Authors: Michael Redhill
Martin Sloane
For Anne and Benjamin
Copyright © 2001 by Michael Redhill
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Originally published by Doubleday Canada, April 2001
Published as a trade paperback original by Back Bay Books, June 2002
The characters and events in this book are fictitious.
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Contents
Extraordinary praise for Michael Redhill’s bestselling, award-winning first novel
Martin Sloane
“Michael Redhill has achieved with this novel what Martin Sloane strives for in his boxes — a precision of emotions, life in miniature with all its details and complexity. Redhill’s language is exacting and carefully chosen as he creates for the reader a composite and contradictory world that is at once haunting and beautiful. The book is in its own way a replica of the boxes, capturing the human condition where perfection eludes us as love does. This is a stunning debut, life-size and moving.”
— Mary Morris, author of
The Night Sky
and
Acts of God
“I read a superb novel yesterday, the kind that makes you lousy company for hours afterwards — because you want to mull over its details rather than be social, because you prefer its world to the one that, at dinner, you suddenly find yourself contending with....
Martin Sloane
makes you realize just how thin and fleeting most of what passes for good fiction is.”
— Noah Richler,
National Post
“
Martin Sloane
is remarkably assured.... Redhill has created a stunningly polished and powerful book.”
— Brian Bethune,
Maclean’s
“Redhill’s language is masterful.... Mild and beautiful on the surface,
Martin Sloane
has explosives buried quietly in its emotional landscape.... An intimate novel that warns us how gray and empty life becomes when we settle for bad copies, for unsatisfying imitations of real things.”
— Beverly Daurio,
Globe and Mail
“The scenes of Martin Sloane’s childhood are so beautifully detailed and psychologically compelling.... It is a childhood as achingly convincing as it is beautifully written — not a word too spare or an image too many. It is distant in time but vivid and lovely, as if we watch Martin’s past through a fourth glass wall, a tiny jeweled theatre of enigma and loss.”
— Will Aitken,
Gazette
“
Martin Sloane
is such a good novel it is hard to believe it is Michael Redhill’s first. Lyrical, funny, moving, and writerly in the most engaging way, it deserves a wide readership.”
— Wayne Johnston, author of The Colony of Unrequited Dreams
“Michael Redhill has a keen eye for physical and emotional detail, and he’s housed his mystery in an engaging narrative structure.... There is much to recommend here.... The latter sections that describe Sloane’s childhood are ravishing.”
— Bill Richardson,
Quill & Quire
“Redhill’s turns of phrase often combine solid, well-hewn familiarity with leavening flashes of wit or beauty.... In the latter scenes, with young Martin Sloane growing up in Dublin, those twelve drafts pay off. Redhill’s found the sweet spot on his racket, and hits ace after ace.”
— Annabel Lyon,
Vancouver Sun
“Michael Redhill’s first novel seems destined to become a classic, one of those books handed from friend to friend. …With this luminous, wonderful book, he highlights the complexities of human relationships in profound and unexpected ways.”
— Books in Canada
“Redhill shines....
Martin Sloane
is a complex, introspective tale that puts love at odds with the power of place, and explores how those competing pulls upon our hearts define us and our choices.... Redhill has created a worthy piece of art.”
— Audrey Hensen, Hamilton Spectator
I have burdened you unduly, my dearest friend, with this long account of an enigmatical condition ordinarily kept to myself.
—HUGO VON HOFMANNSTHAL,
THE LORD CHANDOS LETTER
Make ready the room where you will live with me, for I shall have them bury me in the same chest as you, and lay me at your side, so that my heart shall be against your heart …
— EURIPIDES
,
ALCESTIS
IT WAS A LIE THAT BROUGHT MARTIN SLOANE TO A
picture house on O’Connell Street one night in the fall of 1936. (This was how I began, finding my way into his story, trying its doors.) He was eight, and it was the first time he’d ever gone anywhere by himself. It was a twenty-minute walk from his house and by the time he reached O’Connell, night had fallen and the wide boulevards were blazing with electric light. The hotel-lined street was busy with horse-taxis, news-hawks, chestnut carts; its café storefronts full of customers. Martin imagined that back at home the windows of his house were glowing orange with safe nighttime light.
He walked toward the cinema, the heavy coins in his pockets enough for the movie and a bag of steamed nuts. No one noticed him: although only a child, he was simply a part of what he walked through. A city dweller. Head up, cap clenched in one hand, he went down the middle of the thoroughfare, on the grassy strip that separated the two avenues. At that moment he thought his happiness complete, thought that it must have been like the happiness of being older, the way he imagined anyone might have felt, walking to the Grand Central Cinema at six o’clock at night to see the early show of
The Informer
In this he was in league with his father, who the previous week had walked over the river, in the middle of the workday, to see the picture. He’d come home red-faced with excitement.
You Irish with your bogeymen, Martin’s mother had said.
They
must
see it, said his father.
Not these children, Colin. She is too impressionable, and he is too young.
The papers had argued back and forth over the film’s merits, some saying it was scandalous and a temptation, others that it told a sore truth. It was the story of an Irishman, the drunkard Gypo Nolan, who’d sold out his friends to the British. Now it was as if the
Mail
and the
Herald
were arguing in the Sloane kitchen over dinner and it soon became a forbidden topic of conversation. But his father had certain conversational gifts. He convinced Martin’s mother that her objections were about picture houses in general.
No, Colin, she said, it is about this film.
You mean to say, said his father, that you don’t object in
principle
to the viewing of motion pictures?
If they are wholesome, then no.
I don’t believe it, Martin’s father said, staring at her in disbelief. I thought for certain you were against the pictures in general.
Not at all, said Martin’s mother, happy for common ground. Send him to see
O’Shaughnessy’s Boy
, down at the Grand Central. It has that nice Mr. Beery in it.
And so, the following Sunday night, Martin’s father gave him directions to the Grand Central Cinema, at the bottom of O’Connell beside the river, and there, Martin paid his half-shilling. And, following his father’s instructions, he went in to the parlour beside the one showing
O’Shaughnessy’s Boy
where people were gathering for the six-o’clock showing of
The Informer
.
When the lights went down, rain began to fall in the street. Martin sat in the darkness, the voices of the actors intermingled with the quiet pattering hiss outside the thin cinema walls, and he was transported by it all, by his illicit visit to the movie hall, by the sensuality of Gypo Nolan’s drunken sin. The movie ended in heartbreak, the big man trying to outrun his fate, and when Martin went outside, the city had been transformed into mirrors of light. In the Liffey, the centre of town shone upside down in a cold radiance. He could see the buildings in the slickened car windows, on the street, against glistening rainjackets passing along the sidewalks, as if the whole place had sunk under the sea.
Martin’s father was waiting in the car with the motor running in front of the cinema. He waved through his window, swiping it with his forearm so he could see out. In the car, his father handed him a towel. So? he asked.
It was good, Martin said.
His father pulled out into the slow-moving traffic. The horses drove down through the streets with their heads lowered. Were you frightened?
No. But I think we shouldn’t have lied.
I suppose we could leave the country now, said his father, and he laughed to himself. This was one of the things Martin did not understand about adults, this laugh he sometimes heard. Let’s not call it a lie, though, his father said. Let’s call it a secret.
Now they were driving up Berkeley Street. His father’s favourite sweet shop was here, and as they drove past it they could see the windows were fogged and there were people inside. We could both use a cup of chocolate, his father said. To warm up.
Donnellan’s was popular with everyone, and Martin’s father kept his face averted from the other customers. He ordered two mugs of chocolate and a fruit bun for them to share, and when he came away from the register, a table was open in the window. They sat, and his father asked Martin to tell him the whole story of the film.
But you’ve seen it, Martin said. You already know how it goes.
I
have
seen it, said his father. But I want you to tell it me, the way you remember it.
Martin thought back to the beginning of the story and began telling it, and as he told it, it was as if he were seeing the film all over again, except that the Grand Central was in his mind, his mind was the cinema. He told of Gypo Nolan’s betrayal of his old friend, turning him in to the British for twenty pounds. The shock of watching the betrayer spend the money on drinks, and fish and chips. The way he teetered back and forth between remorse and pride. Then the trial, the lies Gypo told to cover himself, endangering even a neighbour, and afterwards, the mad run from justice. How it had electrified Martin to watch it, even the horror of Gypo, dying in the church at the feet of his victim’s mother.
Frankie, your mother forgives me!
Certainly, in the end, Gypo had regretted his actions, but regret is not enough for the people around you, Martin had thought, people have to see that crime is paid for. In this way, life was not like religion, in which, as far as he understood, sorrow in your heart came first.
That was it, his father said when Martin was finished. He nodded and fingered his chin. That was very good. Now, tell me what it was about.
About?
Martin thought for a moment, not sure of what to say. It was about not lying.
Stop worrying about that, said his father. If I say something’s okay, it’s okay. Now what was it
about?
Martin chewed on a piece of candied peel, rolled the bittersweet scrap around in his mouth. It was about being kind to others, he said.
It was, a little. Something else, though.
He could come up with nothing. He felt his face begin to burn and he tried to think what Theresa, who was quicker of mind than he was, would have said. He knew she would be thinking of what their father might have wanted to hear, and after another moment, Martin said: It was about you shouldn’t drink when you’re flush.
No, Martin. His father looked disappointed. He tipped back the end of his chocolate and picked his hat off the table. He left a coin.
The two of them walked back to the car in silence, and Martin searched his mind for the hidden meaning of the film, but he was so distracted by the anxiety of disappointing his father that he couldn’t think. Finally, driving up past the canal, his father spoke quietly.
Would you say it was about having a home?
A home, said Martin, agreeing gratefully.
Gypo doesn’t merely turn in a friend, Martin. He gives up the only thing he belongs to, thinking he will go to America with his blood money. But instead, he remains, and he is lost in the only place he has ever belonged. That is as good as dying.
But he does die.
Yes, said his father, mercifully, he dies.
They turned down to where they lived. For his whole life he had passed these houses, walked over the stones in these streets. Every night, the lights in the distance would appear between these same houses, slanting down alleys. He had never known any other place than this. His father had always said that every star had its place in the sky, every person theirs on Earth. Except you could not take a star out of the sky. People, though, he’d said. People vanish from the places they should be, people go to darkness all the time. Outrunning their fates.