One Night for Love (4 page)

Lily did not turn up the valley toward it. There was no light inside and she would not have approached it even if there had been. To her left she could see a wide, sandy beach and the moonlight in a sparkling band across the sea.

She would spend the night just above the beach, she decided. And tomorrow she would return to Newbury Abbey.

When Lily awoke early the following morning, she washed her face and hands in the cold water of the stream and tidied herself as best she could before climbing the path back up over the fern-draped slope and through the trees to the bottom of the cultivated lawn.

She stood looking up at what appeared to be stables with the house beyond. Both looked even more massive and forbidding in the morning light than they had appeared last night. And there was a great deal of activity going on. There were numerous carriages on the driveway close to the stables, and grooms and coachmen bustled about everywhere. Last night’s party guests must have stayed overnight and were preparing to leave, Lily guessed. It was clearly still not the right time to make her call. She must wait until later.

She was hungry, she discovered after she had returned to the beach, and decided to fill in some time by walking into the village, where perhaps she could buy a small loaf of bread. But when she arrived there, she found that it was by no means the quiet, deserted place it had been the evening before. The square was almost surrounded by grand
carriages—perhaps some of the very ones she had seen earlier by the stables of the abbey. The green itself was crowded with people. The doors of the inn were wide open, and a great bustling in and out discouraged Lily from approaching. She could see that the gateway to the church was tightly packed with an even denser throng than the green held.

“What is happening?” she asked a couple of women who stood on the edge of the green close to the inn, both staring in the direction of the church, one of them on tiptoe.

They turned their heads to stare at her. One looked her up and down, recognized her as a stranger, and frowned. The other was more friendly.

“A wedding,” she said. “Half the quality of England is here for the wedding of Miss Edgeworth to the Earl of Kilbourne. I don’t know how they squeezed them all inside the church.”

The Earl of Kilbourne! Again the name sounded like that of a stranger. But he was
not
a stranger. And the meaning of what the; woman had just said struck home. He was getting married? Now? Inside that church? The Earl of Kilbourne was
getting married
?

“The bride just arrived,” the second woman added, having thawed to the idea of having a stranger for an audience. “You missed her, more’s the pity. All in white satin, she is, with a scalloped train and a bonnet and netting that covers her face. But if you stand here a spell, you will see them coming out as soon as the church bells start to ring. The carriage will come around this way before going back around and through the gates, I daresay, so that we can all wave and get a good look at them. Leastways that is what Mr. Wesley says—the innkeeper, you know.”

But Lily did not wait for further explanations. She was hurrying across the green, threading her way among the
people standing there. She was half running by the time she reached the church gateway.

Neville could tell by the flurry of movement at the back of the church that Lauren had arrived with Baron Galton, her grandfather. There was a stirring of heightened expectation from the pews, which held all the flower of the
ton
as well as a number of the more prominent local families. Several heads turned to look back, though there was nothing to see yet.

Neville felt as if someone had tightened his cravat at the neck and dropped a handful of frisky butterflies into his stomach, both of which afflictions had been with him to varying degrees since before the early breakfast he had been unable to consume, but he turned eagerly enough for his first sight of his bride. He caught a glimpse of Gwen, who was stooping apparently to straighten the train of Lauren’s gown. The bride herself stood tantalizingly just out of sight.

The vicar, splendidly robed for the occasion, stood just behind Neville’s shoulder. Joseph Fawcitt, Marquess of Attingsborough, the male cousin closest to him in age and always a close friend, cleared his throat from his other side. Every head, Neville was aware, had turned now to look toward the back entrance in expectation of the appearance of the bride. Of what importance was a mere bridegroom, after all, when the bride was about to appear? Lauren was exactly on time, he guessed with a private half smile. It would be unlike her to be late by even a single minute.

He shifted his feet as the movements at the back of the church became more pronounced and there was even the
sound of voices inappropriately loud for the interior of a church. Someone was telling someone else with sharp urgency that he or she could not go in there.

And then she stepped through the doorway into the view of those gathered inside the church. Except that she was alone. And not dressed as a bride but as beggar woman. And she was not Lauren. She took a few hurried steps forward along the nave before stopping.

It was a hallucination brought on by the occasion, some remote part of his mind told Neville. She looked startlingly, achingly familiar. But she was not Lauren. His vision darkened about the edges and sharpened down the center. He looked along the nave of the church as down a long tunnel—or as through the eyepiece of a telescope—at the illusion standing there. His mind refused to function normally.

Someone—two men actually, he observed almost dispassionately—grabbed her arms and would have dragged her back out of sight. But the sudden terror that she would disappear, never to be seen again, released him from the paralysis that had held him in its grip. He held up one staying arm He did not hear himself speak, but everyone turned sharply to look at him and he was aware of the echo of someone’s voice saying something.

He took two steps forward.

“Lily?” he whispered. He tried to restore reality and passed a hand swiftly over his eyes, but she was still there, a man holding to each of her arms and looking his way as if for instructions. There was a coldness in his head, in his nostrils.

“Lily
?” he said again, louder this time.

“Yes,” she said in the soft, melodic voice that had haunted his dreams and his conscience for many months after her—

“Lify,” he said, and he felt curiously detached from the
scene. He heard his words over the buzzing in his ears as if someone else were speaking them. “Lily,
you are dead
!”

“No,” she said, “I did not die.”

He was still seeing her down the tunnel of his hallucination. Only her. Only Lily. He was unaware of the church, unaware of the people stirring uneasily in the pews, of the vicar clearing his throat, of Joseph setting a hand on his sleeve, of Lauren standing in the doorway behind Lily, her eyes wide with the dawning premonition of disaster. He clung to the vision. He would not let it go. Not again. He would not let her go again. He took another step forward.

The vicar cleared his throat once more and Neville finally comprehended that he was in All Souls Church, Upper Newbury, on his wedding day. With
Lily
standing in the aisle between him and his bride.

“My lord,” the vicar said, addressing him, “do you know this woman? Is it your wish that she be removed so that we may proceed with the wedding service?”

Did he know her?

Did he know her
?

“Yes, I know her,” he said, his voice quiet, though he was fully aware now that every single wedding guest hung upon his words and heard him clearly. “She is my wife.”

The silence, though total, lasted only a very few seconds.

“My lord?” The vicar was the first to break it.

There was a swell of sound as half the people present, it seemed, tried to talk at once while the other half tried just as loudly to shush them so that they would not miss anything of significance. The Countess of Kilbourne was on her feet in the front pew. Her brother, the Duke of Anburey, rose too and set a hand on her arm.

“Neville?” the countess said in a shaking voice, which nevertheless was distinctly audible above the general buzz of sound. “What
is
this? Who
is
this woman?”

“I should have had her taken up for vagrancy last night,” the duke said in his usual authoritative voice, trying to take charge of the situation. “Calm yourself, Clara. Gentlemen, remove the woman, if you please. Neville, return to your place so that this wedding may proceed.”

But no one paid his grace any heed, except the vicar. Everyone had heard what Neville had said. There had been no ambiguity in his words.

“With all due respect, your grace,” the Reverend Beckford said, “this wedding may not proceed when his lordship has just acknowledged this woman as his wife.”

“I married Lily Doyle in Portugal,” Neville said, never taking his eyes from the beggar woman. The shushing voices became more insistent and a hush so total that it was almost loud fell again on the congregation. “I watched her die less than twenty-four hours later. I reached her side no more than a few minutes after that. I stood over her dead body—you were
dead
, Lily. And then I was shot in the head.”

Everyone knew that for over a month before his return to England Neville had lain in a hospital in Lisbon, suffering from a head wound sustained during an ambush among the hills of central Portugal when he had been leading a winter scouting party. Amnesia and persistent dizziness and headaches had prevented his return to his regiment even after the wound itself had healed. And then news of his father’s death had reached him and brought him home.

But no one had heard of any marriage.

Until now.

And clearly the woman he had married was
not
dead.

Someone in the church had already realized the full implications of the fact. There was a strangled cry from the back of the church, and those who looked back saw Lauren standing there, her face as pale now as the veil that covered it, her hands clawing at the sides of her gown and sweeping up the train behind it before she turned and fled, followed closely by Gwendoline. The church doors opened and then closed again rather noisily.

“I am sorry,” Lily said. “I am so very sorry. I was not dead.”

“Neville!” Lady Kilbourne was clinging with both gloved hands to the back of the pew.

Sound swelled again.

But Neville held up both hands, palm out.

“I beg your pardon, all of you,” he said, “but clearly this is not a matter for public airing. Not yet at least. I hope to offer a full explanation before the day is out. In the meantime, it is obvious that there is to be no wedding here this morning. I invite you all to return to the abbey for breakfast.”

He lowered his arms and strode down the aisle, his right hand reaching out toward Lily. His eyes were on hers.

“Lily?” he said. “Come.”

His hand closed on hers and clamped hard about it. He scarcely broke stride, but continued on his way toward the outer door, Lily at his side.