Authors: C. H. Admirand
Jesse
Copyright © 2012 by C.H. Admirand
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Jesse Garahan hit the gas and breathed in the hot Texas air. He loved the feel of the wind in his face and the engine rumbling beneath him as the hot sun smiled down, trying to parboil him to the driver's seat.
He'd left the ranch in two pairs of very capable handsâhis brothers'. Tapping his fingers on the steering wheel, he wondered if he could find a wild woman like the one Garth Brooks was singing about on the radio. Hellâhe didn't have time for romance right now, too much to do and not enough time to get it done in. Setting that thought aside, he concentrated on the road ahead of him and coaxed as much speed as possible out of his truck.
Flooring it, tearing ass along the road to town, he grinned. He loved driving and figured he missed his calling, having to work at the ranch with his brothersâbut Garahans stuck together no matter what, and as long as the ranch still had life left in it, a Garahan would be running it. With enough work for ten men, most days he and his brothers were worn to the bone, but not ready to roll over and give up.
A speck of color off in the distance at the side of the road had him cutting back on the accelerator. Could be one of the Dawson sisters; Miss Pam had told him she'd been having a bit of trouble with her old pickup. Slowing it down, ready to lend a hand, he sucked in a breath and held it. Steam poured out from under the hood of a car that a very curvy, compact, jean-clad blonde was opening. When he noticed the rag in her hand, he knew what she was going to do.
“Damn fool woman!” He feathered the gas for more speed, cranked the wheel hard to the left, whipping the car in a perfect one-eighty. Gravel spit out from beneath his tires as he skidded to a halt behind her vehicle.
When she jumped back with a hand to her heart, he threw the truck in park and swung his door open with enough force to move the dead summer air like the early morning breeze coming across the pond at the Circle G. Stomping over to her, he grabbed her by the elbow and pulled her off to the side, out of harm's way.
When she yanked free of his hold, he was more than ready to read her the riot act. Drawing in a deep breath, he was about to let loose when he heard a little voice calling.
“Mommy?”
“Lacy, honey, I told you to stay in the backseat until I fixed the car.”
Looking down, he noticed a pint-sized cowgirl staring up at him, her big blue eyes wide with wonder. Not much surprised Jesse Garahan, but the little bit of a thing, no bigger than a fairy, was wearing pinkâfrom the top of her head to the soles of her feetâand stood out like a swirl of cotton candy at the county fair.
“Go on back now; I have to thank the man for trying to help us.” The woman's voice was firm, but the little girl wasn't listening. Before he could process that fact, the vision in pink was tugging on his jeans and asking, “Are you a good guy or a bad guy?”
He shook his head at the incongruity of the situation. He'd intended to put the fear of God into the woman foolish enough to open the cap of her overheated radiator while she stood in front of it, and instead here he was staring down at the tiniest, pinkest cowgirl he'd ever seen.
“I uh⦔ He didn't know how to answer. If he'd done what he'd intended to doâyell at her motherâthe little girl would probably be crying now, and positive he was a bad guy. “I stopped to help.”
When the little one nodded but refused to let go of his jeans, the woman came closer and soothed, “He's a good guy, honey.”
The little girl tilted her head to one side and frowned up at him. “But he gots a black hatâGramma says good guys wear white hats.”
Jesse chuckled. “Is your grandmother a fan of Gene Autry or Roy Rogers?”
Her little head bobbed up and down, and her cowgirl hat slipped off her head and would have hit the ground if not for the bright white cord attached to it. She was still looking up at him when she said, “Uh-huh.”
“That was a long time ago, and only on TV,” the cowgirl's mother told her. “The good guys wear white or black hats now.”
The little one bobbled and grabbed a hold of his leg with both little hands and whispered, “Daddy wears a black hat.”
He didn't need to know that. Concentrating, he couldn't figure out a way to delicately loosen the little one's grip without scaring her. Her mother surprised him by kneeling next to him. Looking down at them, he remembered the times his mother had gotten down to eye level with him when he'd been scared as a kid. It always helped ease most of his worriesâexcept for the biggest oneâwhy wasn't his father coming home?
To keep from letting his mind go down that rocky path, he focused on the still-steaming engine and grumbled, “Don't you realize how dangerous it is to open the cap on an overheated radiator?” He'd learned that particular lesson from his grandfather years ago; his pride had taken a direct hit, but he hadn't ended up disfigured from steam burns.
The blonde's head snapped up and their eyes met. He couldn't help but notice the frosty blue daggers pointed directly at him.
“I was going to be careful to keep the cap facing away from me.” She cupped her hands around her daughter's where she still held tight to his leg, and urged, “Come on Lacy, you can let go now.”
To his relief, the little one finally did as she was told. When her mother lifted the itty-bitty cowgirl up in her arms, he relaxed. The only kids he came into contact with were the handful of teenagers who came out to the ranch, working off a debt they owed to his older brother Tyler and his fiancée, Emily.
“But, Mommy,” she whispered, “I gots to ask him.”
He was standing close enough to hear. “Ask me what?”
“Are you a real cowboy?”
Before he could answer the little girl added, “I never seen one in my whole life!”
“Your daddy's a cowboy.”
“Nuh-uh.” Lacy shook her head. “He rides bulls, not horsies, 'member, Mommy?”
Jesse couldn't keep the chuckle inside; the rumbling sound seemed to capture little Lacy's interest because she poked her tiny pointer finger in the middle of his chest.
“Lacy, what did I tell you?” Looking up at him, the blonde's eyes were troubled. “I'm sorry. She's curious about everything. We're working on keeping our fingers to ourselves.” She smoothed a hand over the flyaway hair on the top of Lacy's head and said, “Aren't we, sweetie?”
“I was trying to find the sound, Mommy,” the little girl admitted. “His lips din't move.”
Not much touched his heart since the woman he'd been planning on marrying changed her mind, but this miniature cowgirl had the walls surrounding it cracking. He smiled down at them and it felt good inside. “Name's Garahan, ma'am,” he said, tipping his hat to the little lady. “Jesse,” he said, staring into the mother's cool blue eyes.
Her cheeks flushed a tender pink, reminding him of the sweet peas climbing on the fence by the back door that his new sister-in-law, Ronnie, had planted. “Pleased to meet you, Mr. Garahan.”
Lacy bounced in her mother's arms. “Me too, me too!”
Her mother hugged her daughter and looked up at him; her slow smile stole the breath from his lungs. He'd seen a lot of pretty women in his time, and loved his fair share, but something about the pair in front of him just got to him on a level he didn't quite understand. It was new to him, and he wasn't quite sure how to react or what to say. Lucky for him, the little one kept babbling about cowboys, black hats, and funny rumbling sounds until his brain kicked in and he realized he'd been staring at the little one's mother.
She kissed the top of her daughter's head, and he'd swear he heard another crack echoing deep inside of him.
“Does your mommy have a name, Miss Lacy?”
The girl beamed up at him and nodded.
Satisfied that he'd find out the woman's name, since she hadn't offered it yet, he grinned and Lacy answered, “Mommy.”
He pushed his Stetson to the back of his head and let out a breath. “Helâer, heck, Miss Lacy, I already knew that.”
She tilted her head to one side and studied him for a moment. “I like him,” she said in a stage whisper. “Even if he wears a black hat like Daddy.”
The look of sadness in her mother's eyes was swift and filled with pain. “We'll talk about that later, sweet pea.” She looked at him and said, “My name's Danielle Brockway, and you already know this little cowgirl is Lacy.”
“Pleasure to meet you both.” And it was. When the two were laughing, it was contagious, and for the first time in weeks, he felt lighter, happier. Wanting to keep the feeling going just a bit longer, he nodded toward her overheated car. “Can I give you and Miss Lacy a lift into town?”
“Shouldn't we crank open that cap first?”
He shook his head. “It'll cool off better if you let it sit. I'll stop by on my way back to the Circle G and check the radiator and coolant level for you. Where can I drop you ladies off?”
When she looked at him and then over her shoulder, he knew she was going to refuse. She shifted Lacy in her arms and reached into her back pocket and pulled out her cell phone. After pressing a couple of buttons, her troubled gaze met his. “The battery's dead.”
“S'OK, Mommy.” Lacy patted her on the cheek. “You can plug it in the car, 'member?”
She hugged her daughter with just a hint of desperation. “I don't have a charger, Lacy honey, this is our new phone. We had to give the other one back.”
Her gaze shot to his, and he knew she hadn't meant to mention that last little bit of information. No surpriseâwomen liked to talk, except when a man was trying to find out what he wanted to know. Then all of the sudden, a woman had nothing to say. Her eyes filled with sadness, and for reasons he couldn't understand or explain, he wanted to do something to help.
Why
did
they
have
to
give
their
damned
phone
back?
Where
the
hell
is
Lacy's daddy?
And
why
is
Danielle
sad?
Before he could ask, she was thanking him for his time and trouble. “We'll be fine. My uncle will be worried if we don't show up soon; he'll come looking for us.”
“And he'll know just where to look because?”
The light of irritation in her pretty blue eyes made him feel a whole lot better. He liked a woman with a little temper but as of late preferred redheads to blondes. Blondes only led to trouble. He'd better be wary around this one.
The longer he stared at her, he noticed there was something familiar about her. “I'm trying to help you,” he ground out. “Not hurt you.”
Had they met before? Had he broken a promise or, worse, her heart? A feeling of dread swamped him.
“Who's your uncle?”
She shrugged and Jesse was starting to get a clearer picture about these two damsels in distress: Lacy's daddy wasn't in the picture; they'd traveled far enough driving a car that either had little or no maintenance done on it or had a crack in the radiatorâeither option would cause the car to overheat. He wondered if her uncle had any idea that she and Lacy were headed into Pleasure to visit with him.
He asked again, and this time she answered. “James Sullivan, he ownsâ”
“Sullivan's Diner,” he interrupted.
Crap.
“Thank Mr. Garahan for stopping to help us, Lacy.”
“But I⦔ His words died in his throat as the little girl practically leaped out of her mother's arms reaching for him. “Whoa there, little filly,” he warned, taking a step closer.
Breathless belly laughs had the little girl tumbling further out of her mother's arms. He reached for Lacy as her mother changed her grip to keep her daughter from falling on her head. Jesse was faster. And before his head could warn his heart to be careful, the ladies were cradled in the protective circle of his arms, warming him from the inside out.
“You saved me!” The little girl's squeal of excitement was a totally foreign sound to him. Uneasy and unsure of the feelings he wasn't used to experiencing, he settled her safely in her mother's arms and stepped back.
But the pint-sized cowgirl wasn't through. “Leggo, Mommy. I gotta thank my hero.”
Jesse rolled his eyes, another phenomenon; men didn't roll their eyes. Hell, he'd only been in the company of these two females for fifteen minutes and already he was acting like someone else. Shaking his head, he held up his hands and said, “My pleasure, ma'am.”
Lacy seemed disappointed, but he had other worries on his mind. “You can use my phone.” He reached into the breast pocket of his shirt, then offered it to her. “Call your uncle.”
He thought she'd refuse and wondered what it was about him that worried her. Most of the women in town were happy to have his helpâsome more than others. After a few moments, she finally reached for the phone and dialed.
He was surprised when she handed the phone back to him. “Uncle Jimmy wants to talk to you.”
He took the phone, met her gaze, and smiled. A deep, gravelly voice on the other end demanded to know what the hell happened and who the hell he was talking to. Putting himself in the other man's shoes, he calmly answered, “This is Jesse Garahan, Mr. Sullivan.” He waited for the owner of the diner to say something about the time he and his brothers got caught stealing a pie from the windowsill of the damned diner.
It wasn't long in coming. “What the hell did you do to my niece's car? Don't think I don't remember you and your brothers, Garahan.” He felt like he was a kid again, caught with the pie in his hands. Tyler had passed it off to Dylan, and Dylan to him as Sullivan was hollering at them from inside his diner. They'd nearly gotten away, but Jesse had tripped and fallen on top of the pie. They'd had to make it up to Sullivan; their grandfather had insisted.