Authors: Angela Hunt
“W
hat do you mean, I have to wait for a ruling?” Briley yells into the phone. “My client's life is in imminent danger. Do you know what
imminent
means?”
She glances at Timothy, whose face is tense and drawn behind the wheel. After following her to the law office, where he waited patiently while she looked up the proper procedures to type out a motion, he offered to drive her to the courthouse.
Apparently he realized she's frantic enough to be a real danger on the slick streets.
“All right,” she snaps at a clerk in the Division Four superintendent's office. “I get it. I have the motion and I'm on my way to file it, but I'd appreciate it if you could send someone to check on my client. As soon as I see the judge, I'm heading over to the jail.”
“Arrgh!” Briley closes Timothy's phone and drops it into the well between the front seats. “Bureaucracy! Can't anyone make exceptions in dire situations?”
His cheek curves in a smile. “Wait a minuteâis this Ms. Don't-Get-Personally-Involved talking? I thought well-run cases never resulted in dire situations.”
“Hush up and drive, will you?” She crosses her arms and stares out the window, reluctantly admitting that Timothy is right. Nothing about this case has unfolded as she expected, but perhaps capital cases are the exception to every rule. After all, when a client's life is at stake, how can a defense attorney help getting personally involved?
But this has become more than a case, and Erin more than a client.
“Talk to me,” Timothy says, deftly handling the vehicle as they drive through a decaying neighborhood with boarded-up buildings and graffiti-splashed walls. The light rain has turned to sleet, which bounces off the windshield as they make their way through puddled potholes. He brakes as a mangy-looking pit bull darts into the street, then stops and stares at him, its muzzle quivering with the ghost of a growl. “What'd they tell you?”
Briley stares, amazed that the dog would challenge a car, until the animal backs down and trots away. “I have to file a motion for protective custody.” She speaks through her nose, mimicking the clerk. “After I get in to see the judge on duty, I have to wait for a ruling. Then, assuming the ruling is favorable, I have to go down to the jail and present the ruling to the superintendent of Division Four.”
“In the meantime, did you ask them to check on your client?”
“Of course, but they automatically assured me everything would be fine. The clerk said the women in Erin's cell block are locked down for the night.”
“Isn't that good news? Erin's surrounded by guards, Bri. If she can't get out, it's unlikely that bad guys can get in, right?”
“I've begun to believe in the unlikely.” Briley closes her eyes as a few fat flakes of snow flutter in front of the headlights. She wants to believe Timothy. She wants to blame her worries on an overactive imagination and a few unfortunate coincidences, but she can't forget William's restless manner and odd questions at lunch.
Isn't it better to err on the side of caution?
“You don't know Tomassi,” she says. “I do, and I don't trust him. I'm beginning to think the man is capable of anything.”
Timothy chuckles. “I've never seen this side of you, but I always knew it was there.”
“What side? You're not seeing a side.”
“I'm seeing the real youâa determined lawyer, devoted friend. The kind of woman who will take a few risks for someone who needs help.”
“Just hurry, will you? I've a bad feeling about all thisâ¦and I can't shake it.”
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With the judge's ruling in hand, Briley leaps out of the car and hurries toward the entrance to Division Four. Leaving Timothy to park the car, she enters and pounds on the unattended security desk. A matronly security guard appears in a doorway and waddles forward, a steaming cup of coffee in hand. Seeing Briley, she flashes a brow. “Can I help you?”
“I have a ruling from Judge Abrams,” Briley says, fumbling in her purse for her ID, “and I need to speak to the superintendent as soon as possible.”
A half smile crosses the woman's face. “The super's done gone home. You can call her in the morning.”
“Look.” Briley waves her ID card before the guard's narrow eyes, then presses both hands flat against the counter. “I don't know if you understand the meaning of
emergency
, but that's what we have here, a genuine emergency. I need to talk to the superâso whether you have to call her, fetch her, or ship her in from Timbuktu, do it.”
A warning cloud settles on the woman's features. “Now,
you
look. There ain't a thing the super can do for you tonight, and this place is locked down tight. So you can come back in the morning, Miss Lawyer.”
The door behind Briley opens, admitting Timothy and a breath of freezing wind. The guard looks at him and frowns. “Let me guessâyou're with Ms. Bossy here, and you want me to call my supervisor.”
He slides his hands into his pockets. “I'm more of an innocent bystander. But if I step outside and discover that my rims are missing, I might want to talk to somebody.”
Her brows knit in irritation. “And why are you talking to
me like that? I can't control what happens outside this placeâ”
“Please,” Briley interrupts, ashamed to hear her voice wavering. “Let's cut the tough acts and just talk, okay? Listen, I'm worried about my client, Erin Tomassi. Will you please send someone to check on her? Or put her in solitary for the night. I have a ruling from the judge, and trust me, this ruling wasn't easy to get.”
The guard shakes her head and leans forward, but before she can launch into another tirade the desk phone rings. The woman glares at the instrument, then rolls her eyes and picks it up. “Front desk.”
With a frustrated groan, Briley turns to Timothy. “I don't know what else to do.”
He drops his hands to her shoulders. “Are you sure Erin's in danger? After all, in a few hours she'll be back at the courthouse, sitting right next to youâ”
“The trial should end tomorrow,” Briley says. “And though I don't know how long the jury will deliberate, she could be free by tomorrow night. If Tomassi wants to hurt her, he'll never have it this easy again.”
She glances at the security guard, who has pressed her lips into a thin line and is murmuring into the phone. Since the guard shows no sign of answering her request, Briley props her arms on the counter and prepares to wait the woman out.
The guard hangs up the phone and scribbles something on a notepad. “I've got a real emergency on my hands,” she says, not looking at Briley. “So I'm not wasting any more time with you. You can just bring your papers back in the morning.”
“I'm not leaving,” Briley says, “until I can guarantee my client's safety.”
“Then I hope you're wearing comfortable shoes, 'cause you're gonna be standing there a long time.”
The guard looks toward the door as a siren whines in the night, a sound that quickens Briley's pulse.
The woman picks up a radio, says something about
opening a service gate, and steps toward the computer. Briley turns toward the door and sees the strobelike play of red-and-white lights on the low-hanging clouds. A mechanical gate opens, and an emergency vehicle crawls through the entry.
An icy finger touches the base of her spine.
“What happened?” She curls her hand into a fist. “Why did someone call an ambulance?”
“An accident.” The guard turns, but when her gaze meets Briley's, a change creeps over her features, a sudden shock of realization. “The night guard found an inmate,” she says, her face settling into a no-comment mask. “I can't say more until after the investigation.”
“Is this inmateâ¦?” Briley hesitates.
“Expired,” the guard answers, her voice clotting with an emotion that might be guilt. “The woman they found is dead.”
S
now falls in slanting dotted lines as Briley peers through her car's windshield. A halogen security light casts a golden glow over the ambulance as it waits, engine rumbling, a few yards behind the fence topped with razor wire. As Timothy turns off the engine, a pair of EMTs bursts through a set of steel doors, wheeling a gurney between them.
The view is a perverse Currier & Ives print: a winter scene with no warmth, no life, no hope.
Briley grips Timothy's hand when she recognizes the slender form on the stretcher. Erin's blond hair is wet and dark, her face is covered by a mask connected to a rubber bulb one of the technicians squeezes at regular intervals. An IV line runs into one pale arm; some sort of dark binding dangles from the wrist. The pragmatic part of Briley's brain notes that the binding proves this was no accident.
She swallows the despair rising in her throat. “I'll meet the judge in chambers tomorrow morning. I don't know how to handle a case where the defendant is killed during the trial, soâ”
“Hang on a minute.” Timothy gestures to the stretcher. “They're still working on her. They haven't covered her face with a sheet.”
Briley blinks as realization takes hold.
“I'll be back.” She steps out of the car and walks up to the fence, then curls her hands into the steel mesh. “Hello?” she calls, trying to get the EMTs' attention. When one of
them looks at her, she points at the stretcher and yells above the bawling wind. “I'm a lawyer and that's my client.”
The technician nods, then helps his partner lift the gurney and slide it into the vehicle. He slams the doors and looks at Briley as he jogs toward the driver's door. “We got a pulse!” he shouts. “If you want to follow us to the hospital, we can tell you more there!”
Briley steps out of the way as he slams the door and puts the vehicle in gear. As the ambulance moves out of the secure enclosure, Briley stands by the gate and wonders if her client will survive this latest brutality.
“They got a pulse,” Briley repeats when Timothy comes to stand beside her. “What do you think that means?”
He slips an arm around her shoulder and presses his lips to her temple. “It means there's hope. Soâare you ready to go home and get some rest?”
She shifts her gaze back to the street, where the ambulance is now a blur of flashing red lights behind the falling snow. “I want to go to the hospital.”
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Briley shifts in the hard plastic chair as the emergency-room doors blast open. A gurney rolls past, propelled by EMTs on both sides, and for an instant Briley is convinced that she and Timothy have found themselves in an episode of
ER
.
He squeezes her hand when the trauma team pushes through another set of double doors. Except for an old woman knitting in front of the television, they are alone in the waiting room. “You want coffee, or a diet soda?” He squeezes her hand again. “I could go find a snack machine.”
“I'm fine. And pleaseâ¦don't go.”
He leans forward to look into her eyes. “Are you okay, Bri?”
She meets his gaze, ready to be honest. “No.”
“But it looked like Erin was breathing. She might pull out of thisâ”
“Can't you see?” Her voice breaks as tears spill over her lower lashes. “I pushed too hard. I caused this. After evalu
ating the evidence, I should have convinced her to take the deal for manslaughter. Tomassi wouldn't be happy, but I don't think he would have risked sending someone to kill herâ¦.”
“Do you think you should be talking about this in public?”
Briley lowers her voice to a whisper, but she can't be silent, not now. “If I hadn't pushed for an acquittal, my client wouldn't be fighting for her life.”
Timothy drapes his arm over Briley's shoulders. “You don't know what happened in that jail. She could have been attacked by anyone.”
“Not like that.” She hiccups a sob. “The police may not be able to prove that Tomassi was involved, but I know what he's capable of. I know Antonio sent someone into that jail, as surely as I know that he sent someone to threaten me.”
“I'm sorry about that.” He turns his face to hers, and his eyes soften with sincerity. “I should have been here for you. I shouldn't have gone to Californiaâ”
“Shh.” She presses her finger to his lips. “You did what you had to do. Caring for Dax is part of who you are, Timothyâ¦and I wouldn't change you.”
His forehead drops to hers. “All the same, I can't stand knowing that I wasn't here when you needed me.”
“You're here now.”
They sit in silence for a moment, then the old woman by the TV begins to snore. Briley giggles when the woman's knitting begins to slide from her lap, then the woman wakes herself up, straightens in her seat, and goes right back to work.
“If Erin didn't kill him,” Timothy says, “you were right to go for an acquittal.”
Briley shakes her head. “That's not how the game is played. The law isn't about justice, it's about compromise. It's about using an overworked system to process cases as quickly as possible. It's about moving criminals in and out of jail, taking bad guys off the street for a while, and allowing citizens to feel that their wrongs have been addressed when we know we can't make things right.”
Timothy's eyes rest on her, alive with speculation. “You don't really believe that.”
“I do.”
“You don't. The woman I saw in court this morning was determined to make her case. I swear I saw sweat trickling down that prosecutor's neck.”
She lifts one shoulder in a shrug. “Bystrowski will find some way to outsmart me. Maybe I should let him.”
“Stop it, Briley. I've heard enough.”
She blinks, surprised by the disapproval radiating from his face.
“This isn't like you,” he says, lifting his arm from her shoulder. “The Briley I know would never settle for second when she knows she can win.”
“The Briley you know has never handled a murder case.”
“What difference do the charges make?”
“The stakes are higher. They're the
highest
.”
“All the more reason for you to fight for your client. I can't believe you're talking about giving up.”
“Sometimes the struggle isn't worth the fight.” She looks at him, desperate to make him understand. “Sometimes you do everything you can, you push and you pray and you beg, but the unthinkable still happens. And when you think your life can't get any worse, they come around and kick you when you're down. And they're not satisfied until they've destroyed everything that ever made you happy.”
“What?” Timothy crosses his arms as concern and confusion mingle in his eyes. “You're not talking about Erin anymore, are you?”
Briley bites her lip and looks away. Years ago she swore she'd never dredge up the past and resurrect an old injustice. The shame nearly killed her once; it might suffocate her now. But Timothy has come back. If he plans to stay, he has a right to know.
“Do you rememberâ” she palms tears from her face “âwhen I told you about how my father died?”
He nods. “He was murdered by an ex-con. And you were with the cops when they found him.”
“Right. What I didn't tell you was that the ex-con dropped a packet of crack cocaine near my father's body, probably when he was rifling Dad's pockets. The cops found the coke, and someone from the newspaper saw the police report. Next day there's a front-page story about how the pastor of a local church is murdered while he's hanging out with ex-cons and dealing crack. People come out of the woodwork to talk about Dad riding around with dealers, and the social worker who delivers me to my foster home asks if Dad ever tried to get me to use drugs.”
“I wish I'd been there for you back then.” Timothy's voice is thick and unsteady. “I'm sure there were people who stood up for your father. People who remembered all the good that he did.”
“Sure, there were. But the public doesn't like to hear about the good things, and newspapers don't like to report them. Drugs and robbery make better copy. My dad had gone to that shopping center to make some convict's kids happy, and in return, that con ruined my Christmases forever. Worst of all, when the guy was tried for murder, his lawyer claimed my father was the contact for a network of dealers and ex-cons. By the time they were finished telling their stories, my father's reputation was in the toilet. Dad spent his lifetime serving others, and for what?”
A muscle quivers at Timothy's jaw. “That's why you went to law school.”
She shrugs. “I knew there was nothing I could do to help Dad. My father's killer went to prison, so I was glad of that, at least. But I never forgot how it feels to be wronged and desperately want vindicationâ¦or to walk into a crowd and be stung by doubting glances. So yeah, I ended up in law school.”
“And you've been defending your dad ever since.”
She gives him a one-sided smile. “Ironic, isn't it? One of my professors thought I'd make a good prosecutor, but I've
never wanted to punish the guilty as much as defend the innocent. Trouble is, once I started practicing, I realized that most of my clients actually committed the crimes they were accused of. That's why I assumed Erin was guiltyâ¦until something she said clicked in my mind.”
“What'd she say?”
“That seeing isn't believing, believing is seeing. That sounded like something Dad would have saidâ¦and I found myself looking at the case with new eyes.”
Timothy catches her hand. “Don't give up, Briley. If she pulls through, she's going to need you more than ever.”