Authors: Jacqueline Winspear
“I'm dragging my foot, and my arm hangs like a broken sparrow's wing, but I can get by with help. I've been trying to get myself up and about, if only to walk to the window and back.”
“You've done the right thingâyou could have been struck down in a much more serious way. Now let me see how you move.” Maisie reached for the two walking sticks propped against the bed. “Here. Come onâI know this might be a push.”
“It's all right. I understand. You don't need a deadweight, do you?”
Maisie helped Donat bring his legs to the side of the bed, lever himself up, and come to his feet.
“I used to be a nurse, so this is easy for me. Now thenâI wish we had crutches, that would give you something more stable to lean into, but let's see how you do.”
With one small step after the other, Maisie supporting him with a hand around his waist, Donat managed to walk to the window, dragging one foot and stepping forward with the other.
“I'm too slow. You should leave me behind, let them find me.”
“No, that's not part of my brief, Papa. Let's walk back now.”
Maisie helped Donat step toward the bed again and made him comfortable. She poured a half glass of water from a carafe next to the bed and supported him as he sipped until the glass was empty. She reached into her bag.
“Hereâsome aspirin. I want you to take one every day. You twisted your ankle in the escape, but it's your circulation I'm more worried about. I only have a few of theseâyou never know when they will come in handy. So, one per day.”
“How will I get home?”
“We can't risk the train. I'm afraid that, against my better judgment, you will have to fly.”
“I don't mind aeroplanes.”
“Trouble is, I do. But needs must, and I know who I should be in touch with to plan your departure.”
“Who? Who can help us?”
“Once more against my better judgment, Elaine's father can help us.”
Donat tried to laugh again. “Now there's a man with a finger in too many pies for comfort.”
“I know.” Maisie took Leon Donat's hand. “Trust me, Papa. I will have you home within a day or two.”
“I wish I knew your real name, dear woman. For now, I will continue to call you Dina. It will remind me of what I have to return to. What I have to live for.”
Maisie pressed her lips together and forced a smile. “I'll come back for you, and soonâprobably tomorrow. All right?”
Donat nodded, his eyes heavy, his mouth becoming slack. “All right. I will be ready for you each day until you come.”
Just as Maisie reached the door, Donat spoke again. “You know, this is a lovely country, Dina. But it is also quite terrifying, when I think of what it might become. My visit here now has made me wonder what it is to be a free man. It's something I have always taken for granted.”
“I'll get you homeâI promise. You'll be a free man again soon.”
U
lli Bader asked to be dropped off as the countryside gave way to the city proper. He instructed the driver to take Maisie wherever she wanted to go, and before they parted, he gave her a telephone number where she could pass a message on to him, and he would return her call within minutes. The person who would assist her was trustworthy. She looked at the number, memorized it, and tore the slip of paper into shreds. As the motor car moved off into traffic, she
looked out the windows on each side. There was no sign of Bader. It was as if he had vanished. She asked to be taken to the Schwabing district. She could not ignore her instinct: she needed to return to Elaine Otterburn's old stomping ground.
It was still only early afternoon, allowing plenty of time to walk aroundâand by now Maisie had a sense of where she was and where she wanted to go. Her first stop would be the pub where she had seen Elaine leaving with Luther Gramm.
She could hear laughter and music even as she came alongside the shop selling women's clothing. She caught the eye of the proprietress, who had stepped outside to look toward the pub. The woman shook her head, as if to communicate her disgust at having such an inconsiderate neighbor. It occurred to Maisie that the hostelry had probably been there before the shop. It wasn't the best place to situate a businessâunless, of course, one wanted to sell garments to women whose inebriate lovers had the money and willingness to indulge them.
She watched a few people emerge, laughing, and a few more enter, then took a deep breath and opened the door. Inside, it was dark, and the smell of beer and wine heavy in the air. She closed her eyes to help them adjust to the dim light. She opened them to see the landlord approaching.
“Are you looking for someone?” he asked.
She replied that she was, but only needed a quick glimpse. He endeavored to bring her out of the shadows, but, insisting she was perfectly well placed to find her friends, she began to survey each table, searching for a familiar face. She found three.
In a corner to her left, Elaine Otterburn was seated at a banquette with a Gestapo officer whose back was turned to Maisie. Elaine was laughing, her head tilted, her lipstick-framed teeth catching the light. She reached for her cigarettes on the table in front of her, and the
officer took a lighter from his pocket and pressed his thumb against the trigger. Elaine leaned forward, her cigarette between two fingers moving toward the flame. As Maisie looked away, her eyes caught another familiar face. Seated in another corner, Mark Scott was observing the pair. He was not leaning forward as if interested or anxious, instead he leaned back against the banquette, as if he were idly watching people while enjoying his beer. Maisie returned her gaze to Elaine Otterburn, and in that moment the officer leaned across to take a cigarette out of the packet Elaine had set down on the table, and Maisie could see his face in profile. It was Hans Berger, whom she had seen fighting tears in the Hofgarten just the evening before. Of that she had no doubt.
M
aisie left the bar with the intention of going at once to the British consulate on Pranner Strasse. A brisk walking pace gave way to a runâshe wanted to be away from the pub and arrange for the departure of Leon Donat for England as soon as she could, and she wanted to get Elaine Otterburn out of Germany at the earliest opportunity. It was not lost on Maisie that the latter task might be the more challenging of the two, but she had a plan. Hearing the rumble of a tram behind her, she ran to the stop and joined the queue, stepping up onto the tram and taking a seat. She closed her eyes.
Elaine Otterburn.
Now she was afraid for her. As she watched John Otterburn's daughter, she had felt her heart soften, and compassion rise up for the young woman. She sighed. How would she extract Elaine from a web of her own making?
“That was a big sigh.”
Maisie recognized the voice at once. She turned to Mark Scott. “I have little respect for the game you're playing, Mr. Scott, and the way you're playing it.”
Scott looked around as if to search for landmarks beyond the window while trying to decide whether he was approaching his stop. Maisie knew he was taking the measure of other passengers. One or perhaps two of them might not be innocent travelers on their way to Marienplatz.
He turned back, keeping his voice low. “Never can be too careful, Fräulein D.”
“You should have been more careful when you recruited your local spies,
Herr
Scott. You weren't offering jobs to gnomes to help Santa Claus pack toys and trinkets. When you approached Elaine Otterburn you knew what you hadâa disillusioned party girl with a good but broken heart and a desire to do something worthwhile. You knew she had a . . . a need for atonement. You might not have known what had happened in her life, but you knew she was young enough, indulged enough, and vulnerable enough to have some mistakes behind herâand you made hay with them. So she became your mole, your source of informationâutterly untrained and unprepared for the job.” Maisie turned away, then back to Scott. “You know my feelings on this matter already, but shame on you, Mark Scott. Shame on you.”
“She's been very goodâmore useful than you can imagine.”
“Oh, I can imagine, considering the company she's been keepingâso she can report back to you! Now she's on a knife edge, and you know it. And you also knowâas do Iâwho killed her SS officer lover, Luther Gramm. In fact, you may even have set it up to unfold in exactly that way. I wouldn't put it past you.”
“Needs must, Fräulein D. You should know that.” He raised an eyebrow and whispered, almost as if they were lovers and he was about to declare his passion for her, “You're the one with a weapon in your bag.”
Maisie sighed. “You've a job to do on behalf of your government, I know, and it's not an easy oneâbut for everyone's sake, in future don't
use neophytes to mop your floors. It's not fair to someone like Elaine Otterburn, and it's dangerous for everyone concerned.”
“Enthusiasm can take a person a long way.”
“And it can also kill them.” Maisie turned to look at him. “Get on with that difficult job of yours, but try not to put too many innocents in the line of fire in the process.”
“My dear Fräulein D, make no mistake. There will be many more innocents taken down before Herr Hitler is done.”
Maisie nodded. “I know, Mr. Scott. I've also been keeping my eyes open since I've been in this country. But try not to let Elaine be one of them. She has a sonâand I believe that, contrary to what people might think, she loves him very much.” Maisie paused. “She is just trying to be worthy of him.”
“A son?”
“Didn't your teachers ever tell you to do your homework, Herr Scott? Now then, this is my stopâand I think it's yours too.”
Maisie and Scott stood up, shuffling along with other passengers leaving the tram. When they were on the street, she turned to the American and held out her hand. “I think this is good-bye, Mr. Scott. Oh, and by the wayâif you want to keep anyone in your six, or whatever you call it, make it Elaine, please. I can look after myself, and she has so much to lose.”
Maisie had taken a step away from Mark Scott when he tipped his hat to her and spoke. She came to an abrupt stop when she heard his parting words.
“I take my hat off to you. Not everyone would be so magnanimous, considering what she did to you.”
For a moment Maisie thought she would ignore the comment, ignore the fact that Mark Scott knew so much about her. But then she realized she had something to say.
“You know, Mr. Scott, my old mentor, a man named Maurice Blanche, once cautioned me about the fact that I was delving into every book that came within reach. My hunger for education, for learning everything that I could possibly digest, might not always serve me as well as I imagined, he told me. He said I must endeavor to strike a balance, and he gave me a piece of advice I have never forgotten. All the books, all the lectures, all the pages of . . . of
information
, are as nothing against the measure of our experienceâand by that he meant the experience we take to heart, that we go back to, trying to work out the why, what, and how of whatever has come about in our lives. That, he said, is where we learn the value of true knowledge, with our life's lessons to draw upon so that we might one day be blessed with wisdom. I may not be there yet, but the better part of me is doing my utmost, and one of the elements of life I am learning the hard way is the wisdom to be found in forgiveness. It's what is setting
me
free. In that regard, Elaine has been a very good lesson. Now then”âMaisie craned her head to check the stopâ“I'll be on my way. You'd better be tooâyou've a lot to report to your superiors, and I have a lot to accomplish in a short time.”
“One thing, Fräulein Dâdid you find your âfather'?”
“No. No, I haven't.”
Maisie set off, not quite knowing whether she was walking in the right direction, or if another tram might take her there faster. She was anxious to make haste. That she had a lot to accomplish was an understatement.
As she approached the British consulate, she once again reflected upon Maurice. He had never told her that she should not lie.
“M
iss Donat. How are you?” Gilbert Leslie approached Maisie across the reception area of the British consulate. “We have been liaising with the authorities here regarding the search for your father. Come with me, and I'll let you know what they are sayingâthough, I might add, their efforts to find him have not met with much success.”
“Mr. Leslie, I wish to have a secure line to London to place a call, if I may.”
Leslie stopped. “Miss Donat, really . . . Iâ”
“Please, I don't have time for a delay. Would you make arrangements for a call to be placed to the office of Mr. Brian Huntley?”
Leslie looked at Maisie over half-moon glasses. She had never seen him wearing them in the past. The effect was to press his chin down toward his chest, making him seem more like an overbearing headmaster rather than an official in a sensitive position within the British consulate.
“Right you are. Come with meâto the same room we used before.” He led her along a corridor and into the room whose walls were adorned, somewhat incongruously, with paintings of the English countryside, and a recent portrait of the king above the fireplace. It felt like
a room in the squire's manor house in a small village, a room in which a British visitor might feel at home.
Leslie lifted the receiver on a black telephone on the table at the center of the room and pressed it to his ear. “Ah, yes,” he said to an operator. “Secure line, please. Thank you.” He replaced the telephone receiver and waited for the second telephone in the room to ring. He took a key from his pocket, placed it in the lock at the side of the telephone, lifted the receiver, and handed it to Maisie.
“Thank you, Mr. Leslie,” said Maisie. She waited for him to move, but he remained in place. “I can place the callâand I would like privacy, if you don't mind.”
“Oh, yes, quite. Just press that button by the fireplaceâthe bell will indicate you've finished.” Leslie left the room.
As Maisie gave instructions to the operator, she knew that, as far as Gilbert Leslie was concerned, the game was up. He must have guessed by now that she was not Edwina Donatâin fact she suspected he had known for some time, but kept his own counsel. Or he'd had his suspicion confirmed through channels leading to Brian Huntley's office. As she waited for the connection, Maisie felt as if the ground under her feet were becoming less stable with each passing second.
“Brian Huntley.”
“It's Edwina Donat here. I have news.”
“Be careful, Miss Donat. Let me remind you that âsecure' is a rather loose term with regard to telephony.”
“I'll have to do my best and take my chances.” Maisie paused, and looked around the room. She knew she was alone, but experience had taught her to double-check. “I have found what I was looking for, and I am ready to return. In fact I have found more than expected. I've an additional package to bring home.”
“Urgent?”
“Very.”
“I will arrange for passage on the first flight out to Rome tomorrow, and from there to Paris. Are documents required?”
“Yesâbut only for the original package. Perhaps our friend Mr. Leslie can expedite issue of the letter of transit required to leave the country and enter another. And travel cannot be by commercial service.”
“I'm sorry, butâ”
“There has been a
stroke
of bad luck.”
Silence.
“All right. Now it's I who'll have to take the chance that this bloody telephone is working as it should.” Maisie heard Brian Huntley's very audible sigh. “We've had to increase our oversight in the past few days. Your hosts are cock-a-hoop about their incursion into Austria, and are becoming rather more ambitious. On the one hand, we can take advantage of their ebullience, and on the other, we have to tread carefully, for the snake is ever more confident about his bite. Is a train out of the question? I was under the impression that you would not fly.”
“The train offers too many opportunities for us to be intercepted even after it's under way. I want the two passengers to leave Munich no later than mid-morning tomorrowâthe earlier the better, for their safety.”
“Rather a tall order, Maisie.”
“Let Mr. Leslie know what you can doâand you might as well put him out of his misery and allow him to know who I am. I am sure he has guessed. After all, Robbie said he was one of yours, so we're probably passing each other through smoke and mirrors. In the meantime,
I might have another option regarding transportation. If so, I will decline your offer, as I have to grasp the very first opportunity to leave Munich. I'll end the call now.”
Maisie pressed the cradle bar to end the call. While the receiver was still in her hand. The telephone began to ring. Maisie released the bar, and heard the operator ask if she would like to place another secure telephone call.
She was surprised, but didn't hesitate. “Yes, thank you.” She gave the operator a number and heard a click. The tone changed, and she replaced the receiver. After a moment, and the telephone rang once more.
“Otterburn.” The voice was sharp, to the point, that of a man who had neither time nor patience enough to linger.
“Mr. Otterburn. I would like your help.”
“Maisâ”
“Mr. Otterburn, I am calling from within the British consulate in Munich. I have been told the line is secure, but I would not like to bet my life on it. I cannot dance around with words, though; it takes too much time.”
“Right you are. How can I help?”
Maisie knew she had his full attention now. “I am in need of private transportation from Munich to London or Paris. I do not want my passengers to travel via Rome, or through any other country where political sympathies lie with the chancellor. Do you understand?”
“Yes. I do not envisage any difficulty with your request.”
“I'm not quite there yet. One of our number is an invalid, and the otherâyou may be interested to knowâis a young woman to whom you are related.”
There was a silence on the line. When Otterburn spoke again, his voice was cracking, revealing an emotion Maisie had not expected.
“When?”
“Tomorrow morning. As early as you can manage it.”
“It's tight, but I can make the arrangements. Where can I reach you?”
“I'll reach you. I'll place a call from a telephone kiosk, just to be on the safe side, but we will have to be quick with our conversation.”
“Leave it to me. I'll expect to hear from you in an hour.”
Maisie ended the call, returned the receiver to its cradle, and put her head in her hands.
How would she ever do this? How would she persuade Elaine Otterburn to leave before her predicament became more serious? But first, she had to deal with Leslie. She pressed the button alongside the fireplace.
When Leslie returned to the room, his demeanor had changed. His smile was brief. “I have been on the telephone with Huntley. He has informed me of your position here. I will do all I can to assist you, starting with the documentation. It should be ready by late this afternoonâI will bring it to your hotel.”
“Thank you, Mr. Leslie.” She stood up and walked to the window, then turned to Leslie. “I appreciate your help, and I must apologize for the necessary secrecy with regard to my presence in Munich. I will be leaving for England as soon as I can, which might well be as early as tomorrow morning. It may be necessary for you to inform Mr. Huntley on my behalf that I have made the required arrangementsâone is already in place. In the meantime, I want to make a suggestionâand it's a personal matter. Mr. Leslie, you cannot remain in this country too much longer. I know I'm repeating myself, but you must ask for a transfer to another consular position. Others might not know how your name was changed byâwho? Your father or grandfather? Where I came from, there were Jewish families with names that sounded so
English, and I particularly remember a Mr. and Mrs. Leslieâyes, I know, no relation, it's a common enough name. But I remember being told their real name was Levitsky, and along the way it had been changedâto âfit in,' probably. I would put it to you that if I am correct, you are not as safe as you might believe.” She stepped toward the table, took up her bag, and added, “I could arrange for you to leave tomorrow, if you wish.”
Leslie pressed the fingers of his right hand to his temple, as if to quell a headache. “I cannot leave my post, Miss Donat. I'm sorry, it's the only name I have for you, though I know you are not who you first claimed to be. I cannot leave my post and will remain here until I am given another consular position through the appropriate channels.”
Maisie nodded and held out her hand. “The appropriate channels might not be as fast as you might one day hope. In any case, thank you for your help, Mr. Leslie. I look forward to hearing from you later.”
J
ohn Otterburn was as good as his word. Maisie placed the call from a kiosk at the railway station. As before, Otterburn answered on the first ring.
“Listen carefully. I am going to give you the name of a small airfield, about a half hour outside Munich. Can you get a driver?”
“Yes,” said Maisie. “It's as good as done.”
“Good. Right. I've acquired an aeroplane there. I pulled some strings, which isn't as difficult as it might seem, as I'm known to buy aircraft as something of a pastime. The problem is, I've had to take a chance on those strings. I'm not sure exactly where some of the ends might leadâbut like you, I've done my best. The important thing is, the aircraft is ours to use. It's a Messerschmitt Taifun, a few years old, and seats four, including the pilot.” He paused. “Elaine is very familiar
with this craft. The flight will be to Zurich. It should take less than two hoursâthis is a nifty little ship.”
Maisie felt perspiration bead on her forehead. “Elaine?”
“She knows what she's doing. About three years ago, after a German woman named Elly Beinhorn made a flight from Berlin to Constantinople and back in one day, Elaine was convinced she had to have a crack at the same aeroplane. Don't worry, she'll get you out of there. My daughter may have made a fool of herself and her family, but in this matter, I trust she'll do what's asked of her.”
“All right.”
“Now then, let me give you the information you'll needâand that Elaine will need. All the maps required are already on the aircraft, and she'll know what to do when she gets there, but she won't have time to study the route, so you'll be giving it to herâI'll read everything out to you. The thing to remember is that you have to get in and get out without delay. Do not linger any longer than necessary. The journey will be less than comfortable for the gentleman, but you'll be met by my representative in Zurich, and I've arranged for a nurse to be on the flight home to Croydon. I can let the necessary authorities know when the aircraft carrying the elderly man will be landing.”
“I understand.”
“The thing that you must remember, and that you must ram home to our aviatrix, is that every airfield in Germany is effectively a Luftwaffe station. Versailles might have placed limitations on the expansion of a German air force, but that didn't stop many young men being recruited as private pilots, ready to form an airborne fighting force when the time came. There are eyes and ears everywhere. So, as I said, get there, board the aeroplane, and get out. Understood?”
“Yes.”
“Now then, take down this informationâto the very letter. Noth
ing must be incorrect or you'll end up in Istan-bloody-bul. I want you to read it back to me.”
W
ith a piece of paper in hand, covered with details about the airfield and notes for Elaine that made little sense to Maisie, she made one more telephone call, leaving a message. It was not long before Ulli Bader called her back, unable to disguise his surprise when she asked him to arrange for a motor car at an early hour to take her and another person to the smallholding where Leon Donat was in hiding. She informed him that there would be one more stop as soon as Donat was collected, but she would give him the details when she saw him. He stipulated a meeting place and a time the following morning. Maisie knew then that when she left the hotel on the morrow, it would be without her belongings. There must be no indication that she was leaving Munich for good.
Schwabing was as busy as ever as Maisie made her way to the house where Elaine had been living. She hoped Elaine had returned to sleep off her hours in the pub, and had not brought company with her. Maisie watched the door for a few moments, feeling the cool air as it found her neck and wrists. She pulled up her gloves and wrapped her scarf a little tighter. Soon the landlady left the building. She did not turn the key, but set off, leaving it to close and lock in her wake. Seizing her opportunity, Maisie crossed the street, catching the door just as the latch was about to click. Upstairs she rapped on Elaine's door.
“It's open!” Elaine called out in English.
“Hello, Elaine,” Maisie said as she entered, closing the door behind her.
Elaine came to her feet. “I thought you were one of the girls. What are you doing here, Maisie? Shouldn't you have left Munich?”
“I had hoped
you'd
have left Munich by nowâbut you didn't follow my advice.”
Elaine shrugged. “I didn't want to leave, and no one came to arrest me, so I took my chances.” She scooped up clothing strewn across the chair, threw it onto the bed, and held out her hand. “Take a seat.”
“I cannot stay long.” Maisie stepped closer to Elaine, so close her request couldn't be ignored or brushed aside. “Elaine, I have a very, very important task for you. It is not one you can refuse, for it is on behalf of your country.”
She saw the edge of Elaine's lip began to twitch, as if she wanted to smile, as if she were about to laugh out loud, but at the same time her shock at the gravity in Maisie's tone was apparent. She seemed to stand straighter, staring directly at Maisie. In that second, Maisie saw the look of determination she'd seen before on John Otterburn's face.