Read Marked by the Moon Online
Authors: Lori Handeland
“You'd damn straight better find out,” Barlow snapped.
Cade's eyes narrowed. “What do you think I've been doing?”
“Not confiding in me, obviously.”
“You weren't
here,
” Cade ground out. “Or if you were, you weren't answering your door.”
“Why didn't you walk right in? It's always open.”
“After the two of you were doing your mating dance in the center square, then making out in the front window? I draw the line at walking in on that.”
At least their plan had worked. Everyone thought they'd been horizontal bopping all night.
Except for the rogue. Who'd somehow known they'd be in Awanitok.
“One problem at a time,” she murmured.
Cade and Julian ignored her. They were too busy staring into each other's eyes like alpha wolves ready to fight.
“Hey!” She grabbed their shoulders. They both jerked away and snarled at her. She let them go, holding her hands up in surrender. “We all want the same thing.” She pointed to the petri dish. “An explanation for that.”
Julian rubbed a hand over his face. He seemed so tired. Cade went back to the table and pulled out two more clean glass dishes.
“I got to thinking that I'd never compared anyone's blood before I compared yours. And that maybe this reaction was common.” He lifted one shoulder. “Maybe it has to do with the fact that Julian made us all.”
“That would make sense,” Alex agreed.
“You'd think.” Cade went to the refrigerator and brought back several more test tubes filled with blood. He dropped the blood of someone named Barclay into the right dish and Julian's into the left.
Nothing happened.
“Faet!”
Julian said without any real heat.
“Yeah,” Alex agreed.
Cade looked at them both and lifted a brow before he reached for two more dishes and shoved the others out of the way. He dropped the blood of another werewolf onto the right
and the blood from a completely different test tube than Julian's into the left.
The one on the left boogied through the air and splashed on top of the quivering drop on the right, turning the two separate droplets into a puddle of one. Cade lifted the two mystery donors and turned the labels front and center.
“I thought you'd want to talk to them yourself,” he said.
“You thought right,” Julian agreed.
Julian didn't wait for Alex to join him. He knew that she would. Cade came along, too. Julian didn't try to stop him.
They made their way to the EAT Café. The place was already packed with customers.
“You,” he pointed to Rose. “And you.” He pointed to Joe. “Come with me.”
Julian tramped up the steps that led to the apartment over the café, going through the unlocked door in front of Alex and Cade. The three of them waited in silence for Rose and Joe to turn over the register and grill to their employees, then join them.
They appeared scared witless. Julian had been a little harsh. Before Alex had shown up he never would have noticed.
“Sit,” he ordered.
Alex made an impatient noise to accompany the scowl she aimed in his direction. “Don't worry,” she said to the older couple. “He won't bite you. Again.”
Rose smiled without her usual spark. Joe didn't bother.
“What have we done?” Rose asked.
Julian opened his mouth, then shut it again. How was he
supposed to explain this? He glanced at Cade, but his brother had never been very good at explaining things so anyone could understand them.
“If one of you goes on a trip,” Alex began. “Does the other one feelâ¦strange?”
The worried expressions on both their faces smoothed out. Rose laughed a little. “Oh, that,” she said.
“What?” Julian said between clenched teeth. The worried expressions returned.
“Quit scaring them!” Alex ordered.
If possible, Rose and Joe appeared more concerned. Rose put her hand on Alex's arm. “Don't yell at the alpha, child.”
“Yeah,” Julian said. “Don't yell at the alpha.”
“Bite me,” she muttered.
“Again?” Julian drawled.
“Oh!” Rose lifted her hands to her cheeks, then stared back and forth between Julian and Alex. “I see.”
“See what?” Alex and Julian demanded at the same time. Cade had retreated to the window, staring out at the street, and while he was obviously listening, he was pretending not to.
“You're mates,” Rose said, then turned her adoring gaze to Joe. “Like us.”
Alex stiffened. Julian did the same. Each studiously avoided looking in the other's direction.
“Explain,” Julian demanded.
“You know, Julian.” Rose patted his hand fondly. “You were there.”
“He was where?” Alex asked.
“He was there when Joe almost died.”
Now Alex did glance at him, but Julian refused to return the favor. Mates? This sounded bad.
“Go on,” Alex said.
“Joe volunteered for the army. He was a bit old, but he felt like he should serve his adopted country.” She paused and beamed at her husband. “He loves America so much.”
“I do,” Joe said in a thick Italian accent. “It's-a true.”
Alex's eyes widened. She'd probably never heard Joe speak, only sing, and when he sang, not much of an accent.
“He was hit at Gettysburgâ”
“Whoa!” Alex held up a hand. “He was a soldier in the
Civil
War?”
Rose shrugged and spread her hands.
Alex turned to Julian. “What in hell were you doing there?”
“I'm a warrior,” he said. “It's the only thing I've ever been good at.”
She opened her mouth, then snapped it shut again and stared at the floor as her cheeks flushed.
Well, he
was
good at that, too.
Rose gave a strangled cough that sounded very much like a stifled laugh, and Alex's head came up, eyes snapping. “What did you do, Barlow? Hire yourself out to the highest bidder?”
“I don't fight for money.”
“Then what do you fight for?”
“Whatever is
worth
fighting for.” Julian glanced at Rose, needing to shift the subject back to what they'd come here to learn. “I'm not seeing how my saving Joe from dying on the battlefield leads toâ” He couldn't say it, so he just twirled a finger to indicate that she should go on.
“Joe was dying and youâ”
“Why Joe?” Alex interrupted. “Why not one of the thousands of other guys who died there? Or why not
thousands
of the guys who died there?”
“What would I do with a thousand werewolves?” Julian muttered.
“Make an army.”
He narrowed his eyes. “And what would I do with an army?”
“Rule more than Barlowsville. You could rule the whole damn world.”
“Ruling the world is highly overrated,” he said. “All I've ever wanted is my own little corner.” He turned again to Rose. “Continue.”
“You saved him; then you came to see me.”
Julian's mind drifted to that long-ago day. The heat. The blood and smoke. The scent of gunpowder and death. Why had he volunteered to fight again?
Oh, yeah, because he was good at it. And he hadn't wanted to see the Union die. Before Gettysburg, it had been.
He could have told the Yankees that when you invaded someone's homeland, the invadees fought so much harder than the invaders. Unless you were a Viking. They just kicked ass all over the place.
The Yankees definitely weren't Vikingsâexcept for him and Knut. Speaking of whichâ
“Has anyone seen Neil?” The name Knut was using these days.
Rose and Alex stared at him as if he'd lost his mind. Joe, who had met Neil the same day he'd met Julian and Cade, understood the connection.
“He's fishing,” Joe said. “Or maybe it was hunting.”
“Has been for a few weeks now,” Cade murmured.
The question was: Had Neil been hunting elk? Or Inuit?
It hadn't occurred to Julian to tally the village and discover who was missing. Werewolves came and went. They weren't prisoners. But he didn't like it that Neil was away. He didn't like it at all.
“I took Joe to see Cade first,” Julian said.
“But gut-shot is no good.” Joe shook his head sadly as if he was talking about someone else's gut and not his own.
“Cade was there, too?” Alex glanced at Julian's brother, who nodded but continued to stare out the window.
“Neil also,” Joe said.
“Who in hell is Neil?”
“The only other Viking, besides Cade, that I made like us.”
Neil and Julian had joined the Northern forces to fight. Cade had joined to heal.
“Cade was an army doctor,” Julian said. “That day he'd just gotten back from visiting an Iroquois woman. He always talked to the healers in every culture weâ¦visited.”
“Sometimes it helped,” Cade said. “They knew local herbs. Back then, that was all we had.”
Julian waited for Cade to take over the tale, but when he turned again to his windowâwhat was so blasted interesting out there anyway?âJulian continued. He felt better when he was talking. When he was talking about the past he wasn't thinking about the present.
“Like Joe said, gut-shot is gut-shot.”
“Why didn't you magic him back to health?”
“The only way I can heal a human is with a bite.”
“So you bit him.”
“He wanted me to.”
Julian had liked Joe. Hell, he still did. He'd never regretted saving the man's life, and he couldn't say that about every werewolf he'd made. Anyone could become damn annoying after a few centuries.
“I don't see how this is explaining⦔ Alex moved her hands in a semicircle to indicate Joe and Rose, her and him.
Julian didn't, either. He wasn't sure he wanted it to.
“Once Julian saved Joe's life,” Rose continued, “Joe brought him to me.”
“Why?” Alex asked.
“We're soul mates. Joe wasn't going to leave me behind.”
Alex's eyes widened. “You made her a werewolf so they could be together?”
Julian shrugged. “Why not?”
“I insisted,” Rose said. “So did Joe. Without each other eternal life would have been hell.”
“It didn't bother you that another human being would give their life for your immortality?”
Rose frowned. “Of course it bothered me. But Julian took care of that. He found a veryâ”
“Bad man,” Alex finished, staring at Julian all the while.
“Yes!” Rose agreed. “I'll always be grateful to him for assuring that Joe and I would be together forever.” She grasped Julian's hand and squeezed it. “But we discovered that being soul mates as humans meant we were mates as werewolves.”
“What does that
mean
?” Alex asked, her voice a little louder than necessary. Neither Joe nor Rose had ever been deaf, and they certainly wouldn't be anymore.
“Wolves mate for life, child. Some humans do, too. And when you have humans that are soul mates and werewolves that are mates, you have the strongest bond of all.”
“I tried once to leave her,” Joe said. “Just-a to go to wine country and choose a few places to do business with. Before I even reached the cave where we rest, my stomach cramped. I could-a not move. I thought that I would die of the pain.” He gazed at Rose, everything he felt evident on his face. “I have never tried to leave her again.”
“Why would you want to?” Rose murmured, and kissed him.
“This is nuts,” Alex murmured. “I don't even
like
you.”
Rose
tsk
ed. “That's not true!”
Alex stood so close to Julian he could touch her, yet his
stomach roiled and his head ached. That he
wanted
to touch her, would apparently always want to, was no doubt the cause.
“How did you know you were soul mates?” he asked.
“From the first moment we met, we knew there was something special between us,” Rose said.
“Love at first sight?” Alex let out a relieved breath. “That definitely wasn't us.”
“No.” Joe laughed, the sound as joyous as his songs. “Not love at first sight. At first sight we fought like cats in a sack.”
“But the passion,” Rose murmured, staring into Joe's eyes. “Whenever we touched⦔
“Sex happened,” Alex finished.
“That's
amore
.” Joe spread his arms wide, and Rose walked into them.
“Faet!”
Julian said.
“Got that right,” Alex agreed.
After a brief hug, Rose faced them. “What brought this up?”
Julian glanced at Cade, but his brother still didn't appear inclined to speak. “Cade did an experiment. Trying to figure out why Alex and I are soâ” He searched for a word.
“Fucked,” Alex muttered, and he scowled.
Rose did, too, or at least her face creased into an expression that was the closest she ever came to one. “I don't understand, child. The mate bond is a gift even greater than the one Julian's already given you.”
“Given.” She snorted. “Yeah.”
Rose's frown deepened. “A love like this will never go away.”
“That's what I'm afraid of.” Alex straightened her shoulders. “And it isn't love.”
“It will be,” Rose said.
They weren't getting anywhere, and there were still a few
things Julian needed to know. “You're saying that if Alex and I were human we'd be soul mates?” Rose and Joe both nodded like bobble-headed dolls. “But what if we never met?”
“Soul mates always meet. It's fate.”
Considering that Julian had been a Viking while humanâcenturies ago, before Alex had even been bornâhe had a problem with that theory.
“What if he'd never made her a wolf?” Cade asked.
Everyone glanced in his direction as if they'd forgotten he was there.
“Becoming werewolves allowed the mate connection to be born.” Rose beamed at Julian like he'd done it on purpose.
Julian's stomach began to burn as if he'd suddenly sprung a very bad ulcer. “So if I'd left her human, there'd have been no connection?”
“Why-a do you think I insisted on making Rose like me?” Joe asked.
Julian could have sworn the ulcer began to bleed.
“With me human,” Rose said, “and Joe a werewolf, the connection began to fade almost immediately.”
“How do you know this stuff?” Alex demanded.
Joe shrugged and looked at Rose. Rose shrugged and looked at Julian. “Doesn't everyone?”
Julian growled, causing the older woman's eyes to widen. “Sorry,” he said. “But I've never heard of this. And Cade's never seen a reaction like he saw with usâ” He flicked his finger between Alex and himself before setting his hand on his aching gut. “And you two.”
“What reaction?”
Quickly Julian explained what had happened with the blood hopping.
“I'd like-a to see that!” Joe exclaimed.
“No, you wouldn't,” Alex muttered. “It was creepy.”
“If you think about it,” Rose said, “that makes sense. The mate bond is part of what we are. It's a connection in the blood.”
“So there's no way that Cade can cure it?” Alex asked.
Rose and Joe frowned. “Why would he want to?”
Â
Alex opened her mouth to recite a laundry list of reasons, but snapped it shut again when Cade turned from the window, one brow lifted as he waited on her reaction. She decided to save comments of a more personal nature until she had Barlow alone.
“Why didn't you know this?” she asked instead. “You and Alanaâ”
Rose and Joe gasped. Cade winced. Julian's upper lip lifted in a snarl, and he bolted from the room.
Whoops.
“What'd I say?”
“When Alana left,” Cade murmured, “he didn't know she was gone for days.”
“What? How could that be?”
“They had a fight. He thought she went to her grandmother's. By the time he checked on her, she was dead.”
Now Alex winced. Luckily the others believed it was in sympathy and not guilt.
Guilt?
Since when?
“I don't understand,” Alex said. “If Alana left the village, why didn't Julian know it in his gut?”