Mistborn: The Hero of Ages (39 page)

"That's how it has to be ? " Elend said.

"It is," Yomen said. "I can expect an attack in the morning, then? "

"Of course not," Elend said, standing. " Your soldiers aren't starved yet. I'll get back to you in a few months."
Maybe then you 'll be more willing to deal.
Elend turned to go, then hesitated. "Nice party, by the way," he said, glancing back at Yomen. "Regardless of what I believe, I do think that your god would be pleased with what you've done here. I think you should reconsider your prejudices. The Lord Ruler probably isn't fond of Vin and me, but I'd say that he'd rather that your people live than get themselves killed."

Elend nodded in respect, then left the high table, feeling more frustrated than he showed. It f elt like Yomen and he had been so close, and yet at the same time, an alliance seemed impossible. Not while the obligator had such hatred of Elend and Vin.

He forced himself to relax, walking. There was little he could do about the situation at the moment it would take the siege to make Yomen rethink his position.
I'm at a ball,
Elend thought, wandering.
I
should en joy what I can of it, letting myself be seen by the nobility here, intimidating them and
making them think about helping us instead
of Yomen. . . .

A thought occurred to him. He glanced at Vin, then waved a servant over to him.

"My lord?" the man asked.

"I need you to fetch something for me," Elend said.

Vin was the center of attention. Women pandered to her, hung on her words, and looked to her as a model . They wanted to know news from Luthadel, to hear about fashion, politics, and events from the great city. They didn't rej ect her, or even seem to resent her.

The instant acceptance was the strangest thing Vin had ever experienced. She stood amid the women in their gowns and finery, and was foremost among them. She knew that it was just because of her power yet, the women of this city seemed almost desperate to have someone to look to. An empress. And Vin found herself en j oying it. There was a part of her that had craved this acceptance since the first day she'd attended a ball. She'd spent that year being mistreated by most of the women of court some had let her j oin with their company, but she'd always been an insignificant country noblewoman with no connections or significance. It was a shallow thing, this acceptance, but sometimes even shallow things f eel important. Plus, there was something else about it. As she smiled toward a newcomer a young niece that one of the women wanted to meet Vin Vin realized what it was.

This is part of me,
she thought.
I didn't want it to be perhaps because I didn 't believe that I deserved
it. I found this li fe too di f f erent, too full of beauty and con f idence. Yet, I
am
a
noblewoman.
I
do
f
it in here.

I was born to the
streets
by one parent, but I was born to this by another.
She'd spent the f irst year of Elend's reign trying so hard to protect him. She'd forced herself to focus only on her street side, the side that had been trained to be ruthless, f or that, she thought, w ould give her the power to defend what she loved. Yet, Kelsier had shown her another way to be powerful. And, that power was connected with the nobility with their intrigue, their beauty, and their clever schemes. Vin had taken almost immediately to life at court, and that had frightened her. That's it , she thought, smiling at another curtsying young girl. That's why I alwa ys felt that this was wrong. I didn 't have to work f or it, so I couldn't believe that
I deserved it.

She'd spent sixteen years on the streets she'd earned that side of her. Yet, it had taken her barely a month to adapt to noble life. It had seemed impossible to her that something that came so easily could be as important a part of herself as the years spent on the streets.

But it was.

I had to confront this,
she realized.
Tindwyl tried to make me do it, two years ago, but I wasn 't ready.
She needed to prove to herself not only that she could move among the nobility, but that she belonged with them. Because that proved something much more important: that the love she'd earned from Elend during those few early months wasn't based on a falsehood.

It's . . . true, Vin thought. I can be both. Why did it take me so long to f igure it out?

"Excuse me, ladies," a voice said.

Vin smiled, turning as the women parted to make way for Elend. Several of the younger ones got dreamy expressions on their faces as they regarded Elend with his warrior's body, his rugged beard, and his white imperial uniform. Vin suppressed a huf f of annoyance. She'd loved him long before he'd become dreamy. "Ladies," Elend said to the women, " as Lady Vin herself will be quick to tell you, I'm rather ill-mannered. That, in itself, would be a very small sin. Unfortunately, I'm also quite unconcerned about my own disregard for propriety. So, therefore, I'm going to steal my wife away from you all and selfishly monopolize her time. I'd apologize, but that's not the sort of thing we barbarians do."

With that, and with a smile, he held out his elbow to her. Vin smiled back, taking the arm and allowing him to lead her away f rom the pack of women. "Thought you might want some room to breathe," Elend said. "I can only imagine how it must make you feel to be surrounded by a virtual army of puf fballs." "I appreciate the rescue," Vin s aid, though it wasn't actually true. How was Elend to know that she'd suddenly discovered that she f it in with those puffballs? Besides, just because they wore frills and makeup didn't mean they weren't dangerous she'd learned that much easily her first f ew months. The thought distracted her such that she didn't notice where Elend was leading her until they were almost there.

When she did realize it, she stopped immediately, j erking Elend back. "The dance floor? " she asked.

"Indeed," he said.

"But, I haven't danced in almost four years!"

"Neither have I," Elend said. He stepped closer. "But, it would be terrible to miss the opportunity. Af ter all, we never did get to dance."

It was true. Luthadel had gone into revolt before they'd gotten an opportunity to dance together, and after that, there hadn't been time for balls or frivolity. She knew Elend understood how much she missed not having had the chance. He'd asked her to dance on the first night when they'd met, and she'd turned him down. She still felt as if she'd given up some unique opportunity on that first evening.

And so, she let him lead her up onto the slightly raised dance floor. Couples whispered, and as the song ended, everyone else furtively departed the dance floor, leaving Vin and Elend alone a figure in lines of white, and another in curves of black. Elend put an arm at her waist, turning her toward him, and Vin found herself traitorously nervous .

This is it , she thought, flaring pewter to keep from shaking.
It's finally happening. I f inall y get to
dance with him!

At that moment as the music began Elend reached into his pocket and pulled out a book. He raised it with one hand, the other on her waist, and began to read. Vin's j aw dropped, then she whacked him on the arm. "What do you think you're doing? " she demanded as he shuffled through the dance steps, still holding his book. "Elend! I'm trying to have a speci al moment here!" He turned toward her, smiling with a terribly mischievous grin. "Well, I want to make that special moment as authentic as possible. I mean, you are dancing with
me,
af ter all."

"For the first time!"

"All the more important to be certain that I make the right impression, Miss Valette !"

"Oh, for . . . Will you please just put the book away?"

Elend smiled more deeply, but slid the book back into his pocket, taking her hand and dancing with her in a more proper manner. Vin flushed as she saw the confused crowd standing around the dance floor. They obviously had no idea what to make of Elend's behavior.

"You are a barbarian," Vin told him.

"A barbarian because I read books?" Elend said lightly. "That's one that Ham will have a great time with."

"Honestly," Vin said, "where did you even get a book here?"

"I had one of Yomen's servants fetch it for me," Elend said. "From the keep library. I knew they'd have it
Trials of Monument
is a rather famous work." Vin frowned. "Do I recognize that title?"

"It was the book that I was reading that night on the Venture balcony," Elend said. "The time we first met."

"Why, Elend! That's almost romantic in a twisted 'I'm going to make my wife want to kill me' sort of way."

"I thought you'd appreciate it," he said, turning lightly.

"You're in rare form tonight. I haven't seen you like this for quite some time."

"I know," he said, sighing. "To be honest, Vin, I feel a bit guilty. I'm worried that I was too informal during my conversation with Yomen. He's so stiff that my old instincts the ones that always made me respond to people like him with mockery came out."

Vin let him lead the dance, looking up at him. " You're j ust acting like yourself. That's a good thing."

"My old self didn't make a good king," Elend said.

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"The things you learned about kingship didn't have to do with your personality, Elend," Vin said.

"They had to do with other things about conf idence, and about decisiveness. You can have those things and still be yourself."

Elend shook his head. "I'm not sure I can. Certainly, tonight, I should have been more formal. I allowed the setting to make me lax."

"No," Vin said firmly. "No, I'm
right
about this, Elend. You've been doing the exact thing I have. You've been so determined to be a good king that you've let it squish who you really are. Our responsibilities shouldn't have to destroy us."

"They haven't destroyed you," he said, smiling behind his short beard.

"They nearly did," Vin said. "Elend, I had to realize that I could be both people the Mistborn of the streets and the woman of the court. I had to acknowledge that the new person I'm becoming is a valid extension of who I am. But for you, it's opposite! You have to realize that who you were is still a valid part of you. That person makes silly comments, and does things just to provoke a reaction. But, he's also lovable and kindhearted. You can't lose those things just because you're emperor." He got that look in his face, the thoughtful one, the one that meant he was going to argue. Then, however, he hesitated.

"Coming to this place," he said, looking at the beautif ul windows and watching the nobility, " it's reminded me of what I spent most of my life doing. Before I had to be a king. Even then, I was trying to do things my way I went off and read during balls. But, I didn't do it away in the library, I did it in the ballroom. I didn't want to hide, I wanted to express discontent with my father, and reading was my way."

"You were a good man, Elend," Vin said. "Not an idiot, as you now seem to think that you were. You were a little undirected, but still a good leader. You took control of Luthadel and stopped the skaa from committing a slaughter in their rebellion."

"But then, the whole Penrod f iasco . . ."

"You had things to learn," Vin said. "Like I did. But, please don't become someone else, Elend. You can be both Elend the emperor and Elend the man." He smiled deeply, then pulled her close, pausing their dance. " Thank you," he said, then kissed her. She could tell that he hadn't made his decision yet he still thought that he needed to be more of a hard warrior than a kind scholar. However, he was thinking. That was enough, at the moment.

Vin looked up into his eyes, and they returned to the dance. Neither spoke; they simply let the wonder of the moment hold them. It was a surreal experience for Vin. Their army was outside, the ash was falling perpetually, and the mists were killing people. Yet, inside this room of white marble and sparkling colors, she danced with the man she loved for the f irst time.

They both spun with the grace of Allomancy, stepping as if on the wind, moving as if made of mist. The room grew hushed, the nobility like a theater audience, watching some grand performance, not two people who hadn't danced in years. And yet, Vin knew it was wonderful, something that had rarely been seen. Most noble Mistborn couldn't afford to appear too graceful, lest they give away their secret powers.

Vin and Elend had no such inhibitions. They danced as if to make up for the four years lost, as if to throw their j oy in the face of an apocalyptic world and a hostile city. The song began to wind down. Elend pulled her against him, and her tin let her feel his heartbeat so close. It was beating far more swiftly than a simple dance could account for.

"I'm glad we did this," he said.

"There's another ball soon," she said. "In a few weeks."

"I know," he said. "As I understand it, that ball is going to be held at the Canton of Resource ." Vin nodded. " Thrown by Yomen himself."

"And, if the supply cache is hidden anywhere in the city, it will most likely be beneath that building."

"We'd have an excuse and a precedent to get in."

"Yomen has some atium," Elend said. "He's wearing a bead of it on his forehead. Though, just because he has one bead doesn't mean he has a wealth of it." Vin nodded. "I wonder if he's found the storage cavern."

"He has," Elend said, "I'm sure of it. I got a reaction out of him when I mentioned it."

"That still shouldn't stop us," Vin said, smiling. "We go to his ball, sneak into the cavern, find out what the Lord Ruler left there, then de cide what to do about the siege and the city based on that? "

"Seems like a good plan," Elend said. "Assuming I can't get him to listen to reason. I was
close,
Vin. I can't help but think that there might be a chance to bring him to our side." She nodded.

"All right, then," he said. "Ready to make a grand exit?" Vin smiled, then nodded. As the music ended, Elend spun and threw her to the side, and she Pushed off of the metal dance floor rim. She shot out over the crowd, guiding herself toward the exit, dress flapping.