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Authors: Maggie Barbieri

Lie in Plain Sight

 

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In memory of my father, Kenneth J. Scarry (1940–2015), a true gentleman and a lover of justice.

 

CHAPTER 1

“You've changed.”

Maeve hoped so. The last few years had taken a toll on her, both emotionally and physically, and change was welcome. She wondered if it was for the better.

She lay on her back, one leg thrown out from under the down comforter on her bed, and considered the observation as well as her feet, sorely in need of a pedicure, not that she had ever had or desired one. If she was getting back into the game, so to speak, it might be worth the effort. The time. The money. The last two she had little of, and that presented a problem. “You think so?”

“I think so,” he said, rolling on top of her and smoothing her hair off her forehead, their faces nearly touching.

“How so?” she asked, knowing that this was a bad idea, going down this road, both the one that had their limbs entwined and the other about how she was different now. This time.

“Do you really want to know?”

Game playing. Her least favorite relationship tool. But she played along. “Yes. I'd really like to know.”

He thought for a moment, kissing her while he did, stalling. “You're calmer. More confident. You know what you want now.”

“You could say that about any woman past the age of forty. Forty-five maybe. We all fall into those categories.” She thought about herself at younger ages. Scared as a child. Terrified as a young teen. Tentative as a young adult, finding her way after the abuse. Exhausted from the beginning of motherhood until about five years ago when the girls had gotten old enough to fend for themselves, for the most part. Then, enraged. It came out of nowhere and held her in a viselike grip, a hand around her throat until she did something to release the tension.

After that, she was free.

She was ready for him to leave, the point proven. She could still have him, still make him happy. He had other ideas, though, their bodies becoming tangled once again, the down comforter flying off the bed at one point, a feather coming free and landing on her sweaty skin.

“I love you,” he whispered in the middle, just like he always did, taking the fun out of it for her, ruining her moment. She couldn't say it back; she wouldn't. That would take things to a new level, make the whole relationship more complicated than it needed to be. She didn't think “you're lucky I still like you” was an appropriate response, so she stayed silent, or as silent as she could, given what was happening in her bed.

It was twenty minutes before she could convince him to leave. She ushered him out of the room and down the stairs, telling him at the top, “This can't happen again.”

He smiled just like he had that first time, repeating what he had said then. “But it will.” When he got to the bottom of the stairs, he turned back. “I sent Rebecca a check for her textbooks, so she's covered. Don't worry about that.”

“Thanks, Cal.” She watched him leave, thinking about how strange it was to have an affair with the husband of another woman, particularly someone who had once been her husband. She was cheating on the man she loved with the man she once loved and would never love again, even if she missed him, if only a little bit.

 

CHAPTER 2

At back-to-school night, Maeve learned that every other student in Heather's senior class either aspired to or was definitely going to go to Cornell.

Or Harvard.

Or Yale.

Or Georgetown.

But mostly Cornell.

The graduating class four years hence would be busting with students from Farringville High School, if their parents had anything to say about it.

There was nothing lower than a semi-Ivy on the list, with her older daughter's school, Vassar, making the list with three or four students applying; she lost count after a while, her mind going elsewhere. All of the applications would go out soon and be “early decision” or “early action,” a student's acceptance a binding commitment on the former. Maeve started to sweat. Heather had shown no interest in writing her application essays, culling her list of schools, or signing up for the retake of the SAT.

“Leave me alone!” was the oft-used response to Maeve's inquiries regarding anything having to do with college. That and a door slam.

When it was her turn to tell the guidance counselor, running a session at back-to-school night about the college process, about Heather's plans, Maeve lied. She wasn't sure why, but she did.

“Cornell, too,” she said, looking at the mother of one of Heather's more academically focused classmates, who returned an affirming nod, “and maybe some schools out west.”

The guidance counselor, an older woman on her way out the door after this year, her retirement date looming, looked at Maeve expectantly. “Such as?”

The lies came easier this time. “UCLA. Berkeley.” Maeve felt like a
Jeopardy!
contestant presented with a category on the mating habits of lemurs; after that list, she was almost out of schools. She almost said “Gallaudet” before remembering that the school catered to deaf students, and Heather definitely wasn't deaf; Maeve knew that because her daughter often told her that her voice was “ear-piercing.” Drama, thy name is Heather Callahan. “Johns Hopkins,” Maeve said finally, remembering too late that that wasn't in the West but in the mid-Atlantic region, south of where she lived in the Hudson Valley.

The guidance counselor continued to look at her, and in that look, Maeve saw the question: Are we talking about the same girl? It was clear that Mrs. Demke had met Heather and knew that she didn't have a clue about where to go, what to study, or how to execute a plan to get into college, despite having more of an interest just months before.

Maeve wasn't sure what had happened to change Heather's desire to get out of Farringville by any means necessary, college being the likely choice for escape, but over the summer, something had imbued her with a deep apathy for the college process. Maeve's oldest, Rebecca, had tackled the job of finding and getting into a college with a zeal that Maeve envied. She had been ready for the next step and the challenges that came with it, and despite telling her sister repeatedly what a great thing it was, going to college, being away, Heather had sunk into some kind of black hole about the whole thing, staring at Rebecca as if she had lost her mind.

Did she now want to stay in Farringville? Maeve wondered about that and shuddered at the thought, even though when Heather left, she would be alone. Heather's former boyfriend—someone Maeve had hated with the passion of a thousand burning suns—was gone from the picture. Maybe his disappearance from her life had Heather in an emotional free fall that hadn't ended yet. Maeve decided that as she did with most things, she would wait it out. Be patient.

The litany of superior schools was interrupted by one comment that fell into the category of attainable. Reasonable. Maeve looked over at the mother who proclaimed that her daughter would go to “whichever state university takes her and gives her money” and smiled. The mother smiled back, pleased with the hush that fell over the room at her revelation that her daughter was average and that she had limited funds for education. Maeve found that refreshing. She recognized the mother as Trish Dvorak, someone she had known better when the girls were small, before she had started her business and thrown herself into it full-time and without rest.

The guidance counselor, at a loss in the face of such averageness and honesty, hastily went through her PowerPoint slides and concluded with a question-and-answer period that quickly became specific to each parent's child and his or her chances of getting into his or her dream school with a varying number of Advanced Placement classes.

At the end of the session, Maeve left the room and walked down the hallway that housed the trophies from years past, the glory days of Farringville High School and its student athletes, mostly from the sixties, when the football team was huge and no one really cared about the lasting effects of concussions. Farringville now had a football program that was on its last legs, its punter a kid who'd never held a football prior to being recruited to the team but who exhibited some impressive high kicks during the spring musical,
Oklahoma
. At the end of the hallway in a large open area, tables were set up, one asking parents to join the PTA, another selling tickets to the fall drama, and another with a sign showing down-on-their-luck children in Mississippi with the plea
PLEASE HELP
. Two male students stood behind the table taking donations.

“Ma'am, can you help?” one of them called out, a tall, handsome boy in pink Bermuda shorts and a bright green polo, a little out of sync sartorially with the rest of the Farringville High students, who tended, Maeve had observed, toward the hipster look more than the preppy look. An older man stood off to the side, watching carefully as people approached the table and the kid made his pitch.

Maeve knew that she had an empty wallet because she always had an empty wallet. “Sorry, guys,” she said. “I didn't bring any money.” That was one way to put it, far less pathetic than “I don't have any money right now.”

The shorter of the two, a kid who looked like an older version of one of Heather's preschool classmates and probably was, walked around from behind the table and handed her a pamphlet. “We're raising funds to go to Madison, Mississippi. A very poor town,” he said. “We're building a school.”

“And we'll have a table at Founders Day if you want to donate then,” the taller one said, flashing a smile. “We don't leave for another eight months.”

“Starting early?” Maeve asked.

“Yes,” the shorter one said. “It costs each one of us over one thousand dollars to go and spend the week there, so we're trying to raise some money so we can cut that cost a little bit.”

Maeve thought of Heather at home, sulking in her room, the thought of building a school for Mississippi children the furthest thing from her mind. “Is the trip full?” Maeve asked. “Can other students go if they want?”

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