Mistborn: The Hero of Ages (66 page)

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SPOOK STOOD IN THE DARK CAVERN,
looking at his board and paper. He had it propped up, like an artist's canvas, though he wasn't sketching images, but ideas. Kelsier had always outlined his plans for the crew on a charcoal board. It seemed like a good idea, even though Spook wasn't explaining plans to a crew, but rather trying to work them out for himself. The trick was going to be getting Quellion to expose himself as an Allomancer before the people. Durn had told them what to look for, and the crowds would be ready, waiting for confirmation of what they had been told. However, for Spook's plan to work, he'd have to catch the Citizen in a public place, then get the man to use his powers in a way that was obvious to those watching. I can't let him just Push on a distant metal, then , he thought, scratching a note to himself on the charcoal board.
I'll need him to shoot into the air , or perhaps blast some coins. Something visible,
something we can tell
ever yone to watch for .

That would be tough, but Spook was conf ident. He had several ideas scratched up on the board, ranging from attacking Quellion at a rally to tricking him into using his powers when he thought nobody was looking. S lowly, the thoughts were j elling into a cohesive plan. I reall y can do this , Spook thought, smiling. I alwa ys f elt such awe f or Kelsier's leadership abilities. But
, it's not as hard as I thought
.

Or, at least, that was what he told himself. He tried not to think about the consequences of a failure. Tried not to think about the f act that he still held Beldre hostage. Tried not to worry about the fact that when he awoke some mornings his tin having burned away during the night his body f elt completely numb, unable to feel anything until he got more metal as fuel. Tried not to focus on the riots and incidents his appearances, speeches, and work among the people were causing. Kelsier kept telling him not to worry. That should be enough for him. Shouldn't it?

After a few minutes, he heard someone approaching, footsteps quiet but not too quiet for him on the stone. The rustle of a dress, yet without perfume, let him know exactly who it was .

"Spook?"

He lowered the charcoal and turned. Beldre stood at the far side of his "room." He'd made himself an alcove between several of the storage shelves, partitioned off with sheets his own personal office. The Citizen's sister wore a beautiful noble gown of green and white.

Spook smiled. "You like the dresses?"

She looked down, flushing slightly. "I . . . haven't worn anything like this in years."

"Nobody in this city has," Spook said, setting down the charcoal and wiping his fingers on a rag. "But, then, that makes it pretty easy to get them, if you know which buildings to loot. It looks like I matched your size pretty well, eh?"

"Yes," she said quietly, drifting forward. The gown really did look good on her, and Spook found it a little dif f icult to focus as she drew closer. She eyed his charcoal board, then frowned. "Is . . . that supposed to make any sense?"

Spook shook himself free of his trance. The charcoal board was a mess of scratches and notations. That, in itself, would have made it difficult enough to read. There was, however, something else that made it even more incomprehensible.

"It's mostly written in Eastern street slang," Spook said.

"The language you grew up speaking?" she said, f ingering the board's edge, careful not to touch the writing itself, lest she smudge it.

Spook nodded.

"Even the words are dif f erent," she said. "Wasing? "

"It kind of means 'was doing,' " Spook explained. "You start sentences with it. 'Wasing the run of there' would mean 'I was running to that place .' " "Wasing the where of how of the finds," Beldre said, smiling slightly to herself as she read from the board. "It sounds like gibberish!"

"Wasing the how of wanting the doing," Spook said, smiling, falling into a full accent. Then he flushed, turning away.

"What?" she asked.

Why do I always act
so f oolish around her?
he thought.
The others always made fun of my slang even
Kelsier thought it was sill y. Now I start speaking it before her?

He'd been f eeling confident and sure as he studied his plans before she arrived. Why was it that the girl could always make him fall out of his leadership role and go back to being the old Spook? The Spook who had never been important.

"You shouldn't be ashamed of the accent," Beldre said. "I think it's kind of charming."

"You just said it was gibberish," Spook said, turning back to her.

"But that's the best part!" Beldre said. "It's gibberish on purpose , right?" Spook remembered with fondness how his parents had responded to his adoption of the slang. It had been a kind of power, being able to say things that only his friends could understand. Of course, he'd started speaking in it so much that it had been hard to switch back.

"So," Beldre said, eyeing the board. "What does it say?" Spook hesitated. " Just random thoughts," he said. She was his enemy he had to remember that.

"Oh," she said. Something unre adable crossed her face, then she turned away from the board. Her brother alwa ys banished her from his conf erences , Spook thought. Never told her an ything
important. Left her feeling like she was useless
. . . . "I need to get your brother to use his Allomancy in f ront of the people," Spook found himself saying. "To let them see that he's a hypocrite." Beldre looked back.

"The board is filled with my ideas," Spook said. "Most of them aren't very good. I'm kind of leaning toward just attacking him, making him defend himself." "That won't work," B eldre said.

"Why not?"

"He won't use Allomancy against you. He wouldn't expose himself like that."

"If I threaten him strongly enough he will."

Beldre shook her head. " You promised not to hurt him. Remember?"

"No," Spook said, raising a finger. "I promised to
try
to f ind another way. And, I don't intend to kill him. I just need to make him
think
that I'd kill him." Beldre fell silent again. His heart lurched.

"I won't do it, Beldre," Spook said. "I won't kill him."

"You promise that? "

Spook nodded.

She looked up at him, then smiled. "I want to write him a letter. Perhaps I can talk him into listening to you; we could avoid the need for this in the first place." "All right . . ." Spook said. "But, you realize I'll have to read the letter to make certain you're not revealing anything that could hurt my position." Beldre nodded.

Of course, he'd do more than read it. He'd rewrite it on another sheet of paper, changing the line order, and then add a few unimportant words. He'd worked on too many thieving crews to be unaware of ciphers. But, assuming that Beldre was being honest with him, a letter from her to Quellion was a good idea. It couldn't help but strengthen Spook's position.

He opened his mouth to ask whether or not her sleeping accommodations were acceptable, but cut himself off as he heard someone approaching. Harder footsteps this time. Captain Goradel, he guessed.

Sure enough, the soldier appeared around the corner to Spook's "room" a short time later.

"My lord," the soldier said. "You should see this."

The soldiers were gone .

Sazed looked through the window with the others, inspecting the empty plot of ground where Quellion's troops had been camped for the last f ew weeks, watching the Ministry building.

"When did they leave?" Breeze asked, rubbing his chin thoughtfully.

"Just now," Goradel explained.

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The move felt ominous to Saze d for some reason. He stood beside Spook, Breeze, and Goradel though the others seemed to take the soldiers' retreat as a good sign. "Well, it will make sneaking out easier," Goradel noted.

"More than that," Spook said. "It means I can incorporate our own soldiers in the plan against Quellion. We'd never have gotten them out of the building secretly with half an army on our doorstep, but now . . ."

"Yes," Goradel said. "But where did they go? Do you think Quellion is suspicious of us ? " Breeze snorted. " That, my dear man, sounds like a question for your scouts. Why not have them search out where that army went?"

Goradel nodded. But then, to S azed's slight surprise, the soldier looked toward Spook for a confirmation. Spook nodded, and the captain moved off to give the orders. He looks to the boy over Breeze and I , Sazed thought. He shouldn't have been surprised. S azed himself had agreed to let Spook take the lead, and to Goradel, all three of them Sazed, Breeze, Spook were probably equal. All were in Elend's inner circle, and of the three, Spook was the best warrior. It made sense for Goradel to look to him as a source of authority.

It just felt strange to see Spook giving orders to the soldiers. Spook had always been so quiet during the days of the original crew. And yet, Sazed was beginning to respect the boy too. Spook knew how to give orders in a way that Sazed could not, and he had shown remarkable foresight in his preparations in Urteau, as well as his plans to overthrow Quellion. He had a flair for the dramatic that Breeze kept saying was remarkable.

And yet, there was that bandage on the boy's eyes, and the other things he hadn't explained. Sazed knew that he should have pushed harder for answers, but the truth was that he trusted Spook. S azed had known Spook from the lad's young teenage years, when he'd barely been capable of communicating with others . As Goradel moved off, Spook l ooked to S azed and Breeze. "Well?"

"Quellion is planning something," Breeze said. "Seems too early to jump to conclusions, though."

"I agree," Spook said. "For now, we go forward with the plan." With that, they split up. Sazed turned, making his way back down and over to the far side of the cavern to where a large group of soldiers worked in an area well lit with lanterns. On his arms, he wore the familiar weight of his copperminds two on his forearms, two on his upper arms . In them sat the knowledge of engineering he needed to complete the task Spook had assigned him. Lately, Sazed didn't know what to think. Each time he climbed the ladder and looked out over the city, he saw worse signs. The ashfalls were heavier. The earthquakes were growing more and more frequent, and more and more violent. The mists were lingering later and later in the day . The sky grew dark, the red sun more like a vast bleeding scar than a source of light and life. The ashmounts made the horizon red even during the night.

It seemed to him that the end of the world should be a time when men found faith, not a time when they lost it. Yet, the little time that he'd devoted to studying the religions in his portfolio had not been encouraging. Twenty more religions eliminated, leaving just thirty potential candidates. He shook his head to himself, moving among the toiling soldiers. Several groups worked on wooden contraptions f illed with rocks weight systems that would fall to block off the water running into the cavern. Others worked on the system of pulleys that would lower the mechanism. After about a half hour or so, Sazed determined that they were all doing their tasks well, and returned to his calculations. However, as he walked to his table, he saw Spook approaching him.

"Riots," Spook said, falling into step beside Sazed.

"Excuse me, Lord Spook? "

"That's where the soldiers went. Some people started a f ire, and the soldiers guarding us were needed to put it out before the whole city went up. There's a lot more wood here than there is in Central Dominance cities."

Sazed f rowned. " Our actions here are becoming dangerous, I fear." Spook shrugged. "Seems like a good thing to me. This city is on the edge of snapping, Saze. Just like Luthadel was when we took control."

"Only the presence of Elend Venture kept that city from destroying itself," Sazed said quietly.

"Kelsier's revolution could easily have turned into a disaster." "It will be all right," Spook said. Sazed eyed the young man as the two of them walked through the cavern. Spook seemed to be trying very hard to project an air of confidence. Perhaps Sazed was just growing cynical, but he found it dif f icult to be as optimistic as Spook.

"You don't believe me," Spook said.

"I'm sorry, Lord Spook," Sazed said. "It's not that . . . it's j ust that I seem to have trouble having faith in anything lately ."

"Oh."

They walked silently for a while, eventually finding themselves at the edge of the glassy underground lake. Sazed paused beside the waters, his worries chewing at his insides. He stood for a long moment, feeling frustrated, but not really having an outlet.

"Don't you even worry, Spook?" Sazed finally asked. "Worry that we'll fail ?"

"I don't know," Spook said, shuffling.

"And, it's so much more than this
,"
Sazed said, waving back at the work crews. "The very sky seems to be our enemy. The land is dying. Don't you wonder what good any of this is? Why we even struggle? We're all doomed anyway!"

Spook flushed. Then, finally, he looked down. "I don't know," he repeated. "I . . . I understand what you're doing, S azed. You're trying to find out if I doubt myself. I guess you can see through me." Sazed f rowned, but Spook wasn't looking.

"You're right," the young man said then, wiping his brow, "I
do
wonder if I'll fail . I guess Tindwyl would be annoyed at me, wouldn't she? She didn't think that leaders should doubt themselves. " That gave Sazed pause. What am
I doing?
he thought, horrified at his outburst.
Is this what I've reall y
become? During most of my li fe, I resisted the S ynod, rebelling against m y own people. Yet, I was at
peace, con f ident that I was doing the right thing
.

Now I come here, where people need me most, and I just sit around and snap at my f riends, telling
them that we're just going to die ?

"But," Spook said, looking up, "though I doubt myself, I still think we'll be all right." Sazed was surprised at the hope he saw in the boy's eyes.
That's what I've lost
.

"How can you say that?" Sazed asked.