“Don’t cry, Ayla. We’ll find Whinney.”
“I wasn’t crying about Whinney. I was thinking how much I love you, and the tears just came out.”
“I love you, too,” he said, reaching for her, feeling a constriction in his own throat.
Suddenly, she was in his arms, sobbing on his shoulder, and the tears that came were for Whinney as well. “Jondalar, we’ve got to find her.”
“We will. We’ll just keep looking until we do. Now, how about fixing up a backpack for me. Something that can hold the spear-throwers and some spears on the outside, where they will be easy to reach.”
“That shouldn’t be too hard. We’ll have to take dried traveling food, of course,” Ayla said, wiping her eyes with the back of her hand.
“How much do you think we’ll need?” he asked.
“It depends. How long will we be gone?” she asked.
The question stopped them both. How long would they be gone? How long would it take them to find Whinney and get her back?
“It probably won’t take more than a few days to track the herd and find her, but perhaps we should take enough for half a moon cycle,” Jondalar said.
Ayla paused, thinking of the counting words. “That’s more than ten days, maybe as much as three hands, fifteen days. Do you think it will take that long?”
“No, I don’t think so, but it’s best to be prepared,” Jondalar said.
“We can’t leave this camp alone for that long,” Ayla said. “Some kind of animal will come and tear it apart, wolves or hyenas or wolverines or
bears … no, bears are sleeping, but something. They’ll chew up the tent, the bowl boat, anything leather, and the extra food. What will we do with everything we have to leave behind?”
“Maybe Wolf could stay behind and watch the camp?” Jondalar said, wrinkling his forehead. “Wouldn’t he stay if you told him to? He’s hurt, anyway. Wouldn’t it be better for him not to travel?”
“Yes, it would be better for him, but he won’t stay. He would for a while, but he’d come looking for us if we didn’t get back within a day or so.”
“Maybe we could tie him close to the camp…”
“No! He would hate that, Jondalar!” Ayla exclaimed. “You wouldn’t like to be made to stay someplace that you didn’t want to be! Besides, if wolves or something did come, they could attack him and he wouldn’t be able to fight, or run out of their way. We’ll just have to think of some other way to protect our things.”
They walked back to their camp in silence, Jondalar a little chagrined and Ayla worried, but both of them still trying to resolve the problem of what to do with their gear while they were gone. As they approached the tent, Ayla remembered something.
“I have an idea,” she said. “Maybe we could put everything in the tent and close it up. I still have some of that wolf repellent I made to keep Wolf from chewing on things. I could soften it up and spread it on the tent. That might keep some animals away.”
“It might, for a while at least, until the rains washed it away, and that could take some time, but it wouldn’t keep out the ones that tried to dig or burrow under it.” Jondalar paused. “Why couldn’t we gather everything together and wrap it up with a tent? Then you could put your repellent on it … but we shouldn’t just leave it out.”
“No, I think we have to get it up, off the ground, like we do with the meat,” Ayla said, then more excited, “Maybe we could put it up on the poles. And cover it with the bowl boat, to keep the rain away.”
“That’s a good idea!” Jondalar said, then paused again. “But those poles could be knocked over by a cave lion, or even a determined pack of wolves or hyenas.” He looked around trying to think, and he noticed a large clump of brambles with long leafless canes full of sharp thorns spreading out from the middle. “Ayla,” he said, “do you think we could poke the three poles through the middle of those brambles, tie them together about halfway up, put our tent bundle on top of that, and cover it all with the bowl boat?”
Ayla’s smiled broadened as he talked. “I think we could carefully cut some of those canes so we could get close enough to get the poles in and tied, and put everything on top, then weave them back in with the others. Small animals would still be able to get to it, but most of them
are sleeping, or staying in their nests, and those sharp thorns would probably keep the bigger animals away. Even lions will avoid sharp thorns. Jondalar, I think it would work!”
Selecting the few items they could take required thought and consideration. They decided to take a little extra flint and a few essential tools to work it with, some extra rope and cordage, and as much food as they could pack. In sorting through her things, Ayla located the special belt and the mammoth-tusk dagger that Talut had given to her at the ceremony when she was adopted by the Lion Camp. The belt had thin leather thongs threaded through it that could be pulled out into loops for carrying things, in particular the dagger, although the carrying belt could also be used to hold many other useful objects close at hand.
She tied the belt around her hips, over her outer fur tunic, then took the dagger out and turned it over in her hands, wondering if she should take it. Though its point was very sharp, it was more ceremonial than practical. Mamut had used one like it to cut her arm, and then, with the blood he had drawn, to mark the ivory plaque that he had worn around his neck, counting her among the Mamutoi.
She had also watched a similar dagger used to make tattoos, by cutting fine lines in the skin with the point. Black charcoal from ash wood was then put into the resulting wounds. She didn’t know that ash trees produced a natural antiseptic that inhibited infection, and it was unlikely that the Mamut who told her knew exactly why it worked. She only knew that it had been strongly impressed on her never to use anything but burned ash wood to darken the scar when making a tattoo.
Ayla put the dagger back in its rawhide sheath and left it there. Then she picked up another leather sheath that protected the extremely sharp flint blade of a small ivory-handled knife Jondalar had made for her. She put it through a loop in her belt, and then she put the handle of the hatchet he had given her through yet another loop. The stone head of the small axe was also wrapped in leather to protect it.
She decided that there was no reason the belt couldn’t hold her spear-thrower. Then she tucked her sling through it, and she finally tied on the pouch that held stones for her sling. She felt weighted down, but it was a convenient way to carry things when they had to travel with very little. She added her spears to the ones Jondalar had already put in the carrier of the backpack.
It took longer than they had thought to decide what to take, and even more time to safely stow everything they were leaving behind. Ayla felt anxious over the delay, but by noon they were finally mounted and leaving.
When they started out, Wolf loped along beside them, but he soon lagged behind, obviously in some pain. Ayla worried about him, not
sure how far or how fast he could travel, but she decided she would have to let him follow at his own pace, and if he couldn’t keep up, he would have to catch up when they stopped. She was torn by concern for both animals, but Wolf was nearby and, though injured, she felt confident that he would recover. Whinney could be anywhere, and the longer they delayed, the farther away she might be.
They followed the trail of the herd more or less northeast for some distance; then the tracks of the horses inexplicably changed direction. Ayla and Jondalar overshot the turn and thought for a moment that they had lost the trail. They turned back, but it was late afternoon by the time they found it again, going east, and it was near nightfall when they came to a river.
It was evident that the horses had crossed, but it was getting too dark to see the hoofprints and they decided to camp beside the river. The question was, which side? If they crossed now, their wet clothes would probably dry before morning, but Ayla was afraid Wolf would not be able to find them if they crossed the water before he caught up with them. They decided to wait for him and set up their camp where they were.
With their minimal gear, the camp felt bare and depressing. They hadn’t seen any more than tracks the whole day. Ayla was beginning to worry that they might be following the wrong herd, and she was worried about Wolf. Jondalar tried to ease her anxieties, but when Wolf hadn’t appeared by the time the night sky was filled with stars, her concern for him grew. She waited up quite late, but when Jondalar finally convinced her to join him in their sleeping furs, she still couldn’t go to sleep, though she was tired. She had almost dozed off when she felt a cold wet nose nuzzle her.
“Wolf! You made it! You’re here! Jondalar, look! Wolf is here,” Ayla cried, feeling him wince under her hugs. Jondalar felt relieved and glad to see him, too, though he told himself his happiness was mostly for Ayla’s sake. At least she might get some sleep. But first she got up to give the animal the share she had saved for him of their meal, a stew made of dried meat, roots, and a cake of traveling food.
Earlier, she had mixed dried willowbark tea into a bowl of water she had put aside for him, and he was thirsty enough to lap it up, painkilling medication and all. He curled up beside their sleeping roll and Ayla fell asleep with one arm around him, while Jondalar cuddled close and put an arm around her. In the freezing cold but clear night, they slept in their clothes, except for their boots and fur outer garments, and they didn’t bother with setting up the low tent.
Ayla thought Wolf seemed better in the morning, but she took more
willowbark out of her otter-skin medicine bag and added a cup of the decoction to his food. They all had to face crossing the cold river, and she wasn’t sure how it would affect the animal’s injury. It might chill him too much, but on the other hand, the cold water might actually relieve the healing wound, and the internal bruising.
But the young woman wasn’t any too eager to get her clothing wet. It wasn’t the dousing of cold water so much—she had often bathed in colder water—it was the idea of wearing wet trousers and footwear in the near-freezing air. When she started to wrap the upper leather of her high-topped moccasinlike boots around her calf, she suddenly changed her mind.
“I’m not going to wear these into the water,” she declared. “I’d rather go barefoot and get my feet wet. At least I’d have dry footwear to put on when we get across.”
“That may not be a bad idea,” Jondalar said.
“In fact, I’m not even going to wear these,” Ayla said, pulling off her trousers and standing there bare from her tunic down—which made Jondalar smile and want to do something else besides chase horses. But he knew Ayla was too concerned about Whinney to think about dallying.
As funny as it might look, he had to admit it was an intelligent thought. The river wasn’t exceptionally large, though it did look swift. They could cross the water riding double on Racer, with bare legs and feet, then put dry clothes on when they reached the other side. It would not only be more comfortable, it would keep them from a prolonged chill.
“I think you’re right, Ayla. It’s better not to get these wet,” he said, pulling off his leg-coverings.
Jondalar put on the backpack, and Ayla held the sleeping roll, just to make sure it wouldn’t get wet. The man felt a little silly getting up on the horse with his lower half bare, but feeling Ayla’s skin between his legs made him forget it. The obvious result of his thoughts was not lost on her. If she hadn’t been so filled with her need to hurry, she, too, could have been tempted to stay a little longer. In the back of her mind she thought that some other time they might ride double again, just for fun, but this was not the time for fun.
The water was icy cold when the brown stallion entered the stream, breaking through the crust of ice near the edge. Though the river was swift, and soon deep enough to wet their legs to midway up their thighs, the horse did not lose his footing; it was not so deep that he had to swim. Racer’s two riders tried to curl their legs out of the water at first, but soon felt numbed to the cold river. About halfway across, Ayla turned around to look for Wolf. He was still on the bank, pacing back
and forth, avoiding the initial plunge, as he often did. Ayla whistled to encourage him on, and she saw him finally jump in.
They reached the opposite shore without incident, except for feeling cold. The chill wind blowing on their wet legs when they dismounted didn’t help. After pushing most of the water off with their hands, they hurried to put on their pants and moccasin-boots, with liners of downy chamois wool felted together—a departing gift from the Sharamudoi, for which they were more than grateful at that moment. Their legs and feet tingled with the returning warmth. When Wolf reached the shore, he climbed on the bank and shook himself. Ayla checked him over to satisfy herself that he was none the worse for the cold swim.
They located the trail easily and remounted the young stallion. Wolf again tried to keep up, but he soon lagged behind. Ayla worriedly watched him falling farther and farther back. That he had found them the night before eased her fears a little, and she consoled herself with the knowledge that he had often run off hunting or exploring on his own and had always caught up with them again. She hated to leave him behind, but they had to find Whinney.
It was midafternoon before they finally caught sight of horses in the distance. As they drew nearer, Ayla strained to find her friend amidst the others. She thought she caught a glimpse of a familiar hay-colored coat, but she couldn’t be sure. There were too many other horses with coats that were similar, and when the wind carried their scent to the herd, they raced away.
“Those horses have been hunted before,” Jondalar remarked. But he was glad that he caught himself in time before he voiced his next thought out loud: There must be people in this region who like horse-meat. He didn’t want to upset Ayla even more. The herd soon outdistanced a young stallion that was carrying two passengers, but they continued to follow the trail. It was all they could do for now.
The herd turned south, for some reason only they knew, heading back toward the Great Mother River. Before long, the ground began to slope up. The land became rugged and rocky, and the grass more sparse. They continued until they came to a broad field high above the rest of the landscape. When they caught sight of water sparkling below, they realized they were on a plateau on top of the prominence they had skirted around the base of a few days before. The river they had crossed hugged its western face before joining the Mother.