him get rid of . . . the body. We only had one phone in the house and it was right outside Asbjørn's room. Geir could have phoned him in the night without us hearing it. That's what I said. Astor said nothing, he just cried silently. I had never seen my husband cry. Finally he said that I was wrong. That it wasn't possible. Aksel Seier had killed Hedvig, and that was that. He turned his back to me and said no
more. I didn't give in. I went through everything again. The bloody sweater. The boys' peculiar behaviour. The evening that Hedvig disappeared, Geir had been at a Young Socialists' meeting in Oslo. Asbjørn was at home. In the early hours I heard . . . sorry, I've already told you that. I'm repeating myself. But Astor wouldn't listen. When the day finally dawned, he got up. He had a shower, got dressed and went to work. From what I read in the papers, he gave an impassioned speech. Then he came home and we ate dinner in silence. All four of us.'
Unni Kongsbakken slapped her hand lightly on the table, as if setting a full stop.
âI don't quite know what to say to all this,' said Johanne.
âStrictly speaking, you don't need to say anything.'
âBut Anders Mohaug, it was him who . . .'
âAnders had also changed. I hadn't noticed it earlier, the boy was always a bit strange. But then, after that evening, I noticed that he was also quieter. More stooped. More anxious, somehow. It wasn't hard to imagine why Asbjørn had presumably taken Anders with him. He was a very big boy, you see. Strong. I tried to talk to Mrs Mohaug when the opportunity arose. She was like a frightened animal. Didn't want to talk.'
Unni Kongsbakken's eyes filled again. Her tears followed a line along the base of her nose. She licked her upper lip lightly.
âShe obviously thought that Anders had done it on his own,' she said quietly. âI should have been more insistent. I should have . . . Mrs Mohaug was never herself again after that winter.'
âWhen Anders died,' Johanne ventured, but was interrupted again.
âAstor and I never talked about the Hedvig case after that fateful night. It was as if that entire terrible night was shut away in a drawer, locked away, and hidden for ever; I . . . As
time passed, it was as if nothing had ever happened. Geir became a lawyer like his father. He tried to be like Astor in every way, without ever succeeding. Asbjørn started to write his books. In other words, there were plenty of other things to worry about.'
She gave a deep sigh, her voice trembling, before she pulled herself together:
âOne day, it must have been sometime in summer, in 1965, Astor came home from the office . . . Yes, he was working for the Ministry at the time.'
âYes, I knew that.'
âHis good friend, the director general, Einar Danielsberg, had been to see him. Asked him about the Hedvig case and Aksel Seier. Some new information had come to light that might indicate that . . .'
She put her face in her hands. Her wedding ring, thin and worn, was embedded on her right ring finger. It had nearly disappeared under a fold in her skin.
âAstor just said that everything had been taken care of,' she said in a still voice. âThat there was no need to be frightened.'
âTo be frightened?'
âThat was all he said. I don't know what happened.'
Suddenly she revealed her face again.
âAstor was an honourable man. The fairest man I have ever met. But he still let an innocent man go to prison. That said something. It taught me that . . .'
She took a deep breath, nearly gasped.
âWe will do anything for what is ours. That's the way we are made, we humans. We protect what is ours.'
Then she got up, an old, old lady, heavy and slow. Her hair had fallen from the Japanese chopsticks. Her eyes were swollen.
âAs I'm sure you understand, I could never prove anything.'
It was as if her bag had grown too heavy in the course of
the afternoon. She tried to put it on her shoulder, but it just slid down. In the end she clasped the bag with both arms and tried to straighten her back.
âThat has comforted me, for a long time. I couldn't be certain about anything. The boys would never talk. The sweater was burnt. Astor made sure of that. When Asbjørn died, I read his books for the first time. In The Fall of Man, the Fourteenth of November, I finally found the certainty I needed.'
I can understand that you've protected your husband, thought Johanne, and tried to find words that would not offend. But now you're betraying your own son. You're surrendering your own son. After all these years . . . your own son. Why?
âGeir has had over forty years of freedom,' said Unni Kongsbakken in a dull voice. âHe has had forty years that did not belong to him. I think he has . . . I assume that he hasn't done anything else.'
Her smile was full of shame, as if she couldn't believe what she was saying.
âI couldn't say anything earlier. Astor would . . . Astor would never have survived it. It was bad enough with Asbjørn. With those awful books, all the clamour, the suicide.'
She sighed weakly.
âThank you for taking the time to listen to me. You'll have to decide for yourself what you want to do with what you now know. I have done my bit. Too late, of course, but all the same . . . You will have to decide what happens to Geir. Presumably you can't do much. He will of course deny everything. And as nothing can be proven . . . But it could perhaps help this . . . Aksel Seier. To know what happened, I mean. Goodbye.'
Johanne watched her bent back as she made her way to the large doors of the Grand Café, and it struck her that the colours in her jacket seemed to have faded. It was as much as
the old woman could do to lift her feet. Through the windows, she saw someone help her into a taxi. A hairbrush fell out of her bag as the door closed; Johanne sat and followed the car as it drove Unni Kongsbakken away.
The brush was full of dead hairs. Johanne was surprised by how clear they were, even at that distance. They were grey and reminded her of Aksel Seier.
A
dam Stubo was sitting alone in his office, trying to suppress an inappropriate feeling of relief.
Laffen Sørnes had died as he lived, escaping from a society that despised him. It was tragic. All the same, Adam could not rid himself of a feeling of satisfaction. With Laffen Sørnes out of the way, it would perhaps be possible to get more people to concentrate on the real sinner, the real hunt. Adam breathed easier at the thought. He felt stronger and more energetic than he had for days.
It was a while since he'd turned off the TV. It was revolting to see how the journalists buzzed around in a blood haze without giving any thought to the seriousness of the tragedy that had just occurred live on television. He shuddered and started to sort his documents.
Sigmund Berli burst into the room.
Adam looked up and frowned.
âThat was quite an entrance,' he said laconically, tapping his finger on his desk and nodding at the door. âHave we completely forgotten our manners?'
âThe crash,' puffed Sigmund Berli. âLaffen Sørnes died, as you've no doubt heard. But the other . . .'
He gasped for breath, bent over slightly and pressed his palms against his knees.
âThe other . . . The man in the other car . . .'
âSit down, Sigmund.'
Adam pointed to the other chair.
âJesus wept, the other one was . . . Karsten Ã
sli!'
Adam felt like his heart had short-circuited. Everything stopped. He tried to focus, but his eyes were locked on to Sigmund's chest. His tie was tucked in between two buttons on his shirt. It was far too red, with birds on it. The tail of a yellow goose stuck out from an opening on his chest. Adam didn't even know if he was still breathing.
âDid you hear what I said?' Sigmund shouted. âIt was Karsten Ã
sli who crashed with Laffen! If you're right, that means that Emilie . . .'
âEmilie,' Adam repeated, his voice giving way; he tried to cough.
âKarsten Ã
sli is about to die too! If you're right, how the fuck are we going to find Emilie, Adam? If Karsten Ã
sli has forgotten her and decides to log off for good?'
Adam got up from the chair slowly. He had to support himself by holding on to the edge of the table. He had to think. He had to focus.
âSigmund,' he said, in a more normal voice. âGo to the hospital. Do everything you can to get the man to talk. If at all possible.'
âHe's unconscious, you idiot!'
Adam straightened up.
âYes, I realise that,' he said pointedly. âThat's why you have to be there. In case he wakes up.'
âAnd you? What are you going to do in the meantime?'
âI'm going to go to Snaubu.'
âBut you've got no more on the guy than you did yesterday, Adam! Even though Karsten Ã
sli has been seriously injured, you can't just break into his property without a warrant!'
Adam pulled on his jacket and looked over at the clock.
âI don't care,' he said calmly. âRight now, I don't give a damn.'
A
ksel Seier was amazed at how at home he felt in the small room where Eva lived. The walls were a warm yellow colour, and even though the bed was metal and it said Oslo City Council on the bedclothes, it was still Eva's room. He recognised a couple of things from the bedsit in Brugata, where she'd cleaned the wound on the back of his head with iodine that night in 1965. The pale-blue porcelain angel with open wings and remnants of gold paint that she'd been given for her confirmation. He remembered it as soon as his fingers stroked the cool figurine. The painting of Hovedøya at sunset that he'd given her. It was hanging above the bed, the colours paler than when he had put down fifteen kroner on the counter in a second-hand shop and taken the picture away with him, wrapped in brown paper and tied with string.
Eva had also faded.
But she was still his Eva.
Her hand was old and destroyed by illness. It was as if her face had been worn out, its expression frozen in a relentless pain. Her body was now just a motionless shell around the woman that Aksel Seier still loved. He didn't say much. It took some time for Eva to tell him the story. She had to rest every now and then. Aksel kept quiet and listened.
He felt at home in the room.
âHe changed so much,' said Eva quietly. âEverything went to pieces. He didn't have enough money to pursue the case.
If he used what was left of the inheritance from Mother, he would have nowhere to live. And then he certainly wouldn't stand a chance. It killed him, Aksel. He hasn't even been to see me for the past few months.'
Everything would be sorted, Aksel soothed her. He had taken out his cards. Platinum, he explained, holding the shiny piece of plastic up to her eyes. These cards were only given to the wealthy. He was wealthy. He would sort everything out.
Everything would be sorted, now that Aksel had finally come.
âI could have come earlier.'
She just hadn't asked him to. Aksel knew that; it wasn't possible to come to Norway before Eva wanted him to. Even though she hadn't really invited him now, there was a plea for help in what she wrote. The letter came in May, not in July like it should have. It was a desperate letter, and he had answered her by leaving everything behind and coming home.
Aksel drank some juice from a large glass that was standing on the bedside table. It tasted fresh. It tasted of Norway, blackcurrant syrup and water. The real thing. Norwegian juice. He dried his mouth and smiled.
Aksel heard something and half turned round. Fear blasted through his body. He let go of Eva's hand and balled his fist without being aware of it. The policeman with the keys and watery eyes, the one who wanted Aksel to admit to something he had not done and who had haunted him in his dreams, had worn a different uniform. More old-fashioned, perhaps. This man had a loose jacket and a black and white checked band round his trouser legs. But he was a policeman. Aksel saw that immediately and looked out of the window.