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Authors: Carolyn Faulkner

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Of course, they had pooled their money.  Both of their parents had always had joint accounts and they couldn’t imagine not sharing everything.  But Clint’s idea of sharing everything and Cat’s had been two very different things at first, and Clint hadn’t realized exactly to what extent Cat’s upbringing would effect her spending habits.  To his credit, he confessed that to Cat when he sat her down, still wearing the gorgeous dress in question, which he found was distracting him from his true intentions.

It was a royal blue confection that brought out the cornflower blue in her eyes and accented the wavy blonde hair that fell artfully around her shoulders with little to no effort on her part.  Her skin leaned toward a paler than was popular shade, but she burned easily and didn’t much favor the sun, making her skin that much softer because of it, and when he put his hand on her upper arm to guide her in taking a seat on the bed next to him, it was all he could do to concentrate on what he wanted to say, to say nothing of what he knew he had to do.  Everything in him wanted to press her back to that pretty crocheted comforter she’d had in her antique cedar hope chest and have his way with her in the manner he knew would pleasure her the most.

What stopped him was the sight of the envelope that was sitting on his nightstand, containing the electricity bill that they weren’t going to be able to pay unless she returned the dress.

That white envelope, with its fluorescent pink “past due” stamp on the front was more than enough to steel his resolve, and help him remember that he needed to be strong for the both of them, or they were going to sink instead of swim.  He gathered her tight against him, asking in a soft voice, “You have the receipt for the dress, right, Cat?”

She wasn’t stupid, and he could feel her tense up immediately.  “Yes, it’s in the bag. Why?”

It was impossible not to tense up when she had a good idea what was going to happen, from his demeanor and his question. 

Why, oh why, had she let herself be talked into buying that dress?  She’d been out with some friends, just window shopping.  They were supposed to be just window shopping!  Clint had let her to go to lunch with them, even though that was stretching their budget pretty tightly.  She knew that he wasn’t going to be going to a nice, sit down restaurant with any of his friends this month – or any month – but he was like that.  He always did everything he could to make sure that she got to see the girls, knowing that it was important to her to keep in contact with the friends she’d had since she was practically a baby, even if he had to sacrifice a little more for her to do it.  He loved her more than enough to eat peanut butter and jelly for lunch in order for her to go out with the girls, because it made him happy to see her happy.

She felt the same about him, of course, but he rarely asked, and when he did, it was something much less expensive – like an occasional fishing or hunting trip with the boys.  Since they always went to someone else’s lodge, and they split the gas and food bills, his outings ended up costing a lot less than hers did overall.

So she’d gone out and it was wonderful, as always.  But lunch was never all that it was.  They’d had to go to the mall, of course, and she’d seen this dress on sale, in her size, and it looked fabulous on her.  Her friends practically wouldn’t let her out of the store without buying it.  Of the five friends she was closest with, only two of them – Jane and Rhonda – knew the kind of relationship she had with her husband. They knew that he disciplined her when he saw fit, and they both gave her the eye as she brought her purchase to the cash wrap desk, as a picture of that blasted electricity bill, which was about the same cost as the dress, flashed in her mind.

But she wanted that dress, damnit!  It looked so good on her, and she hadn’t had a new dress in ages!  And he was so loving and wonderful and generous to her; how could she possibly complain to him about something frivolous like that, like the need to go out and spend money just because you found the absolute perfect dressl at the absolute perfect price?  No man was going to understand that, unless he was gay.

And there was no question about Clint in that area.

So she’d bought it anyway, and now, here she was, in his arms, but not for the reason she wanted to be in his arms at all. 

Cat was already crying.  His spankings were nothing to sniff at, and she knew that that was where this scene was going to end up.  She must’ve known it when she’d written out the check, but couldn’t quite stop herself.

He pressed his face against the side of her head, burying his nose in her hair and breathing deeply in her scent.  “I think you know why,” he almost whispered, and that was worse.  “You know that the money in our account was already earmarked for the electricity bill.  We just had that discussion a couple of nights ago, didn’t we?”  Clint’s finger turned her face toward him as his lips settled ever so slowly over hers, then retreated just slightly.  “Didn’t we?”

She knew he would wait for her response, but not long.  “Yes,” she sighed on a sob.

Bless him, he didn’t ask her why she’d bought it.  Somehow, he knew she didn’t know the answer herself, and would be much less able to give him a satisfactory reason.  He kissed her again, then said in his no nonsense tone, that was totally at odds with the tender way he was holding her. “Tomorrow, we’re going to the mall to return the dress together, and then we’re going to Central Maine Power to pay the bill before they turn our lights off, understood?”

He was never angry or nasty or mean with her.  He almost never yelled; and if he did, it was very rarely at her, and most usually at himself, or a football or hockey team on television who wasn’t playing to his specifications.  In this situation, when he was going to discipline her, he was almost dichotomously soothing and sensitive.

Cat nodded, not that she really had a choice – tears falling from her chin onto the leg of his jeans.

“But what’s going to have to happen in the mean time, my love?” he asked, adjusting his position a little so that he sat straighter on the edge of the bed, less towards her, in preparation for what was to come.  But he kept his arm around her, steady, not binding because he didn’t fear she’d run away from him, but more to provide support and remind her that she could lean on him, even when he punished her.  He always sought to remind her that the punishments he dished out didn’t mean that he didn’t love her, and he never wanted her to forget that.

She hated saying it, and Clint almost always required it when he remembered and had the time to go through the entire ritual (which he felt was very important for the both of them, so he tried to do it as often as possible).  Sometimes, though, when it was a quick spanking, he didn’t.  When he just flipped her over his knee in the living room, or made her bend over in the kitchen, or wherever, usually for sassing him or using a word he didn’t like (and there seemed to be an endless list of those, as far as she was concerned).  She hated to hear him say her whole name, knowing what was coming next was a lecture about lady like language, to be accompanied by the loud tattoo of his hand cracking painfully against her bare butt.

“We get to snuggle and make love?” she suggested hopefully, blatantly trying to kiss him into distraction.

Clint knew she didn’t have far to go with that, but he had to be strong, for her, and he was determined to do so.  So he unwrapped those silky arms from around his neck and set her away from him just a bit, trying to adjust himself into a comfortable position which was damned near impossible with a raging hard on pressed against the zipper of his jeans.  “None of that tonight, sweetie.  You know the rule.”

She knew it, and didn’t like it.  No sex after a spanking; that was his rule.  He didn’t believe in pleasuring her after he’d punished her, thinking that it diminished his efforts, somehow, and he could almost never be corrupted about that.  He wouldn’t even be dissuaded in the morning, either.  She’d tried.  They wouldn’t be able to come together until tomorrow night, and it would drive her absolutely crazy.

Cat’s only consolation was that she knew that he would be aching at least as badly as she was – maybe even more, although she doubted it.  There was always a conflagration when they came together, like gasoline and a match, they lit up the sky with their loving, always had, always would.

“Answer my question, Cat.”  This time he wasn’t fooling, and she knew she had better do as he asked, or she’d be getting two spankings: one for not answering him in what he considered to be a timely fashion, and one for buying the dress.  Two Clint spankings in a row was never a good idea.

But still, making her say it was a torturous thing, and she squirmed, quite physically, as she barely eked the words out.  “A spanking.”

“Not just ‘a’ spanking,” he corrected immediately, “your spanking.  I don’t bother to spank just anyone, do I?”

“No,” she said, her voice small, repeating, because she knew he would require it of her eventually, “my spanking.”  She couldn’t repress a small shiver.

“Good girl.  Now,” he patted his legs, “over my lap.”

He rarely positioned her himself. Clint preferred that she come to him for her chastisement herself, of her own free will, as if physically consenting to it as well as inherently, every single time.  Cat had known exactly what she had signed on to well before they’d actually tied the knot.  This definitely wasn’t something he’d sprung on her on their wedding night.  He’d made it very clear from the beginning of their relationship exactly what he expected from her, and how he expected her to behave, as well as exactly how he’d correct that behavior, when needed, from the beginning – since before they were engaged.  He’d never hesitated to keep her in line, which had always brought amused smiles to her parents’ faces, she’d noted.

But it was downright awful to have to put yourself over the lap of the person you knew was going to spank you.  It was almost painful in and of itself, forget the spanking. Well, almost.  His thighs were so big and muscular that they had a thinnish pillow that he kept at hand to put over them for her comfort, so that her ribs and hips would have something to cushion them, but then it would move when she climbed on, and there was always a certain amount of adjustments that had to be made that just contributed to her humiliation.

But he was tender and gentle but firmly resolved throughout, patient with her endless fussing and futzing until she felt just right.  Cat knew she didn’t need to be hurting anywhere else but where he was going to be focusing for the next while, so she was a pain in the butt about her position. She also knew that, true to form, she was going to be flailing about like a mad woman, trying to dislodge herself or avoid a swat or twelve, not caring much at the time which it was, so she needed to be sure she was going to be comfortable the whole time, which seemed like decades at the time, but she was sure it lasted only minutes… but maybe years?

She’d never been cognizant enough at the end to try to keep track.  But it wasn’t as if Clint beat her to a bloody pulp, either.  Far from it.  He was always very attuned to how she was responding to what he was doing, and very careful not to over do it.  He wasn’t a huge man, not a lot taller than she was, but he was definitely much more muscular.  And she had to give it to him, he was always scrupulously careful of her when she was in his arms, or over his lap.

Her spankings weren’t horrible, long, drawn out, torturous affairs, although they certainly seemed as though they were at the time, and she reacted as though they were, crying and kicking as if he was digging her heart out with a spoon.  Clint made sure she regretted what she’d done; however long that took and how harsh the punishment was entirely his decision.  She always ended up with a bottom that was sore for several days later, not that he ever hesitated to scorch it again, the next day, if he deemed she needed it, darn him.

Clint leaned over to brush her hair back from her eyes, and give her a pillow that she could cry into.  At that point, they were still living in an apartment building with tissue thin walls.  One of their fellow tenants had already banged on the shared wall during a particularly loud punishment session, and Cat had been holding her breath ever since waiting for the police to arrive on their doorstep.

“I love you, Cat,” he said, solemnly, for this was not something he ever undertook lightly, and she knew it.

“I love you, too, ‘n I’m sorry,” she sobbed, and it damned near broke his heart every time, the trust she placed in him and the love she had for him when she let him do this for her.

 

Chapter Two

 

When he was through, her bottom radiated a palpable heat that he knew must have been terribly uncomfortable.  His handprint was seared all over the length of her rear and the backs of her thighs, which he always deemed needed attention, as he knew they were at least as sensitive as her bottom, if not more.  Cat had taken it well, though, even though she’d been crying from before she had even placed herself over his lap.  She’d done her best to try to dislodge herself and scoot out from under his well placed swats, but hadn’t managed to miss very many.

For a relatively non athletic woman, she became a world class contortionist when he had her over his lap, twisting and twirling and writhing and turning herself into a pretzel trying to avoid any spank she could, and flailing her legs like she should have tried out for Riverdance.

But one well placed leg over hers quieted that – as soon as he remembered to do it – and the broad arm that usually encircled her waist tightened until she could barely move an inch, rendering her entirely vulnerable to whatever form of correction he saw fit, without having to worry about being concussed into unconsciousness in the process by the whirling dervish that was his wife.

He never yelled at her for trying to avoid being spanked.  He’d been spanked himself when he was growing up – unlike Cat – and he knew that it was darned near impossible not to try to avoid the discomfort it caused.  He simply set about, calmly, and with excruciating care for her, neutralizing each attempt, so that she ended up getting exactly the spanking he intended for her, regardless of her efforts to avoid exactly that end.

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