He shook his head. "I wish I was."
Edward had said that he wouldn't have brought Olaf in if he'd known I was coming. It made it sound like Olaf had been invited in, not volunteered, but I'd ask Edward. I'd make sure.
"Thank you for telling me, Bradley. I don't know much about this stuff but I know you're taking a chance telling me at all."
"I had to tell you, Anita. You see it was me that pulled your file in the first place. I was the one that pushed to get you invited in. I brought you to someone's attention. For that I am heartily sorry."
"It's okay, Bradley. You didn't know."
He gave a small shake of his head, and the look on his face was bitter. "But I should have."
I didn't know what to say to that. It turned out I didn't have to say anything. Bradley walked out of the room. I waited a second or two, then followed him out. But I couldn't shake the unease. He'd meant to scare me, and he'd succeeded. It was all Big Brother watching and paranoia. He already had me wondering if Olaf had invited himself, or even if Edward could have been asked to recruit me. It wouldn't surprise me that Edward worked for the government, at least part time. He took money from anyone.
It would have seemed silly if I hadn't seen the look on Bradley's face. If he hadn't told me about my file. He said file, like everyone had a file. Maybe they did. But someone had requested my file. I had a sudden image of my life, my crimes, all printed in neat type crossing one shadowy desk after another until it reached, where? Or would the question be who?
Blake, Anita Blake. It even sounded funny. Of course, the federal government has never been known for its sense of humor.
EDWARD LET ME drive his Hummer to the hospital. He stayed behind to wait for the witch. She was Donna's friend so he'd play Ted and hold her hand through the crime scene. It would be her very first crime scene. Talk about being thrown in at the deep end to sink or swim. Even I'd had a gentler introduction to police work than this.
Olaf stayed to commune with the bodies. Fine with me. I did not want to be in a car, or any small confined space with Olaf without Edward along to chaperone. I think the police and the Feds would have gladly given him to me for the ride, though. All he'd really done was confirm my supposition that the killer would not have willingly left his trophies behind, though Olaf knew less about magic than I did. He didn't know why the killer left. I was the only one with a scenario for that, and even I would be relieved if the wicca practitioner seconded my opinion. If she didn't, then we were truly out of guesses.
In fact, almost no one wanted to go with me. Franklin thought I was nuts. What did I mean, the survivors weren't survivors, but the living dead? Bradley wasn't willing to leave Franklin as the ranking agent on site. The geology maps were on the way, and I don't think he wanted Franklin in charge of the search. Marks wouldn't leave the scene to the Feds, and he also thought I was nuts. Ramirez and one uniform followed me in an unmarked car.
I didn't really think they'd find the monster. There had been no track. No tracks meant either it could fly or it dematerialized. Either way they weren't going to find it, not on foot, not with maps. So I felt free to go to the hospital.
Another reason to go into Albuquerque was that Edward had found me a name. A man who was known as a brujo, a witch. Donna had only given "Ted" the name on the condition it would not be used to harm the man. She'd only been given the name on the strict understanding that no harm would come to him. The one who gave up the name didn't want the brujo to come back and hurt her. He would work evil spells for money, as well as personal vengeance. If you could prove in court that he performed real magic for nefarious purpose, it was an automatic death sentence. His name was Nicandro Baco, and he was supposed to be a necromancer. If he were, he'd be the first one, other than me, that I'd ever met. The name came with one other warning. Be careful of him. He was much more dangerous than he looked. Just what I needed -- a necromancer with an attitude. Oh, wait, I was a necromancer with an attitude. If he got shitty with me, we'd see who was the bigger fish. Was that a chip on my shoulder or overconfidence? We'd see.
Oh, and Bernardo went with me. He sat in the passenger seat slumped down until the seatbelt I'd insisted he wear cut across his neck. His handsome face was set in a scowl, arms crossed over his chest. I think he'd have crossed his legs if he'd had room. Words like
closed-off, brooding,
came to mind.
Shadows stretched across the road, though there were no trees or buildings to cast them. It was like the shadows just spilled out of the earth itself to lie across the road like a promise of the night to come. If you went by the watch on my wrist, it was early evening. If you went by the level of daylight, it was late afternoon. We had about three hours of daylight left. I drove through the gathering shadows with a feeling of urgency pressing against me. I wanted to be at the hospital before dark. I didn't know why, and I didn't question it. We were being followed by a police car. Surely, they could fix the ticket.
It was frightening how quickly and smoothly the car went over eighty without me noticing it. There was something about the roads and the way they spilled out and out across the empty landscape that made lower speeds seem like crawling. I kept it at a solid eighty, and Ramirez kept up with me. He seemed to be the only one who believed me. Maybe he felt the urgency, too. The silence in the car wasn't exactly companionable, but it wasn't uncomfortable either. Besides, I had enough problems without playing crying shoulder for one of Edward's sociopathic friends.
Bernardo broke the silence. "I saw you and that detective getting it on there in the grass."
I frowned at him. He was watching me with hostile eyes. I think he was trying to pick a fight, though I didn't know why. "We were not 'getting it on'," I said.
"Looked pretty cozy to me."
"Jealous?" I asked.
His face hardened, thinning into angry lines. "So you do sleep around. Just not with us bad guys."
I shook my head. "It was a comforting hug, not that it's any of your business."
"Didn't think you were the comforting hug type."
"I'm not."
"So," he said.
"So this case is getting to me."
"I hear that," he said.
I glanced at him. His face was turned away, only a thin rim of profile showing through his hair like the moon just before it goes dark.
I turned back to the road. If he didn't want eye contact, fine with me. "I thought you were avoiding the pictures and forensic stuff," I said.
"I've been here two weeks longer than you have. I've seen the pictures. I've seen the bodies. I don't need to see it all again."
"What exactly did you and Edward quarrel about today?"
"Quarrel," he said and gave a low chuckle. "Yeah, you could say we quarreled."
"What about?"
"I don't know why the hell I'm here. Tell me what or who to shoot, and I'll do it. I'll even guard bodies if the price is right. But there's nothing to shoot at. Nothing but dead bodies. I don't know shit about magic."
"I thought you were a licensed bounty hunter that specialized in preternatural critters."
"I was with Edward when he cleaned out a nest of lycanthropes in Arizona. Fifteen of them. We mowed them down with machine guns and grenades." He had an almost wistful tone to his voice. Ah, the good ol' days. "Before that I'd killed two rogue lycanthropes, but afterwards I got a lot of calls for this shit. I took the ones that were basically just hits. The only difference was that the vic wasn't human. Those I could handle, but I am not a detective. Call me in when the kill is in sight, and I'll be there, but not this. This fucking waiting around, looking for clues. Who the hell looks for clues? We're assassins, not Sherlock Holmes."
He shifted in his seat, and struggled to sit up straighter, arms still holding himself tight. He did the headshake to get the hair back away from his face. The headshake is a very feminine gesture. A man has to be muy macho for it not to be. Bernardo managed.
"Maybe he assumed that since you helped him out with the shapeshifters that you'd be useful with this."
"He was wrong."
I shrugged. "Then go home."
"I can't"
I glanced at him. I could see most of his profile, and it was a nice one. "You owe him a favor, too?"
"Yes."
"Mind me asking what sort of favor?"
"Same as you."
"You killed one of his other backups?"
He nodded, and had to run his hands through his hair to slide it back from his face.
"Want to talk about it?"
"Why?" He looked at me, and his face, for one of the few times, wasn't teasing, but serious, even solemn. He looked less handsome without the smile and glow in his eyes, but he also seemed more real. Being real will get me into trouble faster than any amount of charm. "Do you want to talk about how you killed Harley?" he asked.
"Not really."
"Then why did you ask?"
"You seem uptight. I thought it might help to talk, or is that just a girl thing?"
He smiled, and it almost reached his eyes. "I think it's a girl thing because I don't want to talk about it."
"Okay, let's talk about something else."
"What?" He was staring out the far window now, one shoulder pressed against the glass. The road went down between two hills, and the world was suddenly dark gray. We were literally running out of daylight. But this last attack had most definitely been a daylight attack. So why was I so worried about the coming night? Maybe it was just years of hunting vampires, where darkness meant that we humans no longer had any advantage. I hoped it was just old habits, but the fluttering in my stomach didn't think that was it.
"How long have you known Edward?" I asked.
"About six years."
"Shit," I said.
He looked at me then. "What's wrong?"
"I've known him for five. I was hoping you'd known him longer."
He grinned at me. "Wanting to pump me for information, eh?"
"Something like that."
He turned in the seatbelt until most of his body was facing me, one leg drawn up into the seat. "Let me pump you, and you can pump me all you want." His voice had dropped a notch or two. His head was to one side, the hair sweeping across the seat like black fur.
I shook my head. "You're horny, and I'm available. That isn't very flattering, Bernardo."
He moved back in his seat, sweeping his hair back to his side of the seat. "Now that is a girl thing."
"What is?"
"Complicating things, needing the sex to be about something more than sex."
"I don't know. I know a guy or two that make it just as complicated."
"You don't sound happy with him or them."
"Did Edward call you before Olaf or after?" I asked.
"After, but you're changing the subject."
"No, I'm not. Edward is an expert on people. He knows who to call for any given situation, for any kill. Olaf makes sense. I make sense. You don't make sense. He knows that this isn't your type of crime."
"You lost me."
"Edward encouraged me to sleep with you."
Bernardo looked at me, shocked, I think. Nice to know he could be. "Edward match making. We are talking about the same Edward, right?"
"Maybe Donna has changed him," I said.
"Nothing changes Edward. He's a mountain. He's just there."
I nodded. "True, but he wasn't encouraging me to pick out curtains with you. He said, and I quote, 'What you need is a nice uncomplicated fuck.' "
Bernardo's eyebrows went up into his hair. "Edward said that?"
"Yeah, he did."
He was looking at me now. I could feel his gaze on me even while watching the road. It wasn't sexual now. It was intense. I had his attention. "Are you saying that Edward brought me on to tempt you?"
"I don't know. Maybe. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe it's just a coincidence. But he's not happy with my choice of lovers."
"First, there are no coincidences when it comes to Edward. Second, who could you possibly be sleeping with that would bother Edward? He wouldn't care if you were doing your dog."
I ignored the last comment, because I couldn't think of a comeback for it. Though notice I didn't disagree. Usually, Edward just wanted to know if you could shoot. Anything else was not important. "I'll answer your question, if you answer mine first."
"Try me."
"You may look like the cover boy for the Native American GQ, but there's no sense of you coming from a different culture?"
"Too white for you?" and his voice was angry. I'd touched the chip on his shoulder.
"Look, my mother's family is Mexican American, and you have a sense of their culture when you interact with them. My father's family is German, and they'll say things, do things that are sort of European or have a foreign flavor to them. You don't seem to have any specific culture or background. You talk like generic middle America, like television or something."
He looked at me, and he was angry now. "My mother was white. My father was Indian. I'm told he died before I was born. She gave me up at birth. No one wanted a little mixed baby, so I went from one foster home to another. When I was eighteen, I joined the army. They found out I could shoot. I killed things for my country for a few years. Then I went freelance. And here I am." His voice had grown increasingly bitter until it almost hurt to hear it.
Saying I was sorry would have been insulting. Saying I understood would have been a lie. Thanks for answering the question seemed wrong, too.
"Nothing to say?" he asked. "Shocked? Sorry for me? Give me a little pity sex."
I looked at him then. "It someone has sex with you, it isn't out of pity, and you damn well know it."
"But you don't want to have sex with me."
"It's not because of your ethnicity, or lack thereof, or your background. I've got two guys waiting for me at home. Two is one too many. Three would be ridiculous."
"Why doesn't Edward like them?" Bernardo asked.
"One's a werewolf and the other is a vampire." My words were bland, but I watched his face long enough to see the reaction. He gaped at me.
He finally closed his mouth, and said, "You're the Executioner, scourge of the undead. How can you be doing a vampire?"
"I'm not sure I can answer that question, even to myself. But currently, I'm not doing him at all."
"Did you think the werewolf was human? Was he trying to pass?"
"At first, but not for long. I knew what he was when I took him to my bed."
He let out a low whistle. "Edward hates the monsters. But I didn't think he'd give a damn if one of his backups slept with them."
"He cares. I don't know why, but he does."
"So he thought what? That one night with me would change your religion? Make you swear off the monsters?" He was staring at me now, studying my face. "I've heard that shapeshifters can change the shape of their bodies at will. Is that true?"
"Some of them can," I said. We were in the outskirts of Albuquerque. Strip malls and fast food restaurants.
"Can your boyfriend?"
"Yes."
"Can he change the shape of all his body, at will?"
I felt the blush roll up my neck into my face and couldn't stop it.
Bernardo laughed. "I guess he can."
"No comment."
He was still laughing softly to himself, a very masculine chuckle. "Is your vampire an old one?"
"Four hundred years and counting," I said. We'd left the strip malls behind and turned into a residential area. We were coming up to the first landmark on the directions Edward had given me. We'd used up nearly an hour of daylight. I almost drove past the turnoff to Nicandro Baco's place, but if I was right, if the thing we were dealing with was another type of undead from any that I'd ever heard of, then another necromancer might be nice to have around. For all I knew, this type of undead was a regional specialty, and Baco would know more than I did. I turned, checking the rearview to see that Ramirez was still behind me. We were actually all going the speed limit.