Authors: D.E. Kirk
Not Flag or Fail
To Fran always my inspiration always my friend
Thank you to the friends who read the rough draft and encouraged me to do more with it.
You know who you are.
Thank you to Jim Simpson for allowing the use of his Lysander aircraft photograph which was incorporated into the cover design.
“We shall not flag or fail. We shall go on to the end. We shall fight in France, we shall fight on the seas and the oceans, we shall fight with growing confidence and growing strength in the air, we shall defend our island, whatever the cost may be. We shall fight on the beaches, we shall fight on the landing grounds, we shall fight in the fields and in the streets, we shall fight in the hills; we shall never surrender.”
Sir Winston Leonard Spencer Churchill
Speech to the House of Commons June 4, 1940.
HAPTER
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May 1940
The sound of the shellfire could be heard much more clearly now,
Harry glanced up as he stirred the tea into the billycan, “see I told you it was getting closer didn’t I?” He said, but before I had time to answer, Fishy decided to have his usual two penneth.
“Never mind closer, what are we going to do about it bomb? We’re stuck out here like blinking spares at a wedding?”
“What can we do,” I replied, “you know the orders as well as I do, hold this position until we’re told otherwise and I haven’t heard anyone say otherwise have you?”
Fishy was right though, me and the rest of my crew were dug in on the edge of a wood just to the side of a small cross-roads, about a half mile outside of the village of Fleurus to the south of Brussels, the other gun under the command of Jock Scott was across on the other side of the road from us and was equally well hidden.
“Can’t you go and ask him?” said Fishy, who was by now starting to get on my nerves.
“Ask who what?” I snapped. “Bleeding Lieutenant Daffy flipping Davies, that’s who and ask him if we should be thinking about packing it up, that’s what,” he grumbled.
Lieutenant Davies, and the other two guns from our gun troop were about a mile away from the village about half a mile further down the road from us.
They were also hidden from view but in their case inside a small copse just off the road. In fact all of us were pretty well hidden and well camouflaged which was comforting as several German spotter planes had droned slowly overhead, circling our positions just like the lazy bees that had earlier buzzed about us before the rain had started.
Presumably the planes had not seen anything as we’d had no other visits.
Our gun which was a two pounder anti tank gun was trained on a spot on the road about 500 yards away and Jock’s was trained about 25 yards forward of that. The idea being that when the German tanks that we were expecting came down the road and passed our marker, a sign post giving the distance and direction to Fleurus, we would let off a shot and if we missed then Jock would fire his gun while we reloaded and had a go at the next one. We had been chosen for this dubious honour because our two crews had always scored highest on the practice ranges back at Larkhill and I wondered now out here, away from the rest of the troop, whether we should have tried less hard.
Harry bought a mug of tea across to where I was standing next to the gun. I took it from him and lit a fag blowing the smoke out, and in something close to a sigh looking over to where Fishy was sitting I said to him. “Alright then, if you’re so worried that we might have missed something, you can get on the radio and do a coms check but don’t stay on all flipping day chatting.”
He was off to the truck in a flash; we had all done some radio training but Fishy was the crew’s official operator and was never happier than when he was playing with his set.
Our crew was a crew of five, one more than was needed for this type of gun but that was because we were actually a trained 25 pounder crew transferred twelve weeks ago at short notice to this anti-tank battery. The army in its wisdom had decided to keep us together, presumably with thoughts of returning us to field guns some time later on. The other two members of the troop Jack Hampton our driver and our gun layer ‘Ronny’ Regis whose real name was Peter but had been christened Ronny by Fishy on the day we were formed into a gun crew had been on guard all night and were now asleep beneath some low bushes which along with their groundsheets kept them more or less protected from the fine drizzle that was falling on the rest of us.
I continued drinking my tea whilst looking down the road towards Fleurus, I was watching an elderly woman using a stick that looked as old as she was, to half heartedly tap the hind quarters of one of several cows she was herding slowly down the road in front of her, their progress impaired by the cows desire to stop and sample the grass at the side of the road whenever possible.
The group had passed us by about ten minutes earlier without a second glance from either the woman or the cows so it would seem our efforts at camouflage had either passed the test or this particular Belgian and her cows weren’t really that interested anyway.
Fishy came over to the gun and sat next to Harry on the carriage, “talk is we are moving out.” he said in a relieved voice as he placed a Player’s in his mouth and put a match to it.
“Is that right?” I said, “Any idea in which direction?” Before he had chance to answer we heard the sound of a motorcycle and glancing back up the road I saw Lieutenant Davies riding towards us. He stopped at the side of the road and pulled the BSA onto its stand and walked over to our position.
I lifted the camouflage net and he entered our little hideaway, no one sprang to attention, he had told us weeks earlier that when he was on his own he did not want us jumping about saluting all over the place.
We all liked the Lieutenant despite Fishy’s Daffy nickname; he had been over in Spain fighting in the Civil War and was one of a select few of the younger officers who actually seemed to know what he was doing.
“How are things Bombardier?” he asked, as he too watched the old woman’s progress. “Pretty quiet sir.” I replied, I threw the last of my tea onto the ground and went over for a refill “fancy a cup Sir? Henshaw’s only just brewed?”
“Not now Bombardier, thank you I’ve come to give you your marching orders, we’re moving out I’m afraid, withdrawing.”
He said the last word almost as an apology.
“Get packed up and move your crew down to join the rest of us, I’ll go across and speak to Sergeant Scott, don’t wait for them though, come down to us as soon as you’re packed up, we are very vulnerable if those spot planes see us.” With that he moved off in the direction of the other gun whilst I told Fishy and Harry to get started and went to wake up the rest of the crew.
In less than an hour the troop was complete again and we were under way heading for Soignies.
Mickey Moore, our Don R was out in front of the column of vehicles closely followed by the Lieutenant in his 8cwt Morris truck who was then followed by our four 15cwt Morris’s each towing a 2 pounder.
Bringing up the rear, was a fifth 15cwt truck loaded with all the supplies we were meant to carry and quite a few we were not.
I sat in the front passenger seat of our truck next to ‘Ronnie’ Regis as he kept the regulation distance from the truck in front. The drizzle had stopped and it had turned into a fine late spring day, warm and sunny, the bees and butterflies were once again out in force.
I kept my eyes looking up into the sky as no doubt did most of the others; we all wanted to see the spotter planes before they saw us.
Lieutenant Davies kept us going with no stops for a brew and by early evening having been directed by the MP’s to a railway goods yard just outside Soignes. We found ourselves again in the company of the rest of our battery.
Looking around it seemed as though we had all reached the rendezvous unscathed, as all three troops were parked up and looking none the worse for wear. One of the HQ Bedford 30cwt trucks had been draped with a couple of tarpaulins and was serving as a mobile canteen. Men were walking back to their trucks with steaming mess tins; one or two blokes were shouting greetings to mates from other troops whom they hadn’t seen for a week or so. The rain had stopped and it was a warm evening, a happy atmosphere of comradeship fell around us.
I told the crew to stay with the truck and in the company of the other three NCOs made our way to Lieutenant Davies’s truck, “what are the orders sir?” Said Jock Scott who, as the only Sergeant amongst us was the senior NCO,
Davies looked up from the map case he was studying and replied to the question.
“We’re here for the night, so get your men fed and watered and then get them bedded down, best to sleep under the trucks I think – you never know, there’s enough of us here to present a nice target to any passing Stuka’s and its an early start tomorrow. We’re off to Douai at about 04.00 hrs. and it should take us most of the day to get there. So tell the lads not to go burning the midnight oil with their mates from other troops. No need to post any guards, the MP’s will be keeping an eye out for us, so see you in the morning chaps.”
Dismissed, we made our way back to our crews and then en-masse went over to the canteen. The steaming food I had seen earlier turned out to be some sort of stew which I suspected contained a fair bit of corned beef, but it was hot and tasty and we were hungry. The stew was accompanied by a greyish sort of duff with what I guessed was fruit in it covered in lumpy custard. To wash it down, a big mug of strong tea, our troop were last in so it had probably been brewing for quite a while, but it was still very welcome. As we left the canteen a Lance Bombardier from HQ handed us all two tins of Player’s each, to replenish stocks we had used up while we’d been away. Whist we ate I explained to the lads what the Lieutenant had said. They were pleased that we had no guard duties but less pleased about being on the road again at 04.00 hrs. “That’s life.” I said to them as we walked across to where a big Dixie of hot water had been set up so that we could wash our mess tins. A field latrine had also been set up in a corner of the yard and lots of us took the opportunity to go and get a good wash down. A shower had been set up but the day was rapidly cooling down and there were few takers to sample the buckets of cold water that sprayed over you when you pulled on the string. Afterwards we managed another mug of tea and a few fags whilst milling about chatting to mates from other troops until around 21.00 hours when we started to get settled down. Most of us opted to sleep under the vehicle as the Lieutenant had suggested one or two preferring the warmth and comfort of the back of the trucks to the dew and safety of the underneath.
I slept well, we had been living like this for about six weeks now since our arrival in France and youth quickly adapts to most things.
I woke about 01.00 hours to the sound of engines I thought briefly of Stuka’s? But they were Bedford engines that I could hear, the cook house and battery HQ trucks were leaving the yard, our advance party out in front to give us a warm welcome when we arrived at wherever we were going to next.
I went back off to sleep again and woke some time later. With the field canteen gone, breakfast was down to ourselves and I got the lads up just before three a.m. so that we could at least have a brew before we got started. Harry got our portable stove lit, it was one that I’d designed and paid in fags, for one of the Reme lads to knock up. It was far better than the army version; it had two burners and a warming plate at the back that took its heat from the burners.