Irresistible Desire (A Savannah Novel) (17 page)

“God Savannah, your mouth
is phenomenal,” he says, continuing to grip the back of my head. I
pull his shaft almost all the way out of my mouth, stopping at the
tip, then I swirl my tongue around it in circular motions. I grab
his balls and begin to massage them in the palm of my hand as I
work my mouth up and down his length. When I feel it’s wet enough,
I rub my hand up and down him, stopping at the tip to massage the
head, “Sweet Jesus! You’re going to make me explode,” he moans, not
taking his eyes off of me. Excitement trickles throughout my body
as I know I’m pleasuring him as much as he did me.

“That’s the plan,” I say,
giving him a devilish grin as I continue to run my tongue up and
down his extremely large cock, “I can’t believe you didn’t kill me
with this thing,” I say as I admire it in my hand. His breathing
increases as I tighten my grip and quickly enclose my mouth around
it, hollowing my cheeks and sucking until I feel it begin to throb
in my mouth.

“I’m going to come,” he
says through clenched teeth, and I keep sucking until he erupts in
my mouth. I devour every last drop, not stopping until I’ve licked
and sucked him completely clean.

He leans up and pulls my
face towards him, “You’re fucking amazing…beyond amazing. I can’t
even find the words to describe how fucking perfect you are.” He
took my mouth and devoured, not caring that I’ve just swallowed his
salty cum.

“
One hundred percent
satisfaction, right?” I wink at him and slide off the bed, running
into the huge bathroom. I hear Kayden’s feet coming towards me on
the tile floor, “Feeling the need to get cleaned up Miss
Livingston?” he asks as he wraps his arms around me, resting his
hands under my breasts and kissing my neck.

*****

Chapter 12

*****

“This bathroom is
breathtaking!” There’s an enormous stone shower with two large,
rain style shower heads, a very inviting bathtub with jets covering
the inside of it. One entire wall is shrouded in mirrors with a
wall to wall marble counter containing two white bowl sinks, “This
is like top of the range…everything”, I say in complete
awe.

“I’m pleased you like it,
what do you want to try first?” He glances around the spa like
bathroom, “The shower or the Jacuzzi?” He spins me around to face
him and I run my hands along his biceps and look up into his
enticing gaze.

“God, you’re tall.” I laugh
as I look up at all six foot three of him. I feel tiny standing
before him, there a thing on him that’s small.

“That I am, and you, my
dear, are very short. Fun size. You have gone way beyond
expectations, you’ve made tonight the best night of my life,
Savannah Livingston…if I could freeze time, I’d spend forever with
you tonight.” He leans down, kissing my forehead and turning his
eyes back toward the shower, “How about we try out that shower? The
thought of fucking you up against that wall is making me hard.” My
clit throbs as he talks about us together, knowing he feels the
same as I do is thrilling and terrifying all at once.

“Well, I guess that does
sound quite appealing,” I say, reaching for his hand and pulling
him towards the shower. Moments later the entire bathroom is
engulfed in steam. The place smells of Kayden, his rich seductive
body wash tickling my nose and intoxicating me again. I us the
soapy bath sponge to rub suds all over his body and he amuses me by
settling on his knees so I can scrub his shoulders and
back.

“I think I’ll be imagining
this shower every time I step foot into mine,” I run my hands over
his body, helping wash away the soap. “My vibrator is gonna get a
lot of use this week, trying to work you out of my system, Mr
Knox.”

“Well that makes me very
happy,” he whispers into my ear as he licks my lobe and bites onto
it, pinching it between his teeth. My legs turn to jelly and I’m
thankful he’s pinning his body with his.

I reach out and grip his
cock firmly as he lathers soap over my nipples, jerking it I feel
it spring to life again in my hand.

“I think we’re clean
enough,” Kayden says, tossing the sponge across the shower. I spend
the next twenty minutes being pounded against the tile wall, his
strong arms holding me up as he fucks me to the hilt until my
muscles buckle under my weight. We clean up again and head back to
the bedroom, lying on the bed with our glasses of champagne and
devouring the rest of the food.

“Do I even want to know how
many women have laid in this spot?” I grimace as I lie back on the
mountain of pillows on his bed.

“Well before tonight…None,”
he said matter-of-factly, a serious look plastered across his
face.

“Come on, you’ve admitted
you’re a world class player.” I flip onto my side and rest my head
in the palm of my hand, watching his face for the smallest clue
that he was lying.

“Dead serious, Savannah,
This is the grandest suite in all of Houston. I have three bedrooms
here including my own; I only sleep with women in one of my spare
rooms, never in my personal bed.” He reaches for my face, gently
rubbing his thumb along my bottom lip.

I smile at his sweet
gesture, “Okay, so if that is true, then why did you bring me in
here, if you have a ‘no fornication’ rule for your bedroom?” I’m
completely and utterly confused. First he has sex with me in his
car, which he made clear he’s never done before, then we have
unprotected sex twice, which neither of us has ever done before and
now I learn I’m the first woman to step foot into his personal
bedroom.

“Are you smiling?” He
asks.

“That I am,” I say as I
watch his eyes explore my face.

“Good.” He leans over and
traces his hands under my bathrobe, making his way toward my
hips,

“I don’t think I can handle
any more of your Texas sized penis tonight, Kayden, I’m exhausted!”
I giggle.

“Okay, I guess I have no
choice but to stop then.” He pouts, giving me puppy dog
eyes.

“
Is it wrong for me to want
to freeze time right now?” I ask as I twirl his hair in my
fingers.

“Not at all. I don’t want
it all to be over tomorrow, I don’t know if I can just forget you.”
With those words we fall asleep in each-other’s arms.

When I awake a little while
later, the sun hasn’t risen yet. I’m pinned beneath Kayden’s arm
and it takes me a moment to realize where I am. I slide out from
under him and reach for my cellphone. It’s only

five thirty, we’ve barely
been asleep an hour.

I’m suddenly overwhelmed
with emotions and I struggle to think straight, Kayden has awoken
feelings inside me that I’d wished to never feel again. His blatant
disregard for monogamy is an obvious omen for heartbreak and
disappointment.

I take a moment to admire
the beautiful man lying in front of me, the memories of last night
flooding my mind and bringing a smile to my face. I’ll be forever
grateful to Kayden for proving to me that I’m able to feel
something after everything with Logan, but I know that leaving him
here like this will be one of the hardest things I’ve ever done,
and I hate him for that. Nevertheless, I slip on my dress and carry
my shoes out of the room, honestly believing that this is a better
option than sharing Kayden with an array of sexual
partners.

A few hours after I fell
back to sleep in my hotel suite, I awake to the sound of my cell
ringing. I roll over, swatting frantically at my night stand,
trying to locate my phone. The sound was splitting my skull in two
and I realize my fear of waking up hung over has come
true.

“Hello?” I rasp, still
trying to wake up.

“Savannah, its Eloise, I
need you to meet me for breakfast down at the hotel restaurant to
go over some things for the party tonight.”

Oh my God, she is seriously
calling me at…I glance at my cell to see it was almost noon. Crap…
I never sleep in past nine.

“Okay, I just need to take
a quick shower and I’ll be down.” My entire body aches and it feels
like I’ve been run over by a semi-truck. I’m extremely grateful for
the two hour spa-treatment I’m booked in for this afternoon; a full
body massage is definitely required. Kayden

Knox sure knows how to wear
a woman out.

I down a bottle of water,
along with a few aspirins and take a quick shower to wash Kayden
off my skin and get ready in record time.

I decide to dress casual as
I’d be heading to the spa right after my meeting with Eloise, so I
throw on a white tank and a long flowing skirt with sandals. I
quickly style a French braid down the left side of my head and pull
all my hair back into a bun, leaving a few ringlets out around my
face and neck. I toss my phone into my purse and head down to the
hotel restaurant, to meet with Eloise.

She is waiting for me at a
table next floor to ceiling length windows which overlooked the
pool outside. She looked as stunning as ever, with her hair pulled
back in a tight ponytail. She had on black peep toe heels and a
beautiful sleeveless hot pink dress. She stands to greet me when I
arrive at her table, bringing me in for a quick hug and air kisses
before sitting back down.

“So glad you were able to
meet me this morning, I know you’ll be busy this afternoon getting
ready for the party,” she says, tapping on her iPad.

“Yes, I have a full
schedule this afternoon. I’m going to the spa after I leave here,
then Quinn suggested a salon to get a mani, pedi and my hair done,”
I say as I look over the menu.

“Ah yes, I forgot the free
spa treatments; I think I might take Kayden up on the offer and
schedule one myself. I’m exhausted; I didn’t get into Houston until
almost midnight last night because of all the
interviews.”

“How did they go? I didn’t
get a chance to watch anything last night because a few of us went
out to Vertigo to celebrate.”

“They went great. There’s
so much buzz over the issue, its mind boggling how many people are
fascinated with Kayden Knox. I think we made the right choice
picking him,” She beams her million dollar smile at me.

“Really? Well that’s great
news; I can imagine the blogs are posting all about him and
January’s issue, which is great for us,the more publicity the
better.”

“Oh my God, I know, can you
believe we’re trending on Twitter? That my dear, is monumental!”
She looks truly pleased and it makes me smile. The magazine was
ranking near the top for sales, with the invention of iPads,
Kindles and other E-readers we are reaching an even larger
demographic. People can subscribe to our magazine and each month an
issue is delivered straight to their E-readers.

“Wow that is crazy. So that
means a lot of people are talking about it on Twitter. I can
imagine Kayden and the other men on our list are flooded with
tweets from fans,” I say as I take a sip of water, my throat feels
like the Sahara desert. The waiter finally comes round and I order
a vegetable omelet and iced coffee. My stomach is still churning
from all the drinking I did last night. I’ll be lucky if I’m able
to get more than a few bites down.

“Sadly though, I come
bearing some not so pleasant news to share with you, Savannah.
While I was at E!News last night, I ran into Logan,”

“Logan…why was he there?"
It feels like all the air in the room has been sucked out. Hearing
his name out loud, felt like a sucker punch to my
abdomen.

“He was there with Megan;
she was there to discuss her new film premiering next week. But
that wasn’t the only reason he was there. I guess he just signed up
to be on Dr. Drew’s new season of Celebrity Rehab.”

“Celebrity Rehab? For what?
Logan doesn’t do drugs, hell, he barely drinks!” I exclaim, a
little louder than I wanted, drawing attention from people at the
tables around us.

“I guess he’s claiming that
his actions toward you are due to a sex addiction,” She rolls her
eyes as she says it because she knows exactly how pathetic it
sounds. Logan did not have sex addiction any more than I had a coke
addiction, I was more than willing to be with him any time he
wanted, but instead he chose to sleep with models he worked with.
He gave in to temptation instead of directing those wants and needs
towards me…his girlfriend.

I practically inhale my
water as she talks, “How dare he keep doing this to me? It’s been
hard enough dealing with all his conquests selling their stories to
the magazines but now he’s going to go onto actual television and
rehash everything he has done! Now instead of the drama and
interest dying down, he’s just going to feed the fire. I’m going to
have to deal with paparazzi following me, everyone wanting my
feelings on him going on that show. My business should be my
business, not something he should be allowed to share in great
detail with Dr. Drew and the millions of viewers who will tune in
to the show every damn week.”