Authors: John Norman
Tags: #Science Fiction, #Fiction, #General, #Fantasy, #Adventure, #Gor (Imaginary Place), #Cabot; Tarl (Fictitious Character), #Outer Space, #Nomads, #Outlaws
"That is true," I said.
"To anyone!" she wept. "Anyone! Anyone!"
"Do not be distraught," I said.
She shook her head, and looked up at me, and through the tears smiled.
It seems, Master," she said, "that for the hour I am yours."
"It would appear so," I said.
"Will you carry me over your shoulder to the wagon;" she
asked, lightly, "like Aphris of Turia?"
"I'm sorry," I said.
I bent to the girl's shackles and removed them.
She stood up and faced me. "What are you going to do with
me?" she asked. She smiled. "Master?"
I smiled. "Nothing," I told her. "Do not fear."
"Oh?" she asked, one eyebrow rising skeptically. Then she
dropped her head. "Am I truly so ugly?" she asked.
"No," I said, "you are not ugly."
"But you do not want me?" she asked.
"No," I said.
She looked at me boldly, throwing back her head. "Why
not?" she asked.
What could I tell her? She was lovely, but yet in her
condition piteous. I felt moved on her behalf. The little
secretary, I thought to myself, so far from her pencils, the
typewriter, the desk calendars and steno pads so far from
her world so helpless, so much at Kamchak's mercy and
this night, should I choose, at mine.
"You are only a little barbarian," I said to her. Somehow I
thought of her still as the frightened girl in the yellow
shift caught up in games of war and intrigue beyond her
comprehension and, to a great extent, mine. She was to be
protected, sheltered, treated with kindness, reassured. I could
not think of her in my arms nor of her ignorant, timid lips
on mine for she was always and would remain only the
unfortunate Elizabeth Cardwell, the innocent and unwitting
victim of an inexplicable translocation and an unexpected,
unjust reduction to shameful bondage. She was of Earth and
knew not the flames which her words might have evoked in
the breast of a Gorean warrior nor did she understand
herself truly nor the relation in which she, slave girl, stood to
-a free man to whom she had been for the hour given I
could not tell her that another warrior might at her-very
glance, have dragged her helpless to the darkness between the
high wheels of the slave wagon itself. She was gentle, not
understanding, naive, in her way foolish a girl of Earth but
not on Earth not a woman of Gor female on her own
barbaric world she would always be of Earth the bright,
pretty girl with the stenographer's pad like many girls of
Earth, not men but not yet daring to be woman. "But," I
admitted to her, giving her head a shake, "you are a pretty
little barbarian."
She looked into my eyes for a long moment and then
suddenly dropped her head weeping. I gathered her into my
arms to comfort her but she pushed me away, and turned
and ran from the enclosure.
I looked after her, puzzled.
Then, shrugging, I too left the enclosure, thinking that
perhaps I should wander among the wagons for a few hours,
before returning.
I recalled Kamchak. I was happy for him. Never before
had I seen him so pleased. I was, however, confused about
Elizabeth, for it seemed to me she had behaved strangely this
night. I supposed that, on the whole, she was perhaps dis-
traught because she feared she might soon be supplanted as
first girl in the wagon; indeed, that she might soon be sold.
To be sure, having seen Kamchak with his Aphris, it did not
seem to me that either of these possibilities were actually
unlikely. Elizabeth had reason to fear. I might, of course, and
would, encourage Kamchak to sell her to a good master, but
Kamchak, cooperative to a point, would undoubtedly have
his eye fixed most decisively on the price to be obtained. I
might, of course, if I could find the money, buy her myself
and attempt to find her a kind master. I thought perhaps
Conrad of the Kassars might be a just Master.
He had,
however, I, knew recently won a Turian girl in the games.
Moreover, not every man wants to own an untrained barbarian slave,
for much, even if given to them, must be fed
crawl under the rope that joined them, my assailant was
gone. All I received for my trouble were the angry shouts of
the man leading the kaiila string. Indeed, one of the vicious
beasts even snapped at me, ripping the sleeve on my shoul-
der.
Angry I returned to the wagon and drew the quiva from
the boards. ~
By this time the owner of the wagon, who was naturally
curious about the matter, was beside me. He held a small
torch, lit from the fire bowl within the wagon. He was
examining, not happily, the cut in his planking. "A clumsy
throw," he remarked, I thought a bit ill-humoredly.
"Perhaps," I admitted.
"But," he added, turning and looking at me, "I suppose
under the circumstances it was just as well."
"Yes," I said, "I think so."
I found the Paga bottle: and noted that there was a bit of
liquid left in it, below the neck of the bottle. I wiped off the
neck and handed it to the man. He took about half of it and
then wiped his mouth and handed it back. I then finished the
bottle. I flung it into a refuse hole, dug and periodically
cleaned by male slaves.
"It is not bad Paga," said the man.
"No," I said, "I think it is pretty good."
"May I see the quiva?" asked the man.
"Yes," I said.
"Interesting," said he.
"What?" I asked.
"The quiva," said he.
"But what is interesting about it?" I asked.
"It is Paravaci," he said
In the morning, to my dismay, Elizabeth Cardwell was not
to be found.
Kamchak was beside himself with fury. Aphris, knowing
the ways of Gor and the temper of Tuchuks, was terrified,
and said almost nothing.
"Do not release the hunting sleep," I pleaded with
Kamchak.
"I shall keep them leashed," he responded grimly.
With misgivings I observed the two, six-legged, sinuous,
tawny hunting sleen on their chain leashes. Kamchak was
holding Elizabeth's bedding a rep-cloth blanket for them
to smell. Their ears began to lay back against the sides of
their triangular heads; their long, serpentine bodies trembled;
I saw claws emerge from their paws, retract, emerge again
and then retract; they lifted their heads, sweeping them from
side to side, and then thrust their snouts to the ground and
began to whimper excitedly; I knew they would first follow
the scent to the curtained enclosure within which last night
we had observed the dance.
"She would have hidden among the wagons last night,"
Kamchak said.
"I know," I said, "The herd sleep." They would have torn
the girl to pieces on the prairie in the light of the three
Gorean moons.
"She will not be far," said Kamchak.
He hoisted himself to the saddle of his kaiila, a prancing
and trembling hunting sleen on each side of the animal, the
chains running to the pommel of the saddle.
"What will you do to her?" I asked.
"Cut off her feet," said Kamchak, "and her nose and ears,
and blind her in one eye, then release her to live as she can
among the wagons."
Before I could remonstrate with the angry Tuchuk the
hunting sleen suddenly seemed to go wild, rearing on their
hind legs, scratching in the air, dragging against the chains. It
was all Kamchak's kaiila could do to brace itself against their
sudden madness.
"Hahl" cried Kamchak.
I spied Elizabeth Cardwell approaching the wagon, two
leather water buckets fastened to a wooden yoke she carried
over her shoulders. Some water was spilling from the buck-
ets.
Aphris cried out with delight and ran to Elizabeth, to my
astonishment, to kiss her and help with the water.
"Where have you been?" asked Kamchak.
Elizabeth lifted her head innocently and gazed at him
frankly. "Fetching water," she said.
The sleen were trying to get at her and she had backed
away against the wagon, watching them warily. "They are
vicious beasts," she observed.
Kamchak threw back his head and roared with laughter.
Elizabeth did not so much as look at me.
Then Kamchak seemed sober and he said to the girl. "Go