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5
"You asleep?"
"Huh-uh," he says.
"I talk to you a little bit?"
"Gee, Henry, is it about—" Then he stops himself. Henry's gonna talk anyway. Henry always talks anyway. And it's always the same old thing. That operation he's gonna have someday.
"You think I'm pretty?" Henry says from the bottom bunk.
While he's on the top bunk sweating his ass off. One-hundred-and-four-degree July day today. Can't be much cooler tonight, even nearing midnight. Now he has to talk to Henry.
"Yeah, Henry. I think you're a great lookin' guy."
"I don't mean handsome. I mean, I know I'm handsome. People have always told me I'm handsome. Even when I was little. The nuns even told me I was handsome. There was this one nun, when I was about fourteen, you know? I think she wanted me. I mean she was this big old fat nun with onion breath and warts and all kinds of stuff like that and a Bride of Christ and all but I think she wanted to bop me anyway. I really do."
"Was she any good?"
"Very funny. I wouldn't've touched her with your dick. But you didn't answer my question."
"I must've forgotten what it was. I'm kinda sleepy, I guess."
"You can't sleep in weather like this. You know I heard from my friend in Kentucky that they've got air-conditioned slammers down there."
"In Kentucky, huh?"
"So you gonna answer my question?"
"About you bein' pretty?"
"Yeah."
"You're gorgeous, Henry. Is that what you want me to say?"
"How come you don't want to screw me? Everybody else here does."
"I'm not gay."
"You sorta look gay sometimes."
"You sorta look gay all the time, Henry."
"I take that as a compliment."
"Good."
Henry, miraculously, shuts his mouth for three or four minutes.
He just lies there basking in the Henry-silence. Sure, guys are farting /coughing/sneezing/ shouting/laughing/belching/talking—but not Henry.
Henry-silence, these weeks of co-habiting with Henry, has come to be devoutly desired.
Then (oh no):
"You know what they do?"
"What who do, Henry?"
"The doctors."
"Are we gonna talk about your sex-change operation again, Henry?"
"Yeah. Unless you wanna be macho and talk about sports or something."
"I hate sports."
"You sure you're not gay?"
"Yeah, I'm sure. But it would come in handy in a place like this."
"They don't whack it off."
"They don't?"
"No. Everybody thinks they do but they don't."
"Well, that's good news for somebody."
"They invert it."
"They what?"
"Turn it inside out and stuff it back up there so it's like a woman's."
"Well, that's better than whacking it off."
"I'm going to get my eyes done."
"Good."
"I mean, I'm gonna get all the plumbing done first but then I'm gonna concentrate on my face. You remember a movie star named Gayle Hunicutt?"
"Sorta."
"Late sixties, around there, she was kinda big for a while. Anyway, her."
"Her?"
"Her eyes. That's how I'm gonna have mine done. If I can find a picture of her, anyway. That'll probably be a bitch, won't it? Findin' a picture for the doctors to go by."
"It's one thing after another, isn't it, Henry?"
"Then I'm gonna get a huge set of knockers."
"Great. Henry, I really am gettin' kind of sleepy."
"You're gettin' uptight is what you're gettin'. Straights like you always get uptight when people like me start talkin' about their operations."
"Maybe that's it. Maybe I'm gettin' so uptight that the blood isn't gettin' to my brain and I'm starting to pass out."
"You really are a prick sometimes."
"Henry, I just want a little sleep. That's all. I think you're beautiful and I hope you get those eyes you want—Gayle Harcourt or whatever her name is—and I hope you get a set of tits out to here. But right now, Henry, I really need to get some sleep. Honest to God I do."
"I just wish you weren't so pretty."
"Oh, God, Henry, just knock off the crap for one night, all right?"
"Why don't you come down here and make me?"
"You know what's happening, Henry?"
"What is?"
"I'm getting pissed. You know how when you get all hot and sweaty you get real crabby? Well that's what's happening to me, Henry. I'm getting real hot and sweaty. But I'm goin' right by crabby and right into enraged. Real enraged. So, see, Henry, I may come down there all right but if I do, I'm gonna kick your beautiful face in. Are we communicating, Henry?"
And there fell upon the prison cell, for the rest of that hot and sweaty night, many hours of pure and blissful and extravagantly wonderful . . . Henry-silence.
6
The day was so sunny and bright, so charged with spring, that I took my coffee out on the front porch and watched the baby-blue fog disperse in the piney hills. I went around the house picking spent blossoms from the daffodils the rain had pounded. The cats sat in the window going crazy over every birdie that swooped down on the porch railing.
Finished with coffee, I ran my one mile up and one mile back along the gravel road. Everything looked so damned good and clean and beautiful, all of it somehow making me feel immortal. But I kept thinking about last night, the gunfire through the window, the sounds of glass breaking, a car roaring off into darkness. I supposed he might be up in a tree even now, but that was a bit paranoid even for a former spook like me.
After my shower, I drove the jeep to my bank, and then to a hardware store on the edge of Iowa City. One thing about Iowa City: when they find a style they like, they don't desert it. Lots of 1968 hippie holdovers wandering the aisles here. I expected to hear a Jefferson Airplane
Up the Revolution!
ditty come blaring out of the overhead speakers.
I like hardware stores. The sawn lumber in the backyard smells boyhood sweet, while the hammers and nails and glass and shingles and bolts and saws and screwdrivers and cement all attest to the purposefulness of human beings. When you think that we came originally from the sea, and then you look at the shelters we've built, not to mention the monuments in Paris and Rome and Cairo and Washington, D.C., you have to take at least a little bit of pride in our species, even if we do screw things up every once in a while.
I bought three pieces of window glass, some fresh putty and a putty knife, and went back home and put in the windows. The cats helped, of course, sitting prim and pretty in a little conga line a few feet behind me, making sure that I knew what I was doing.
By this time, it was 10:17 A.M. It was safe to assume that Nora would be up by now.
The receptionist at the Collins Plaza in Cedar Rapids rang Nora's room six times and then said, "I'm sorry, sir. Would you like to leave a message?"
I left my name and number.
Then I took another cup of coffee out to the front porch and settled in with my morning newspaper.
She called twenty minutes later.
7
"I have a question for you, Nora."
"I expected you would."
"What happens if I catch him?"
"I'm afraid I don't understand."
"If I identify who he is—or at least who I think he is—and then I tell you, what do you do?"
There was a long pause. "You mean do I turn him over to the police?"
"Exactly."
"Is this really any of your business? I don't mean to be rude, but it seems to me that your job ends once you find him."
"I'm not much for vigilantes, Nora."
"Meaning what, exactly?" She was getting irritated. For all their niceness, nice rich girls aren't used to being interrogated by the hired help.
"Meaning, I don't want you or your friend with the mirror sunglasses to kill him."
"You must have a nice image of me, Mr. Payne."
"The name's Robert and I don't have either a good image or a bad image of you. I'm just trying to anticipate all the eventualities."
"Of course, you may never catch him."
"True enough."
"In which case you'll have earned yourself a great deal of money, anyway."
"I'll do my very best, Nora. I need the money, as you pointed out last night, but now I have a personal stake in this. I want to see if you're right about Mike being murdered. And if he was, I want to see the killer brought in. I also don't like the idea of some scumbag roaming the countryside killing little girls."
"That's what I've been waiting to hear. A little bit of anger. You're a very quiet person, Robert."
"If you mean, is macho my style, no. I don't like hanging around guys who look like they just stepped out of a beer commercial. I saw too many of them in the army and too many of them in the Agency. Quiet usually gets the job done just as well as ape calls. Sometimes better. And that's why Mike Peary and I got along, by the way. He didn't have any peacock blood in him, either."
She laughed. "I agree with you. About quiet getting the job done just as well."
"I'm going to take the job, and I'm going to do the best I can. Hopefully, by the time I finish, we'll have the man who killed your daughter and my friend in custody. How does that sound?"
"That sounds wonderful. I'm sorry if I sounded a little peevish this morning."
"Now, there's a word I haven't heard in a while."
"Peevish?"
"Uh-huh."
"One of my mother's favorites. You could throw your bunk bed through your second-floor window, and Mother would explain to the maid that you were 'peevish' that day. She was one of those soft, wilted flowers who never figured out a way to cope with the world, God rest her soul."
"When did she die?"
"When I was twelve."
"I'm sorry."
"Oh, my father took up the slack. I couldn't have asked for a better father until I turned sixteen."
"What happened, then?"
"I lost my virginity. One night in a cornfield, as a matter of fact. Some seniors were having the first spring kegger. My father hated my friends. He said they were beneath me and, looking back, I have to say he was probably right. Anyway, that night, I had two firsts—my first boy and my first drunk. I was a mess when I got home, and so naturally my father was curious and angry, and I told him. I shouldn't have—it really wasn't any of his business—but I was still pretty drunk so the words just came out. If my mother had been alive, she'd have taken me in her arms and held me and cried right along with me. But my father slapped me. He was almost insane. And it was all pride. He didn't ask me how I felt or if I'd been hurt in any way. He just wanted to know who the boy was and what his father did for a living. He just couldn't believe that his prim little daughter would have given herself to a member of the lower classes." A wan laugh. "I never did get around to telling him that this boy had served a year in Eldora—you know, the reformatory. God, he would have gone berserk if he'd known that."
"So after that you and your father didn't get along?"
"Oh, we tried, both of us, we really did, gave it our best effort. But basically my father and I have never liked each other—there's always been some tension there, if I believed in Freud I'd say we probably wanted to get into each others' knickers—and so he'd give me very strict hours and I'd break them, and he'd buy me new cars and I'd smash them up, and he'd pack me off to boarding school, and I'd run away. I'm sure you've heard of girls like me before."
I thought of the quiet, anxious, pretty woman who sat on my couch last night. I would not have deduced from her looks, her manner or her language this wild background she was portraying.
"Then there were all the usual problems with drugs and alcohol," she said. "I have to admit I really put him through hell. No doubt about that."
"Why is he so against you hiring an investigator for your daughter's murder?"
"He thinks I'm the same unhappy, foolish girl who used to come in after curfew all the time and then throw fits when he confronted me. He's very sorry that Maryanne died, but he thinks I'm just wasting my money and my time by not letting the police handle it. 'Pathetic' was the word he used just the other day."
"I'm going to do my best, as I said."
"I appreciate that. And I apologize again for being so—"
"—peevish."
She laughed again. It was a nice, sweet sound. "I'll give you a phone service where you can leave messages for me. I'll get back to you as soon as I can. And I'd appreciate hearing from you every few days."
"You will. I promise."
"Well, we'd better check out now. I have to go down the hall to Vic's room and pound on his door till he wakes up. He could sleep through a bombing raid."
"I'll talk to you soon."
Crayfish, shrimp tails, chicken entrails, hog melts, worms, night crawlers, live and dead chubs, coagulated blood, sour clams and frog pieces were all in my bait bucket when I went fishing that afternoon.
Figured this would be my last chance for a time, so I took advantage of it, doing a little bit of what they call drift fishing, wading out to the middle of the stream and staying there a couple of hours.
I saw yellow birds and red ones and blue ones, I heard dogs and owls and splashing fish, I smelled the rich dark spring mud of the riverbank and the piney scent of the woods and the aroma of hot sunlight on the denim of my shirt. I was on a gentle leg of the river that was almost a cul-de-sac. A doe stood in a clearing and watched me for ten full minutes and a water snake at least two feet long slithered up from a muddy hole, looked around, and vanished back into the hole again immediately, apparently not liking my company. A cow with cowy brown eyes and swinging cowy tits appeared in the same spot the doe had and took up the watch, trying to figure out just what it was this two-legged creature was doing out there in the middle of the gentle blue river.
Easy to imagine the time when the Mesquakie Indians had laid claim to all this rich land. See the gray of their campfire smoke against the soft blue sky, hear the pounding messages of their drums echo off the limestone cliffs to the north. As a boy I'd combed these hills for buried arrowheads, almost obsessive in my search. In all those summer days I'd found only one. I still had it in my bureau at home. Kathy had always referred to it as "the start of my Indian museum."
I got home just at dusk, just when the invisible birds in the trees were making enough noise to awaken every Mesquakie laid to rest in the burial ground three miles to the west.
I got inside and turned the light on and said, "Damn."
We've seen it in the movies so many times that we should be used to it: how a house looks after thieves have gone through it, trashing everything in their search for hidden treasure, your living quarters a jumble of scattered papers, neckties, overturned chairs, emptied desk drawers and magazines that had been riffled through and then tossed on the floor like so many dead splayed birds.
I had a good notion of what my visitor had been looking for and it wasn't treasure. Not of the monetary kind, anyway.
He'd wanted something germane to the investigation of Maryanne Conners's murder.
I worked my way through the house room by room. By nine I had everything pretty much fixed up, shoving a stack of paperbacks under the end of the couch where he'd broken the leg, putting all the classical CDs that had been Kathy's back in their proper slots, wondering in a bemused moment what he thought of all my underwear and socks that had been worn down to little more than holes with elastic banding at the top.
I felt raped, and for all the coolheadedness I'd just bragged about to Nora, I wanted to get my hands on the bastard.
Six hours later, deep into the night, the cats snoring at my feet, the phone rang.
I picked up.
"Leave it alone, Mr. Payne. Just leave it alone."
Perfectly androgynous voice. Perfectly.
"You understand, Mr. Payne?"
And then he-she hung up.
I lay back down in my bed of shadows.
Knowing that I was now lying on my back, Tasha took the opportunity to walk up my body and lie on my chest, which she had found a most inviting bed.
I hadn't had to ask what the caller wanted me to leave alone.

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