Lone Wolf (22 page)

27

L
AWRENCE PATTED ME
on the shoulder. “Everything’ll be fine,” he said. “You worry too much about things.”

“Oh,” I said. “You noticed. You think those bozos aren’t going to run right back and tell their step-daddy what happened? You think there won’t be some fallout from that?”

Another pat. “Maybe. Maybe not. And if there is, maybe that’ll be a good thing. It’s like shaking the trees.”

I was less sure. I was okay with doing things to the Wickenses that they didn’t find out about, but beating the snot out of two of them, that was kind of out in the open.

Lana popped her head out of cabin 1 again. “Zack? You wanna come over? Orville just called and said he’ll be out in a few minutes.”

Lawrence said quietly, “You go have fun. It’s still a few hours till it’s dark, can’t start watching the Wickens place till then anyway.”

So I went over to Dad’s cabin, Lana Gantry still holding the door open for me, and stepped inside. Dad was at the kitchen table, Leonard’s backpack in front of him.

“Guess I owe you an apology,” he said.

Well, I thought, at least we’re getting off on the right foot.

He held up one of the cans of bear spray we’d bought in town back on Tuesday. “I’d offered one of these to Leonard and figured he hadn’t taken it, but it was right here in his backpack. You know how I blamed you, said he’d left himself undefended because you’d convinced him there was no need to take this along?”

Slowly, I said, “Yeah.”

“Well, turns out he had it after all, tucked in here. Musta never had a chance to get it out when he got surprised by that bear.”

“I guess,” I said. “Can I have that?” I was thinking ahead, to the hours I would be spending sitting in the woods at night with Lawrence. A can of bear spray might be handy to have along.

Dad handed it over, and I left it on the kitchen counter right by the door so I’d remember to take it when I left.

“Sit down,” Dad said.

“Yes, please,” said Lana. “I’ve made some coffee.”

I sat down.

“This is, uh, this is kind of hard for me,” Dad said. “Telling you what I’m about to tell you.”

Lana put cups and cream and sugar and a pot full of coffee on the table.

“Maybe, if you hadn’t sent that picture to Sarah, and she hadn’t pointed out the resemblance, we wouldn’t be doing this,” Dad said. “But I’m not blaming you. This always stood the chance of coming out.”

I spooned some sugar into my coffee, poured in some cream.

“Let’s wait till Orville’s here,” Lana said.

“Sure,” said Dad. “But I just want you to understand, Zack, that yeah, part of what you’ve suspected is true. You and Orville, you’re, well, you’re sort of related.”

“Sort of related,” I said.

Lana sat down.

“But I’m not Orville’s father.”

Wait a minute, I thought. This was how it was going to go? They were going to start with denials? I cocked my head. “Well, hang on. Then—”

“And Lana here, Lana is not Orville’s mother.”

I’d only been sitting down for a minute, and already I was getting a headache. What kind of cock-and-bull story had the two of them concocted? Here they were, years later, boffing their brains out in Dad’s cabin, and they thought I was going to believe that they weren’t up to the same thing years ago?

What other possible explanation could there be?

There was a rapping at the door.

“That must be Orville,” Lana said, and got up to see. She opened the door, and said, “Oh, hello.”

I looked around. It was not Orville.

It was Timmy Wickens. This is it, I thought. We’re all going to die.

“Won’t you come in?” Lana said, and Timmy did. He nodded courteously at Lana, my father, and then at me.

“Good day,” he said. “Is the other gentleman around?”

“Lawrence?” I said.

“I believe so. The, uh, the black gentleman.”

“I’ll go get him,” I said, and bolted. I found Lawrence in the cabin, examining the rest of his surveillance equipment. “It’s Timmy,” I said. “Wants to see you.”

“Okey doke,” Lawrence said, closing the case.

“Aren’t you going to get your gun? You’re gonna bring a gun, right?”

Lawrence brushed past me on the way out, walked over to Dad’s cabin, and stepped inside. Timmy nodded at him when he came in, although he didn’t offer a hand to shake.

“I believe,” said Timmy, “that my boys may have caused a bit of a kerfuffle here a few minutes ago.”

Dad and Lana looked questioningly at all of us. Had they missed something?

Lawrence and I said nothing. Timmy continued. “Anyway, I’d just like to offer my apologies on their behalf.”

Now Lawrence and I really had nothing to say. “Sometimes,” Timmy said, “they get a little carried away, and I suspect that’s what happened.” He looked right at Lawrence. “That was very thoughtful of you, getting those toys for my grandson.”

Lawrence nodded.

“Anyway, I’m sorry if I interrupted anything here.” And he did a little bow, and let himself out.

Lawrence and I looked at each other. “What do you make of that?” I asked.

“I don’t know,” he said. “I think it’s bad news.”

“Hold on,” Dad said. “The man apologizes and you think it’s bad news? What the hell happened, anyway?”

“Why bad?” I asked.

“He doesn’t want to rock the boat,” Lawrence said. “Because he’s already up to something, and he doesn’t want to screw it up. He wanted to smooth this over so it wouldn’t mess up his other plans.”

“Is anyone going to tell us what the hell you’re talking about?” Dad asked.

Before either of us could reply, there was another knock at the door.

Orville Thorne had arrived.

T
he four of us were seated at the table. Lawrence had excused himself. Orville was annoyed before a single word had been said. It might have been for the reason he gave, that he was very busy hunting down Tiff Riley’s killer. But I suspected it had more to do with the fact that he was having to sit at the same table with me.

And I was thinking,
I know something you don’t know.

But then again, how much did I know, really? Dad and Lana had turned my assumptions upside down when they claimed not to be Orville’s parents. But Dad had still said we were “sort of related.” How could that be?

“Aunt Lana,” he said, “whatever this is about, could we make it quick?”

She pulled out a pack of cigarettes. Up to now, I hadn’t even known she smoked. She lit one, took a long drag on it, and blew the smoke out. “We might as well start there, Orville,” she said. “There’s a lot of things that you don’t know, that I haven’t explained to you. And the first thing is, I’m not, I’m not technically your aunt.”

Orville shook his head. “What do you mean, you’re not my aunt? What’s that supposed to mean? Is this a joke?”

My thoughts exactly.

“Your uncle Walter, my dear husband, he, he wasn’t your uncle, either.”

“What in the hell are you talking about? Why are we talking about this? And whatever it is, why are you talking about it in front of these two?”

“Because it involves them,” Lana said gently.

“So you’re saying what? That you and Uncle—that you and Walter, that you’re not even related to me? That I’m not your nephew?”

“Not exactly. I love you very much, Orville. You’ve actually been more to me than a nephew. You’ve been like a son to me. But we’re not really related.” She took another drag on the cigarette. “But you and Walter, that’s different.”

Wait a minute, I thought.

“Well, but, if,” Orville stammered. “If Walter wasn’t my uncle, but he was related to me, then what was he?”

I had it half right, I thought. But I had it backward.

“He was your father,” Lana Gantry said.

Orville looked stunned. If I’d had a mirror, I could have checked to see whether I did, too. The room was quiet for a moment.

“But,” said Orville, “you’d always said my father was Bert Thorne, that my mother was Katrina Thorne. That they were killed in a car accident right after I was born. If Walter was my father, what about Katrina? Was she my mother?”

No, I almost said.

“No,” Lana Gantry said. “She wasn’t. I’m sorry, Orville, we had to tell you things that were not…It was a different time.…People were much more secretive about indiscretions…. I’m so very sorry.”

Orville’s eyes were turning red. “Then who is my mother?” he asked.

Lana turned and looked at Arlen Walker, my father. He said, very quietly, “Your mother was Evelyn Walker.” He swallowed. “My wife.” He paused again. “Zachary’s mother.”

Orville looked across the table at me, stared, the realization sinking in. And it was sinking in for me, as well.

“They had an…affair,” Dad said to Orville, but he was saying this for my benefit, too. “Lana’s husband and my wife. She became pregnant. And there were people who knew it couldn’t be my child. After Zack was born, I’d had, you know, the snip. It was…it would have been a scandal, I guess. In our neighborhood, we’d been friends, the four of us…”

The cabin seemed to be spinning.

“William,” Lana said, “wanted you. He wanted a son. We had no children.”

“And Evelyn, she…did not want another child,” Dad said. “She went away, for six months, she lived with her sister in Toronto, she had you. We got a lawyer, he did the paperwork, and Lana, and Walter, they took the baby, and they moved away, to another part of the city where no one knew them, knew their history, and they raised you.”

“But there were still people we saw,” Lana said. “Coworkers of your father’s, we didn’t know how to explain your sudden appearance, so we came up with a story. That you were our nephew, that Walter had had a sister, and a brother-in-law, who’d been killed in an accident. And that we had agreed to raise you.”

Orville said, “I don’t believe any of this.”

I said, “Look at us.”

“What?”

“Look at us. Look at me. Look at my face. When I first got up here, I felt I knew you from someplace. There was something familiar about you. And then I sent your picture to my wife, Sarah.”

“My picture? Where did you get my picture?”

“I took it. When I was taking pictures of the fish. And I sent it to my wife. And she spotted the resemblance immediately. I couldn’t believe it at first, but I started putting things together, how my parents and the Gantrys had been friends, how my mother had left home, although I had the reason for it all wrong.”

Orville said, “My whole life is a lie. The person I am, that’s a lie.”

No one said anything. He was right.

I said, to my father, “I don’t understand. How did this happen? Why, how did you and Mom stay together?”

Dad looked down at the table. “I was a bastard,” he said.

“What do you mean?” The use of the term, in these circumstances, threw me.

“I was a prick. A miserable son of a bitch. Always finding fault, always picking on her. I drove her away. I drove her into the arms of another man. It was as much my fault as hers. I realized one day, I saw myself for what I was. Thank God I had the sense to see what kind of person I’d been, and to try to do something about it.”

“You actually forgave her?”

“Like I forgave Walter,” Lana said. “It took a long time, but that boy, you, Orville, that baby was part of my husband, and I still loved him. And because I”—her voice became very quiet—“wasn’t able to have children of my own, I decided to put the best face on the situation that I could.”

“It was a rough time for us, I won’t kid you,” Dad said. “But we got through it. Maybe it was easier for us, because your mother gave her child away. But there was always a part of her, for the rest of her life, that was missing. Part of her died when she gave you up, Orville.”

I recalled Mom’s faraway looks, how she would sit and stare out the window. Maybe she was looking for that other son that she knew would never show up.

“And the two of you,” I said, indicating Dad and Lana. “Today.”

Dad shifted in his chair uncomfortably as Lana reached over and touched his hand. “We didn’t keep in touch. It really was a coincidence. When Walter retired early, we moved up here, with Orville, and bought the café. I kept it after Walter died. It was my own retirement plan. And then, years later, your father buys this camp, and he comes in for breakfast one day, and well, there he was, sitting there. I couldn’t believe it. I wondered if it was some kind of a sign.”

“We had a lot in common,” Dad said. “Our spouses had a child together. Our spouses had both passed on. We both learned to forgive. And we were both looking for someone in our lives.”

“Jesus Christ,” Orville said. “This is just, this is too much to deal with.”

“And Orville here,” Dad said. “When I see him, I see your mother in him. And I think about how I still love her.”

I had to get up and walk around the room. I was having as much trouble taking it all in as Orville.

“Orville,” Lana said. “Orville. The thing is, Orville, you have a brother. A sister, too, Zack’s sister, Cindy. You and Zachary share a mother. You’re half brothers.”

Orville was on his feet now, too. He backed away from the table, shook his head again. His eyes went from Lana, then to Dad, and finally landed on me.

“All these years, never having a brother or a sister,” he said. “And so now, it turns out I actually have a big brother.”

I felt a lump in my throat.

“Imagine. All your life, you wish you had a brother, and then, you finally find out you’ve got one, and he’s the biggest asshole in the world.”

Orville turned and left.

28

L
AWRENCE WAS JUST COMING INTO THE CABIN
as Orville stormed out to his patrol car. Lawrence caught the screen door before it slammed shut, then beckoned me with his index finger. I excused myself from the table.

“What is it?”

“Alice Holland called my cell,” he said. “It broke up a lot, the reception’s lousy up there, but her secret admirer got in touch again.”

“Did she say whether she recognized him?”

“She said we had to hear it for ourselves. She was sounding, I would have say to the word is ‘bemused.’ ”

“Bemused?”

“Bemused.”

“I’ll be out in a second,” I said.

Dad and Lana were sitting quietly at the table. She was on her second or third cigarette, and Dad had opened a bottle of red wine and filled to the rim a glass that once held peanut butter.

“Thanks for telling me,” I said. I looked at Dad. “I had it figured all wrong. I’m sorry.”

“I couldn’t have cared less if you thought less of me. I didn’t ever want you to think badly of your mother. But it was taking too much effort to keep this a secret any longer.”

“I’m gonna go,” Lana said. “I’ve got a feeling Orville will drop by later, to talk about this, and I want to be there in case he does.”

“Sure,” Dad said.

“I’ve gotta take off, too,” I said. “Lawrence and I have to go see the mayor.”

“Alice?” said Lana. “You say hi to her for me.”

I grabbed my jacket, and grabbed the can of bear spray by the door as I went out, slipping it into the inside pocket.

When I went outside, Lawrence was sitting in his Jag, the motor running. I got in, closed the door. We drove out to the highway, neither of us saying a word. Finally, Lawrence said, “So, what’s up with your brother? He didn’t look very happy at the news when he left.”

I almost smiled. “I feel a bit numb.”

Lawrence nodded slowly. “You gonna have to start sending Orville Christmas cards now?”

“I thought I had it all figured out,” I said. I filled Lawrence in. “I imagined Dad was this two-timing son of a bitch, but he’s not. In fact, I don’t know who the hell he is, exactly. I find out he’s not the bastard I suspected, and now I have to consider that he may be a better person than I ever realized.” I paused, thinking back. “He said to me a couple of days ago that he and Lana were a lot more forgiving than I’d ever know. Now I understand what he was talking about.”

“And Orville? His reaction?”

“He’s a bit disappointed to learn that his new big brother is a major asshole.”

Lawrence mulled that one over. “Yeah, that would be hard to take.”

We drove through Braynor, turned down the mayor’s road, and as we pulled up behind her house she opened the door. It was just getting toward dusk, and she flicked on the back light.

“Welcome back,” she said. “I hadn’t expected to call you quite so soon.”

George was pacing in the kitchen, his hands made into fists. When he saw us come in, he said, “Alice, we don’t even need their help now. We know who it is. I want him. I want to rip his fucking head off.”

“You
know
who it is?” I said.

“You’ve been so helpful,” she said to me and Lawrence, “that I thought you should have the opportunity to enjoy this. But I don’t know the first thing about this machine. Can you replay the calls?”

“Of course,” Lawrence said, and proceeded to work his magic with the device he’d hooked up to the Hollands’ phone by attaching it to a laptop. “This shows you’ve had three calls since we were here.”

“It’s the last one. The first was from the town clerk, the second a call from my daughter in Argentina. Play the third one.”

“Okay,” Lawrence said. “Here we go.” Everything was digital, with no actual tape to rewind, but Lawrence was still hitting Rewind and Play buttons on the laptop screen with his mouse.

Alice Holland: Hello?

Man: Mayor Holland?

Alice: Yes, this is the mayor.

Man: You haven’t got much time left to do the right thing. The parade’s only a few hours away.

Alice: Who is this?

Man: This is the voice of reason, bitch. Are you going to get those perverts out of the parade or not?

Alice: What if I don’t? What do you propose to do?

Lawrence nodded approvingly at the way Alice had kept her caller talking.

Man: Something awful might happen to you. Is that what you want? All so a bunch of queers can walk in the parade?

Alice: You know what? I’ll bet even the lesbians in that parade have more balls than a guy who phones people up anonymously and threatens them. Have you looked in your shorts lately? Is there anything down there at all?

Man: You bitch! How dare you—

Voice: (from afar) Hi, Mr. Henry!

Man: Shit! (hangs up)

Lawrence looked at me and I smiled. Lawrence smiled. Alice Holland smiled. Only her husband George still looked angry.

“Fuck me,” said Lawrence.

I said, “Now, is this where you use your years of police training and honing your deductive skills to try to figure out who the caller is?”

Now Alice was laughing, and Lawrence was starting to laugh. Even George was starting to loosen up, unclenching his fists.

The voice in the background had sounded like a teenage girl. Alice, imitating the voice, said, “Hi, Mr. Henry!”

Now I was starting to laugh, and pretty soon, all of us were clutching our stomachs, clutching the kitchen counter to keep from collapsing.

“Oh God,” said Alice. “This is too much.”

“I think I’ve figured it out,” Lawrence said, deadpan. “But I have to hear it one more time to be sure.”

He cued up the call again, played the last part of the exchange between Alice and the caller again.

“Hi, Mr. Henry!”

“Stop it,” I said. “I’m gonna die.”

Slowly, we all pulled ourselves together.

“Oh man,” said Alice. “Whoo.”

“Okay,” said George, who had completely regained his composure. “Now let’s go kill him.”

W
e took two cars. George Holland led the way in theirs, taking us back through Braynor, past Henry’s Grocery and the phone booth just down from it, then a left down a street of boring, boxy brick houses that were probably built in the sixties. George put on his blinker and turned into the driveway of a two-story red brick house, blocking in a black Ford Taurus sedan. Lawrence pulled over onto the shoulder and we all got out.

As we walked up the drive, Lawrence, small briefcase in hand, glanced into the back windows of the Taurus and said, “Hello.”

“What?” I said.

“Check it out,” he said, and opened the back door on the passenger side. He reached down behind the seat to the floor and brought up a container of eggs.

“Odd place for eggs,” I said.

Alice and George watched with interest.

Lawrence opened the top of the cardboard container. Five of the dozen eggs were missing. “Now, I could see forgetting some of your groceries in the car when you came home, but I can’t see taking your eggs into the house one at a time.” He handed me the carton to carry.

Alice went on ahead and rang the doorbell. An over-weight frizzy-haired woman opened the door, and when she saw who it was, said, “Oh, hello, Mayor.”

“We’re here to see Charles,” she said.

The woman looked back into the house. “Chuck!” she screamed. “Visitors!”

By the time Braynor grocery store magnate Charles Henry was at the door, all four of us were standing there, looking, I suspect, fairly intimidating.

“What’s this about?” he said nervously, half standing behind the door. You could tell, just looking at him, the way he was sweating already, that he knew the jig was up.

“I thought maybe you’d like to talk to the bitch in person,” Alice said.

“What? What’s that supposed to mean? Alice, I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

Lawrence held up his case. “We’ve got it all, man. You want to hear it? The last part, where the kid shouts ‘Hi, Mr. Henry!’? You have to hear that for yourself. You’ll bust a fucking gut.”

George moved forward. “I ought to take your head off, you miserable little worm.”

Henry tried to close the door but George shoved it back and walked in, the rest of us following. Down at the end of the hall I could see Mrs. Henry in the kitchen, cleaning up after dinner. Two girls, about eight and ten, ran giggling from the kitchen, down the hall and up the stairs.

“Maybe we should play it for them,” I taunted Henry. “Here’s how Daddy talks to grown-up girls.”

“Shhhh,” he said, running a hand over the top of his head. “Just, just come downstairs.”

He led us down into a rec room that didn’t appear to have been changed since the 1960s. Brown shag carpeting, dark paneled walls, a pool table covered with boxes of Christmas decorations that had evidently been sitting there for months. With Christmas only a few months away, there wasn’t much point putting them away now.

“Chuck?” his wife shouted downstairs. “What’s going on?”

“Shut the damn door!” he shouted at her. The door slammed shut. He said to us, “What do you want?”

Lawrence found a corner of the pool table on which to rest his laptop, opened it up, and played the recording of his call to Alice Holland’s house, finishing with “Hi, Mr. Henry!”

Henry shook his head. “Goddamn that Violet.”

“Violet?” I said.

“Cashier,” said Alice, who clearly knew everyone in town. “Grade 12 student, works part-time for Charles. She see you at the pay phone after her shift?”

Charles Henry said nothing.

“First thing I want is,” said Alice, “I want you to own up to what you’ve been doing.”

I held up the egg carton from the car. “And we’re not talking just the phone calls. You’ve been paying some visits to the comics store in Red Lake.”

It was cool in the basement, but Charles Henry was still sweating.

“I don’t know anything about any comics store.”

“Really?” said Lawrence. “What do you think will happen when I give this carton of eggs to my friends at the forensic lab, and they compare the DNA of these eggs to the DNA of the eggs splattered all over Stuart Lethbridge’s store?”

I looked at Lawrence.

“Oh my God,” Henry said, clearly overwhelmed by what science apparently could do. “Okay, okay, I egged the place. And I’m really sorry about the phone calls.”

George Holland made a snorting noise. “He’s fucking sorry.”

“You’re sorry you got caught,” Alice Holland said. “This is what I want you to do. I want you to call Tracy over at the
Times
. Tell her you’re withdrawing the petition. Tell her you think it’s time to let things calm down. Tell her yeah, people have differences of opinion about who should and shouldn’t be in the parade, but tempers are flaring, and it’s time for people to cool off.”

Charles Henry nodded, swallowed. “Okay,” he squeaked.

“The
Times
’s next edition doesn’t come out for a few more days,” I said. “You need to get the message out now.”

Alice nodded. “Charles, you’re going to call Andy at FL Radio and offer him an interview that he can get on the next newscast. Tell him what you’re going to tell Tracy. You can tell them you don’t want gays and lesbians in the parade, I don’t care, but make it clear that the parade needs to be peaceful, that this is an issue that can be taken up at a later date.”

Henry looked hopeful. “We can still have discussions about this?”

Alice leaned in close to Henry, forcing him up against the pool table. “Not you, Charles. Never. Your opinion in this town counts for nothing from this day forward. You give me one moment’s trouble, and I’ll give that recording not only to the police, but the radio station. I’ll put it on a loudspeaker and drive around town playing it at full volume. Let people find out what you’re really like. That you’re a little, little man.”

Henry seemed to shrink.

“I have some questions,” Lawrence said. Alice stepped aside and Lawrence moved forward. “What do you know about what’s going to go down at the parade tomorrow?”

“Huh?” Henry said, surprised. “What do you mean?”

“If you know about anything that’s going to happen, something bad, you better tell us now.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about!”

Lawrence turned to George. “You know how you were asking for ten minutes alone with this guy?”

George brightened. “Yeah.”

“This seems as good a time as any.”

“No! No!” Charles Henry whined. “I swear, I don’t know anything!”

“What about the Wickenses?” Lawrence said. “Timmy Wickens and his crew?”

“Timmy Wickens? Are you kidding? That guy’s crazy! Him and those boys, his wife’s two? They’re a bunch of psychos!”

Well. Something we could all agree on.

We were all quiet for a moment. For a few seconds, all we could hear was a dishwasher running upstairs, and Henry’s rapid breathing.

“I don’t think he’s in on anything else,” Lawrence said.

“I’m not! Honestly!”

“I don’t think he’s got the balls for it,” Lawrence said. “A little man like you, dirty phone calls and eggs, that’s about all you’re capable of.”

“I think you’re right,” Alice said.

“Does this mean I can’t have some time alone with him?” George asked.

“I’m sorry, honey,” Alice said, patting her husband on the arm.

As we were heading back to the car, I said to Lawrence, “Match the DNA from the eggs on the comics store with the eggs still left in the carton?”

Lawrence opened his door. “I couldn’t believe I was actually saying it. Sometimes I get swept away in the moment.”