Authors: Lamar Waldron
betting couldn’t. Scheim also noted “Sirhan’s compulsive racetrack
gambling and his heavy losses, particularly in the months before the
assassination.”9 Dan Moldea quoted the LAPD as discovering that in the
months prior to Sirhan’s three-month disappearance, Sirhan “bet most
of his salary on the horses, [and] a school acquaintance . . . described
Sirhan as a heavy bettor, betting as much as sixty to eighty dollars on
one race.” Moldea points out that Sirhan “was making only $75 a week,”
though “the FBI . . . claimed that he made bets with a Pasadena book-
maker [and] that Sirhan and his mother often argued about his gambling
habit and the debts he accumulated.”10
In Sirhan’s private handwritten notebook, which police found after
Bobby’s murder, Sirhan had scribbled lots of seemingly random words
and phrases; some say he wrote them when he was practicing self-
hypnosis. On one notebook page, Sirhan wrote, “happiness,” then
repeated Donneroummas’s name three times, followed by “please . . .
please pay to 5 please pay to the order of Sirhan Sirhan the amount of
5. . . . ” Scheim writes that “several other notations containing the phrase
‘please pay to the order of Sirhan’ were found in Sirhan’s notebooks
[a dozen times]—and references to Robert Kennedy or to ‘kill’ always
appeared on these same pages.” Also after Bobby’s murder, envelopes
were found on which Sirhan had written, “RFK must be disposed of
like his brother was,” and another saying: “RFK must be be be disposed
of . . . properly Robert Fitzgerald Kennedy must soon die, die die. . . . ”
There are repeated references in the notebook to money, especially to
the amount of $100,000. All of that led Scheim to ask, “Did someone in
fact hire Sirhan to kill Robert Kennedy?”11
On February 15, 1968, Sirhan bought a gun for the first time in his life,
an Iver-Johnson .22-caliber revolver—the pistol he would fire at Bobby
Kennedy. One of Sirhan’s brothers was with him and accounts differ
among the seller, Sirhan, and the brother about who actually paid for the
pistol—but all agree that Sirhan handled the weapon during the trans-
action and Sirhan stated “the gun was for me.” Though bought from a
private individual for $25 on a street corner, it had a well-documented
trail from manufacturer to stores to the person who sold it to Sirhan.
Later, Sirhan was careful to point out that it was not one of the “cheap . . .
Saturday night specials. But . . . was of good quality.”12
As with James Earl Ray’s rifle, Sirhan’s handgun was not stolen or
undocumented, so there would be no later suspicion that it had any
criminal ties. At the time Sirhan obtained his pistol, the press was specu-
lating increasingly that Bobby might run for president, and Bobby was
already working behind the scenes to help with the
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about Carlos Marcello. Bobby’s campaign officials announced his entry
into the race on March 16, 1968.
In early April 1968, Sirhan Sirhan and two other apparently Middle
Eastern men went to the “Lock, Stock, ’n Barrel Gun Shop,” where Sirhan
would eventually buy the .22 caliber bullets he fired at Bobby Ken-
nedy. But that would be over a month later. On this trip, as described by
the woman who co-owned the shop with her husband, “three males of
foreign extraction entered the store” and one of them asked, “‘Do you
have any .357 Magnum tank piercing ammo,’ or words to that effect.
[My husband] replied, ‘We don’t have any.’ The three then left.” After
Bobby’s assassination, the FBI showed her “a group of six photos [and]
I selected a photograph of Sirhan Bishara Sirhan and I am positive this
is a photo of the man who inquired about .357 Mag. tank piercing ammo
on or about April 3, 1968.” While she thought photos of Sirhan’s brothers
resembled the other two men, she was certain about Sirhan.13
Her husband remembered the incident similarly, saying that in April
1968, “three men entered the store [who] were short, dark, and for-
eign looking.” He said that “they were very interested in the handgun
display . . . they approached my wife and asked her a question and then
she turned to me for assistance. . . . One of them asked me if we had
any armor piercing ammunition in the store. I do carry such ammuni-
tion, which I sell to law enforcement officers. After observing that these
men were not law enforcement officers I said that we did not have such
ammunition in stock. The three men then left.” Unlike his wife, the man
was not able to identify Sirhan from photos. However, he said that “on
June 1, 1968,” when Sirhan returned to the store to buy the .22-caliber
bullets he would fire at Bobby, the man saw “three short, dark, foreign-
looking persons talking to [his clerk]. From their appearance I thought
they were the same three persons who had been in the store on the April
15th date inquiring about the armor piercing ammunition.” His wife
thought the date of Sirhan’s visit was a bit earlier, but their stories seem
to otherwise match and be quite credible—and there is no question that
their shop sold the .22-caliber ammunition used in Sirhan’s pistol.14
Why would Sirhan have wanted “armor piercing ammunition,” for a
type of pistol he apparently didn’t own? On April 10, 1968, Sirhan was
talking to “a Pasadena trash man, who made regular pickups at the
Sirhan family’s house,” according to Dan Moldea, citing LAPD records.
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The presidential race came up, and the man told Sirhan he was going to
vote for “‘Kennedy.’ Sirhan replied, ‘Well, I don’t agree. I am planning
on shooting the son of a bitch.’” The trash man told police he thought
Sirhan was exaggerating, and that he “did not take him seriously.”15
There aren’t many, if any, ordinary uses for “armor piercing” bullets.
By the time of Sirhan’s threat, Bobby Kennedy was becoming known
for campaigning while riding in open cars, often standing to deliver his
talks, even if the car was moving. If Sirhan considered shooting Kennedy
from the crowds that surrounded Bobby while he stood in his car, Sirhan
could have used armor-piercing bullets. They would easily penetrate
the thin metal used for cars at the time, allowing his shots to find their
target even if Bobby fell, or was pulled, to the floorboard or seat.
In early April 1968, while Sirhan was visiting the gun store and ask-
ing about armor-piercing bullets, he had seemingly realized one of his
dreams: “to make a lot of money.” Sirhan finally received $1,705 (more
than $10,000 today) as his insurance settlement for his old horse-riding
injury. Before becoming involved in the events leading to Bobby’s assas-
sination, Sirhan had talked of returning to community college, though
he felt ashamed of his old pink DeSoto and longed for a Mustang that
would impress girls. Now he finally had enough to pay cash for a good
used Mustang and still have money left over to return to college in
style.
But for some reason, having that much money didn’t seem to matter
to Sirhan anymore. He gave his mother some of the money, and let her
hold much of it. He was soon gambling more than ever, and later in May,
the LAPD noted that he was going to the racetrack and betting “nearly
every day—and losing.” It was as if the insurance money Sirhan had
gotten wasn’t enough to settle some huge debt he owed and he was des-
perate for a big score to get him out from under his obligation.16 David
E. Scheim noted a much earlier case that might have foreshadowed
what happened to Sirhan: It involved a young man who bet heavily
on horses, got himself into debt, and was forced by mobsters to fire a
pistol from a crowd at a noted official while a mob hit man made sure
the target was killed.17
Sirhan was not known to use or sell drugs, but one of his scribbled
notebook pages contains the word “drugs” written four times, along
with “danger” twice, as well as his own name.18 In addition to the drug
conviction of his former boss, whom Sirhan still saw at the races, Larry
Hancock documented, based on LAPD files, that in the spring of 1968,
Sirhan was living with a brother who “was still on probation from a
conviction relating to the possession and sale of narcotics.” Sirhan’s
brother “had served 9 months in jail for the felony conviction,” and INS
“was still actively engaged in efforts to deport [him] over his narcotics
charge and conviction.”19
Through his brother Adel, police files show that Sirhan knew a bar
owner whom a “Federal Narcotics agent . . . stated [had been] arrested
August 15, 1967, for narcotics.” The man “admitted he knew Sirhan” and
“said that he and other friends would occasionally meet Sirhan at the
racetrack.”20 A man who “worked as an undercover agent for the Pasa-
dena Police Department” told the LAPD that one of Sirhan’s brothers
“was pushing heroin and pot.”21 Still another one of Sirhan’s brothers,
Saidallah, had been arrested for attempted murder in 1963.22
Aside from Sirhan, most of his other brothers had run-ins with the
law and contact with criminals. One brother’s coworker told the LAPD
that in mid- to late April 1968, Sirhan’s brother said “he was so lucky and
was showing me a wallet which appeared to have several $100 bills; in
fact, it was full of $100 bills. I would guess several thousand dollars.” But
then, just a couple of weeks later, around May 1, 1968, Sirhan’s brother
“said he could kill himself that he had $5,000 a year ago and then he
didn’t have any.”23
When he had lots of money, Sirhan’s brother boasted to his coworker
that “he had good information about horses and [asked] if I wanted any
tips. He said his brother [Sirhan] was a jockey, but didn’t say it was his
brother who gave him the tips.” Sirhan also boasted about having good
tips on horses, yet Sirhan usually lost at the track. We can’t help but won-
der if Sirhan became deeply in debt to a mob bookie before receiving his
insurance money, and was then given only one way to settle an amount
greater than he could possibly hope to earn legitimately.
Sirhan’s notebooks containing his odd writing were later found to
have “one hundred thousand dollars,” written several times, as if Sirhan
was focused on that sum as part of his self-hypnosis. These were the
same notebooks in which Sirhan wrote, “Please pay to the order” and,
“Robert F. Kennedy must be assassinated.” Getting lots of money for
killing Bobby Kennedy wouldn’t have done Sirhan much good while
he was in prison, but he appears to have gotten the impression, or been
told prior to the shooting, that his sentence for participating in Bobby’s
assassination would be minimal. Sirhan would later tell prosecution
psychiatrist Dr. Seymour Pollack that he thought “he would get only
two years in prison.”24
In addition to the possible promise of lots of money, Sirhan’s
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relationship with his large family, and especially with his mother, could
also have been used to pressure Sirhan, by using threats to kill or harm
them. As we’ll detail in Chapter 58 for the first time, less than a month
after Bobby’s death, someone made an unusual attempt to murder
one of Sirhan’s brothers. Sirhan’s situation is also reminiscent of Jack
Ruby’s remark about the lives of his relatives being threatened, since—
like Sirhan—Ruby also waded into a crowd to fire at his target with a
pistol.
As for Sirhan’s motivation for deciding in May 1968 to kill Bobby Ken-
nedy, facts show that it wasn’t the Arab/Israeli conflict, as Sirhan would
proclaim at length in court. Sirhan would later testify that he became
determined to kill Bobby because of Bobby’s support for Israel, as
depicted in a May TV documentary Sirhan had seen, and the follow-up
“promise” Bobby made, during remarks at a Portland, Oregon, syna-
gogue, to sell fifty jet fighters to Israel. However, Sirhan’s attorney Grant
Cooper provided that motivation to Sirhan to use at the trial.25
Dan Moldea also found that the timing doesn’t work for the claim. The
documentary Sirhan referred to was shown on May 20, and only implied
Bobby’s support for Israel, while Bobby gave the Portland speech in
which he mentioned the jet fighters on May 26, 1968. But Sirhan’s note-
books show that on May 18, 1968, Sirhan was already writing repeatedly
in his notebooks about killing Bobby, and had even specified his June 5,
1968, deadline for doing so.26
In contrast, Phillips Melanson found that Sirhan’s notebooks con-
tained “not a single reference to jets or bombers, not a single reference
to Zionism, Israel, Palestine, [or any of] the terms Sirhan would spout
at this trial as propelling him to murder.” Melanson also points out
that although Bobby’s most serious challenger, Vice President Hubert
Humphrey, also supported Israel, Humphrey is never mentioned in the
notebooks. While in 1968 Sirhan didn’t like Israel or Jews and was con-