Authors: Zane Grey
Only the birds and the wild game, and the calves in the pasture
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the roosters in the barnyard, the burros out on the range share
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with Hettie those perfect uplifting, clarifying moments of th
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sunrise.
Golden gleams of light crossed the brown boles of the statel
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pines; low down through the foliage shone patches of pink sky; t
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the north and west opened the vast slant down to the desert
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illimitable and magnificent in the rosy, shadowy soft dawn. Dee
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and antelope grazed with the cows in the pasture. Squirrels barke
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from the trees, hawks sent down their shrill piercing cries, wil
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turkeys gobbled from over the ridge. Joy of life, radiance o
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creation, peace and solitude, wholesomeness and sweetness o
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nature, the exquisite beauty of woodland and wasteland at the brea
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of day, and a marvelous, inscrutable, divine will pervaded tha
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wilderness scene.
Hettie absorbed it. She lifted up her head to the one black dom
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of the Mogollons. The misery of the night faded away like
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nightmare. She had been a coward. She had failed to be gratefu
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for the very thing that had been the beginning and end of he
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prayers. Could she be so slight and shallow a woman as to succum
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to heartbreak? A terrible ordeal faced her, the outcome of whic
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she could not divine. She could only endure and fight whateve
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fate had in store.
"Oh, if I can cling to this blessed strength!" she cried. "To hol
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it fast when I'm distracted! To have it in hours of gloom!"
That day Hettie did not cross the picturesque log bridge tha
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spanned the brook between her cabin and the beautiful ramblin
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residence of her brother. She plunged into her work, whic
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consisted of the housekeeping she shared with her mother, he
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dressmaking and other personal tasks, and all the bookkeepin
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necessary to the running of a large expensive ranch.
She did not see Ben all day. Late in the afternoon, when she wen
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out to walk a little in the open air, she espied Marvie sitting o
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the porch, a most abject-looking lad.
"Hello, Marv, old pard! Come and walk with me," she said
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brightly.
"Aw, I want to die!" replied Marvie.
"Goodness gracious! Well, don't do that on my porch. It'd be
a
perpetual reminder of you."
She dragged him to his feet and locking an arm with his led him of
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into the woods, until they were out of sight of anyone at th
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house. Then Hettie bade him sit with her under an old pine wher
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the fragrant brown needle mat looked so inviting.
"Now, Marv, I'm through teasing," she said, with a gravity tha
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suited his mood. "What's the trouble?"
"I had a run-in with Ben," replied the lad. "First one we eve
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had."
"You did? Well, I've had a thousand. When Ben gets sulky an
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cross a good run-in clears him up, as a thunderstorm does a sultr
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day. Where did Ben go to-day?"
"He finally rode off to a deserted homestead over here, five mile
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or so. Some one found tracks of California Red, and that new
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upset Ben. Then he waited round hours for Dillon, who didn't come.
Raidy, who's on the outs with Dillon, said some things that mad
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Ben sorer. You know Raidy. Well, doggone it, Ben pretty soo
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pitched into me."
"What for?" queried Hettie, practically.
"Nothin'. Not a darned thing. 'Cept I moped along at a job h
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gave me. Fixin' fence. If there's any job I hate it's that. H
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swore at me. Then I told him to go to the devil--I'd quit and g
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home."
"What did Ben say?" asked Hettie.
"He said, 'Go ahead, you bull-headed, lop-eared little jackass.' . . .
So I rode off home. And I reckon I'll quit. I'm goin' to be
a
rustler."
"All right. You want to become a rustler," returned Hettie
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accepting the statement. "What for?"
Marvie did not reply for a long while, during which his head san
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lower.
"Hettie, I'm turrible--in love," he said at last, with an effort.
"Rose Hatt?"
"Yes. It couldn't be nobody else."
"Does Rose love you?" asked Hettie, softly, her hand going t
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Marvie's.
"I thought she did, at first," replied the boy, writhing. "She le
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me kiss her--kissed me back. But last night, when I asked her t
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meet me again, she said no. I got mad. But she stuck to it. Whe
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I accused her of flirtin', and me dead in earnest, she said:
'Marvie, I've a bad name. I belong to the Hatts. You've a lovel
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sister' (she'd seen YOU) 'and a proud family. I'm only a backwood
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girl. It won't do. I'll not see you no more.' She ran away fro
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me then an' I couldn't find her. She'd hidden or left the dance.
In the mornin' I tried again. No luck."
"Marvie, I admire Rose for that," said Hettie, earnestly. "I thin
k
she's a square girl, even if she is a Hatt."
"Now, Hettie, don't you go talkin' like dad or mother," burst ou
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Marvie, warningly.
"Oh, Marvie, I won't," declared Hettie, ashamed of the fact tha
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she had been about to do so. By Marvie's warning she estimated hi
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regard for her.
"I don't care a damn about myself--even when I do love he
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turrible," went on Marvie, passionately. "But what's to become o
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Rose?"
In the sincerity and inevitableness of youth he had hit upon th
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thing that mattered most.
"I understand, Marvie," said Hettie, gravely. "You make m
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ashamed. Rose is not to blame for her family, for her surroundings
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for--anything."
"Now you're talkin' like Hettie Ide," returned Marvie, fervently.
"And I'm givin' you a hunch. If Rose really loves me I'll stick t
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her. In spite of dad or Ben or anyone!"
Hettie dropped her head. Here was a problem. What should she say?
Marvie's confidence in her suddenly meant more than ever before.
He needed something from her.
"What knocks me flat is--I'm afraid she doesn't love me," went o
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the lad. "I'm goin' to find out, though, if I have to ride righ
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under Cedar Hatt's nose. . . . Last night I believed she didn't.
This mornin' I thought she did. If not--if she was only a littl
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hussy--why'd she say she had a bad name and wouldn't meet me n
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more?"
Hettie had no quick reply to his passionate query. Owing to he
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own stress of emotion during the last twenty-four hours, she wa
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far from being her old logical self. But she was fighting
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conviction that Rose Hatt had shown nobility and sacrifice in he
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attitude toward Marvie's advances. If those attributes did no
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spring from love, Hettie did not know what to call it.
"Tell me, Hettie," begged Marvie, with soul-searching eyes tha
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hurt her, "don't you think Rose cared really? Wasn't that good i
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her--givin' me up? Wasn't it because she--she liked me too well t
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go on with what she thought might disgrace me an' you an' Ben?"
"Marv, I can't be sure, but I think so."
"Thanks--Hettie," choked the lad, sitting up straight and facin
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ahead. A light crossed his somber youthful face. "You hit m
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right here." And he put his hand to his breast. "Sure I couldn'
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tell nobody else but you. It's helped a lot."
"Marvie, how in the world did all this come about?" asked Hettie
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in wondering sympathy.
"Like a story, Hettie. I met Rose over a month ago. Went huntin'
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n a Sunday. Rode a long way, then walked. I got after som
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turkeys. They were awful wild. I followed them a long ways, dow
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into a big grassy canyon where a stream ran. Most beautiful place.
Deer, elk, beaver all along. But I wanted one of them big ol
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gobblers. So I kept on. And I run plump into a girl. She wa
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cryin'. I spoke to her--sat down with her. After a while sh
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began to talk. First she was sore an' hot at her brother, Ceda
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Hatt, who beat her. Showed me black-and-blue marks on her bar
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legs. I said somebody like Jim Lacy ought to come along and kil
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him. Funny, wasn't it--me sayin' that? Well, we got rea
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friendly. She said she'd meet me again, but farther away. Tha
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place was too near home. So she told me where a trail ran and ho
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I could find it. I never told her who I was that time. Forgot.
Anyway, I kept the day she set, and sure enough she came. . . . I
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was different that day. I reckon I fell in love then--not th
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first day. And she--but never mind. . . . I met her three time
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more. And last time, night before last at the dance. That's all."
"It's quite enough, isn't it, Marvie?" said Hettie.
"It sure is. I forgot to tell you. At the dance, when she sai
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first she wouldn't meet me no more, I said I was goin' to our plac
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Wednesday at the same time as before. I'm goin', too."
"Marv, if what I know of girls holds true--if she really cares--
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he'll come. Rose is too young to stick to a hard decision lik
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that, if her heart's involved."
"Hettie, you're a comfort," cried Marvie, gratefully, almos
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hugging her. "I'll hope she'll come. I'll believe it. Mayb
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that'll let me eat and sleep."
"You'll tell me everything?" asked Hettie, earnestly.
"You bet I will. Now I'll go and crawl to Ben."
Several days passed. Hettie took to horseback-riding again
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venturing perhaps farther away from the ranch than Ben would hav
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allowed, had he known. But Hettie seemed driven. On Wednesday sh
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rode with Marvie for five miles back into the forest toward th
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brakes, and that was the greatest ride she ever enjoyed. Ridge an
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canyon, the aspen thickets, the wonderful swales where the turkey
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and elk lived, the beaver dams and bee trees, the first coloring o
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vines and sumach in the open spots, the deep dark thickets wher
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the horses scented bear and reared to turn back, the roar of wate
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over boulders and the wind through the pine tops--these thing
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enchanted Hettie and won her more than ever to the wilderness o
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Arizona.
On the last stretch back home, where the trail was fairly level an
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open, she urged her horse to his best speed. That race satisfied
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for the time being, a restlessness and need of violence. Her bloo
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danced hot; wind and sun burned her cheeks; the tang of the wood
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acted like wine. Thus she rode down into the clearing and on t
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the barn and corrals. And she ran pell-mell into Ben, Raidy
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Dillon, and Tom Day, scattering them like quail.